prod. 44 Caliber

//

If I had another chance then I’d do all of this the opposite
But all of this was too fucking hard to go through the first time
And even if I had the chance I’d probably fuck it up like I always do
And God, if I only knew
Just how I could get my old mind back, and my old way of life
I know we’re both fucking disgusting, but hey, that’s just my type
And every fucking choice I make, I feel that I chose wrong
What would be like being well enough to not write this song?
What’s the point of waking up when it’s the same shit every day?
Hell, what if I broke the cycle, not that there’s a point, but what if it’s never made
Send that shit straight to my head and make sure that it puts me to sleep, that Novocain
I have been spit on since birth, so don’t act like you was there from the start; it was all disdain
Why the fuck am I always the one?
I know all my flaws, yet I don’t understand why my presence weighs a ton
I know infamy’s the only thing you picture along with my name, hun
And I know you see no point in giving me a chance, I know cuz I’m “that” one
I can’t ever be something that you want
How long since I’ve seen? Must’ve been months
Seem to always think I’m the best one
I am the eclipse that blocks my own sun
Why do I think so highly of myself when I know I’m trash?
How’s it feel to know the best the world can offer is my fucked up ass?
My mind’s made of bulletproof, but every tiny thing breaks the glass
Guess I’ll always be this, if you want to help me, just fucking pass
What the fuck’s wrong with me? I don’t know nothing else
Please take the fall for me, I’ve fucking had enough
Nothing works out for me, don’t care if I shed my blood
I’m on a spiral deep, I’m my own prison cell
Put all my hurt in a song for the best of me
All I’ve for comfort is whiskey and Hennessy
Look at myself, I’ve fucking wasted everything
Why does the shortest time feel like infinity
Fuck everybody that treated me differently
No one will ever recover the friend in me
I’ve fucking ditched all you sly-poking enemies
Now every human in the world is dead to me

Dance With The Devil (Remix)

prod. SIXTOXION

//

I see myself in those pictures you send me
Cuz bitch we’re the same in the sense of our envy
And lust and desire for me and my seed
Oh I can tell that we both have been yearning for weeks
I love that tight pair of little black panties
And I love how you show them to me
Let me pull them aside and show you all you mean
Fuck me passionately, let me show you what you mean to me

Bitch we’re two parts to a whole, and that hole I will fill with my evidence
Fill my brain with all these chemicals that remain resonant
And the lightheadedness
I told you bout it and you still kept sending shit
She wan act like she on top until she starts to beg for it
She jerk my dick so hard think she might sever it
My dick could take you places that you’ve never been
Honey just follow me

Scratch up my chest till I feel the blood drip
Take your anger out on my body, I could take a hit
I know that’s what you like to do, I’ll let you do it
Quit fucking holding back, let yourself out when I hit
I know we’re both pretty angry, you can fuck me like you hate me
Cutie wearing nothing but some panties and a plain tee
Think I talk too big, if I’m innocent taint me
Female captain save a hoe, I swear this bitch gon save me

I see myself in those pictures you send me
Cuz bitch we’re the same in the sense of our envy
And lust and desire for me and my seed
Oh I can tell that we both have been yearning for weeks
I love that tight pair of little black panties
And I love how you show them to me
Let me pull them aside and show you all you mean
Fuck me passionately, let me show you what you mean to me

yearning arch.

prod. hoodieslut

//

Hurt
Break em apart
Hard to function with this black in my heart
Make him fall to the ground, watch his body contort
Ashamed of giving up praying to Lord
61 seconds, a minute and more
Say what you want but it remains the score
I make the judgement and I’m nothing more
The aspects connect, and my body’s the cord

I can’t talk
My mouth shut
It’s been done
I can’t see at all, fuck
It’s all dark
Make it stop
Please just turn it off, fuck
It’s all gone
Where’s it all
My skin feels the claws, fuck
I can’t stop
Use my tongue
Might just cut it off

Everything’s bait, nothing sees past my face, fuck the whole human race, all equally responsible
Heart full of hate, I might wipe out this place to take out all the snakes, no excuses are plausible
Fuck all your praise cuz he is what he say, and these souls are untamed but your god never thought of em
I’m saving grace, the return of the great, I didn’t turn to Satan cuz it’s already guttural

I can’t talk
My mouth shut
It’s been done
I can’t see at all, fuck
It’s all dark
Make it stop
Please just turn it off, fuck
It’s all gone
Where’s it all
My skin feels the claws, fuck
I can’t stop
Use my tongue
Might just cut it off

