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Foreword: This song is dedicated to all the youth who have to live in fucked up homes, who have shitty living situations, or face things like abuse, suicidal ideations, depression, and anxiety alone, and who's only real escape are drugs and going out and partying in a rage. Outside of my own personal situation, I've known lots of people who have issues at home weather it with drugs, or abuse, or a bad family sitatution, or living with past traumas that have never been resolved, and they pop pills, they drink until they cant feel, they do shrooms and LSD to escape reality, they smoke until they cant even stay awake anymore, they go out and meet strangers in the night and turn up to escape the reality of their life. Sometimes we do this because its the easy thing to do. Sometimes we do these things in a self-destructive in blur, because we feel like we hate ourselves. We feel like we hate where we come from and the people that have made us what we are and we get lost in the rage. This is meant to be a fun song, but thats what i had in mind when i wrote all this shit. when i wrote this i was actually really depressed and out of focus so i feel like this song would've come out better but i did my best and i'm happy with it. the lyrics vaguely talk about a couple different situations that are a reality for people living out there. i originally wrote a lot more, but all the lyrics and narrative didn't make it into the final cut. Anyway, i'm rambling. Don't get caught up in the weekly cycle of digging your self deeper into a hole. Don't make it a habit to numb your self. Feel everything out, talk about it, get productive, understand healing takes time. Healing takes forgiveness. Healing takes love. 
Understand it all takes time.
Not 1 day, not 1 week, not 1 month, maybe not even 1 year. 
with love.
-BRANDO



Lyrics:
XAN IN MY HAND NOW IM FEELING LIKE THE MAN
HEAD BANG NOW UNTIL YOUR BRAIN DEAD
THROW THEM HANDS, WE RAISING THE DEAD
XAN IN MY HAND NOW IM FEELING LIKE THE MAN

DAY AND NIGHT, I WANT TO CRY
SO I STAY REAL HIGH
DISCONNECT FROM LIFE

SUICIDE PARTY TONIGHT
DANCE TILL YOU DIE
LETS GO OUT TONIGHT 

SUICIDE PARTY INSIDE
MOVE YA ASS FROM SIDE TO SIDE
SUCIDE PARTY TONIGHT
ITS A FULL MOON OUT TO NIGHT
PUT THEM HANDS UP LIKE YOU MIGHT DIE
SWEAT THE PAIN AWAY IS ALRIGHT
GIMME ALL OF THAT LIFE TONIGHT
POP A PILL, GO DO WHAT YOU LIKE

PICK ME UP CAUSE IM DEAD INSIDE
SHADES OVER MY EYES
SO YOU CANT TELL WHEN I LIE

BABY WHY’D YOU FALL ASLEEP?
WHY’S YOUR SKIN SO COLD?
WHY WONT YOU SPEAK TO ME?

SUCIDE PARTY NOW WE DANCE ALL NIGHT
MY NOSE RUNNY FROM SNIFFIN ON ICE
SUCIDE PARTY NOW WE DANCE ALL NIGHT
LEAVE YA LIFE BEHIND FOR ONE NIGHT
PULL UP NIGGA AND IM IN OFFWHITE
GOTH LIL BITHC AND SHE OFF THAT WHITE
FEEL HER WHEN WE DANCE LIKE WE AT PROM NIGHT
FINGER IN HER PANTS LIKE WE AT PROM NIGHT

DAY AND NIGHT, I WANT TO CRY
SO I STAY REAL HIGH
DISCONNECT FROM LIFE

SUICIDE PARTY TONIGHT
DANCE TILL YOU DIE
LETS GO OUT TONIGHT 

PICK ME UP CAUSE IM DEAD INSIDE
SHADES OVER MY EYES
SO YOU CANT TELL WHEN I LIE

BABY WHY’D YOU FALL ASLEEP?
WHY’S YOUR SKIN SO COLD?
WHY WONT YOU SPEAK TO ME?

