shout (johnnyfriend)

prod @tsuyunoshi & @polar333
verses in order
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@gorttt
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Dont Let Them In [p.mssnger]

from ellie

prod. iof 

(lyrics)
i cut my hair and i douse my eyes 
of any lasting signs of light
i burn my ribs and oxidize
i keep to myself reasons why
why is it always me?

isolation, my tempers so different
for any swell reason i guess i never listened
and this is the habit of being your best girl
this havoc's inherent, i watch as you let go

the wreckage in the corner of my eye
don't reappear to my demise
i should have listened on that night
oh, how i'd hate to spend my life
oh, how i'd hate to be his wife

for now i'm sitting at your tapestry
i stare at all the angels and their faces
what god has made me so complacent?
i fall behind, i fall so vacant
i pray for cheeks so thin and aching
hah, thats when i'm worth more than the same shit

why?
cut yourself the life you thought you knew 
yes, i love you, it's just no use
that funny truth slips somehow loose
lie
cut yourself the crime for one last truce
i follow through, bruise black and blue
that funny truth crawls back to you

i cut my hair and i douse my eyes 
of any lasting signs of light
i burn my ribs and oxidize
i keep to myself reasons 
why

a song about how other people want me to perceive myself, and how that effects me. hope someone finds it relatable

prod/vox/mix/master all by me

lyrics:

i live my life like i'm a broken man
troubled by all my demons and my sins
often forgotten how it always is
left back and cast out, i'm a piece of shit
isn't that what you want me to think?

pissed off at the thought that i can do it for free
still plagued by all this fucking evil i see
what is freedom and peace if you can't go back to sleep?
why am i always decided that i'll never believe?
in the moments that make me that nigga dressed to succeed
doubts bleeding out the mouth again it leave me deceased
shouts pleading getting louder with the absence of dreams
why don't anything remain how you remember it be?
waking just to sleep, if i don't then i don't dream
when i'm cold and getting mean it's because i fuck up everything
overloaded bust the seams, i'm imploding i don't think
that i'm chosen for the things i think about when i'm on beans
and that four-five in my jeans, it say OFF-WHITE on my seams
you look sideways now you beamed
then my party hop off of the scene 
i cannot fuck with these new ones 
because they always be out switching they teams
flipping that shit make a hit
then get back to the things in my crib that i know that i need

isn't that what u want me to think?

Y'all hear sum??
thank you @prodkbl and @barbaratreze

whats that sound ft. riptony [KBL x barbara](now on spotify)

prod. grayskies
mix by @blvnkface
@imbabebee
shadowman

lyrics:
(intro 0:00-0:18)
shadows of evil black ops 3 zombies sample :3
"you bare the mark, you were cursed. only through acceptance can the mark be removed, you must confess. a ritual must be performed, a sacrifice must be made...."

@rejisonline
i told you that i need to leave this place
for too long i was wasting my time
that didn’t feel like mine
it belonged to the shadowman inside 
he appears to be dead, but he’s surely alive 
he said i must to leave this place 
to reclaim the soul 
that i’ve been trying to find 
i never knew what’s best for me 
it makes sense to makes sense 
of the voice thats overtaking mine 

i need you to know 
that i would’ve stayed 
if you had told me 
you felt the same way 

crash land
escaping all the demons from badlands
belonging in the future not my past land 
still crawling thanking god for the last stand
the last stand
baby this is not your last chance 
to tell me how you feel 
am i a bad man? 
tell me i can never fix whatever (fuckin) happened 
it’s over speaking bout me in the past tense 
the past tense
i can never fixed what happened

@imbabebee
i'm sorry when you called me up i didn't wanna answer
it's hard for me to see the light; i need you closer
baby, i'm on my knees, praying, bleeding
over & over again, please stop leaving
do you understand that i don't want you to go without a reason?

@rejisonline + @imbabebee
i need you to know 
that i would’ve stayed 
if you had told me 
you felt the same way 

crash land
escaping all the demons from badlands
belonging in the future not my past land 
still crawling thanking god for the last stand
the last stand
baby this is not your last chance 
to tell me how you feel 
am i a bad man? 
tell me i can never fix whatever (fuckin) happened 
it’s over speaking bout me in the past tense 
the past tense
i can never fixed what happened

shadowman w/ babebee

im back baby

lyrics:
 im worth a penny in the gutter smellin ycha to u
if u wud tell me what u want then i wud give it to u
its not my fault im no magician could u- 

ya
now they fuckin w me 
i made a couple lil payments now they fuckin w me
thought i was gone but now im back its pretty funny me 
cuz i was down abt someone that wasnt fuckin w me

u came out the woodworks like a lil tool 
acting like someone that i been should have knew
when ur off the gas u act a lil fool
im the only lil welshman in the fuckin room

but no one ever told me i could feel like this
i went clubbin in miluakee cuz i feel like it
im havin fun in the sun and i really like it
no i never felt better n i feel like this:

like the fuckin boss
like the ceo 
like the fuckin boss
like the ceo 

ya
now they fuckin w me 
i made a couple lil payments now they fuckin w me
thought i was gone but now im back its pretty funny me 
cuz i was down abt someone that wasnt fuckin w me

so yea i fucked it up
i was flyin thru the skies goin to new york
so now here i am
ive been moving round doing what i want

i fucked it up
i fucked it up again like u said i would
so now here i am
sitting at the start cuz im not enough
no its never enough
i wish i was special to u
im worth a penny in the gutter smellin ycha to u
if u wud tell me what u want then i wud give it to u
its not my fault im no magician could u understand?

