just a lil chill song for the summer
Mixed by dahze (go check his stuff out)
Check out dazhe on #SoundCloud
https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/V5UTc

here are the lyrics:

tell me how it feels to think clearly
'cause i don't know the feeling
tell me can you see right through me
don't think my act is working

and i know that should play it cool
while you're with the dudes
i need to relax, i gotta relax
but my mind keeps playing games
Borderline goin insane
i gotta relax, you need step back

my head's in turmoil
can't turn to no one
look me in my eyes 
oh yeah it's hard to be so upfront
you're way too perfect for a simple girl like me
are you a nightmare turned into a daydream

you give me the blues
'cause all your clues
got me thinking that i don't deserve you
oh I'm better of in my bed
knowing that you're with somebody that's brand new
it's better than us two

your damn cologne got me goin overboard
you need to relax, how you get like that
i thought it  through
i'm not the one for you 
you need to get back, or shit could get bad

my head's in turmoil
can't turn to no one
look me in my eyes 
oh yeah it's hard to be so upfront
you're way too perfect for a simple girl like me
are you a nightmare turned into a daydream


Turmoil  (prod. mindofaddy)

(I DO NOT OWN THIS BEAT)
 prod by FLY
mixed by me (ZOUNA)
lyrics by me (ZOUNA)
 
second attempt at mixing by myself hope you like it💙💛💫

lyrics:
I wondered how long i had to watch from a distance
til i mustered the courage to face you
 fidget your tie in your hands 
you always seemed pretty nervous
what could I do for you to let loose?

we'd be running running running
so far away from home
ain't no coming back
act like we're grown
drink booze til we crash and burn
scream from the top of your lungs and never learn

you could've been my lover if you wanted
only if i had the courage
you could've been my lover, boy
lover boy

I hoped for strength 
i hoped for gall
i hoped for that gumption
audacity following through me
to put my dreams in motion
shaggy brown hair dark brown eyes
you were my obsession
subject of my devotion

you've been gone, i
don't think i coped pretty well
bet you had fun in the Alpes
while i stayed in the past

and i think i liked it, loved it , craved it
more than anything
searching for your replacement seemed pretty useless
rather remain nostalgic
than face whatever happened

I hoped for strength 
i hoped for gall
i hoped for that gumption
audacity following through me
to put my dreams in motion
shaggy brown hair dark brown eyes
you were my obsession
subject of my devotion

loverboi💜

prod by future coffins https://soundcloud.com/futurecoffins
don't own the beat so...
mixed by faded wave
https://soundcloud.com/fadedwave
lyrics by yours truly

enjoy🖤🤍

i think i love u (prod. future coffins)


( i do not own this beat)

prod by Sculpture
https://youtube.com/channel/UC25Lg0Mf502traVLee5rrmQ
mixed by me
lyrics by me


hope you enjoyyyy- Z💫💙💛
 
lyrics:
maybe I was way too impatient 
I let my guard down thinking that you'd love me
 I was way too complacent
now
 we don't know how to figure out how we'll go on about 
what we've created now
it's too late
I cant explain 
why do I play these games 
why do I act this way
 no one can save me

you been on my mind
 and I've been taking all your time
 could we find a compromise baby
don't you say goodbye
 don't you make me realize
 that you could go

baby I ain't used to it being so far away from you
baby I ain't used to it being so far away from you
 I tried to figure it out
to  make sense of it 
to say it out loud
but it ain't getting in
tried to figure it out
to  make sense of all
to make sense of it all

how did we manage to get here
  cuz when I met you everything was blissful
no need to worry for tears
 the love we founded is burning down
ashes along the ground
 pieces are shattered now 
it's too late

I've been all confused
 keeping up with the news
 saw you with your new bitch 
made me feel so stupid 
I'm not foolish but I
 I'm not foolish but I
 I'm not foolish but I 

baby I ain't used to it being so far away from you
baby I ain't used to it being so far away from you
 I tried to figure it out
to  make sense of it 
to say it out loud
but it ain't getting in
tried to figure it out
to  make sense of all
to make sense of it all



used to it (prod. Sculpture)

guitar by Alaw
lyrics by yours truly
enjoy- Z💚

lyrics; 
I wish I held you 
on the day that I get once a year
Though the wisdom supposed to 
come with age
 my head's not really clear
I thought I'd figure it out by now but I guess
I put my hopes too high
Ma vie en rose 
was supposed to be holding you so close 
Til my heart colored gold 
and melted in yours
The way you smile 
your chocolate eyes
To the braids that fall to your waist
The way you shine 
your intellect
To your obsession with video games

your beauty (renee morry& Alaw)

