This pain is real....

LYRICS:

Burning bridges feels like peace
In the ashes, I can breathe
Breaking chains that held me down
Finding joy as flames surround

In destruction, I am free
Sweet release in entropy
All the chaos makes me smile
Let it burn for just a while

Every shattered piece of glass
Turns to starlight as they pass
Demolition's symphony
Finally set something free

In destruction, I am free
Sweet release in entropy
All the chaos makes me smile
Let it burn for just a while

The world may crumble at my feet
But in this moment, I'm complete
Watching order fade away
Never felt so pure today

In destruction, I am free
Sweet release in entropy
All the chaos makes me smile
Let it burn for just a while

In the ruins, I can dance
Finally my second chance

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Entropy

Sympathy (old track)

[Verse 1]  
I wore my silence like armor of stone,  
But your voice cut through like I’d always known.  
These broken words, these shaking hands—  
I’m standing here, don’t understand...

[Pre-Chorus 1]  
I tried to bury what I felt inside,  
But your echo woke what I let die...

[Chorus]  
You strummed my heart cord so hard, it hurts—  
Ripped through the static, rewrote the curse.  
I didn’t ask to feel this loud—  
But here I am, screaming out now.  
You strummed my heart cord—  
So hard, it hurts...

[Verse 2]  
I tuned you out like a distant hum,  
But pain kept playing when the silence won.  
Tried to forget what we used to be—  
But you still echo inside of me.

[Pre-Chorus 2]  
Thought I'd erased you, left no trace,  
But you sing in every empty space...

[Chorus]  
You strummed my heart cord so hard, it hurts—  
Ripped through the static, rewrote the curse.  
I didn’t ask to feel this loud—  
But here I am, screaming out now.  
You strummed my heart cord—  
So hard, it hurts...

[Bridge]  
No one told me feeling would feel like this—  
A war of hope wrapped in a kiss.  
If breaking means I knew it’s real...  
Then let me crack, let me *feel*.

[Final Chorus]  
You strummed my heart cord so hard, it hurts—  
Ripped through the static, rewrote the curse.  
I didn’t ask to feel this loud—  
But here I am, screaming out now.  
You strummed my heart cord—  
So hard, it hurts...  
Yeah, so hard...  
It hurts.

Heartcord

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I miss you
Your name's still on my coffee cup
I miss you
The way you chose the films we watched
I miss you babe
If only I had told you that before

Maybe I would never have to miss you
Singing by the kitchen sink
I miss you
Not knowing I was listening
I miss you babe
You embody everything that I am not
And now I'm just somebody you forgot

I wish it was a year ago
I wish that I could hold you close
Now I'm driving past your house
I know the lights are on, you're not alone
I wonder if you're making lies
I wonder if he loves you like
The way you said that only I could do
I wish that I could tell you that I miss you

I miss you
The way you left my car a mess
I miss you
The way you took up half the bed
That empty space
You remind me of the things that I am not
And now I'm just somebody you forgot

I hope you're well
Oh, and I can't help myself, oh, oh

I wish it was a year ago
I wish that I could hold you close
Now I'm driving past your house
I know the lights are on, you're not alone
I wonder if you're making eyes
I wonder if he loves you like
The way you said that only I could do
I wish that I could tell you that I miss you
I wish that I could tell you that I miss you

I wish it was a year ago
I wish that I could hold you close
The way you said that only I could do
I wish that I could tell you that I miss you

James Arthur - A Year Ago (Cover by Anneris Moyeno)

LYRICS:

The ground is soaked in cries of dread
The air is thick with words unsaid
Shadows dance where hope once stood
A crimson tide where dreams once would

They scream in silence no one hears
A symphony of endless fears
The sky it weeps a shade of gray
As innocence is swept away

Footsteps echo through the haze
A chilling tune that time won't erase
The world turns blind it looks away
While chaos claims the light of day

Whispers linger in the wind
Of lives once lived and hearts that sinned
The stars have dimmed their glow tonight
As darkness swallows all the light

They scream in silence no one hears
A symphony of endless fears
The sky it weeps a shade of gray
As innocence is swept away

The earth will keep the secrets deep
The names engraved where they now sleep
The winds will howl their mournful plea
But justice hides and turns the key

Symphony of Endless Fears

[Intro – Spoken or Sung Softly]
(Whispered through static or low melody)

It's not the fire that breaks us...
It's forgetting we were born to burn.

