chill2

boyfriend 3 (2021)

welcome to the "what once was" collection, a small collection of all tracks that people really liked back when I was known as rxiden.

thanks for the journey, but i'm gonna try to do something a little different from now on. 

~IV

i want you.

:porches:

Discord: https://discord.gg/m6u8cCVF2t

porches

OUT EVERYWHERE!

toddchamp battle 1st place winner!!!

breakdown: https://youtu.be/XsRfJLHBGfk

lyrics:
i know that she don't give a damn about me
i ask myself allot like if she's better off without me
i need to get some time to think and hope that this don't drown me
i need to get my mind off all the shit that goes around me
i need to think a bit before i go and leave this place
i need a bit of time to say goodbye and see your face
i need to drive around to clear my mind and walk a mile to think about why i should go and leave without a fucking trace
but then again i get attached to a whole lot of bullshit
50/50 on this shit
losing energy on this
i'm not thinking clear
what is there to help me get this fixed
i might ask a couple questions
can you answer them real quick?
am i worth it?
should i stay?
should i work on me for days?
should i make time and some space?
well too late
i left already
i wish i didn't leave though
man i regret it all
wish i could turn it back
but-
now look i'm fucking tired
i'm out of air
i got no oxygen
the pressure getting harder
wish i could see you again
i wish i could change many things
like when you pulled all of my strings
i'm feeling like i'm passing out again
i'm running out of breath like every second
i can't make any decision right
i always wonder if i made the other choice would things be better?
would i get in a place where i won't have to write a letter?
i need to start talking 'bout my feelings more
everything scrambled
i need to try and open doors
everything tangled
i need to try and clear my mind
and try again
and walk around the situations that i'm dealing with
i'm not feeling this
i don't wanna deal with this
i don't know how i should keep on going
but i'm healing -ish
i might need to think 'bout what i'll do now
can you help me find my way and get me out?

oxygen

Stream

vtmnts

https://soundcloud.com/tylerjaykeys
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airplanes w/ Tyler Jay

Calabria II. (Nicci Flip)

ImmaLeavetheDoorOpen. (nicci flip)

Had Babit. (Nicci Flip)

Ngas still think i aint on that type of timing?

ESCAPE.

ESCAPEPLAN.

ESCAPEPLAN.?

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danger

hey there you, 
yeah you, hey you,
I see you,
you cheeky fuck
:)
I love you

Speed

iridescent

single (2018)

∅ new music + more in 2026

I always feel like I'm running out of time

https://soundcloud.com/truth-hz

airplanes w/ Tyler Jay

I'm Slow.

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