Earn Your Wings

Me and my friends want exceeded amounts. We can talk about it if you'd like.


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Mastered by Revoltyx
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Copyright 
BastrdtheJavelin 2022

Monie Schmoke

Copyright Austin Jarrett
2013
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Time murdered what we thought we built, on what we had presumed was level ground;
Your blood is turning colder than the ocean...
We can't raise what was starved at birth- you're accepting all the virtues you misplaced;
And I'm alternating different kinds of motions...
Stop motion in a still-frame mind, we faltered in the frames that were not caught
Now separate with no chance of starting over...
Each moment we ignored mistakes, made us realize we'll never heal the scars
And I'll never say a worthwhile thing while sober...

We're not beyond repair, holding on to what we wanted when we thought that love was simpler than this
We've drowned in tainted air, exhaled while this was a bad idea before we realized what we had missed

Paint pictures with your broken hands, reopen all the wounds I gave you back
When the devil and God had raged inside me
Clocks working at a worthless pace, time moving like the gravel on the road
No one said that counting cards would be so easy
The light given from the distant stars, make everything apparent in the dark
Except seeing any worth in letting this die
Keep quiet when the liar speaks; but don't let it block me off from your new life
Give me another chance to keep your eyes dry

Is this occupational, do you want it bad enough to sacrifice a virtue or a habit to evolve
This is observational, but if you don't it gives me reason to believe this wasn't worth the time at all
Storms are common when the bonds can bend but the hearts can stand
I can live without the comfort if its needed but you have changed my plans

My barriers were avante garde, I was never up for anything like this
You gave me reason not to hold resistance
This isn't how I had it planned, this isn't how we thought it would end up
But its been better than not walking all the distance
I've ruined everything I had... you've never really known what all this was
But companionship makes life worth the suffer...
Upon going through the time with you, walls crumble and our hearts will set their course
I've never felt so damn relieved to blow my cover

We're not beyond repair if we're holding on to what we wanted when we thought that love was simpler than this
We've choked each other's air, exhaled shit we could have gone without but knew we wanted something in the end
This was a lifetime chance, dreams are made when someone's presence makes you feel like floating lightly through the trees
And we don't know ourselves, but we can figure it out as time goes by, if you decide to stick with me


And even if we fall apart... if our hearts just aren't big enough to love
Then please know you'll always have me as a best friend...

Scars

Submission

I'ma leave the old ass demo from 2011 up, but this is the modern re-recording of probably one of my most top tier songs.

Copyright BastrdtheJavelin
2022

A Taste of Indecency

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Re-mastered 13 minute ballad to human error.
This revised version of this five year old song has a few experimental electronic effects that I've been toying with, in possibility of delving into psy/dub (no, not dubstep).
Enjoy!

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