ft / prod: josua natanael @josuanatanaell
shoutout josua shoutout miharu shoutout u for listening
acapella 4 remixes: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1a9h4AaCSEE4aYx5byJWdwG4K7g09f7k2?usp=sharing

lyrics:
(me)
we got so much time so much time
plz try not 2 waste it
online all the time cause we dont wanna face it
stars like ur eyes n ive been gazing
yea ive been so down can u bring me back up
dont wanna slow down
i wish you'd pull me back up
out this ghost town 
find a place know we could find one
i dont know how
and thats my problem with love
wish you'd wait 4 me, always look at me from above

(josua)
oh idk if i want you
and idk if you want me too
cause all i know is that i love you
and i just hope that u love me too
x2

(j-j-jacy)
i always think abt u when im at my lowest
try not to think abt me much before i blow it
time never thinks abt us it just keeps going
and i never said it out loud i wish i was broken
IF U CALL 4 ME ill be there
I DONT THINK i wanna be here
TAKE UR TIME n i wont be here
promise u wont miss me
if u rlly want forever ever
girl take ur time its better better
rainin out my blinds the perfect weather
cryin outside ill be there sometimes...

(jacy + josua)
oh idk if i want you
and idk if you want me too 
cause all i know is that i love you
and i just hope that u love me too
x2

(me)
ur so pretty
all the time its what im missing
just tell me ur alright
before i can feel fine
if u rlly want forever ever
girl take u r time its better better
rainin out my blinds the perfect weather
cryin outside ill be there sometimes <3

wishes

wishes w/ josua natanael

arid - for U (skunc + nesa) #us

ty to @remiliaxd for making the beat!! <3 and @owtiss for hopping on 
^_^

lyrics:
yea im running out of time
u keep on asking why
every reason that i give u always js deny
guess the truth is rlly out
u turned an evil eye
cuz the girl i loved the most js stabbed my heart out w a knife
 yea rlly said i loved u but i wish i never did
all these thoughts n memories i wish i could get rid of
i swear that im seeing things my mind is playin tricks
yea im so done w love yea im so done w trying

but maybe its me
maybe i need to change girl yk u fuck me up
get u outta my brain
used to be all on my mind
thought of u everyday
used to sit w only u
now i sit thru the pain

@owtiss:
i js wna move on and go to better things
i dont need ur approval ik u wont let me >:(
wish u would accept me 
u told me im dead meat
n ur eyes r deadly
wish u never met me..
it's all in my head
i feel like im dead
i'll go to the next one as soon as i can
u dont understand me ;/
the texts that u sent me
wish u never met meeeeeee

(me)
but maybe its me
maybe i need to change girl yk u fuck me up
get u outta my brain
used to be all on my mind
thought of u everyday
used to sit w only u
now i sit thru the pain

sit thru the pain +owtiss (remilia)

IM BACK ty to @k4rson, @pw4prez, @skrena

lyrics:
im alone
i still hear you call
i guess i wont
ever know what you want
im alone
yea u left me in pieces
now im broke
and u were what i needed
what i needed
heart bleedin
yea i cared
thats the truth but u cant see it
what i needed
my hearts bleedin
my tears are falling down wonder if you
hear me
fallin down can u please js help me
cus of u girl u make my heart bleed
cus of u girl i swear i cant see
i cant see

@k4rson

(me)
im alone
i still hear you call
i guess i wont
ever know what you want
im alone
yea u left me in pieces
now im broke
and u were what i needed
what i needed
heart bleedin
yea i cared
thats the truth but u cant see it
what i needed
my hearts bleedin
my tears are falling down wonder if you
hear me
fallin down can u please js help me
cus of u girl u make my heart bleed
cus of u girl i swear i cant see
i cant see

heart bleeds +karson (sochi, skrena)

first song i hope you like it <3
@k4rson
@akayaiog
@luvpika

lyrics:
karson

tell me thst u love me to my face thats a lie
i dont wanna do this for somebody that wont try
i said this last time, but its the last time say goodbye
living fast life, i dont have time for ur lies
i been livin fast 
take drugs til i crash 
she dont want me she jus want me for my bag
she dont want me she jus want all that i have 
she bad but imma leave her sad

