instrumental by my boy @prodpishogue go follow

lyrics:

you said you love me
but i cant ever tell tho
she said she hates me
its hard for me to know tho
maybe im a fool and nobody really loves me
said she wont hurt me, she really really cut me

really really thought she wouldnt stab me
snuck a tag into my car and tracked me
looked in thru my windows when im napping
why shes always there when im lacking

she told me pass her the joint
i wanna turn off my joins
she told me pass her the joint
i wanna turn off my joins
she told me pass her the joint
i wanna turn off my joins
i want her out of my head

shell probably come track me down
shes probably here in my town
shell probably take me away
ill probably never be found
she really need to calm down
she need some lean or some loud
she such a queen, need a crown
i know ill never be found

you said you love me
but i cant ever tell tho
she said she hates me
its hard for me to know tho
maybe im a fool and nobody really loves me
said she wont hurt me, she really really cut me

maybe im the crazy one idk

omfg i want ur liver bae

https://open.spotify.com/track/1iwIaKIsYk5LLTPmVwVrHz?si=2dfd341f9c584d65

prod me

u say im clinging on to u
its true cuz if i dont ill fall
have nothing else to live for
i have nothing more

its ur birthday tomorrow
my presents are ur sorrows
my presence is so hollow
i really wanna spend some time
i wish u could just come to mine

i feel celibate
im so sick of it
being sick again
think i am bulimic

u say im clinging on to u
its true cuz if i dont ill fall
have nothing else to live for
i have nothing more

sick

i could never count all the hours i spent just telling myself that you never existed
buzzin like a radio, my mind keeps buzzing like its never alone

like i really need a medal all the times i tried
you should really get a bucket all the times youve cried
get knocked down yet i still survive
@menthol100s angel cover

im always alone and always will be

https://open.spotify.com/track/2dVF6UbTqFC050PLICqSXt?si=6a462d1d1fb34d6f

prod me ft @copics

@requiem-for-you:
i wanna follow u home
in the dark i roam
in the dark im prone
waiting for u dear

the cold air in october
smells the best when u are sober
too bad im hungover
i was feelin pretty sad

@copics:
tell me whats wrong with you
mess with my head
its all you know
its all you think
sometimes it gets to me
rid your ignorance towards me
and youll see

october w/ crayon

https://open.spotify.com/track/5ZIIE80NheRzoIBzmo18dU?si=f78fc6c0ed884726

@melodyx_o cover
prod me

i feel like i am dead
cant get outside my heaad my head
i feel like i cant move
just dont know what to doooo
to do

i hate being alive
slit my wrist i wanna die
wish i wasnt such a guy
stay inside like all the time
life just feels like such a pain
i really hate everything
motivation is so drained
and i really hate my face like
oooo
been so long since i have cleaned my rooom
been so long since i have made my fucking bed
i feel so made fun of by all of my friends
and
i feel so degen
i wake myself
at 1 pm
i hate this life
i think of death
but im too scared
of nothingness
im not prepared
to leave this world
i wish i was
an average girl
instead i struggle to feel real
instead i struggle to see a life where i pay bills

i feel like i am dead
cant get outside my heaadd my head
i feel like i cant move
just dont know what to doooo
to do

i dont know why i try
bad decisions i just cry
see incisions on my thighs
next to prickly bumps of mine
everything is strange
why do i feel so much pain
my hair feels so disarrayed
and i cannot feel okay like
i dont have like any power
feel like my life is over
only have me to blame
throw on a skirt and
run outside again
embarrassing
myself for hours
feel ashamed my shitty mood
ive fucked my life too soon
i know i’m not doing too well
i’ll end up a jisatsu girl
if i don’t grab onto myself
if i don’t lose my fucking mind without some help

i feel like i am dead
cant get outside my heaad my head
i feel like i cant move
just dont know what to doooo
to do

jisatsu girl (自殺) (cover)

https://open.spotify.com/track/4bvOFuuGhwqEo8kBVX9l3b?si=cZMthhbQQ9mXvj-GSRN4kg&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A1c74IseQazcPbzKKexRxQl

prod me

wait
u let me down
i swear this happens all the time
in the middle of town
u cancel our plans
now im stood here
wondering when it ends

