Through The Eyes Of Another

Everything is fading
My rage is growing fast
Destiny is crumbling
Will this feeling ever pass?

Stare into the mirror
Of life and consequence
Judgment all around me
Fills me with an emptiness

Jealousy, crushing me
Jealousy, breaking me down

(Have I made the right choices?
Do I live in denial?)
I look deep inside myself
Is there something worthwhile?

(Year by year)
Year by year I find it harder
(Year by year)
Year by year I’m falling further

Anger tears right through me
I can’t tell wrong from right
Others tasting glory
All I taste is bitter spite

Time becomes a healer
When you’re left out in the cold
I’ll stand on my own two feet
Take this fight to the fucking world

Fall to my knees, give me one last chance
I’ll be true, I promise I can
Give me strength to be what I want
Forgive me for what I am

Now I’ve seen through the eyes of another
Now I know my time has come
Now I’ve seen through the eyes of another
Now I know our time has come

Through The Eyes Of Another

Broken

Through complications of confrontations
Fear of commitment has left me complacent
To feel alienated in a conversation

I’m out of my depth
Screaming in silence
Wanting to surface
Whilst giving up on myself
 
You only judge what you don't understand
It’s a dishonest traitor
That leaves a yearning inside of me
And now it’s dragging me under

I’m out of my depth
Screaming in silence
Wanting to surface
Whilst giving up on myself

Sometimes there's a blur in the line
Between kindness and weakness
Self pity and selfishness
Although I have good intent
It’s not enough

Sometimes there's a blur in the line
Between kindness and weakness
Sometimes there's a blur in the line
And I can’t fucking see it

I’m out of my depth
Screaming in silence
Wanting to surface
Whilst giving up on myself

I’m giving up

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