akayai

i got a headache i don't know if i can take it
the time i spent with you just has been wasted
as we get older we wonder if we'll make it out
trying to escape this maze but i can't see my where abouts
as the rising stars shine
i wanna make her mine
make it worth my time
will you be my ride or die
wipe your tears when you cry
open your wings make you fly
i'll keep you in my arms baby you won't die

bridge (pika)
i dont wanna call back i dont really know
i dont wanna stay back i dont gotta show
if i got no options think i'd let you know
i dont wanna stay home never going back

pika

i guess im dead inside my head dont fucking work
and when i talk bout killing people boy ill get you murked
this shit is not a game and if i move my visions blurred
i come fast like emergency but i wont be the first
yea im making fun of myself
cuz im coming back and i dont give a fuck
you thought i was done but i dont ever stop
akayai bitch i dont care what he drop
jk bitch i dont wanna be dumb
how im going up and i dont understand
im talking my shit and i always get banned
i dont wanna talk about what you ment
i dont care bout all the shit that you said

last time - karson, akayai, pika (melik, tores, decago)

lights, camera, action!
recorded on 2023/2/20

ty @m2monroe for the crazy prod 😭😭

i'll try and post more next year

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@remiliaxd : 

(and i don't wanna fall)

(ohohohohoh x1000)

and you don't really wanna talk to me
please stop before you break my heart
but you don't want to fall for me
oh, oh, you're not for me

in a fantasy
so far away, living in a dream
please don't set me free
die in my arms baby please rest in peace

and i don't really want to stand back
memories fade away
feel your cold, feel your warmth lack
don't feel the same
you can't come back
stay here everyday, through the pain
i can't sit back

oh
and you don't want to talk to me, no
no no no
and you don't want to talk to me, no

re:action (monroe)

@owtiss
@victxrw
@decago
@bazington

https://www.instagram.com/owtiss1/
https://www.instagram.com/victxrw/
https://www.instagram.com/baz.fst/
https://www.instagram.com/decago_/


[@owtiss]
ive seen it all
and i wont try
i never liked u that much
im alright
take your time
im just fine
ive seen it all
and i wont try
i never liked u that much
i wont cry
take my life
im just fine ;)

[@victxrw]
ill be fine
you can leave me left behind
cause youre still in my mind
ill never leave you behind

but maybe thats the issue
you use me as a punching bag, why do i let you?
theres tears and theres blood running red through these tissues
all i ever feel is that... is that i miss you
i just need to change-

i just need to change the way i feel
having troubles discerning whats fake and real
you left me in the cold, you left me in this weather
you told me we were never getting back together
i just need to change the way i feel
having troubles discerning whats fake and real
im stuck in the cold, i gave you my sweater
you told me we were never getting back together

seen it all w/ victxrw (decago, baz)

produced by: Victxrw
performed by: August, Kid Sora
written by: August, Kid Sora

[hook: August]
of the things that i caught in my eye
when you laugh all the time passes by
baby i only live for this moment
its my life but youre the one that controls it

one love in the city it was left in
enough of the poison that we let in
true love isnt something that ive dealt with
stand up cause our time was just an estimate
x2

[verse: Kid Sora]
Damn. And I know that I'm losing time
Like, you could sit there and just watch me die
Like, bitch you trippin, I aint goin' down without a fight
Test the gang and imma show you how I lose my mind
I'm on attack. I don't need a strap to push you back uh- uh- uh
Perfect plan concocted in the back- ugh- back
She know I aint perfect, at least I'm in tact
That's another song, and I don't wanna miss the rhythym ahh- haa
I can't risk that much to miss your love- ahhhh
I can deal all alone, but its not enough- ugh.

