visual: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C3Yhizz_elw
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@owtiss
@angelicxmei
prod. @shatter3d x @prod_death
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cover art by: https://www.instagram.com/nadeko._/
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@owtiss:
the way u laugh
i'll never forget it
the things we had
i need somebody to save me
from the pain and the suffering
nobody can anyway
i'm stuck eternity
u were my baby
but u betrayed me
infuriating
the way u played me
and now i can't fall asleep
wish u believed me
i'd do anything
for u to be with me

@mis4ortune
i love the way we laugh (way we laugh)
make me cry about our past
do u even feel like that?
im not around, 
remind u that (im not here)

i miss u
i cant go to 
where we have been thru
without u (i think we're fall apart)

@angelicxmei:
i love ur energy
i loved it when u sang my songs
i loved it when u held me close
and held me tight
theres no need to press on time
save me....

once it all just shattered on the floor
i cant believe how i wouldve let it go
heal my wounds someone heal my wounds
pay the price think i paid the price

re:mind +owtiss, angelicxmei // shatter3d x death

recorded this quickly a couple months ago 

im probably never going to rercord this

memories (remilia)

“Is mochi life, or is life mochi?”

@aliceyay
@jrova

-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-

ohayo 0:00 - 1:05
tadaima 1:06 -2:25
burden 2:26 - 3:44
return 3:45 - 4:45
afterlife 4:46 - 6:06
rent a girlfriend w/ @aliceyay  6:07 - 7:12
drive w/ @jrova 7:13 - 8:27
hazard 8:28 - 9:50
among the friends 9:51 - 11:19

-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-

mochi clips w/ alice, jrova

love my homies from @seraphimcollective and @souls0ciety i would never be where I am now without everyone <3

first self-prod drop i hope u guys like it TYSM FOR LISTENING
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lyrics:

cant erase what’s left behind
but i try to run and hide
and I’m trying hard not to cry
i just want to make this right

it’s getting harder 
cant do this
broken martyr
break me to bits
just save me out of this hell
i don’t got anybody else

stay until i die
all i pray is a lie
now i wonder how
can i do this now 
can you just show me the way

i hope this time that you’ll stay
please don’t leave and run away
it’s so painful
fallen angel
i just pray I’ll make it through the night

fallen angel

fallen angel (me)

and the strength of my words can't manage to bring you back <3

thx u @m2monroe and @kyoakyo for the awesome beat!

https://open.spotify.com/album/1R88VRhHoWeN7BSKQlK5Zt?si=0W84gLXsRzi4O2eXx-_WLA

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@remiliaxd :

(and lately i've been stuck inside these walls)
(scared of losing feeling, scared that i might lose it all)
(staring at the same damn picture waiting for the fall)
(and it hurts, i promise that i won't ever forget you)

i cannot wait another day
another way
see your face, a different face
so far away
i can't feel 
and the strength of my words can't manage to bring you back

ik you can't come back
hope you're happy where you're at
don't have to see you when you're sad again
but i wish i could've saved you

but idk, doing too much it's psycho
you lose control, you never cared about you
to let you go, there's one more thing you must know
it's sorrowful, but i still love you

take it all away
see the tears run down my face as i watch you fade away
miss the things that we could do before
you never change, always stuck up in your ways
but i hope you're back some day
cause it will never be like before

sorrowful (monroe x kyoa)

prod by. @decago + @yashio20k
w/ @hartfxlt2k
end of emo plugphase.. for now

I've been waiting for a long time
Just can't help it
I'm just waiting for you to be mine, so i did

Some tears of joy
What was I? The decoy
What is this? Just some ploy
To break me up like I'm some toy

cross my heart hope to die 
that’s the way I feel inside 
look at me with those teary eyes 
realize now it’s all a lie
put me down so many times
told myself that I won’t cry 
not good enough not for your kind
try again I’ll try and try
I can’t say what’s on my mind
cause it’s eating me alive
it’s just one of your ploys 
break me down till I’m destroyed 

(some tears of joy
what was I ? the decoy
what is this ? just some ploy
to break me up like I’m some toy)

I would take back what i said
I didn’t mean it I was so full of regret
But i just feel like shit
And now ur treating me like i’m some threat

decoy w/hartfxlt [decago + yashio]

lights, camera, action!
recorded on 2023/2/20

ty @m2monroe for the crazy prod 😭😭

i'll try and post more next year

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@remiliaxd : 

(and i don't wanna fall)

