Vibes VI

ft. @internetsacha
prod. @whereisnomu / @prodnomu

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butterflies w/ sacha online (nomu)

awful ways

awful ways w/ bronclair [blackwinterwells]

come2grips w/ Shiki XO (iris + fortuneswan)

Producer Credits : Andy Sorenson & whxami

save yourself

Impossible 
Dumb fuck 
Why are you love struck ?
Impossible 
Dumb fuck 
Why are you love struck ?
You did it again again 
Fucked it up 
You’re drinking again again 
Yeah you’re fucking it up 

I watch the sunset down 
As I get let down again 
Pick up some really bad habits 
Some might even call me tragic again 

Oh good my mindsets low 
List of my problems grow 
I wouldn’t wanna meet me now 
I don’t blame you for leaving 
Oh yeah to top it all off 
I blame you for my breathing 

I blame you 
The shit you put me through 
Wonder if you’ll put me through it all again

Why’d you come back 
Was it to finish me off 
There’s no pain like that 
The way that you cut me off 
You could’ve aired me
I would’ve called it a night 
You said you loved me 
But then again you do lie girl 

OVERDOSE 
I WANNA FEEL 
ANYTHING 
COMATOSE 
HEADS FUCKED
ON SOME MEMORIES 
AND YET AGAIN 
IM THE ENEMY 

OVERDOSE 
YEAH I WANNA FEEL 
ANYTHING 
NOW IM COMATOSE 
HEADS FUCKED 
ON SOME MEMORIES 
AND YET AGAIN
IM THE ENEMY 

THE SUNSETS DOWN 
AS I GET LET DOWN AGAIN 
PICK UP SOME REALLY BAD HABITS 
SOME MIGHT EVEN CALL ME TRAGIC AGAIN

WATCH AS THE SUNSETS DOWN 
AS I GET LET DOWN AGAIN 
PICK UP SOME REALLY BAD HABITS 
SOME MIGHT EVEN CALL ME TRAGIC AGAIN 

[PART 2]

You say that you got me 
Okay 
When it gets rough 
Why don’t you play 
Your snaky attendance 
You don’t show your face 
I’m fucking falling 
My best mate is calling 
Oh wait 
I’m hiding 
I’m dying 
I’m crying 
I go through the motions 
Holy fucking shit these emotions 
Yeah FUCK
Just leave me alone 
don’t call my phone
The last time you’ll hear me is through a ringtone

Comatose

My album Melancholy is officially stream-able on all music platforms. Thank you to everyone who was involved in the creative process of this album.
Enjoy.

bittersweet

vocals by me and rouri 
art by phixel


wut do u want frm me?
i been silently waiting 4 u to leave
its a problem with u & not a problem w me
i been stuck in place, not moving constantly
u think ur safe w/ ur back trned
dnt feel surprised when this blade makes ur neck hurt
jus close ur eyes & wish 4 things to get bettter
acid lies always burning thru my sweatshirt

YOUTUBE

problem with u ft. rouri404 (yungspoiler)

drown U

Slow Motion

Slow Motion (feat. Robstar)

@rivilin

Lyrics

I say I'm happy but I'm not fake a smile it takes a lot
No energy feeling lost, what's the point now your gone
Plagued by nightmares where I'm shot, through the head and i wake up
Didn't think that was a dream, no I'm losing losing weak

Yeah i hear these ghost yeah outside my hallway
My windows covered in ash at the moment
I don't think ill ever escape from this
The walls start to breathe and the eyes just open up

Moving back and fourth like I'm in a body
Of some disfigured by product of hate
I guess ill make my home right here
I'm more comfortable being trapped inside then exposed
 
To the daylight of the morning
Where I hear pretty whispers just calling my name
And I wake up in a day dream
Thinking that you just went out to get coffee or you went to work

But yeah i know that it wasn't real
That's why i stay awake in the night time
So i know i don't get disappointed by the morning
When i wake and your not there

