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Playboi Carti - @MEH

First Verse:    
Step into the mind of the madness/ conscience out of practice/ I bleed upon this paper when my pen ain't up to standards/ (give blood for truth) (right) So once my diary has landed/ yo I'm wanting seed to elderly to know just who this man is/ (yeah what) I'm writing pitfalls to parables, inking up a storm about the win but I would rather loose, yeah, well I got hopes about the future don't be getting twisted/ times I wish I had the gold, but living fast ain't worth the risking/ so basically, I'm just saying I like living humble/ but we all have a side of us (what) that likes to see us fumble/ yeah, I fight with that/ call it demons upon your back or whatever/ I write these letters in coding sometimes to make me feel better/ my life is for future deciphers to find out what I'm scared of/ some think I'm shifty like weather, but I don't care I suggest a different approach before judging a man, who falls and then gets up/ it's so impressive how we fight for perfection/ so its like....


Chorus:
Thoughts on this note pad/ 
Wishing I could go back, to better a time when my mind wasn't so trapped/ (yeah)
I'd probably have some nicer things to write about/
Take me as I am, I'm just a man who's seen his ups n' downs/


Second Verse:
I don't belong in a psych ward, that's crazy talk/ however I've been a little off since I could barley walk/ I wrote the truth since I could write with coloured concrete chalk/ then I graduated got sedated then my morals popped/ and chasing girls was just like chasing ghosts it had to stop/ living fake is fun until you realize that its all for not and knowing my true friends are only shady when the sun is hot, kept the narcissists at bay, until I sported peaceful thoughts/ (whoa) I am what I be thinking on a daily/ and so it is above it will be down below I'm afraid of these, tendencies, pressing on me to release my enemy energy, times I just wanna loose it and fight the world until they set me free/ (from) behind invisible bars/ I am the star, of a show called the effect of the cause/ I'm at a loss...when it be high noon and ready to draw/ I stay situated unmotivated with who I was, death of my mind


Chorus:
Thoughts on this note pad/ 
Wishing I could go back, to better a time when my mind wasn't so trapped/ (yeah)
I'd probably have some nicer things to write about/
Take me as I am, I'm just a man who's seen his ups n' downs/


Third Verse:
Why, oh why, oh why, can't I control my mind, my mind, my mind/ I tired form all the trying, the trying, the trying, I feel I'm getting no where... (Feel I'm getting no where fast) Repeat.

Complications with my ca-ranial-vibrations, my patience is out the window, guess I need meditation, no more sedation, or turning to solo intoxication, need to expand out to my outer-sphere to beat them sensations/ my innovations of these iterations is my narration, I'd rather be fresh off the vine, then preserved like a raisin, no hesitation when facing the grim reaper fore I'm taken, I need a steady conscience yesterday, no time for this waiting. 


Chorus:
Thoughts on this note pad/ 
Wishing I could go back, to better a time when my mind wasn't so trapped/ (yeah)
I'd probably have some nicer things to write about/
Take me as I am, I'm just a man who's seen his ups n' downs/


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