SUICIDE PARTY INSIDE
MOVE YA ASS FROM SIDE TO SIDE
SUCIDE PARTY TONIGHT
ITS A FULL MOON OUT TO NIGHT
PUT THEM HANDS UP LIKE YOU MIGHT DIE
SWEAT THE PAIN AWAY IS ALRIGHT
GIMME ALL OF THAT LIFE TONIGHT
POP A PILL, GO DO WHAT YOU LIKE

I KNOW THAT YA HOME AINT RIGHT
DADDY’S TOUCH AINT RIGHT
MOMMY WONT BAT AN EYE

LETS KILL THEM BOTH TONIGHT
SET THEM OFF TONIGHT
THEN WE DANCE ALL NIGHT

SUCIDE PARTY NOW WE DANCE ALL NIGHT
MY NOSE RUNNY FROM SNIFFIN ON ICE
SUCIDE PARTY NOW DRINK ALL NIGHT
LEAVE YA LIFE BEHIND FOR ONE NIGHT
PULL UP NIGGA AND IM IN OFFWHITE
GOTH LIL BITHC AND SHE OFF THAT WHITE
FEEL HER WHEN WE DANCE LIKE WE AT PROM NIGHT
FINGER IN HER PANTS LIKE WE AT PROM NIGHT

Suicide Party 1986! (prod. GHOSTIE)

FRIDAY FT. PROHIBEO [PROD. PROHIBEO]

FT @fukkitfukkitfukkit
PRD @lunartalk
MIX @prohibeo

SLURP (FT. FUKKIT) [PROD. LUNAR VISION]

TYPO (FT. KAY P) [PROD. LUNAR VISION]

music video - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SdS1GUFU0Jg

FLINTSTONED (FT. ZOTiYAC) [PROD. FRDM] MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION

NASACAR (FT. KAMIYADA) [PROD. STILL]

@burnwithbrando @prodseraph

the demons are coming.
there will be bloodshed.
this is self-inflicted.
we are all hollow.
perish is inevitable.

Art by @queenjayelle

Listen on YouTube: https://youtu.be/Iui-ZRkWEE8

VoidTracks Exlusive.

BRANDO - JerkingOnTheNoose (Prod. Seraph)

I ain’t never talk the shit
Niggas only walk the shit
I pure that bitch a drink of piss
Until she stumble with a lisp
Blogs put me onna list
Any niggas steady talking spoof
Niggas pussy
Nigga spam
I hang the ruger to his tooth
Nigga jousting with a knife
I put the carbon to his neck
I slit his fucking throat to pieces then get logi with the tech

The fucking best
To mess up
Kiss miss? address? Yeah?
Dismiss my dick
My piss stains her dress up
Fonlding with my Dickey’s
I mark the bitch up with hickeys
I tell her to leave at six because Jessica fucking brittney
And I just wanted the clip
Sorry youre not amused
I just hate every bitch that I’ve met in a month or two
Society’s a fault
And bitch it’s probably your fault

DIVERSA_UNIT WITH THE SHOOTERS
I SHOOT AT STUDENTS
WITH RULERS
AND MAKE COLLATERAL DAMAGES
SPREAD EM OUT LIKE A TUMOR
ITS RUMORED I HAD A ROOM FULL OF BLOODY HANDS AND A COOLER
A COUGAR A COUPLE COOTERS
A TINY BANNER FROM A HOOTERS

OFF WITH THEIR FUCKING HEADS
I JUST WANTED EM DEAD
CONVINCED ME TO GO OUTSIDE
AND NOW BODYS ARE IN THE SHED

MENTALITY MADE OF BONES
PSYCHOSIS IS ON THE PHONE
ITS SCREAMING AND FUCKING YELLING AT ERIC TO BRING HIM HOME

I DISCONNECTED THE PHONE
RAN TO HIS MOTHER HOME
DROP A BODY OF HUMAN IT ALMOST LOOK LIKE A CLONE
WHAT THE FUCK AM I ON?
SYMBOLICALLY OUT OF CODES
SO ILL FUCKING JUST SAYING IT NOW

BUY/STREAM

Angel Riot (Prod. Cxrpse)

As I roam through the pain and the treachery
Should’ve ignored every word you said to me
The way you corrupt minds was a paradise
How you just turn and leave me in Paradigm
I feel sick to my liquids a parasite
In my eyes you where light to my darken eyes
You where there for a light just to energize
When I rise I want you to meet my demise
Now I’m stuck in this city with NO one
Rub my blood on a wall til i throw up

I don’t understand

I’ll know in due time
If I’ll love again
Trust issues rise
Never again.

You broke me.
You broke me again.