Cus you know this life gets a bit difficult at times
Yeah I don't think I'm coping i think that I'm lost
Yeah teetering on the edge of suicide
Like yeah do i do it or do i wait to die

Cus it feels like you picked out the gems from my bones
I was so beautiful now I'm empty and all alone
Cus you love to put your two hands in my insides
And you push me on the stage where I'm blinded by the light

Yeah I'm tripping on my own tongue try to find the words
Just to tell my family that im not ok, i hurt
Tell me when was the last time that anyone cared
Probably when you read my eulogy when im fucking dead

Everyone has their opinions on why i takes these fucking drugs
Yeah just to feel numb so i cant give a fuck
Im sick of overthinking about everything in my life
And you know youre fucked up too

Its crazy they don't get it
Just a-fucking-live cuz I got people that be caring
Standing on the edge and staring
At the faces warped from cries if took this step to end it

Walls be closing so I'm phoning in cuz I feel so lone
On the edge of it, cuz I'm on a binge and I know it shows
Sold my soul for shit boy this ain't a skit, man I feel so cold
Lost it in a f it, I was in a binge, can't take back those

So I live with it, and I loop a bit, and I loop a bit
Like I broken record I'm forgotten bitch
I know I got a problem, made a fucking list
Knowing I'm adding daily cuz I'm throwing fits

My mental state be going down a pit
I got a itch, which I gotta fix
Cuz I'm bleeding out from scratching all of it

These walls are closing in
Losing all my breath
Thinking did I live and life without a end

Gasping for a breath
Fighting for my friends
Fuck I gotta make it, I ain't ready yet

Gotta make amends
Cannot fly again
Off the handle, man I'm fucking losing it

Grounded by a bend
Blacking out again
Sober up until it happens all again

Fucked up I need to lay low
Beta blockers with the Faygo
Anxiety got me fucked up with these fake thoughts screaming lameo

So I close my eyes till it fade away
Open up and its another day
Another day issa another waste
Man I fucking hate, that I think this way

Losing It

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$LOTHBOI x Rivilin - Losing It

Thank You For Everything

How do I relive a life again
I dont know if I'll redeem my sins
We lasted like diamonds in the rough
Dark days, nearly lost my head
Hey you have begun to escape this
Pain thats seeping through
With no eyes at my witness
I could end it too

What if I begin to lose
And I'm slowly giving up
When I know its not enough

It's not enough to replace it
This hole inside my chest
When every thought is invasive
Breaking down in my regret
I've been surrounded by faces
Strangers I don't recognize
But nevermind, you were never mine
I think its for the best
I need to let it die

I'm losing it all for you
I've never felt so consumed
The life that we had secure
Was our chance
To be so much more
Hey baby I don't feel so good
Keep saying gave it all I could
If 10 years is before I die
I'd still give you all my time

It's not enough to replace it
This hole inside my chest
When every thought is invasive
Breaking down in my regret
I've been surrounded by faces
Strangers I don't recognize
But nevermind, you were never mine
I think its for the best
I need to let it die

Days Gone ft. Riverkinn

the second single to release off my album

Lyrics

I'm more than what they thought of me
I'm a loser wish we just could get along
I'm Less than dirt but worth the stars hun
Pressed to nerves the tech could burst I search for calm though
You said me dying could reserve your pain
You stay away from me ah well
If I recall correct you been to blame
Engraved my name then you forever on the edge
Well catch me dripping now I'm sliding thru the streets bitch
Rip the top up off the whip so everybody sees this
Middle finger out to all you motha fucking piece of shits
Who doubted on me tell my whole entire school to eat a dick
Blow me bitch rolling with a reason
I bleed out in openings could notice on my sleeve
In the night time focusing always woe is me
But the bright-side closing in is what you told to me bitch

You don't know me no not at all I hide my face and fly away dear
Break my heart angels kept me close
So when you look up in the sky I hope you think of me
You don't know me no not at all I hide my face and fly away dear
Break my heart angels kept me close
So when you look up in the sky I hope you think of me

