Full length depiction of my own confusion.

A/PART OF

прохладой вечера - жить

plastic

Yahya - Lost.mp3

home resonance but it’s midwest emo (full version by Jacal & Reverb by N3X$H)

catch me on the tube
smokin' fags with my crew (cool)
i be on the news red tie match the suit
(flew)
straight to france
eatin cheddar broke my tooth
(ooh)
i got plans
tie the knot on my noose

its a show everybody talking loud gotta keep myself low
oh that bih on fire wave her like a flag for the show

oh she be doing rituals on pen1s match my freak
its a sea full of bitches all naked issa leak

shot the bitch down now she cant get ahold of me
shopping for my bih and she dont need groceries

cant get ahold of me cant get ahold of me
cant get ahold of me cant get ahold of me

i came inside this hoe
i almost made her choke
im raising for a toast
i hit then reload

reloading up my clip 
i jammed up the pole
i burned up my soul
im feelin like a joke

got so close to the finish line
then i almost sold
you dont know how im feelin now
god save my soul
god save my soul x4

catch me on the tube
smokin' fags with my crew (cool)
i be on the news red tie match the suit
(flew)
eatin cheddar broke my tooth
(ooh)
i got plans 
tie the knot on my noose x2

shot the bitch down
now she cant get ahold of me
shopping for my bih
and she dont need groceries 

cant get ahold of me cant get ahold of me
cant get ahold of me cant get ahold of me x2

cigarettes

Tryna build a space to feel alright do you connect with me

Other light (Prod by Shvrs)

XTACY - Prod.mp333 (SLOWED+REVERB)

Application turndown and the house fucking bird…?

conversation

Scream

Sorry Daisy

See right

time tested

You make feel uneasy 
Till the second that you need me
Dodging bullets and your feelings
Yeah
You Make me feel defeated 
But Music got me chilling
So you better fucking tell me
Are you just Afraid to see me

And I don’t think I need you 
Shit I never really see you
But I’m always a-mazed 
When you tell me how you’re feeling 
maybe your just fucking lost too
Or Maybe its just nothing to yah
Nothing to yah

I know I kept my secrets 
But I swear I had my reasons 
You said you don’t wanna date me
But you said you still had feelings 
But you definitely 
don’t wanna see me
Cause I don’t see effort 
baby
Do you really miss me 
Or are you still grieving
I think we both need to do some healing 

I don’t really want you
But you end up 
making me feel 
Way to fucking awful
Yeah
I’m Sorry for losses 
But it was never shit 
That I ever wanted
Thanks for your nonsense 
You were just a best friend 
Gave me some benefits
Gave me some neck
Shit it got my 
attention 
Just for a second
Just for a second
Yeah

I know I kept my secrets 
But I swear I had my reasons 
You said you don’t wanna date me
But you said you still had feelings 
But you definitely 
don’t wanna see me
Cause I don’t see effort 
baby
Do you even really miss me 
Or are you still grieving
I think we both need to do some healing

Effort

from album "dudeness" ( https://vk.com/music/album/-169533058_4 )

TEXT:

Как давно я не ходил в кино?
Может быть мне и не нужно это
Может мне не нужно ничего
Ничего о чём сказать хотелось.

Ничего не буду есть и пить
Ничего я не хочу курить
Толку от того что я умру?
Всё равно я ничего не хочу.

Но всё же я хочу пожить
Все свои мысли разложить
Но ничего всегда со мной
И наплевать что я больной

nothing

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