force you to change
force me to bloom
reserv 6.8.21
art work by petra @ bugcity9 on instagram

Bloomstory

How Long Does it Last

with @sglily

art by Tyler Hollum: https://twitter.com/tyler_2k_

alternate version, Blissful Rotations (Ver. 1.330) available on all other streaming platforms

blissful rotations

Blissful Rotations (feat. Sg Lily)

@ reserrvv

caged in what i'm stuck with everyday / but can i really complain?
i've got it so good / that's what i should say
forgive the mindless attention / i bring to myself
i can't really help it
would i be proud of what i've become? / or be sad at what i haven't done?
at the age that i felt the relief of writing away all the feelings i shun
i do things that i wish that i didn't / i write things that i wish i could say in the moment

what can i do to mean something to you?
i try everyday to be better and brave and i still end up playing the fool.

Housefly

Id Mechanica

Friend

Junesong

The Valley Walker

featuring @pincode8485

listen on all platforms: linktr.ee/rsrv
all tracks written, performed, and produced by reserv
mastered by blackwinterwells
art by certly
art direction by reserv and tyler hollum
"All New Edition" written and performed with 8485

All New Edition (feat. 8485)

@ reserrvv

it's on my mind
it's on my head
and darling, i can't breathe a second more
if i'm behind
and you're ahead

and we can walk around it
but i don't wanna talk about it
i think things are best left unsaid

oh, bother
i just don't know how to say
the things i want to

oh, bother
i just don't want to come off strange
or too eager

i shave my head
i go to war
i have my buddies
that's what i kill for
i wave farewell
i'm out to sea
i'm on a big old ship 
where i have the chance to be
a sailor
or a captain
or a victim of catastrophe

and i can walk around it
but i don't wanna talk about it
i think it's best left unsaid

oh, bother
i just didn't know how to say
the things i wanted

oh, bother
i just didn't wanna come off strange
or too eager to you

oh, bother
now i've given up that chance
for a gun against my hand
and a hole inside my head

oh, bother
i'm such a silly fool
but that's no news to you

Oh, Bother

Produced written and performed by Reserv

lyrics

honey i tried
making up a lie
i'm making up a lie to be true
maybe i'll cry
maybe i'll be fine
but surely i'll be gone without you
oo, and i'm
wasting all my time
i'm wasting all my time
counting a, b, c, d
even if i want and i don't need
it's been a combination of a whole lot of things
that i can't begin to list
or think about for extended periods
cause honey what i want is something clean
and i can't hear a thing you're telling me
sorry that i
become someone else
i try to do something i can't do
i ask you why
you sing, and then you dance
you breathe, and then you can't let out
such simple things
to make a little easier
i might just be immature though
just so you know
i'm wasting all my time
i'm wasting all my time
i'm wasting all my time
i'm wasting all my time 
counting a, b, c, d
even if i want and i don't need
it's been a combination of a whole lot of things
that i can't begin to list
or think about for extended periods
cause honey what i want is something clean
and i can't hear a thing you're telling me

A Whole Lot of Things

All tracks written, performed, and produced by Reserv
Track 3 written and performed with Rainfield
Track 9 written and performed with 8485
Recorded in San Francisco, CA

Honeypie

Honeypie (feat. 8485)

I'm going up to Canada and I'm going up a mountain to build myself a cabin, and I'll forget about my life. I'll forage all my nourishment, and I'll write for just myself, and I'll learn to not be so scared of the dark. I'm going up to Canada and I don't want you with me. I fooled you once, and you fooled me twice, and admittedly that's on me. I'll write a thousand words and I'll throw it in the fire, and the smoke will reach the Midwest state where you live in the next 4000 years. When it travels the atmosphere. I'm going up to Canada and I'm going up a mountain to build myself a cabin, and I'll forget about my life. I'll forage all my nourishment, and I'll write for just myself, and I'll learn to not be so scared of the dark. I'm going up to Canada and all that I can hope for is for my memory to fade in my old age, 'cause this is torture. And I'll be sure to pack a hundred year's supply of the cheapest whiskey, but I'm nervous that I'll drain it in a year or two, and then I'll be left empty with my thoughts. With my thoughts. With my thoughts. With my thoughts. With my thoughts. With my thoughts. With my thoughts. With my thoughts.

Last Year I Gave Up, This Year I'll Run Away

music video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v3joe0B4oHs

I thought I was free... so why did this happen to me? I truly believe in so many things, in so many things. I'm clenching my fists and wiping my tears, why did it happen like this? I truly believe in so many things, in so many things. I hear the bells, this is my wish, and it still holds true. I'm gutting myself in my dreams, but in life I'm in love, in life I'm in love, in life I'm in love. I hear the bells, I hear the song, and it still holds true. It's my one true wish, so why did it happen like this? I hear the bells, this is my wish, and it still holds true. I'm gutting myself in my dreams, but in life I'm in love, in life I'm in love, in life I'm in love. I hear the bells, I hear the song, and it still holds true. It's my one true wish, so why did it happen like this?