SIXTYONE

Tight Rope Part 2

prod. hoodieslut

//

Hide my pain now, look out the window, watch the thunderstorm
Try to take my thoughts somewhere, use them for fame, there’s so much more
Might not make it out and if I don’t just make them wonder more
Then take me somewhere no one ever finds me, underneath the floor
Run away again, say if you find refuge in where you hide
Please don’t make me face it, tell me everything will be alright
If you wanna say my name to me you better say it right
I don’t like you people, don’t talk if you cannot see my eyes
End the pain before it overtakes me, makes me someone else
I don’t wanna hurt you but it seems I cannot help myself
Don’t need any help, you all can leave me in my prison cell
You don’t hear the meaning in my words, you just hear how they sound
How could I have waited for this so long, it’s not what I thought
Had I known things things could get much worse, take back all the times I fought
Something always follows me, I try to shake it, I cannot
It was all for nothing in the end, now you can let me rot

thunderstorms // i almost passed out recording this

prod. paradosso

@distorno

//

{RENZ}
Cover my mouth, never let me scream
Slices on my wrists, I feel the blood leak
Take my anger out on this bitch, she a freak
Higher than a bitch with her hands on my jeans
Speak the words but they don’t know what I’ve seen
Nothing that I do will ever be enough for me
Stockholm syndrome, I don’t wanna be free
I don’t fucking rap, I cry for help over these beats

{DISTORNO}
Blade in my wrist and the blood on my sheets
I used to get drugged, that's how I go to sleep
If my angel had told me I'd end up like this
I would leave myself hanging so you couldn't miss
The body that's floating way up on its own
The shadow it's holding but I'm all alone
But now I got someone I want, this shit perfect
And if this shit end I will cut till I'm hurting

AnAngelToldMeToKillMyself (feat. DISTORNO)

prod. paradosso

cannot put on all plats unfortunately //

My brain’s been somewhere else this last month
Walk to the same places forever, I’m stuck
Every night I’m alone, I crave human touch
I’m a fucking lost cause, my brain is too fucked
And I cannot seem to find another way
I been sitting in my room for months waiting for change
Why is it so fucking hard to write my feelings on the page
Try to tell em what my mind is like, it always ends the same
I fail

I just fail every time
Scrap song after song, I cannot express my mind
I feel so fucking empty like I’m living just to die
And it always ends the same for me, there’s no reason to try
Fuck it all, I’ll just get fucked up every night
Mixing alcohol and weed together, crossing all the time
I don’t know what I feel, I just know I wanna change it
Good luck talking to me, chemicals all on my brain bitch
I’m locked in my own head, I barely eat
I’ve tried to fix my life but my body’s too weak
And no matter what I say, no one will hear the words I speak
I ain’t been to school in like 3 months, they’ve all forgotten me
I was happy for one single night, time to wake up
We’re a bunch of fucking rejects, nobody will take us
Always watched by somebody I don’t wanna be seen by
I just wanna heal but I’m scared of what it’s gonna be like

My brain’s been somewhere else this last month
Walk to the same places forever, I’m stuck
Every night I’m alone, I crave human touch
I’m a fucking lost cause, my brain is too fucked
And I cannot seem to find another way
I been sitting in my room for months waiting for change
Why is it so fucking hard to write my feelings on the page
Try to tell em what my mind is like, it always ends the same
I fail

