a beautiful, hurtful life: chapter 8/30
read more about the song on my website: revenantmusic.net/#im-fine-with-being-alone

connect with me:
soundcloud: @revenant-edm
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discord: discord.gg/2uEpQ4nYn2
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audius: audius.co/revenant
lyrics: genius.com/artists/Revenant-ishraq-choudhury

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Throughout 2020 and 2021, I had to work on my ability to be comfortable alone, without constantly speaking to or being in the presence of other people. At its worst, I always felt like I could be doing something more useful and had a sense of 'missing out' that I wasn't spending my time with my friends doing what friends do.

Although now I am quite happy doing things on my own, sometimes these feelings slip back, particularly ones about doing something more productive.
When hearing this song, I imagine a tree with pinkish-red leaves. I messed up the painting on the edges, hence why it's off-centre.

lyrics:

[verse 1]
the sunset rises
but today's the same old day
a mind of silence
but i have my own safe space

[verse 2]
only i
will know what i hide
and i
can keep my thoughts inside

[chorus]
i am fine with being alone
i don't want someone else to feel at home
i am fine with being alone
i wish i could trust you but i won't

a beautiful, yet hurtful life

i'm fine with being alone

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a beautiful, hurtful life: chapter 11/30
read more about the song on my website: revenantmusic.net/#i-give-up-you-win

connect with me:
soundcloud: @revenant-edm
spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/48Icw89LgB8t7C7AnUIT0Q
instagram: www.instagram.com/revenant.music/
discord: discord.gg/2uEpQ4nYn2
twitter: twitter.com/revenant_music
audius: audius.co/revenant
lyrics: genius.com/artists/Revenant-ishraq-choudhury

connect with Parable Collective:
soundcloud: @parablecollective
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instagram: www.instagram.com/parable.collective/
twitter: twitter.com/ParableOfficial

lyrics:

[verse 1]
don't pretend that you need to survive
go ahead and keep living your life

[pre-chorus]
you think you've become something
while you've turned me to stone
i give up and you win

[chorus]
you win
i give up and you win
i give up and you win
i give up and you win
i give up and you win

[bridge]
i give up and you win
i give up and you win
i give up and you win
i give up and you win

[pre-chorus]
you think you've become something
while you've turned me to stone
i give up and you win

you say that you care for me
but your actions say you don't
i give up and you win

i give up, you win

a beautiful, hurtful life: chapter 4/30

a revisitation of my old song from 2018: https://soundcloud.com/revenant-edm/downfall

read more about the song on my website: revenantmusic.net/#our-downfall

connect with me:
soundcloud: @revenant-edm
spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/48Icw89LgB8t7C7AnUIT0Q
instagram: www.instagram.com/revenant.music/
discord: discord.gg/2uEpQ4nYn2
twitter: twitter.com/revenant_music
audius: audius.co/revenant
lyrics: genius.com/artists/Revenant-ishraq-choudhury

connect with Parable Collective:
soundcloud: @parablecollective
discord: discord.gg/2uEpQ4nYn2
instagram: www.instagram.com/parable.collective/
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art credits: me

lyrics:

[verse 1]
been holding out time to save the stress
slowly fading to survive the test
black and white walls all fill the rest
it's all making me a mess

every time i hold out hands for help
you leave me to fend for myself
look inside the broken mirror
does what i'm saying sound familiar?

[chorus]
too late to subside
i'm not gonna fall another time
aren't you tired of the tension?
is it giving apprehension?

are you sorry? nothing's helping this
it's all been broken
have you left to leave behind?
i know it's our downfall

[verse 2]
there's nothing that's gonna help you fly
even if we tried to compromise
i know how you think i see myself
but i'll never need your help

as we slowly parted ways
as convoluted as a maze
all the pieces start to degrade
and now it's time to say it's

[chorus]
too late to subside
i'm not gonna fall another time
aren't you tired of the tension?
is it giving apprehension?

are you sorry? nothing's helping this
it's all been broken
have you left to leave behind?
i know it's our downfall

[verse 3]
barely making time just for progress
can you accept i've finally left?
colourblind tears, will you confess?
that there's nothing of this left

maybe someday could i melt?
the sunset's rising have you felt?
there's no longer a connection
just accept the separation

[chorus]
too late to subside
i'm not gonna fall another time
aren't you tired of the tension?
is it giving apprehension?

