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only im scared
"dont leave", "ur dead to me"
just use ur fucking head
dont leave ur boyfriend for me (you'll jus end up dead..)

i know you know

dont leave ur boyfriend for me he loves u i dont

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boyfriend

instrumental by my bro @prodpishogue go follow

lyrics:

ive been a ghost for a while
she saw the blood on the tiles
i blew my head off my neck
i tend to get sad past ten

my friends all think that im dumb
i want molly and a gun
youre stuck with me, you cant run
i dont know what i have done

nice to
meet you
youre my
soulmate

i know
i stalk you
its how i
show love

i know im
way too
clingy
im weird too

im weird too
im weird too
youre weird too
we're weird too

im such a failure i cant even tie a noose

pull up stunting

featuring @six-days-after-christmas

and im sick 
of being best freinds forever
i can treat you so much better 
just say the words 
i love you 
i dream of me and u together 
dancing in the rainy weather 
i know u said it would happen
but 
remember we were with our friends
hoping this night would never end 
but it did 
and you left without saying a word 
did i say something that made u hurt 
u can tell me ill listen 
until then 
lets just forget 
all the words
all the times
we spent 
the hugs 
the touch 
lets just pretend 
that this never happened
every minute,every time
you'll find someones embrace and u wont think about mine
i hate all of the mistakes
all of the problems u made
no matter what you say i did it for your sake
i'd hate to know where you're at i hate what i don't know
seems like you moved on quick but why am i so slow
i just wish you were here cant do this all on my own
just one more talk i need to say what i owe

i can treat you so much better

w/ @six-days-after-christmas

like a deer in headlights 
when i saw your face i froze in fear 
ran back home in hopes that 
all the thoughts i had would dissapear 
thinking bout ur face while sitting sippin on some shitty beer
lay in bed dreaming that maybe one day 
youd be near 

monday wasnt good at all 
walking past you in the hall 
i saw you with your friends 
laughing and joking  at someones expense i 
didnt know them 
but im glad it wasnt me 
cus im hoping 
maybe i can talk to you at least

i cant get any closer 
my friends told me walk up but i dont even know her
i havent had this feeling in a while itold her
i know how it endsmaybe try when we're older 

cuz its i hate you and you hate me
your lifes a little more private but i'll still see 
cuz if ur all i need you're all i'd be
but i cant see that much from here i'll just see u in my sleep

deer in headlights

prod @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

1,000 words, 1,000 days
not enough to explain all the times you were fake
locked away and now im floating in space
close my eyes and all i see is your face

i walked away from your love
all because you didnt give a fuck
you were proof that i ran out of my luck
disappear from my life cause you fucking suck

1,000 days later and i still cant forget you

7. ruben ~ wizzard

https://open.spotify.com/track/2oakiAAWqhgXrN6mp6xftM?si=90efe42037964e1c

prod me

i cant see
the road ahead
i felt my eyes freeze into my head
flashbacks to u in my bed
all these memories and now ur dead

im mourning all over again
slept in till half past 10
msgs from all my friends
tellin me dont hurt myself

falling back on u
show affection and ill latch right onto u
and not to mention that ill probably scratch for u
cuz my mental has fully collapsed from u

im so stupid
im not cautious
walked right into a trap
all i wanted was my one wish
that youd come right back

collapsing

prod @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

@menthol100s
put me down but im moving full force
getting tranquilized not unless by horse
all the Frankenstein drugs theyll find in my corpse
she gon leave me, know that of course
you can find me at the same spot as before
picking up glass shards that I left on the floor
by the counter top, cause I slit my wrists when Im bored
i don't got shit that Im living for 

@2005memories
you let me down and ive never felt worse
you cant hear my screams ima ghost on earth
shes so sick of me treat me like a puppet when shes bored
tell her ill just slit my wrists i cant do this anymore
cus it ended in the fall with her crying in my arms
never wanted you to leave but youre tearing us apart
and im feeling like a skeleton a body with no heart
she just used me from the start, just end me

meet me at our spot w/ wifiskeleton prod jacko

https://open.spotify.com/track/5ZIIE80NheRzoIBzmo18dU?si=f78fc6c0ed884726

@melodyx_o cover
prod me

i feel like i am dead
cant get outside my heaad my head
i feel like i cant move
just dont know what to doooo
to do

i hate being alive
slit my wrist i wanna die
wish i wasnt such a guy
stay inside like all the time
life just feels like such a pain
i really hate everything
motivation is so drained
and i really hate my face like
oooo
been so long since i have cleaned my rooom
been so long since i have made my fucking bed
i feel so made fun of by all of my friends
and
i feel so degen
i wake myself
at 1 pm
i hate this life
i think of death
but im too scared
of nothingness
im not prepared
to leave this world
i wish i was
an average girl
instead i struggle to feel real
instead i struggle to see a life where i pay bills

i feel like i am dead
cant get outside my heaadd my head
i feel like i cant move
just dont know what to doooo
to do

i dont know why i try
bad decisions i just cry
see incisions on my thighs
next to prickly bumps of mine
everything is strange
why do i feel so much pain
my hair feels so disarrayed
and i cannot feel okay like
i dont have like any power
feel like my life is over
only have me to blame
throw on a skirt and
run outside again
embarrassing
myself for hours
feel ashamed my shitty mood
ive fucked my life too soon
i know i’m not doing too well
i’ll end up a jisatsu girl
if i don’t grab onto myself
if i don’t lose my fucking mind without some help

i feel like i am dead
cant get outside my heaad my head
i feel like i cant move
just dont know what to doooo
to do

jisatsu girl (自殺) (cover)

Count Up Dracula

wanna take advantage of you

pretend

cmon, just go

Thx nicole for the duck but its not as good as mine
@prodpishogue for the instrumental show him love

pray that you dont,
break my heart
you got a reputation
and all those scars 
on your arms
youre such a killer baby
i wish youd just
pick a side
i hate your indecision

when you lie, it dont make me feel okay,
girl i get paranoid
i dont whats all inside my brain
girl i feel theres a void
inside my chest, and you could fall in
and you could fall in
girl cus im cavin in

ion even wanna talk cus ur so dumb
u dont see no signs girl
you dont care to show nun

ur always on sum bruh
why you been tweaking
its been a few months and u already geekin, im done

im thru, this ketel got me thru the roof
if i had to choose, i probably would kill you
then me, im sort of a creep,
cus when i love you, imma make sure that you love me

collapsing

requiem for you

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