"In Life I'm in Love" ...or, "Canada Songs!"
Written recorded and produced by Reserv
Featuring la la la's from Swords2 Kaiden and Swoopy
Additional production, mixing from Mimics Gate
Stories about figuring it all out

In Life I'm in Love

Same thing :pp  (Lovers rock) prod silver methboiswag

@ reserrvv

a little birdy told me this
last night, last night
that my love of common sense
could be the killer
of my last remaining pillar
and i don't want that to be
all that there is for me
but i do think my deducing
well, it left me losing
i'm a mood faker
and i'm a head acher
you could say it's an issue
that it could be turning into
i can't imagine running quicker than i do
around a track aligned with patrons
of the home team screaming boo
and i know it's mean
but i scream at them too
a little birdy told me this
last night, last night
that my love of common sense
could be the killer
of my last remaining pillar
and i don't want that to be
all that there is for me
but i do think my deducing
well, it left me losing
i'm a mood faker
and i'm a head acher
you could say it's an issue
that it could be turning into
i'm a mood faker
and i'm a head acher
you could say it's an issue
that it could be turning into
but i guess we'll find out later

Headacher

Something Like Love
written performed produced by Reserv
January 4 2024

I'm looking right at you
and you're looking at me too
now what
we're sold
a bill of goods we're never told

Another drink or two
never hurt when its with you
now it's so old
remember how it felt
when it was fun

I fell back into
waiting for something like love
waiting for you 
fell back into
waiting for something like love
waiting for you 

I'm looking right at you
and you're looking at me too
now it's so old
remember how it felt
when it was fun
I fell back into
waiting for something like love
waiting for you 
fell back into
waiting for something like love
waiting for you 

Remember how it felt when it was fun?

Something Like Love

Written, Recorded, Produced, Loved by Reserv
Never say fml 

Burst

Hotel Owl

So Much Fun

U Wonder

Perverted

More Than Ever

Charming Something

Written recorded and produced by Reserv

Art by Tyler Hollum @firstlifecycle

Say it before I go so I don't have to lie. Save me from my physical humor, define. Say it before we go into your bedroom tonight. Tell me that I'm more than a rumor.
You and me, I think we're a thing. (Say it ain't, oh, so, obviously)
You and me, I think we're a thing. (Say it ain't, oh, so say it ain't so)
Though blue is green and yellow is pink, and red is a shade of aquamarine.. 
You and me, I think we're a thing.

Physical Humor

Produced by Reserv
Written and recorded by Reserv and Rainfield
@reserrvv @rainf1eld


Bringing It Up (feat. Rainfield)

@ reserrvv

Written, recorded, produced, touched by the heart of, Henry banks / Reserv

Never say fml

Somebody Else

Written, recorded, produced by Reserv

One sunny day
music from the 80's
that I don't really love
but you really do baby
so we dance all day to Dance Hall Days
and the thought don't cross, just look both ways
but not too much
or else your cheeks will flush
but don't you fret
because mine are in the same shade
it's scarier than anything
but anything's the hard way
and I know why you look away sometimes
and I can tell you everything that's on your mind
because I am you
and you and I
feel closer than June and July
and I don't wanna lose the prize
and I don't wanna lose my eyes
holding the lids open all night
holding the lids open all night
holding the lids open all night
I can put every candle in my window
and I'll burn them one by one
and I'll shoot them out when I'm done
I will sit underneath the orangest Autumn lead
I'll let it fall to my head
and I'll feel myself again
one sunny day
music from the 80's
that I don't really love
but you really did baby
so we danced all day to Dance Hall Days
and the thought didn't cross, we just looked both ways
but not too much
but not too much
because I am you
and you and I
feel closer than June and July
and I don't wanna lose the prize
and I don't wanna lose my eyes
holding the lids open all night
holding the lids open all night
holding the lids open all night

June and July

social @reserrvv
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are you feeling okay
do we have an issue
im sorry that i missed you
i try hard not to miss you
what can i do to make it up
maybe i should vanish
maybe i should fuck it up some more
i dont understand it
who do you make your art for
no one in particular
im movin fast like parkour
what do you need your heart for
i really wanna take it
maybe ill just take it
just another minute
i swear its gonna make it
i swear im gonna make it
i know im gonna hate this
i know youre gonna hate me
but i made you another playlist
it has bunch of midwest
it has bunch of shoegaze
i wish i didnt make this
i wish i didnt do things
i wanna be a doctor
i wanna fix your heartstrings
play em real loud girl
play em til they all sing

i want her to call me
i want her to answer
i want her to tell me once again
how i even stand her x2

5 Thousand Days

flirt

Flirt, Validate

@ reserrvv

sensation
on my finger tips
it reminds me i’m in love with this
in love with this
passive and plastic i can’t resist

resist
the temptations
that you present
all of my diary entries pertain to how you exist
watch you repulse when i try and kiss

the sparrow calls in the wind
but i don’t even know where to begin
the story is ever changing
to my every little whim

it surrounds me
you let me know i’m disposable
reach out toward me
both of ur eyes leave my body froze

Passive and Plastic

Wonderwall

Skin Sink

@ reserrvv

original obviously by my chemical romance

demolition lovers

Water, Water Everywhere

untitled

[Untitled]

the skylines consume you

The Skylines Consume You

convulsions in my lungs
i'm just another fortunate one
so take your places
i'm a running joke
you know your place
taking back all that you wrote
convulsions in my lungs
i'm just another fortunate one
give up my skin for you
give up my skin for you
give up my skin for you
give up my skin for you

Reserv

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