are you sorry? nothing's helping this
it's all been broken
have you left to leave behind?
i know it's our downfall

our downfall

our downfall [downfall ii]

a beautiful, hurtful life: chapter 5/30
read more about the song on my website: revenantmusic.net/#painting-flowers-ii

connect with me:
soundcloud: @revenant-edm
spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/48Icw89LgB8t7C7AnUIT0Q
instagram: www.instagram.com/revenant.music/
discord: discord.gg/2uEpQ4nYn2
twitter: twitter.com/revenant_music
audius: audius.co/revenant
lyrics: genius.com/artists/Revenant-ishraq-choudhury

connect with Parable Collective:
soundcloud: @parablecollective
discord: discord.gg/2uEpQ4nYn2
instagram: www.instagram.com/parable.collective/
twitter: twitter.com/ParableOfficial

art credits: me

This is a revisitation of 'painting flowers' from the 'Better Days Ahead' EP. This EP was one of my all-time favourite releases as it was my first step in becoming more confident with my vocals. Granted the quality of the vocals in those songs may not be up to par, but the EP still meant a lot to me as I was starting to come out of my shell.

Painting Flowers was written at a time when I was relatively content with how my life was in 2019. I had just come out of a rough patch and started to feel better about myself, and learn more about what I wanted from my life. My favourite part of the original song was the string section before the drop.

Unsurprisingly, the image I imagine when hearing painting flowers are flowers, however, they are yellow. Yellow is a colour I associate with feeling safe and content, and it's just very cozy to me.

lyrics:

[verse 1]
i remember when i sank in my own tempest
tore me apart like a hurricane
i don't know why, there's something about you
what do i do?
just to feel alive, lie awake at night
it's always you

[chorus]
we'll set the stars alight
and again we'll feel alive
i'll be forever by your side
painting flowers in our lives

i know things will be alright
as we fade into the light
i'll be forever by your side
painting flowers in our lives

painting flowers ii

https://soundcloud.com/benanamusic

staring at these pictures thinking ‘bout the past
Wondering why the world spins so fast
Tryna wrap my mind around it 
But I cant get a grasp

Must’ve been a good thing cause those things don’t last 
Keep the pain hidden so they don’t ask
Tryna wash away the feelings
But its not an easy task

Ooh

Ill be here
Ill be here 
Be here when you want someone 

Ill be here
Ill be here 
Ill be here when you want someone 

You said you
Wanted to try
I knew that 
That was a lie
I told myself
You never wanted us (wanted us wanted us)
So I looked up to the sky
And started a new
A new way of living so that I could change for you
I told myself 
You were the one for me

All I want is you
Cant you see its true
We were meant to be 
But I wish you would see that
Im all here for you 

(Im all here for you)
(You)

(Im here for you)
(Ahh)

Ill be here
Ill be here 
Be here when you want someone 

Ill be here
Ill be here 
Ill be here when you want someone 

Ill be here
Ill be here 
Ill be here when you want someone (no)
Oh
Ah

i'll be here (ft ben allwright)

ty buzito<3
follow buzito : @buzit0

oh no
the tides have changed and it’s getting cold
yet I still remember the words you told
and they make me warm again

i should have taken pictures of your smile
with the sunset backdrop at that time
so it doesn’t blur into my memories

and I just can’t help it
I guess I fell in love
And I’ll keep fantasizing, thinking bout moments that are gone

And I guess it’s true
All the things that you said to me but now
This distance is my enemy
And my remedy is thinking bout you

And i don't know if we will ever cross our paths again
but i will hold on into that hope
and i don't know if you'll keep me in your head like i do in mine
and i don't know if you'll keep me in your head
like a burning picture
fading

moments w/ buzito

"I'm taking a leap of faith"

Stream: https://ffm.to/melodychant

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Melody Chant

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this one's a bit of a throwback to older future bass :)
it's a bit of a simpler flip but it was fun making so i figured i'd show it 
when i saw that roby was working on a cover of one of my favorite songs of skrillex's i knew i had to hop on somehow !

please please PLEASE listen to roby's version too, it's actually a masterpiece <3
https://soundcloud.com/therobyguy/dont-leave-me-like-this?si=6d69a50f50a34d1cb586b11ac72f41a5&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
and follow them everywhere !!!
soundcloud.com/therobyguy

skrillex, bobby raps, aephyn, roby - don't leave me like this (aephyn "FIREWORK!" version)

Born of Infinite Transcendent Energy

The Symphony of Me and You

"Twilight Catalyst" is my sonic journey through an eternal dusk, where the boundaries of reality blur into a dreamlike state. I wanted to capture the intensity of a purple and orange sky, blending hard-hitting beats with transcendent melodies that pull you deeper into that liminal space. This track is an invitation to embrace the magic of twilight, where every pulse resonates with the energy of transformation.

Twilight Catalyst

nothing special.
a beautiful, yet hurtful life.
musician + painter + doctor

1/2 of @codenameniocell + @ghostkidclub
contact: mgmt@revenantmusic.net

https://revenantmusic.net/