made this almost a year ago and i want to get a good retake
probably my favorite song idea i've made
shoutout jrova for being awesome too
@jrova @remiliaxd

i tried to take it back
but i cannot take it back from you
oh no
is there anything that love can do?

but was our love for real?
but i cannot feel the warmth of you around me
please take it slow 'cause idk when i'll hurt those around me

down on the ocean floor we're wishing
(wish for something more)
i know that you're the one i adore
and i can't take it no more

you're like a lull in the sea
our feelings washed, washed ashore
i'm slowly finding the pieces
loving you more and more

and things were changing that day
when we were both on the shore
and when i told you i loved you
i knew you would retort

but things don't stay
(stay the same)
i wish they stayed like before
but when you told me you have me left me feeling so soar

lull in the sea (jrova x remilia)

prod.
@0k1ro
@votekk

notes:
me n @hartfxlt2k
ty !!! luv u all
more soon !

//

[shiro]
late things going bad
u dnt wna talk to me, yeah i get that
js at least answer the voice machine
so i can tell u what it means to be w/ me

all this time i was holding back
uve been on my mind and lately i dnt wnt that
i js wnt u to be free of me
see u back in ur dreams

and im not rlly over u
think its hard for me n u 
to live and talk again
me n u, never again

[hartfxlt]
I dont wanna talk
girl ur making my stomach turn
love to just see me hurt
go ahead fuck me over
act like I dont know her
she the reason I cant trust moving like a loner
oh well oh well
I guess thats the end
we cant talk again
girl I tried to help u made me feel like less
girl I needed help too
jumping off the ledge

[hook]

//

never again! + hartfxlt『k1ro/votekk』

prod.
@reijiroprod 
@29cengi

notes:
hyper jersey w/ goats
CRAZY soon!
diverse asf..

//

[shiro]
i wish u was here with me
dnt wna be ur enemy
dnt wna be on my side
would u be my frenemy

//

frenemies!『cengi/reijiro』

@jichuuu ✧ ⋆ . ⁺

i’m sorry, for the everything i thought
u are my everything
my anything
my whole world
i thought, u dont even know my love
its like everything that u said is a lie
like its a lie 

come with me
like we’re not enemy
u gave so many pain to me
carelessly, like i’m just fantasy
oh, baby, what can we be?
tiring my soul
heart got broken for sure
oh, u dont know what u do
lonely, i know
but u dont wanna know
so i just rest for now

like its a lie (jichu)

it was always supposed to end like this 

@oiwassupp

left for dead +oiwa

im okay! w/ gloomed

⋆°•✧ @jichuuu ✧•°⋆

i dnt want 2 let go
but we keep fighting on and on
n now i know peace was never an option
yea u made my system shutdown

yea u made me shutdown
u turned my world upside down
i can’t believe u would be so reckless
all u did was make me frown

all u did was make me frown
im so sick of always being torn around
n i think u don’t realize
how much i miss u
how much i miss ur smile

all u did was make me frown
im so sick of always being torn around
n i think u don’t realize
how much i miss u
how much i miss ur smile

i dnt want 2 let go
but we keep fighting on and on
n now i know peace was never an option
yea u made my system shutdown

yea u made me shutdown
u turned my world upside down
i can’t believe u would be so reckless
all u did was make me frown

shutdown (jichu)

a song about the curse placed upon me 
(last song before my at2020 comes in :) )

lyrics:
i feel cursed, no
i knew u so well
why did u go now
in which i feel numb.
(ur love)

u never gave a fuck.
"baby whats wrong"
you know that im gone.
& our loves lost.

i dont feel enough.
sorry i dont respond, i got withdrawal.

i say that im sorry, even though its not my fault.
at this point, everything feels like its all my fucking fault.

its ok, cuz everything happens for a reason
yk that i wanna die, i showed the scenes u seen em :)

n i been feeling withdrawal, i dont feel the same
(flow inspired by @arid<3
feeling like its my fault, i dont wanna stay.
(bleh)
i dont wanna stay.

"did u really fucking love me" i dont wanna say.

(can u go away
can u fucking go away
i dont want u here (x2).

i can trust
u wont leave
u will stay around.

dont wanna be with me, ur stuck cuz im feeling down :/
the clouds i see from the sky as i break down.

it seems everyone ive loved was a fake now.
(including me which is why the next line is myself calling me plastic).

like plastic
i feel like im plastic

static. 
cant do anything im stuck, im feeling static.
(i js wanna die)

i cant help but panic.
will i ever find a person with that same dynamic?

Aphrodite's Curse. (hartfxlt)

prod @decago

notes:
sata andagi !
sata andagi !

[shiro]
will i ever find the reason that i cant be w/u?
yeah this feeling of doubt that i cant see through..
was it worth it???
to see me fall, when ur not perfect?
leave me alone, cause u worthless

n i hate that
that u always win and i cant escape that
so im always on my own
n i realize u all alone
karmas had u from the start all along
yeah ik i cant get it back
moving on seems to hurt me more than going back
yh i cant keep composure, i wnt u back 
but is it really over?
i need me a 4 leaf clover
yeah i need it bad..
need me some sata andagi n a bag !
youve been on my mind and i cant let that go
lets call for a break, n see where it goes
ur the reason i cant sleep at night
when we work things out, next day comes a fight
yh u speak all this talk but no one is right
kept me away from all of the light

was it worth it? 
3x
ur not perfect , no
ur not worth it

[hook]
yh ur worthless 3x
yh

worthless!『decago』

prod.
@51five

notes:
had to lose somebody important to me
...

//

[shiro]
yeah im up but i always feel down
when these people always run about
tryna talk to me, but they dont kno how it really be
yeah im closed up in my circle
kept to myself, but it dont always work tho
i always try to keep a positive mental
but it dont work n this stress got me pressured

people js wanna see u w/ the rest
but when u up now, got a lot of yes men in the fest
i cant seem to get to u
that we not friends n try something new
i cant seem to hold it back, when u try to fit in
n u lackin the fact that ur there to call me twin
yeah js say what u really mean
cause u holdin back got me feelin
like im living in a dream 

yh i rlly hate this feelin,
when ur all alone pushed up to the ceiling,
people never got my back now
now im 22 n people actin like a bot now

lately i js wna kno how u doing
but u seem to act strange, never know what u brewin
yh i rlly hate this distance
wish i find a way to fix this
so im always tryna make new friends
but it never seem to last
yh people on my dick, next day they turn n laugh
like what did i rlly do?
to deserve this hate n ur crossed thru

u only cared bout what u gained
all this time uve been using me
i put my heart, on my sleeves
realize that ur not the one for me yh
im young n stupid learning things yh
cant believe what u did to me yh
 
im not sad,
but disappointed in me yh 


//

lull in the sea (jrova x remilia)

remilia²⁺

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