Parasites Life Cycle (Prod. Eric North)

@0rch_id

Guess you don't see what you see in me
I'm the villain in your dreams
I'm the bar that you will crave
I'm the weed that takes you away
I'm
The bane
I will reign
On your day
Bring me p-

I'm leaving marks all on your skin
So you'll never forget I'm here
Cuz all I wanted was somebody to make my head clear.
Now I got you in my reach and nobody can do a thing
And i dare a stupid motherfucker to step up into my ring.
I suffocated in my hell
Teleporting feelings, lack of shell
So lost
I'm vacant
No cost
I'm making you cough
My angers your loss

Blind me
Shoot me
Don't you wanna lose me
Hate me
Love me
My brains going cookey
Stab me
Scab me
I want all your bruisings
Fight me
Dying
I wanna see lucy

It's really hard to come to terms like this
Especially when you're alone and you don't wanna exist.
And I jus really wanna know if there's someone there.
Im sick of hold my emotions
So my solar will flare
Now everybody scared of me it seems that no one here
To the bitch who fucked me over hope there's no one here.
If I wasnt tall and societally labeled a guy
I would give you mad bruises and some jabs and a right
It seems that everyone's against me
so I'm working alone.
Steady chasing after bitches while they carry the bone
Aye Prince Cire don't need a queen to the throne
Prince cire needs some money to hold up
Do you remember all the times
You would whistle all through your lies
I’m reminiscing though I’m blind
Your recycling bin of lies

I’ve came to terms with all my sins
Demonize me once again.

Cuti3x45 (Prod. Orchid)

@yung-hy
@jxshjxsh

Baby get rid of my innocence
It's just a newer me in a sense
Grind on me till I need take a piss
You can't get rid of my ignorance

She always just saying she lonely
When we talk she only want boning
She all on the phone and she moaning
And then blame me for shit I'm condoning

I was always for the change
Nowadays
We just do not think the same

Everybody went away
Now I feel my brain become shooting range

My mind is tainted
My soul has fainted
You have successfully vanquished
Piss on my skin
Rip out my neck
I am no saint to your Sanctus

All the hate you bring
Really made me
Come to the conclusion you don’t love me

You know what?
That’s fine.
I don’t care this time.
You won’t have your way
But bitch I’ll have mine.

Baby come to me
QP 123?
3P0 for me?
Can I make you cream
Can I make you bleed?
Yes I can, tell me
She think she knows me
But she don’t know me.

Isolate Feat. Shy & Jxsh (Prod. Futurio)

@cat-soup-cfgsta
@c-o-r-p-s-e

I AM FULL SIGHTING OF BANE
NOW RUN IT UP
ALL YOU IRRITATING
IM WAITING TILL YOU SHUT UP
ALL YOU IRRITATING
IM WAITING TILL YOU GIVE UP
FUCK WHAT ALL YOU SAYING
YOUR BITCH WANT IT
WHAT UP?


I AM THE DEMON
TO COME
DONT FUCK WITH ME
EYE OF THE DEMON
HAS COME
TO TORMENT ME
I AM THE DEMON
SO DO NOT
FIGHT WITH ME

EYE OF THE DEMON
TORMENT TOURNAMENT HA
EYE OF THE DEMON
TORMENT TOURNAMENT HA
EYE OF THE DEMON
TORMENT TOURNAMENT HA
EYE OF THE DEMON
TORMENT TOURNAMENT HA

Spawn Never Sleeps (Prod. Eric North, Cat Soup, & Cxrpse)

@thundergodghostie

Angel scream my name
In the presence to keep me sane
I️ wander around with a cloud hanging on my brain
Tell me lighten up
And I’m lighting this place to flames
Even when I️ fuck up it is always you I️ will
blame

No longer focused
Stuck in my lotus
Everyone hate me I️ feel like the POTUS
Living like Larry
Got me living like a fish
Such an NERD when I️m disposing mental hits
Don’t compose
On your composure
Bitch I’m sick as a pup
Give her tri polar dick and got me fielding for guts

Sitting in this fake globe chain smoking again
Thinking bout the last time I️ opened up more again
Same time I️ think about who fucked me over again
When it comes to my opinion boy I️ say fuck a friend
I️ done lived self taught
I️ don’t need your motive
Ash trey stay ashy boy it need more lotion

Fallout (Prod. Quinn & Eric North)

I have nothing to say other than listen. -CIRE. 
DIVERSA_UNIT
Thank You to those who helped with vocal skits.
CXRPSE, Drew The Architect, Daniela K, and Machinesix.