i been feeling happy for the first time in a long time thats progress
i woke up so i could see the sunshine in the outside its been a process
yea we was on the roof
cuz we didnt wana smell of gas all up in the room
and ross was lookin hella trash on the tv too
but i know ur there for me so im there for u
aww

yea they fuckin w me 
i made a couple lil payments now they fuckin w me
thought i was gone but now im back its pretty funny me 
cuz i was down abt someone that wasnt fuckin w me
 
but no one ever told me i could feel like this
i went clubbin in miluakee cuz i feel like it
im havin fun in the sun and i really like it
no i never felt better n i feel like this:

like the fuckin boss
like the ceo 
like the fuckin boss
like the ceo 
u came out the woodworks like a lil tool 
acting like someone that i been should have knew
when ur off the gas u act a lil fool
im the only lil welshman in the fuckin room

no its never enough
i wish i was special to u
im worth a penny in the gutter smellin ycha to u
if u wud tell me what u want then i wud give it to u
its not my fault im no magician could u understand?

no magician

my favorite least favorite song w/ keepsake

lyrics:
fucked up, the way you treat me you're so fake
why the fuck do my parents think I'm such a disgrace
all  I ever wanna do is make them proud
that'll never happen they hate me

feelin' like a reject in my own house
piece of shit I ain't ever gonna have a spouse
unlovable, untouchable
guess I'm just different, but it ain't in a good way
turned away at every corner
used to it it's okay, girl I hate the way that you play
tyin' up my feelings like knots
guess I'm destined to rot

destined to rot I'm nothing, I'll never be
every time I'm with you guaranteed a tragedy
never move forward, yeah always move back
tell your new man he can suck my sack

feelin' like a reject in my own house
piece of shit I ain't ever gonna have a spouse
unlovable, untouchable
guess I'm just different, but it ain't in a good way
turned away at every corner
used to it it's okay, girl I hate the way that you play
tyin' up my feelings like knots
guess I'm destined to rot

forever alone, yeah I don't have anyone
think that people care but I swear that it's just a front

know this shit a front, stop playin' who you foolin'
posted with your girl, yeah she cheesin' yeah we boolin' 
think this shit a game imma pull up with a choppa
tell that pussy boy go ahead try and top us
anger in my heart and I ain't afraid to use it
tired of all the dumb shit, tired of all the abuse bitch

rejection ): (levithareal)

[OUT ON ALL PLATS] - https://linktr.ee/pdktp

prod. johnnyfriend (https://www.youtube.com/c/JohnnyFriendbeats)
featuring: @meantyyy & @prohip

LYRICS:

{Meanty}
No, you can't see through me,
the reality we're facing,
I tried to be patient,
be with me!
I know that you're wrong,
on where I belong,

I can't trust you the way that I did,
I feel the emotions that's burning right in,
No, I can't cry too much, fading my skin,
I wish you could love me the way that you did,

and I walk up,
holding two fists right beside me,
determination,
is the key,
how you gonna try me?
imma oblivious,
to you.
I'm not tryna 
fool you.
you don't gotta be,
so rude.

{pdktp}
tryna come back, 
I don't know what's that!?
make me feel bad,
push him like a thumbtack!
snap back to reality,
I need you,
oh, you got me feeling see through,

{prohip}
why's the space getting greater?
thoughts convulsing, losing structure,
I can't trust a word that you say,
I always put the blame on myself,

never once asked someone for help,
drowning,
I'm drowning in,
drowning,
I'm drowning in,
don't wanna talk,
what if it ends?

how am I safe when the devil whines,
the only time I'm comforted, when I'm not alive,
fall flat in a face dive,
fuck out my life for the very last time,
very last time,

I can't find a way,
out of my own brain,
tryna come back,
I don't wanna do that,
tryna come back,
 I don't wanna go through that,

{pdktp}
tryna come back, 
I don't know what's that!?
make me feel bad,
push him like a thumbtack!
snap back to reality,
I need you,
oh, you got me feeling see through,

c-c-c-come back, 
I don't know what's that!?
make me feel bad,
push him like a thumbtack!
snap back to reality,
I need you,
oh, you got me feeling see through,

shadowman w/ babebee

rej

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