I DO NOT OWN THIS BEATTTT

Prob by Basil jet

https://youtu.be/w81fzaZsrpo?si=s0Dp8Hbik6Z-Y_7S

Satellites

I do not own this beat 
Prod by chibi 

Lyrics by yours truly and Fallleaves

https://on.soundcloud.com/3nt8cNpBchK7YX8N8

https://youtu.be/f-s78y6cNgk?si=lmPqrIGsLFOGoCOy

Lyrics:

We could fall back sit back relax watch the world go by
Or relapse, jet pack, don’t crash until you reach a high
As long as you’re fine then we’re fine cause that’s what’s in your mind and that’s how you get by yeah that how you get by

No recollection of when I said was gonna clean your mess up 
I know I wake up stressin thinking all the ways that you could waste my time
For a moment I’ve been peepin how you watch every skirt that walks your way
Cause if that your interest  I don’t want you is all you gotta say

 Hours no reply
You know that I réalisé 
That you have free time 
So why you hit decline
Then you gon rewind sayin that you’re all mine
Boy you think I’m fucking stupid like I wouldn’t notice

We could fall back sit back relax watch the world go by
Or relapse, jet pack, don’t crash until you reach a high
As long as you’re fine then we’re fine cause that’s what’s in your mind and that’s how you get by yeah that how you get by

Could we pause for a minute
 Cause I’m all in my feelings
And you’re all in your gimmicks
Oh you have been pushin the limits 
Of my patience I intended to be oh
So fucking cool
Has the truth been twisted
No way to unbend it
Swear you lost a couple screws
U know I crave you attention 
We need an intervention 
3 strikes out you loose 

Throw up a peace sign 
Can’t get on my incline
You’ll see me in time
Five little letters on a big sign

We could fall back sit back relax watch the world go by
Or relapse, jet pack, don’t crash until you reach a high
As long as you’re fine then we’re fine cause that’s what’s in your mind and that’s how you get by yeah that how you get by

Get by <3

I DO NOT OWN THIS BEAT  ( prod by prod.chibi https://youtu.be/NWadZyKrUoI?si=_tCfCXbuGNp1oxBw)

Lyrics by yours truly

If you wanna love me thats alright
If you wanna leave me ill be fine
Nothing’s gonna lead to my demise

If you wanna love me thats aliright
If you wanna leave me ill be fine
Nothing’s gonna lead to my demise
So boy get you a life

If you wanna love me thats aliright
If you wanna leave me ill be alright
Nothing’s gonna lead to my demise
So boy get you a life


Say Im on your mind like crazy
And you wanna have my babies
But i met you once so maybe 
Dial it down
You have tendency to tell me 
How your exes were so needy
That you crave someone just like me 
To balance you out
 
You’re delusional i fear
Eyes so fucked you cant see clear
Cause how your frontal lobe right here
And you cant seem to make out
 That im definitefly much younger
I could date your little brother
Matter of a fact tell him to come over
I be diggin his persona

Big boys like you should know how to act
No excuses for why you’d want it bad
Think Im stupid to give you a chance
Before i do that , i might have to go mad
You cling onto me as if im all that you have
Well new flash baby i dont conform with rats
Say you miss me good luck kissing my ass
Kissing my ass, see you in the past

If you wanna love me thats alright
If you wanna leave me ill be fine
Nothing’s gonna lead to my demise
So boy get you a life

If you wanna love me thats alright
If you wanna leave me ill be alright
Nothing’s gonna lead to my demise
So boy get you a life

get a life (prod.chibi)

I DO NOT OWN THIS BEATTTTTT

Lyrics:

I wish i was high right now
I wish i wasnt touching the ground
I wish i was floatin around, far away from you

I wish i was high right now
I wish i wasnt touching the ground
I wish i was floatin around, far away from the truth

Oh oh oh i
Cant afford these ghosts
No i need to get them out of my mind
Cant afford these ghosts no I…

Oh, It’s pretty simple your voice replays my head like an old vinyl, 
bout how you wish I was dead how i made you spiral 
into cyce of hell that you couldnt get out of 
I know have my faults but i didnt know being born was the root cause of all your problems
Seems though my abscence didnt solve em
So whats the exetent of my involvement?

You lie to save face
Point me as a disgrace
Play the victim, we should feel bad
Hands in air
Saying that its not fair
Burduned by the troubles you had
 Flames set ablaze 
But how could you be phased
Oh yeah its part of your brand
Its very on brand for you
 
Need to get away from the situation
In need to avoid all the complications of processing, 
of processing the trauma
I need to get away from the situation
In need to avoid all the complications of processing, 
of processing the trauma

July 2024

I DO NOT OWN THIS BEAT
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Lyrics:
Shouldn’t i know the difference between 
Wrong and right,
Let intuition just decide?
Why is there this great divide
Between my heart and my mind?
I’m holding on to pieces that you left,
Holding on to feelings that i kept.
Wondering if I gave you the chance
Would you have loved me like you’re losing patience?
Would the feeling have been comparable to the high that you feel 
when you’re off that medication?
Love, would i have been a proper replacement? 
A proper replacement 

Seconds turn to minutes then to hours 
Ive been sitting here 
Questioning my cowardice.
How could i let this disappear?
Maybe you would want me if i wasn’t clinging on to fear.
Maybe you would want me if i dared to look right in the mirror.

