@octoberlies @webdiary

im turning 29
everythings a waste of timе
when i look at you
you glare at me
with hatred in your eyes
do you want for me to die
while you laugh at my demise?
i'll be in my coffin
with a smile
no flowers by my side

problems on my shelf
better keep it to myself
i got all the hands to help
still theres no one who could help
i got problems
i got issues
i got so much more than that
grab me tissues for my face
and a toaster for my bath

october lies with u - better keep it to myself (cover)

lyrics:
you really hate when i lie to you
you're a fucking hypocrite
i hate the person you become
when you're no longer loving me
i'm back on drugs
in the hole i dug
i might go through with it
rotting inside my room
oh babe i'm done with this

tell me, where did we go wrong?
watched you change through my eyes
now you don't get butterflies
i tried to change, but it just stays the same
i tried to change it all
but it just stays the same
i'm not the one you need
i'm sorry i cant-
ONE
TWO
THREE

you really hate when i lie to you
you're a fucking hypocrite
i hate the person you become
when you're no longer loving me
i'm back on drugs
in the hole i dug
i might go through with it
rotting inside my room
oh babe i'm done with this

hypocrite

(all covers) all beats and vocals by @requiem-for-you

i wanna be mesmerizing to you - i just want your kiss
alex g - harvey
alex g - let it go
alex g - rejoyce
alex g - 16 mirrors
alex g - mary
alex g - soaker
duster - the twins / romantica
bladee - skin

requiem for you - requiem aeternam

suicide etiquette

meow meow meow meow meow
you are perfect,
ballad for angel.
angel.

you, you were mine;
all was fine.
what did i do to you
angel

what did i do?

https://open.spotify.com/track/161nUrauKnb3RZcxaLH91h?si=b481b7c1cf2643d0
wujek cover
prod me

went to ur house last week
u were in ur dress girl how sweet
but u didnt seem mad at me
so why'd u make me go
rosy cheeks and brown hair
nobody prettier out there
i know ur unhappy with how i am
but thats me

i know
that i
call at
bad times
but i
cannot
get over u

cannot get over you

https://open.spotify.com/track/7bihXybQbiixf3heO7ZHX7?si=990c6b88d0244e46
thai body dump cover
prod me

take a dare
pull my hair out
in ur room
on saturday
its time to stick
im gonna lose my mind
from all of this
a whole of shit

try my luck
yea i rlly suck
u hit ur drag
i kiss ur neck
and holy god
i love the way u stare
u stare

stare

https://open.spotify.com/track/0SKdUlTOSMovvyC7eeZBfR?si=d85f034962354a27
prod me

i am so
so in love with u
try not to overdo
wont stick to u like glue
nothin matters
when u are in my arms
my heart shatters
if i am left to dance

slowly i see
the walls r closing in on me
no matter the story i tell
u'll always be a part of me
not much time before
my bones are crushed to dust
either by these walls or
ur looks of disgust

u say im awful
but so are u
so are u
so are u
can we just say goodbye
one last time
one last time
one last time

dancing alone

w/ @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
shoutout field medic

haven't seen you guys, or too many people
sorry i cant do what u want im still the same
i know you'll choose
i'll always lose
i hate to remember our last talk
you've been complicating things and it fools my heart
im so confused
what cant you do 
every time u call know i crawl right back
cuz darling u know i love your act
love so construed
you're all i knew

whenever i make a mistake i tell myself that it wont happen
but i do do do it again
and i cried whenever u left
my friends tell me i got terrible habbits 
remember drinking smoking laughing
i fell inlove again
and i dont want  to pretend
it didnt happen

all i knew

[instrumental: decalius- a miserable life]

lyrics:
so could you hold me, just for tonight?
i wish you told me, that you're leaving tonight
so baby hold me, one last time
you're fading slowly away from my life
so could you hold me, safe in your arms
i'm feeling lonely, without you in my life
oh you control me, inside my mind
i wish you told me, that its ending tonight

do you miss me?
i feel your name crawling on my skin
look in your eyes
somethings not right, tell me please
i feel your name crawling on my skin

so could you hold me, just for tonight?
i wish you told me, that you're leaving tonight
so baby hold me, one last time
you're fading slowly away from my life

wrap your arms around my skin
engulf my sins
tell me how much you love me
kiss me, touch me, miss me
wanna feel your heart beat up against me
don't wanna drown in silence
please forgive, tell me could you save me?

save me cause i'm drowning
everything crumbles around me
i was sick the day you found me
now you're living life without me
baby, could you save me?
am i crazy?
oh just maybe
could you?

sins

prod me

i cant see
the road ahead
i felt my eyes freeze into my head
flashbacks to u in my bed
all these memories and now ur dead

im mourning all over again
slept in till half past 10
msgs from all my friends
tellin me dont hurt myself

falling back on u
show affection and ill latch right onto u
and not to mention that ill probably scratch for u
cuz my mental has fully collapsed from u

im so stupid
im not cautious
walked right into a trap
all i wanted was my one wish
that youd come right back

collapsing

requiem for you

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