IDon'tKnowWhat'sGonnaHappenToMe

I FREESTYLED THIS DRUNK LMAO LET'S SEE IF I CAN GET THE LYRICS RIGHT

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SMOKED UP A WHOLE CART THEN I FILLED IT UP WITH HONEY
SOLD IT TO A 6TH GRADER FOR A BUNCH OF FUCKING MONEY
HE TRIED TO SCAM ME AND I PRESSED HIM, HE STARTED RUNNING
YO BROKE ASS TRIED TO SWIPE A CARD AND IT WASN'T FUNDED
SCAMMED A DUDE WHO WORK AT WENDYS, HE BROKE AS HELL
YOU SO DESPERATE FOR MONEY BUT NOTHING WILL FUCKING SELL
12 ASKING ME WHO SOLD ME WEED, I'LL NEVER TELL
STOLE SOME ZA FROM MY PLUG, THAT SHIT REALLY SMELL
HE THOUGHT HE WAS SMOKING RUNTZ
BUT REALLY I PUT SALVIA INSIDE OF HIS BLUNT
THAT'S WHAT HE GETS FOR BEING A FUCKING CUNT
THEN HE LOST HIS MIND AND TURNED TO AN ANIMAL, HE STARTED TO HUNT
SHOUTOUT TO ALL MY PILLHEADS
LACED HIS FUCKING XAN THEN HE TURNED TO A REAL SPED
GUESS I PUT TOO MUCH IN THE PILL CUZ I KILLED HIM
ION REALLY FEEL BAD AT ALL AND HE STILL DEAD
NOT GONNA LIE I'M KINDA DRUNK RIGHT NOW
TALKING SHIT TO ALL MY TEACHERS, I'M A PUNK RIGHT NOW
PUTTING MY DICK IN HER FUNKY SPUNK RIGHT NOW
I'M AN INCEL, I'M SO ALONE I FEEL LIKE A MONK RIGHT NOW
REAL TRAPPER IN THE BUILDING, I'M SELLING HONEY CARTS
TRY TO RUN FROM ME AND MY CREW BUT HE AIN'T GETTING FAR
COMPARED TO ME EVERYONE ELSE GOT A LATE START
I NEVER TALK TO WOMEN, I GUESS YOU CAN CALL ME JART
THAT LINE WON'T MAKE SENSE UNLESS YOU’RE IN MY GROUP CHAT
JART'S AN INCEL, THE ONLY GIRLS WHO TALK TO HIM ARE REALLY FAT
FURTHERMORE HE'LL NEVER GET STACKS
I STAY SCAMMING KIDS FOR FAKE CARTS, HOW YOU FEEL BOUT THAT?

FAKE CARTS (PROD. EUPHORIA BEATZ & ZIYEARMADEIT)

prod. saiyan

//

Live in delusion, won’t wake up
Give her the tip like a waiter
Bitch I’m just stacking this paper
Leave you behind, I won’t wait for ya
Bitch want a feature but you not good enough
Killing these tracks, I’m a muhfucking murderer
Can’t lab with me, bitch I never heard of ya
Glock in my hand and that shit cock back
Freestyle in the booth, this shit never ends
Barely hanging on but it’s all okay
Pussy ass bitch better have my pay
If he dodge me then I let that shit bang
Get up off my dick you bitch
You make me fucking sick you bitch
I hit that fucking lick lil bitch
Drink my fucking piss you bitch

Take your bitch for a spin in my white Pilot
Giving road head, swear to God shawty wilding
Tryna talk to me, pussy boy be silent
Say a word to me and you finna die bitch
Geeked off the molly water, swear to God I be tweaking
I’m breaking all these bitches hearts for no reason
I feel like Carti, choke that bitch, she stop breathing
I’m way too unstable, keep changing like seasons
Fuck out my face, I don’t need your love
Don’t need a bitch, I’m riding alone
Fuck this music shit, I thought I was done
Got out my strap, I’m shooting for fun

And I don’t need shit from no one
Meet my temple with a gun
I’m gonna die before I turn 21

LIVEFASTDIEYOUNG

prod. paradosso

//

I’m geeking
Pop a tab for the night
My mind still blank, I’ll just smoke all my life
Hand on my boxers, I’m feeling her tight
Live for the dopamine hits out the pipe like fuck
I be turnt in the pits
Bitch I show no mercy, leave em hurt in this bitch
Tweakin out my mind, I don’t have words for this shit
Me and my bro $imba taking turns on this bitch

Fucked up every night, turning into every day
I’m done with this shit, it won’t help me anyway
I don’t ever take no handouts, I don’t really fuck with favors
I just do it on my own cuz I know it’s gon pay off later
Bitch kill me if you wanna
I won’t ever lie to you bitch I keep it 100
And I’m sick of all this music shit, I don’t know why I’m doing this
Yo bitch in my bedroom and she telling me she cool with this
God let me find my peace before I break
Bottles everywhere, I’m fucking sloppy in this state
I want nothing more than for my history erased
Fake it til you make it, I’m not making it

I’m geeking
Pop a tab for the night
My mind still blank, I’ll just smoke all my life
Hand on my boxers, I’m feeling her tight
Live for the dopamine hits out the pipe like fuck
I be turnt in the pits
Bitch I show no mercy, leave em hurt in this bitch
Tweakin out my mind, I don’t have words for this shit
Me and my bro $imba taking turns on this bitch

yearning arch.

RENZ

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