[Verse 1]
Voices echo in the steel-lit sky,
Scars on my soul I can’t deny.
Running from ghosts that wear my name,
But silence feeds the inner flame.

Doubt crawls in like a creeping tide,
But I won’t bow, I won’t hide.
Each breath a match, each tear a spark,
I’ll light the way back from the dark.

[Pre-Chorus]
Don’t tell me this is all I’ll be,
When there's a storm inside of me.

[Chorus] (Your original, slightly polished)
Energjeen
Fighting for the reason to hold on
Energjeen
Relying on the reason and right that’s been wrong
Energjeen
Understanding all the things we go through
Energjeen
Learning to make sense if it’s all true

[Verse 2]
Cracks in the mirror, but I still see,
A piece of light staring back at me.
Tried to give up, tried to let go,
But pain taught me what I need to know.

We all bleed, we all break,
But fire forges every ache.
So let the ashes rise like dawn —
I’m not lost, I’m not gone.

[Pre-Chorus]
Don’t cage the blaze that breathes within,
I fall, I rise — I burn again.

[Chorus – Full Energy]
Energjeen
Fighting for the reason to hold on
Energjeen
Relying on the reason and right that’s been wrong
Energjeen
Understanding all the things we go through
Energjeen
Learning to make sense if it’s all true

[Bridge – Stripped Down or Spoken Gritty]
Maybe the truth was never clean,
Maybe the light was in between.
But if this pain can lead me home...
Then I’ll walk through fire alone.

(Drums kick in again — big build)

[Final Chorus – Soaring with Harmonies]
Energjeen
Fighting for the reason to hold on
Energjeen
Relying on the reason and right that’s been wrong
Energjeen
Understanding all the things we go through
Energjeen
Learning to make sense if it’s all true

(Repeat last line with backing vocals harmonizing)

Learning to make sense...
If it’s all true...

[Outro – Fading/Raw]
(Whispered or softly sung)

It’s not the fire that breaks us...
It’s forgetting we were born to burn.

Energjeen (Burn Alive)

Intro (Spoken)
Sticks and stones may break my bones,
But words can grind them to dust.
Your ignorance, greed, and money—
They can’t hold the world forever.

Verse 1
You whispered doubts like they were prayers,
Hung my worth from your crooked stares.
Cut my voice till it barely bled,
But I built a crown from what you said.

Pre-Chorus
We aren’t all stupid, or blind, or unaware,
No matter how much you poison the air.
You built this cage and called it peace,
But we're tearing cracks through every piece.
You wish we’d stay broken, silenced, numb,
But we’re waking up—and you should run.

Chorus
You tried to break what you couldn’t own,
Spoke your curses like sticks and stones.
But every bruise, every shattered crust,
Just fed the fire—I turned to dust.
Not fading out—I became the storm,
Words like hammers, pain reformed.
So speak again—I'll rise, combust...
Your silence now… grinds you to dust.

Verse 2
You call me lost while you worship lies,
Built on flags and blood and alibis.
You preach your truth with iron claws—
Then blame the broken for your flawed laws.
Why are you so brainwashed,
While saying I’m the one who's blind?
I found my soul in the wreckage—
You just lost your mind.

Breakdown / Interlude
I don’t understand why you can’t see…
Why can’t you see…
Why can’t you see…
WHY CAN’T YOU SEE?!
You chain yourself to comfort,
While the world’s set on fire.
You laugh at the ashes—
But still call me a liar.

Phoenix Verse
I am no victim. I am no pawn.
I watched in silence—but that time is gone.
I am a Phoenix,
Born of your abuse.
Inspired by the evil I see in you...
TO BURN. IT. ALL. DOWN.