You’ve been out living life 
While im on your line
You saying you cant be tamed,
Yet call every night,
And choose your words right
To swear you’ll never find the same.
But if i gave you a chance,
Oh if i gave you a chance, 

Would you have loved me like you’re losing patience?
Would the feeling have been comparable to the high that you feel when you’re off that medication?
Love, would i have been a proper replacement? 
A proper replacement

Try to pretend i ain’t feeling no ways 
Try to pretend i ain’t feeling no ways 
Try to pretend i ain’t feeling no ways 
feeling no ways, feeling no ways 

Try to pretend i ain’t feeling no ways 
Try to pretend i ain’t feeling no ways 
Try to pretend i ain’t feeling no ways 
feeling no ways, feeling no ways

Replacement (prod. Chaz x)

(Prod. Metzmusic)

Hope you enjoy

Lyrics:
Why wouldnt i want you baby
Why would i hide, why hide
And give you less than everything i got?

Why wouldnt i need you baby?
Oh, it dont make sense that you 
think that id ever love you less
 
Conservations are flowing
I bet you know where this going
I played my cards right
To let you know im yearning for somethin
That you can provide
But you think that im frontin or somethin
Boy i’d never lie
Though i get lots love when i go outisde 
Youre the only one that love me right
Give you all of my time
Only one my mind

To solve my problems 
i need your love, your love
Why

Why wouldnt i want you baby
Why would i hide, why hide
And Give you less than everything i got?

Why wouldnt i need you baby?
Oh, it dont make sense that you 
think that id ever love you less
 
Feet on your dashboard
Be your main one
That you hold through the sunshine and the rain
There ease your pain
There when you complain
When season change
Know that i’ll always feel the same
Im pouring my heart out
Giving it all out
For you to love me too

I dream of your face
One that i cant replace
Love, all i need is you

To solve my problems 
Baby your love, your love
Why

Why wouldnt i want you baby?
Why would i hide, why hide
And give you less than everything i got?

Why wouldnt i need you baby?
Oh, it dont make sense that you 
think that id ever love you less

love u less

I DO NOT OWN THIS BEAT (prod.Sculpture)

https://youtu.be/mKR11_DotKU?si=q3czoRqwb6EBnWYm

Hope you enjoy this one
-Z💗

LYRICS:
I try to be
Just a little cautious
With matters of the heart
I follow all the precautions
Dont give too much
Or try to rush
Dont seem soo obnoxious
Or act like you’re anxious
Mmmm

Holding out and keeping space 
seems a lot easier
Than livin in doubt, just to save face 
and fight against my nature

[CHORUS]:
I think too much 
bout what you like and what you want
Its more than a crush, 
a fixation i cannot brush off
Feeling like im cursed,
I love the hold you have on me
Oh my anxiety turned ecstacy

I crave your touch
And everything right in between
But i care too much
To say the things I really mean
Baby you’re a drug
That soothes broken parts of me
Oh my anxiety turned ecstacy

[VERSE 2]:
Its the light in your eyes
 the way that you smile
That leaves me conflicted 
And in denial
I could try to hide 
but what would that do?
When theres echoes of you
In every part of my room

[BRIDGE]:
When i’ll loose myself, i’ll know its real
I’d rather feel it all than never feel
If i fall, i hope never heal
‘Cause baby i,

[CHORUS]:
I think too much 
bout what you like and what you want
Its more than a crush, 
a fixation i cannot brush off
Feeling like im cursed,
I love the hold you have on me
Oh my anxiety turned ecstacy

I crave your touch
And everything right in between
But i care too much
To say the things I really mean
Baby you’re a drug
That soothes broken parts of me
Oh my anxiety turned ecstacy

[POST CHORUS]:
My lover
Loves me like no other
Cant let go
How can i falter
When they’re all and everything i know?

My lover
Loves me like no other
Cant let go
How can i falter
When they’re all and everything i know?

all and everything i know

MDMA💗 (prod. Sculpture)

Prod by shvrs 
 Lyrics by yours truly
 Just a demo nothing serious
Enjoy💙

Lyrics:

Holes in my socks 
Im waiting for you
Teeth bout to rot
Nothing left to proove
Hair matted down 
Still want you to choose me
You to choose me 
You to choose

You got a lot of nerve
 walking with that attitude 
I’m so mad at you 
I wanna kick you to the curb 
Yet still feel some gratitude
That I’m next to you
We met in third grade 
We share the same name 
Still got my fingerprints tattooed right on your bedframe 
Imprinted in my skin
I end where you begin
Oh baby how could you forget?
Why would you run away?
Why would you run away from me?

