Lyrics: 

Verse 1:
My eyes are tired from the crying
‘cause I’ll never be enough
I’m so tired of pretending
that I care about this stuff
I’m so tired of persisting 
just to see it all burn up
I just can’t fucking take it
and could really use a hug

CHORUS:
I THOUGHT I’D NEVER SLEEP AGAIN
WHEN ALL I FELT WAS SADNESS
CONTROLLER TUCKED INTO MY BED
I ROT AWAY IN SILENCE
NOTHING EVER MATTERS
WHEN YOU NEVER FUCKING MATTERED
TO YOUR PARENTS AND THE PEOPLE
WHO YOU THOUGHT YOU COULD RELY ON

Verse 2:
The smiles on their faces
I never want to face them
They ruined all the places
The ones that I call sacred
The ones that kept me whole

CHORUS:
I THOUGHT I’D NEVER SLEEP AGAIN
WHEN ALL I FELT WAS SADNESS
CONTROLLER TUCKED INTO MY BED
I ROT AWAY IN SILENCE
NOTHING EVER MATTERS （And I’ll do it again, ’Cause I really feel fine）
WHEN YOU NEVER FUCKING MATTERED (Don’t have any self control, I do this every time)
TO YOUR PARENTS AND THE PEOPLE (And I’ll do it again, ’Cause I really feel fine
WHO YOU THOUGHT YOU COULD RELY ON (Don’t have any self control, I do this every time)

Bridge:
And I
wish a person could just tell me why
all I wanna do is fucking lie
rotting my bed without a life
all the time

CHORUS:
I THOUGHT I’D NEVER SLEEP AGAIN
WHEN ALL I FELT WAS SADNESS
CONTROLLER TUCKED INTO MY BED
I ROT AWAY IN SILENCE
NOTHING EVER MATTERS
WHEN YOU NEVER FUCKING MATTERED
TO YOUR PARENTS AND THE PEOPLE
WHO YOU THOUGHT YOU COULD RELY ON

Lay Down and Rot

lyrics:

i love my family
they’re all bleeding in the house

i love my family
ill never forgive myself

i hope god could forgive me
their blood is on my hands

i love my family
they’re all bleeding in the house

i love my family
ill never forgive myself

i hope god could forgive me
their blood is on my hands

love my family

Generational Understanding

cryariver

lolmao

draft

killingatdollartree

bitemyheart

oh these lyrics suck so bad fuck my stupid fucking bwaaa-ka life

I guess I'll go eat weeds...

old one from the vault its shit (aka classic trrrst)

shout out all my homeboys

Jestermaxxing

i dont want to see half naked women when i open up twitter(demo)

archive for some of my older projects that i didnt want to take up space on my main page. will post demos and other shit when i feel like it.

i dont want to see half naked women when i open up twitter(demo)

true patriot

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