Total Destruction Pt. 2 (Prod. CashmoneyAP)

My Mother Died Twice In The Hospital. She Made It Through. (Prod. Distance Decay & Eric North)

@yung-hy
@babe

4am once again
By my lonely
This stupid bitch
Is trynna say imma control freak
I don’t lost my mind for many years
Mind off the planets hemisphere

You take it or leave it
You leave it
I leave it bleeding aw
She claim she bulimic
Anemic I leave her spitting up

They say no I dash away
My demons get mad with rage

My minds been gone for many years
Mind off the planets hemisphere

RM w/ Shy (Prod. Babe)

@distancedecay

Watch your world shatter
Watch them all cry
Now you tipping through the tulips
With your head high

I don’t know What you hear
But you’re better off deaf
You don’t wanna here the truth
Baby guess what come next

How many times
I gotta say it
Why you stressing out my head?
I ain’t even want the feeling
I just wanna bite your legs
I jus wanna bite your neck until I’m chewing on your chest
Till I see blood dribble down my lip
And on your dress

Always on my phone
I’m at the corner store
You tripping.
Who the fuck I’m with?
No one just a bunch of niggas
Should I be with bitches?
Should I smash em in a tub
I bet that’s what’s you’d wanna fucking hear
You fucking dub

All these niggas
Wanna talk about is who advanced
Boy I’m stepping on these niggas in my b boy stance
Only got half a life on my Eli Vance
Might fuck around and get emotional for a chance

I fucking hate you
Niggas
Who do what imma do
Niggas
You fucking suck at you
Niggas
I’m the better you of you
Niggas

Shatter - Glass World (Prod. Distance Decay & Eric North)

Better luck
Fuck
My fists robust
Your bitch wannfuck
She said you cuck
I cuff her wrist
Might catch that buck
She suck this pipe and rust
Til dusk

Your daughter slaughtered
Pass her ass for lunch
I just pulled her panties out the trunk
Any nigga beefing get a punch
Cire used dark move crunch

Hoppin our the mother fucking Beamer with a beam
I don’t know the bitch I but I make cream
She don’t like a nigga till I’m feeding her a bean
She disgust a mess
To my scream

Everybody flocking
Ain’t nobody ever talking
When a nigga start a ruckus
Everybody get stuck

They ain’t never love me
Till I’m talkin bout a pill
And now I gotta hide these lyrics so I’ll just say fuck

Their souls fall down pits
Eyes on predictable bitch
She done touched my spit
Ice ice ice my wrist

Got a problem?
Let a xan talk
Can’t speak bitch?
Letta xan talk
Cant feel shit?
Let a xan talk
Y’all so robotic I hate yall

Razur Static (Prod. Eric North & Hnrk)

@1812922

Everything is feeling super sick
I wake up and now I’m feeling like a lunatic
I’m a walking time bomb
Spark the fuse
They say they just want me to listen I refuse

I won’t lose
To anybody trynna spite me
You can’t spite a nigga who has hated life
Don’t need to toolie
No mistress
No fucking wife
I’ve lived like 9 years with a death wish n shitty lies
This past month I’ve tried to kill myself
Bitch, Like thirty times

Obviously not successful
I’m in a cesspool
And now I’m thinking like why the fuck should I help you?
I have a problem and make a song and you just drool
I tell them that my sanity’s gone
They just say bless you

Bless me?
Bitch I’m out of limitations

Every little noise I hear fuels irritation

I say fuck this shit, I’m on vacation

Breaking mental walls of separation


Fear in my mind but vocal
“I need a Tesla”
“I just need 40 guns and a bunny like I’m Hugue Hefner”
I cannot be happy until this planet erupts yup
I cannot be happy until I see your face bloodied up

So tell me what the fuck is going on?
I’m in a stasis
Don’t wanna make shit
Just wanna break shit
Fuck limitations

Super Sick Lunatic (Prod. Blank Body)

I’ll never know
Why I’m so broken

What do you just see in life?
Sovereignty to leading lights?
What’s the point of feeling sane?
Aneurymatic acid rain?

I’ve spent eternity
Begging for my help
Nothing works, I fail
Cigarette room smell

Ponder why I think of us
Human race or specs of dust?
Caged inside a terminal hell
Well ain’t that swell

The Riot Angel
Riots
I scream into the fire
I question my desires
Disgusted once again

Why was I born me?
Who taught us to breathe?
Who cursed me of life?
If it was up to me we’d die

Dye
Fades away
I
Want escape
When
Will we die
Staring down the corridor
I fall into pit of cries

Screaming
Yelling
Non solutions
Sky turns red I feel polluted
Eyes follow Souls of diluted
Happiness I’ve been secluded

Song Of The Riot Angel (Prod. Eric North)

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