on repeat in every platform I own ❤️‍🩹✌️

Homeboy sent this shi to me my birthday tomorrow 💀💀💀💀

oh my GOD the drop keep it up man 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

mixed by @six-days-after-christmas

dreaming of the winter
on a warm sunny day
dreaming of the summer
when its to cold to go out and play 
dont forget her face 
cus she'll go for once and for good 
dont forget her smile 
cus she was just misunderstood 
soo dooont
please dont leave me alone 

dreaming of her touch 
when shes out and away 
when shes here for you brother 
you say you need space

don't forget her

instrumental by my bro @prodpishogue go follow

lyrics:

ive been a ghost for a while
she saw the blood on the tiles
i blew my head off my neck
i tend to get sad past ten

my friends all think that im dumb
i want molly and a gun
youre stuck with me, you cant run
i dont know what i have done

nice to
meet you
youre my
soulmate

i know
i stalk you
its how i
show love

i know im
way too
clingy
im weird too

im weird too
im weird too
youre weird too
we're weird too

im such a failure i cant even tie a noose

@menthol100s @mandymandymandymandy @six-days-after-christmas @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

@menthol100s
you'd think everything was fake
i'm just one more mistake
and you've become this
feeling that i just dont think i'll shake
i'm so complacent
so disruptive
can't communicate
without words and pictures
guess it figures that everyone's the same
i'm becoming everything i hate
that's all i tell myself most days
take my pictures out your frames
all i ever did was change
must be nothing in my brain
every day feels much more fake
much more than the last one
i know i'll just break

@mandymandymandymandy
i'm so paranoid and i don't know what to do
and i don't really wanna tell you what i've been going through
'cause it doesn't change a thing and it gives no fucking use
and i think you only like me when you're drunk and confused
been fixing on my flesh ever since i was a kid
i didn't have no empathy for anything i did
don't turn me to your enemy, i don't deserve that shit
my virus is infecting you but will you notice it

skeleton x mandy - your own worst enemy is paranoia 2 (mashup)

https://open.spotify.com/track/777OdHEessMH3T3q20KdMC?si=a0db4adad676429d

prod me

it hasnt been the same lately
i think u like him more than me baby
im so indoctrinated
my thoughts aint been the same since

u stabbed me in my back
and left me here to bleed
im cryin out my spleen
more blood than can be seen

never the same

https://open.spotify.com/track/5ZIIE80NheRzoIBzmo18dU?si=f78fc6c0ed884726

@melodyx_o cover
prod me

i feel like i am dead
cant get outside my heaad my head
i feel like i cant move
just dont know what to doooo
to do

i hate being alive
slit my wrist i wanna die
wish i wasnt such a guy
stay inside like all the time
life just feels like such a pain
i really hate everything
motivation is so drained
and i really hate my face like
oooo
been so long since i have cleaned my rooom
been so long since i have made my fucking bed
i feel so made fun of by all of my friends
and
i feel so degen
i wake myself
at 1 pm
i hate this life
i think of death
but im too scared
of nothingness
im not prepared
to leave this world
i wish i was
an average girl
instead i struggle to feel real
instead i struggle to see a life where i pay bills

i feel like i am dead
cant get outside my heaadd my head
i feel like i cant move
just dont know what to doooo
to do

i dont know why i try
bad decisions i just cry
see incisions on my thighs
next to prickly bumps of mine
everything is strange
why do i feel so much pain
my hair feels so disarrayed
and i cannot feel okay like
i dont have like any power
feel like my life is over
only have me to blame
throw on a skirt and
run outside again
embarrassing
myself for hours
feel ashamed my shitty mood
ive fucked my life too soon
i know i’m not doing too well
i’ll end up a jisatsu girl
if i don’t grab onto myself
if i don’t lose my fucking mind without some help

i feel like i am dead
cant get outside my heaad my head
i feel like i cant move
just dont know what to doooo
to do

jisatsu girl (自殺) (cover)