Final Chorus
No matter what you do,
No matter what you say,
We won’t back down,
Not fade—not today.
We won’t go free ‘til the system breaks,
And the last lie finally shakes.
We are the storm you tried to hush—
Now we’re the ones who grind to dust.

Outro (Spoken / Fading)
I am tired of an ignorant world,
Where people hurt each other...
Blind to the potential.
I’d rather die
If it proves impossible to make a difference.
One day you might realize your errors...
If you survive.

Dust Maker

Tongue of the Abyss

CALL ME WHEN YOU’RE DEAD

Artist: Entity
Composers: Entity, Christopher Joel Martin
Lyricist: Christopher Joel Martin

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You've been making music now for a lot of years
And never had fans, until I appeared
With your use of metaphors and raw expression
You'd detail shit like: "This is depression"

You've been monetizing from your pain
But that doesn't change the fact I'm still here
You say you want me out of your brain
But I got to say: If I wasn't here

You'd still be nothing
(Nobody)
No one special at all
Yeah, you'd be no one
(Nobody)
Nothing special at all

Now let's be honest
You'd be nowhere without me here
You'd be sitting in your home
In your room, on your bed
Crying like a bitch

"I hate my life," "this sucks"
"Why do I live with this?"
Instead, you're making music
And call it your outlet
A way to escape the self-hate

But you never really do escape
Do you?
'Cause you just take the shame I give you
To entertain people who don't really get you
Just so you can live another fucking day

So I guess I can say:
Without me in your brain

You'd still be nothing
(Nobody)
No one special at all
Yeah, you'd be no one
(Nobody)
Nothing special at all

You'd still be nothing
(Nobody)
No one special at all
Yeah, you'd be no one
(Nobody)
Nothing special at all

You've been monetizing from your pain
But I'm still here
(You'd still be nothing)
You say you want me out of your brain
But if I wasn't here
(Nothing special at all)

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ENTITY:
The third artist signed to the Remnancy Records roster, Entity, is/are a multi-genre/multi-vocalist artist(s) that was created for the sole purpose of putting the Remnancy Records founder's (Chris) personal writings into song. After many song productions, the first release, a comedy song about coffee, "Have a Cup", was released on August 14th, 2024.

Though Entity's first release is a song about coffee, this is not what the artist is about. Shortly following the release of the comedy track, will be another EP, an album, and as well as possibly some more singles. Entity has already produced double the amount of tracks as the first Remnancy Records artist, Saint Spaz, which will likely lead to monthly, or even weekly releases on Spotify and other platforms.

Entity has also appeared (purposely uncredited) as the performer for the  single, "Get Fragged"

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SAINT SPAZ:
Created in late 2005 by Chris Martin (no, not the guy from Coldplay), Saint Spaz was originally a computer generated instrumental metal artist. Production had first started as basic looping beats, but had since then extended into full tracks made with verses, choruses, and some may have guitar, drum, or bass solos.

After a year of Saint Spaz creation, Chris then decided to start working on material for an album and created (also signing himself to) Spazzed Out Wreckordz, which was later renamed to Remnancy Records. Spaz had spent 2 years of creating noise and releasing tracks to the public for free via internet download, until in 2008, when enough unheard material was produced and planned to release the first album entitled "Was Here" which was renamed to "2 Skulls Up". During that time, Spaz had ran into some production problems and has been on hiatus until 2013 without officially releasing the album. The album was eventually able to release as the title "Very 1st", the first ever Saint Spaz LP. This is listed as an official release year of 2010 on all platforms, due to all tracks being produced in that year. Most original tracks from years ranging between 2010 through 2019 have since been released.
Tracks produced in 2019 are a change of style, removing distorted guitar and switching to a lighter sound using mostly keyboards, bass and drums; but keeping the overall Saint Spaz feel.
The 2024 single, Get Fragged, is the first official song with an actual lyrical structure.

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