'u cant see me im too tired'
im a pacifistic fighter
open up my arms to fire
such a damn impulsive liar
dont know whats even happening
u know its our love ur gambling
u might not see it but
my heart is cracking

wait
u let me down
i swear this happens all the time
in the middle of town
u cancel our plans
now im stood here
wondering when it ends

let me down

https://open.spotify.com/track/7GHsBQ5oLMz6Jhq6TgzBHj?si=m6AqD8a8T5CoOFmWkkiqOA&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A4fE7fPBBe4x8t58IbcpFs4

prod me ft @kiheir

@requiem-for-you:
saw u at that party last week
im so damn awkward u know i cant speak
but baby please
believe
that ur everything to me
x2

u treated me like shit
i know its not ur fault but it kinda is
i never thought that it would end like this
i never thought these words would leave my lips
but baby im cutting at my wrists
and i dont see an end to it
can someone help me
im dying
without u darling
oohhhhhh

@kiheir:
and i never thought id feel this way
now that im seein u in the same damn place
or meeting u in these awkward ways
now that im seein u in the same damn place
or meeting u in these awkward ways
no one here to fill the void of my days
cuz ur gone
cuz ur gone

i needed u said ud never run away
the partys almost over i just hope that ud stay
my mind went blank ive got no words to say to u
and i doubt that u do too
ooooh i doubt that u do too
and i miss u but im glad that i met u

@requiem-for-you:
saw u at that party last week
im so damn awkward u know i cant speak
but baby please
believe
that ur everything to me
x2

awkward w/ kiheir

https://open.spotify.com/track/5xpMpeDWB6bPy2wxUD5oMD?si=yqG_ETIBRkOCbJbkAPGBtg&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A5G4mr1GVdkuTTcED7Zj8Dz

prod me ft @revivle

@requiem-for-you:
wont talk to u again
cus i dont want u as a friend
i need u more than that
tell me that u love me while u hold my hand
and please
dont talk to me again
cus i can see where this all ends
ive seen it in my head
played a hundred times lying in my bed

when the raindrops patter
nothing matters
clear my head till the morning after
no words said in the hall where i passed her
pronounce me dead n call up the pastor

@revivle:
watch me as i fade away 
nothing ever stays the same 
leaving as i call your name 
why wont you just let me stay? 
did i ask for too much? 
you just leave me in the dust
but i’ll tiptoe behind you
you hate everything i do

say it wasn’t my fault
say it was for the better
i still have your sweater 
you know you’re just wrong
so just lay me to rest
cus you don’t need me anymore
but you know that i tried my best
i’m still here crying on the floor

@requiem-for-you + @revivle
when the raindrops patter
nothing matters
clear my head till the morning after
no words said in the hall where i passed her
pronounce me dead n call up the pastor
x2

raindrops w/ revivle

https://open.spotify.com/track/7Gl5WyVoUE5njQfs4BjsR8?si=003086fb7ec940ec

[ toji ]

prod me

it doesnt seem like much
but im scared
that ill die right here
i might not make it back
for ur lunch
but at least u know i cared

didnt wanna do this cus i know it made u hurt
but pls know that i did it all for u oooohh oooh

i did it
i did it
i did it all for u
oooooooh
ooooooh

the choice of life

prod me ft @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

@requiem-for-you:
baby hit my phone
can u come home?
ur out in the snow
i know its gettin cold
not like the other girls
i swear ur the one
the way u spin n twirl
yea i think i rlly won
x2

i know that u wanna say it
all these years that ive been waitin
i dont know why ur so late to it
take my hand only u can do it
call u on the phone
when im feeling so dam fucking alone

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later:
oh baby dont u know
i always wait for u to call my phone
girl dont leave me girl dont leave me lone
loved u from the very start
pls dont tear my heart apart
pls dont tear my heart apart
x2

and i know that its complicated
and ur frustrated
with how i sometimes act
but i cant stop my heart from
racing, i just hate being attached
wish u would take my hand
and show me what went right
and what went wrong
im still waiting for u
guess ill just go write another song

@requiem-for-you:
baby hit my phone
can u come home?
ur out in the snow
i know its gettin cold
not like the other girls
i swear ur the one
the way u spin n twirl
yea i think i rlly won
x2

not like the other girls w/ jacko

requiem for you

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