@menthol100s

(oh yeah)
i could never count all the hours i spent
just telling myself that you never existed (alright)
buzzin like a radio, my mind keeps buzzin like its never alone
alright
like i really need a medal all the times i tried
you should really get a bucket all the times youve cried
get knocked down but i still survive
you know that i suffered for less
tell me
did it hurt when you fell from heaven?
does a god exist?

skeleton - angel (unmixed edit)

https://open.spotify.com/track/6PqCIIx3fFkXLjLYw3Gk4D?si=npFE7NGBQbeMvKchX67wig&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A5Pst8vT1RfswaG9y4LEGPk

prod me

i'll turn into a ghost
and i'll sacrifice ur kids
it seems such a shame
but u know thats just how it is
writing poem after poem
about how im so helpless
i rlly wasnt lying u can see it on my wrists

i know nobody can help me
kick me when im down
and im so unhealthy
cut away a frown on my face
and lets see
u run away from town
without me

im a clown
im a sucker for u
like wow
who else would suffer for u
like i do

i know nobody can help me
kick me when im down
and im so unhealthy
cut away a frown on my face
and lets see
u run away from town
without me

writing poems

https://open.spotify.com/track/4bvOFuuGhwqEo8kBVX9l3b?si=cZMthhbQQ9mXvj-GSRN4kg&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A1c74IseQazcPbzKKexRxQl

prod me

wait
u let me down
i swear this happens all the time
in the middle of town
u cancel our plans
now im stood here
wondering when it ends

'u cant see me im too tired'
im a pacifistic fighter
open up my arms to fire
such a damn impulsive liar
dont know whats even happening
u know its our love ur gambling
u might not see it but
my heart is cracking

wait
u let me down
i swear this happens all the time
in the middle of town
u cancel our plans
now im stood here
wondering when it ends

let me down

@menthol100s @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

i get high for most of my life, and i can't count the times i survived
she just wants to blow your mind, i swear to god that i showed her this time
acetone'll burn in my soul 'til i get high, it's black just like coal
wake me up before you go, just say what you mean, or i'll never know

walkin' and it's haunted, your heart begins to rotten
but you would say today
it feels like i'm on the tv, but i don't want them to see me
it's so mellow today

wifiskeleton & i wanna be a jack-o-lantern - Everyday’s the same joke

prod:
lyrics:
oh huh ohhh
oh huh ohhh 
oh huh ohhh
ah huh ahhh
i’m really missing the feeling of u digging in my skin 
the past was shitty but if go back and do it all again 
u left me cold on the floor and now i’m surrounded by sin 
u left me cold on the floor and now i’m surrounded by sin 

i guess i didn’t know u like i thought i did 
i don’t know what to do i’m sparking up just to forget 
i’m just a loser in my room because i’m not really shit 
know i disappointed you and you didn’t have to say shit

restart

https://open.spotify.com/track/5rFqazROwCjEN83I91xFHW?si=72a9658bf5e54163

prod me ft @revivle ...again ^_^

@requiem-for-you:
oooh
baby whatchu do
i dont have a clue
cus im not rlly one to listen
you
broke my heart in two
it never regrew
now im jus cold and heartless

u never said bye to me
im so anxious im biting
my nails ill gnaw my skin
till i can feel something

@revivle:
late night talks
i could talk to you for hours baby
you dont listen to me
break my heart and call me crazy
i know i cant play these games
talk to me like whys that so hard
i just wanna feel something
got a past that im not proud of

gave it all that i could
(blame it all on me)
i cant leave but i should 
(i cant seem to stop)

stop myself from texting you again
maybe we were better off as friends
wondering when the lyings gonna end
baby whachu....

@requiem-for-you + @revivle:
oooh
baby whatchu do
i dont have a clue
cus im not rlly one to listen
you
broke my heart in two
it never regrew
now im jus cold and heartless

u never said bye to me
im so anxious im biting
my nails ill gnaw my skin
till i can feel something
x2

never the same

requiem for you

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