(ohohohohoh x1000)

and you don't really wanna talk to me
please stop before you break my heart
but you don't want to fall for me
oh, oh, you're not for me

in a fantasy
so far away, living in a dream
please don't set me free
die in my arms baby please rest in peace

and i don't really want to stand back
memories fade away
feel your cold, feel your warmth lack
don't feel the same
you can't come back
stay here everyday, through the pain
i can't sit back

oh
and you don't want to talk to me, no
no no no
and you don't want to talk to me, no

re:action (monroe)

prod. joyful x frozy
feat. @wwenszy @29cengi

just one thing i, don't wanna let you go
in my dreams i, chase you on my own
on the phone all night
keeping tabs alright
king the land thats right
노래방 all night

baby whats your name?
can i take you my way?
gotta know my place
but you gotta go up babe
at night we dance 
and stay up all night
get drunk at 9 and now we alright

I just wanna take you on a ride
Through the city, by my side
The reflection on your eyes
Got me frozen like an ice

Can't get you off my mind
Feel the cold breeze of the night
I swear, I'll treat you right
I'll treat you right

(hi wenszy)
DANCE, DANCE, DANCE, DANCE!!!!
baby just put up your hands 
swerve left right dance!!!!!!
its our moment take the chance
DANCE, DANCE, DANCE, DANCE!!!!
baby just put up your hands

we could dance all day
do you know my name?
just dance all the way
do you feel the same?

take you on a ride
Through the city, by my side
The reflection on your eyes
Got me frozen like an ice

Can't get you off my mind
Feel the cold breeze of the night
I swear, I'll treat you right
I'll treat you right

baby whats your name?
can i take you my way?
gotta know my place
but you gotta go up babe
at night we dance 
and stay up all night
get drunk at 9 and now we alright

noraebang

noraebang+cengi wenszy

@kurse11
@breakupbreakdown

Lyrics : 
money down
its gon get up 
but do we do it better?
red dot look like henna
bullets gon take that boys head off- o- uhh

i knew it but i aint say shit 
if the plug a doc, im the patient 
since i took my words n i ate them
like i knew it but i aint say shit
ha
i dunno y ur hating 
is it too hard 2 move on when u couldnt find a replacement 

im a downer
i ikeep it pinned on my browser
stand on my money i tower 
still nothing for an hour
imma downer
n theres hella things i cant tell u
if i say it out loud then it sound worse 
but everything u said i doubted 
i dont trust u
they said she gon play u
n u take that shit 4 granted 
everything i never gave u 

n i still love the old u
but i cant love u now
n u can take the air from me, its ok ill drown
u been telling lies on me
whats that all abt?
keep on saying its my best interest 
thats sum shit i down

and u like 2 run ur mouth
well i can run it 2 
kiss n telling shit abt me 
but we dont talk bout u
i was tripping over hoes
i almost said that i do
i hope ill find someone better, thats anyone but u 



forget about it
ik that ur scared about it
no reason 2 be afraid
i try but i cant refrain
try to fix 2
cuz imy
wats the issue
n i wish that
was the last time
that i kissed u
bag that
give a fuck about
wats the price tag
my way
know i love it when u do it like that
i fell in love w tha fraud
i jus bin stackin my dough to the wall 
i start the car but i stall
everytime i come around her im a downer

Downer w/kurse11  (Breakupbreakdown)

(prod. shatter3d + İnori)
@shatter3d @saveinori

Kamusta?
[chorus]
I FEEL LIKE IM GOING CRAZY
OR IS IT JUST ME?
DON'T DO THIS TO ME
DON'T DO THIS TO ME

YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE I SEE
THINK WE'RE MEANT TO BE
BELIEVE ME IT'S TRUE
IT'S ONLY YOU
MY HEART IS BEATING TOO FAST
I WISH THIS FEELING WOULD LAST

[verse]
NOBODY HAS EVER MADE ME FEEL LIKE THIS BEFORE (Kamusta?)
CAN'T TAKE MY EYES OFF YOU WHENEVER I'M FEELIN BLUE
時が止まるような
二人だけの世界で
心奪われて
僕の名前呼んで

only u ^_0

only u ^_0 (shatter3d + İnori)

prod @counterxo
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lyrics:

you, you wouldnt give me the time of day
lost it all when we went separate ways
i just wanted you to be mine
for us to be okay
now we both just ran away
and these words just cant convey
everything you meant to me
i just hope ill see you another day

memories from the past slowly reverberate
when you asked back then what would be our fate
i dont want to lose what we built up now
and i dont know how, how we got this way

two, lost misplaced
struggle to replace
what we felt when we embraced
was this all a waste?

i dont even know anymore
and my heart just feels so sore
now things wont be like before
its too late now to restore

i dont know
what to do
when we go
will we choose
to grow
or lose
what we know

i just cant forget
everything we've been through
i just feel regret then
even though i knew

you, you wouldnt give me the time of day
lost it all when we went separate ways
i just wanted you to be mine
for us to be okay
now we both just ran away
and these words just cant convey
everything you meant to me
i just hope ill see you another day

memories (remilia)

remilia²⁺

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