[hook: August]
of the things that i caught in my eye
when you laugh all the time passes by
baby i only live for this moment
its my life but youre the one that controls it

one love in the city it was left in
enough of the poison that we let in
true love isnt something that ive dealt with
stand up cause our time was just an estimate
x2

August + Kid Sora - Rosario

prod @owtiss yeaaaaa first time :D

accidently remade a melody from omori when making this beat and kinda just ran with it lol
here's the source btw https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=POMNynMVTk0

ive heard it all before
its easy to say things u dont rly mean
but its not easy to take them back
i can promise u that!
say goodbye its the last
i never wna see u again

its always stuck on loop in my head
it plays again again and again!
now i wake n i feel like im dead..
cuz at night in my bed
all the thoughts they dont end
plays again and again and again.. ;(

ive had about enough
u only believe the things that u wna see
so when it gets a little painful
when im feeling hopeful
ur always so hurtful
how could u say that?
it is what it is..

i just wna see u 
the way that i used to
cuz now when i see u 
i just cannot be true
its hard for me
it hurts to breathe
so honestly
just talk to me :(

u dont mean that (owtiss)

2024-6-1

"I don't know what we were fighting for anymore."

https://open.spotify.com/track/5Jse0WvTFGPO2Ecg825GUN?si=98571880612a491c

tysm to the goats @prodarisu @shatter3d for the crazy beat!!
and tysm to @miraie for hopping on the song!!

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@remiliaxd :

"is it alright?"
you did me over and left me on the floor
and i don't think i can help myself again
yet you come back to ask for more, for more
i need a reason
i need to know why you left me at the door
'cause even though that my heart was sore again
i smiled, said no more, then walked away

so hide away
don't let them see inside
inside inside
it's hard to maintain what we had
but is it worth it?
do we deserve this?
doing it time and time again
it's hard, hard
don't know what we were fighting for, anymore

@miraie :

I'm fighting for my life every single day
I'm struggling finding meaning of my life just to find out
That life is nothing but a tragedy
Yet we still live on finding our own pace & melody

SO FLY AWAY 
SOMEWHERE SO FAR AWAY, AWAY
THERE'S A KNIFE, IN MY HEART YEAH
FALL APART NO
I'M BLEEDING SLOWLY
MY VISIONS FADING
MY CONSCIOUS GONE INTO ISEKAI
REINCARNATING
Twenty three reasons written on a page and it's still not enough
I took my organs took my soul bleed myself out it's too rough
Fighting against the voice
Did I made the right choice?
Gotta keep my heart close
Can't let it decompose so-

@remiliaxd & @miraie :

so hide away
don't let them see inside
inside inside
it's hard to maintain what we had
but is it worth it?
do we deserve this?
doing it time and time again
it's hard, hard
don't know what we were fighting for, anymore

reason +miraie (arisu x shatter3d)

amv - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aoR8Jdom6QQ

@domerrz
@whyhaze
@victxrw
@rewind214

instagram.com/01domerz/
instagram.com/whyhaze/
instagram.com/victxrw/
instagram.com/rwnd214/

[@domerrz]
i can't run
where's the fun in this if i'm still feelin numb?
took my heart in ur hands u crushed it to dust
and oh its so wrong
been hurtin for too long 
I cried when uUu left 
I turn then ur gone :/

[@whyhaze]
my heart no longer beats
i die when you leave
i tried to get it back
but it’s all for you to keep
i turn when you’re gone
toss and turn in my sleep 
keep my head down when i walk
cuz i wish you were next to me
i know it’s all hard to process 
i turned when you walked away
i keep walking
I took too much feels like I’m falling and falling 
feels like I’m running and running, but what we had just keeps calling me. 
I keep my head up high, my body still on the ground
Will you be there when I need you
I pick you up when you’re down 
I’ll ask you am I enough 
enough for you to stay around 
enough for you to stay

[@victxrw]
u didnt notice
how time flies
feels like im floating
i close my eyes
i say tht im hoping
tht we'll be fine
my chest is wide open
waiting 2 die

simply im not enough
im not enough for u
i know this feeling sucks 
just wait for me a day or 2
just wait for me my luv
i care i swear i do
they caught me coughing up my blood 
its only for uUu

August + Kid Sora - Rosario

reincarnate

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