Cigarette burn in my brain
Injury that i sustain
An addiction i maintain
Babe you got me heading 
Heading slowly to decay
Oh look at me, look at me

Holes in my socks 
Im waiting for you
Teeth bout to rot
Nothing left to proove
Hair matted down 
Still want you to choose me
You to choose me 
You to choose
My nails are chipping
Mold from your remnants
Oh babe im missing
Every memory that i had of you
Take me back to when you were my best friend

Untitled

Prod by shvrs
Lyrics by yours truly💜
Here’s the real deal

Holes in my socks 
Im waiting for you
Teeth bout to rot
Nothing left to proove
Hair matted down 
Still want you to choose me
You to choose me 
You to choose 

You got a lot of nerve
 walking with that attitude 
I’m so mad at you 
I wanna kick you to the curb 
Yet still feel some gratitude
That I’m next to you
We met in third grade 
We share the same name 
Still got my fingerprints tattooed right on your bedframe 
Imprinted in my skin
I end where you begin
Oh baby how could you forget?
Why would you run away?
Why would you run away from me?

Cigarette burn in my brain
Injury that i sustain
An addiction i maintain
Babe you got me heading 
Heading slowly to decay
Oh look at me, look at me

Holes in my socks 
Im waiting for you
Teeth bout to rot
Nothing left to proove
Hair matted down 
Still want you to choose me
You to choose me 
You to choose
My nails are chipping
Mold from your remnants
Oh babe im missing
Every memory that i had of you
Take me back to when you were my best friend

I feel the ghost of your presence 
Just right on my skin
Wanna let you in
Why, cant i seem to let the tragedy
Unfold and sink in?
No point in ambushin
The crash from the high 
That i once felt inside when you were on me babe
You were on me, on me
We’d kiss and we’d fight
But i still recognized that you were for me babe
You were for me, for me

Cigarette burn in my brain
Injury that i sustain
An addiction i maintain
Babe you got me heading 
Heading slowly to decay
Oh look at me, look at me

Holes in my socks 
Im waiting for you
Teeth bout to rot
Nothing left to proove
Hair matted down 
Still want you to choose me
You to choose me 
You to choose
My nails are chipping
Mold from your remnants
Oh babe im missing
Every memory that i had of you
Take me back to when you were my best friend

Holes

I DONT OWN THIS BEAT
Prod by MetzMusic: https://youtu.be/FbNAb33COfo?si=ySiirpLOCR8PwAZN

Lyrics by yours truly:

Tell me your desire
What do you admire?
I could mold myself 
Mold myself to feed your fire
Slip off my attire
What do you require?
I could mold myself
Mold myself to take you higher

How long you gonna look me in the eye?
How many times i gotta catch you by surprise?
Came with your girl but you looking at my thighs
Come on closer, know you tryna catch a vibe
Sweet like cinnamon
Honey when i spread like dividends 
Trust me
You wont want it in small increments 
Oh baby, come and waste my time
Tell me what you like

Tell me your desire
What do you admire?
I could mold myself 
Mold myself to feed your fire
Slip off my attire
What do you require?
I could mold myself
Mold myself to take you higher

I can shape shift
Move with the rhythm 
With your hands upon my hips
Sway em just like this
When i whine it baby you wont wanna quit
Im yearning for your pleasure
We’ll get there together
Just give me the tools
And all rules 
and ill put effort

Tell me your desire
What do you admire?
I could mold myself 
Mold myself to feed your fire
Slip off my attire
What do you require?
I could mold myself
Mold myself to take you higher

mold myself

Cove of Garden by SZA
Instrumental: https://youtu.be/HTgUwtoLl_o?si=xp_-iY8-8Z92TdRt

Garden (say it like that) cover

I dont own this beat. Its for the sake of releasing something

Eazy

Guitar by Alaw
Lyrics by me:

When will i be on your mind again?
Cause theres another substance
Thats clouding your judgment 
Better than i ever did

And i wanna ease your pain
But i cant
Make your loved ones love you the same
But i cant
Take it all away
But i cant
Make you wanna stay
But i cant

Stay with me a little while
Make me wanna see that smile again
Oh again
Dont run away too soon
Let the demons chase you after noon
Let daylight be for me

When will you surrender and just give in?
Oh im done trying to deny
Thats its hell that we’re living in

Cause the weather never seems to change where you are
Aren’t you tired of gloomy days? The light’s not that far

If this goes on i cant wait
I dont wanna add to your plate
Baby i got my own scars and they need to heal
Im done bleeding through my open wounds for you 
But i want you to

Stay with me a little while
Make me wanna see that smile again
Oh again
Dont run away too soon
Let the demons chase you after noon
Let daylight be for me

💗it's fun over here💗
-Z
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