Vanitine - 2

suicide ballad , eternal curse

know i love the feeling when ur skin is peelin off
see how i've been reeling in these women till they're caught
oh
laughing at the ceiling knowing murder gets me off :3

you were such a beauty , now your body's on the rocks :( :)
oh
im turnin in myself in
the earth is in rotation
i wanna wish you well
but constant irritation
just makes me wanna kill ya :(
but its rlly whatever
cuz soon ill be a felon in the county jail

nineteen forever </3 bury me b4 the clock strikes twelve...

mixed by @six-days-after-christmas
llisten to ur heart
isten to ur heart 
i know u hate me 
simply replace me 
i just more love 
i just want more love

listen to your heart

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
prod both of us as always

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later: 
slow down 
shut up 
take a picture of us 
watch her driving away
leaving nothing but dust

i know 
you dont 
really like to pretend 

you love me so let me go
??

me: 
im sorry
you know me
you expect way too much, again

you're going
still coping
i cant live my life without u in

so she'll go
on her own
and find someone else to make her smile

it makes me sick when i think of what we said
so many words i regret, but cant forget

pictures of us

@jayxxl

we stuck together like glue
you took my eyes away
and now you cant see me
what made you feel that way
i see my name up on that mirror and its fading away
the way you treat me too
show me everything i hate

the sirens are fading away
the evil when i look in your face
the sirens are fading away
the evil when i look in your face

glue 2

@blurxy onnat guitar

u dont have to tell me dat u want me i alr know
i been tryna find a way to hold u never let u go
u stay haunting my dreams i wont tell nobody
ur too much js say ur sorry
shut ur mouth find ur way back home to me
i wont tell nobody
ur too much js say ur sorry
shut ur mouth find ur way back home to me

you probably just cant say it yet

https://open.spotify.com/track/5ozjZgKhbuobCc1H9m2o8g?si=yIw2q4xfSh-tqLaqGcssmw

prod me

from the death of me
wake up and ur feelin so damn free
i know ur a face that i cant see
i know im a ghost so im carefree

i need my guitar
play a show beneath the stars
im a fucking rockstar
just get me a beer and a cigar

casper the rockstar

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WH11_lxkwh0

could u see me
if not maybe
i could leave u dead in a second
if you wanted to i could make a move
baby im a fucking coward u guessed it

spotify

coward

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

felt ur love sorround me
thought i couldnt lose
put ur arms around me 
it left me confused
took too long for me to understand
i'll always fall for you until i cant
put ur arms around me
dancing in my room

i met you around this time of year
i dont want u in my head i want u with me here
we fell in love that summer
fell out at the same time
i dont wanna trust her
im way too dependent i'll leave it to you
the knife's in my chest but i'll leave it through
i spent all my sunny days believing u

arms around me

AND SHE KNOWS IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


i hope that one day 
it'll come around for me again
bet she told u something
like how i never let anyone in 
or maybe i go unmentioned
like how i think  its been for the past 9 months
have we all forgotten
did i never really mean that much

this time its all about u
your tired eyes tell me something new

it's all about you

https://open.spotify.com/track/27jf9P90xs9VEUJFFqecwi?si=dea954b91b734b41

prod me

theres something i wanted to tell u for a long time
but now it feels you've put me in the spotlight
playing with my heart but it turns out ur offside
u dont know what i've been through so please just be nice

buying u stuff so ur happy
maybe now u wont be so snappy
will u please just open my present
i thought u would love it but now im not so sure

i know im a fuck up baby
im just tryna save cuz its nearly ur birthday
u wont even wave yeah its really my worst day
im hearing what u say but its rlly not working

theres something i wanted to tell u for a long time
but now it feels you've put me in the spotlight
playing with my heart but it turns out ur offside
u dont know what i've been through so please just be nice

spotlight

whatiwishforsucks (cw!zz)

https://open.spotify.com/track/6iY7d4stVd1h6fHNbfTU6h?si=jzL8Z0YvSf6jhy4NuwvdNw&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A7myT2l7GajUkFvrPw8RfB3

prod me ft @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

@requiem-for-you
cant even get my own way
pretty worthless wouldnt u say
u asked me how i was today
i wasnt the slightest bit okay

wanna go to the movies like u said
but ur too busy partying with ur friends
say ur busy the whole weekend
will u ever talk to me again

i
cant
breathe
if ur not with
me
baby
im around ya

i cant believe u'd rather spend
more time with him than me baby
im so damn co-dependent
need u with me at all times

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
she takes my breath away 
and heals all of my pains 
dont want to see her gone 
i need her everyday 

but its hard to 
believe my own mind 
kept my guard down 
im on my own now

take my breath away w/ jacko

https://open.spotify.com/track/2AIMz1yFQSTO7E0Hbh5Q6s?si=NSZ2Tck2Sp6qQe6lrRXbXg&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A04w5f3YMAtRZknzgxzVjuc

prod me

take it easy
u expect too much from me
im just tryna love
didnt know this is how u feel
i still imagine finding hairs
all across my room
reminiscing on the scent
of u

i cant believe it
ur lies that im seein
ur hurtin, i see it
thru the curtains
of ur theatre

theatre of lies

prod:
lyrics:
oh huh ohhh
oh huh ohhh 
oh huh ohhh
ah huh ahhh
i’m really missing the feeling of u digging in my skin 
the past was shitty but if go back and do it all again 
u left me cold on the floor and now i’m surrounded by sin 
u left me cold on the floor and now i’m surrounded by sin 

i guess i didn’t know u like i thought i did 
i don’t know what to do i’m sparking up just to forget 
i’m just a loser in my room because i’m not really shit 
know i disappointed you and you didn’t have to say shit

restart

Third installment in my instrumental explorations. Coming to #Spotify #YouTube #TikTok #Apple #Music soon. Feel free to share what they made you feel.

casper the rockstar

requiem for you

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