(Anticon)

Every time I look at you 
You just stare right back at me 
Not a word to say when I bleed 
 even if I beg or I plead 
What is wrong with me? 
What do I need to be?
For you to see everything 
The way I see 

You’ll kill me to not kill yourself 
You’ll kill me but might kill yourself 
You’ll kill me do not kill yourself
You’ll kill me but might kill yourself 

Take me so far away 
Take me so far away 
Take me so far away 
From all this pain

Dysphoria

anxxious angell- Vagabond+(prod. Anticon)

[AJyR X Idio] pain pills (prod. wxrst)

**LYRICS**

Can we just lay it all to rest
Can we just put everything to end
All the pain and agony has to end, has to end, has to end
Fuck the fake friends Can't trust the new ones
Fuck all the old hoes can get the new ones
We out of all hope, we out of new hope
I just need some answers just to fucking cope 

I drown in my misery 
We fall in the pit of shit
I'm so fucking done with you 
But im so used to it
I never wanna call you back cause you deserve to be shit
But im so use to it
And I never wanna be by your side cause im so done with it 

i never wannna go back cause Im always the one to get fucked up from the fake love
Dont tell me nun cause i dont take shit from no one like you 

Break aparttt at nightt
I fall in my miseryyy
We take drugs then fight cause thats how you like your love
I couldddd careee about my health but i do not give a shit 

I do not give a shit aye
Break my heart in 2, do not give a shit
Break my heart in 2, do not give a shit
Don't care about my health, I do not give a shit 

Can we just lay it all to rest
Can we just put everything to end
All the pain and agony has to end, has to end, has to end
Fuck the fake friends Can't trust the new ones
Fuck all the old hoes can get the new ones
We out of all hope, we out of new hope
I just need some answers just to fucking cope

TORMET

BADEN - TORMENT PROD. IOF *ACIDPUNKVERSION*

cover art credits go to @bunniiicula on insta

2018 (Prod. Smokerose )

A beat I made using Bandlab loops
Artwork by me during a bad time 
Love you all

HOW LONG UNTIL..

Mastered by witchboiii
Lyrics:

My oh my, I dont know why I can't trust my mind, though I've tried; it just lies.
I broke my shy side, now I cannot find my place to hide no more.
Mind so sore in a place so poor.
Face the door, no escape? 
I'm torn.
Find the core of my wasted lure;
say I'm cured and I'll take the thorn.
Say I'm cured and I'll take the thorn.
...take the thorn
Crashing down.
Crashing down.
Say the words, I'll come crashing down.
Crashing down.
Crashing down.
Say the words, I'll come crashing down.
I dont know anymore weather or not I'm gonna be getting any better, but i know I'm in for quite a lure. 
I think It'll be rending at me; severed.
Once I'm caught and my souls torn down,
I'll resort to my old course. 
Drown my mind to keep me ill, to recover in reverse.
Why do I only feel better when its getting worse?

keep me ill Prod. socidgaf

blood on my sweater ft. whoskevin?

Dark ambient evolution—slow minor key menace with sustained synth pads, multi-layered delay/reverb guitars, deep resonant bass drone heartbeat, shimmering textures fading in/out. Understated kick/hi-hat pulse in spacious wide stereo ocean depth.

Smooth vocals like the voice of a siren responding to the unspoken song of a mighty blue whale—hundreds of miles of heartbeat, no name, no rush, song spanning oceans without wasting a word.

Loop for 2026 reflection.

For hundreds of miles
You could hear his heart beat 
As day after day
He would glide through the deep

HOW LONG UNTIL..

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