Okay my ex bitch
Got me off the shits and make me wonder where my meds went
Swallow up my kids and then I dip I need that head again
I'm new to this lately got me rude as shit
Don't mess with him I'm coolin' bitch
Don't fake it why you doing this
I"m searching for it but I'ma that I'ma never find
In my soul in a shawty in the world I leave behind
Something pure enough the fall is such a long way down
See them laughing as I plummet ain't no love to be found
Fuck yal and eat a dick blow me bitchRolling with a reason
I bleed out in openings could notice on my sleeve
In the night time focusing always woe is me
But the bright-side closing in is what you told to me bitch

Fly away sometimes I hate you
Fly away my dear
I really wanna fly away
Sometimes I hate you
Fly away my dear
I really wanna fly away
Sometimes I hate you
Fly away my dear
Really wanna

You don't know me no not at all I hide my face and fly away dear
Break my heart angels kept me close
So when you look up in the sky I hope you think of me
You don't know me no not at all I hide my face and fly away dear
Break my heart angels kept me close
So when you look up in the sky I hope you think of me

Together Forever

Lyrics

Love you to the moon and back
I don't see the light that you do, I'm bad
How'd I ever lose all the faith I had?
I won't see the truth till I face my past

I been kinda pissed off, I been kinda livid
Like it when I hit rock, honestly I miss it
Miss it when I did those things that were dead wrong
I wasn't in pain, I was someone else's main cause

I couldn't help it
Hurting people helpless
All the pain I dealt with
I made it someone else's

I know I'm a fucking piece of shit
I'm nothing
You say that you love me
But I know that you're bluffing

Love you to the moon and back
I don't see the light that you do, I'm bad
How'd I ever lose all the faith I had?
I won't see the truth till I face my past

I been kinda pissed off, I been kinda livid
Like it when I hit rock, honestly I miss it
Miss it when I did those things that were dead wrong
I wasn't in pain, I was someone else's main cause

And that was selfish
Part of me regrets it
The other part I hide away
Would come back it's no question

I keep feeling something
Creepin' in my stomach
You say that you trust me
But I know that I'm bluffing

Love you to the moon and back
I don't see the light that you do, I'm bad
How'd I ever lose all the faith I had?
I won't see the truth till I face my past

I been kinda pissed off, I been kinda livid
Like it when I hit rock, honestly I miss it
Miss it when I did those things that were dead wrong
I wasn't in pain, I was someone else's main cause

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LY2TM. | Produced by jewelerbeats

prod: @dutchrevz

Lyrics:
I 
I know your type 
You hate goodbyes
You’d rather fight
Confrontation what you like
Tell me off, tell me twice
What you really feel inside
Everything that you despised

YOUR BETTER OFF DEAD
THATS WHAT SHE SAID
WHAT DID I FEEL
NOTHING BUT DREAD
ALL IN MY HEAD
ALL IN MY HEAD
HATE THESE DRUGS
FUCKED UP LOVE AND REGRETS

YEAH
YEAH
YEAH IVE HAD ENOUGH BITCH
ILL BE ON MY OWN WHEN THE SUN SETS
SICK OF YOUR ASSUMPTIONS 
THE TONE OF YOUR VOICE AND THE WORDS THAT YOU CUT WITH
NEVER FELT LOVE
MONSTERS ATE MY HEART IN THE ABYSS
PULL ME APART LIKE A PUPPET
LIKE A PUPPET

In this room playing a game of waiting
What’s the point of saving time 
It’s draining
No one’s staying, I feel my body breaking
I been breaking down lately 
I hear a sound of scraping
Scratching, dragging through the day
Covering up my mouth with tape
listen to abuse you say
You can throw it all my way

MONSTERS ATE MY HEART IN THE ABYSS (prod.dutchrevz)

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Slow Motion (feat. Robstar)

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