can u answer me (xy1va)

losing myself

(i’m so fucking stupid )

my hands still shaking
my bodies aching
n i needed u tht whole time
i sat in my bed n i tried not to cry
razor in my hand i wanted to die :c
n i tried not to worry you (w all of my problems)
n i tried to get through 2 u (only u could have solved them :P )
i cant handle the silence
feels like im dying
i rlly miss ur voice
u dont give me a choice
so tell me what i could have done
what made you wanna run?
will i finally have my turn?????
u make me feel so dum (again :/)
this happens every time (i cannntttt)
u leave and apologize
but i rlly miss ur voice

i hate this song

ive waited long hours
4u to hold my hand
i dont know what you want
i fear this is the end
tell me what u want, ik im not her
yk what i want
tryna be mature
i dont think its working, its kinda hurting
i dont think its worth it
u seemed so perfect
i dunno what u want
tell me ur favorite song
please dont hurt me!
youre always working
i dunno what i want
i needa kno whats wrong
see how ur hurting:((((((
but u seemed so perfectt...
i dont know what u want
i loved u from the start!!!
promise im holding on

u do what u want
n its making me kinda crayyzzz
u keep leaving me baby
i rlly miss my babyyyyyy.............

this isnt what i wanted
u made me think i was something
so many empty promises
u made me think u were honest

but u seemed so perfect

ive waited long hours
4u to hold my hand
i dont know what you want
i fear this is the end

u seemed so perfect

u can feel da pain in our dihhhs....
@creepiess
i wasn't the first one who started to fade away
maybe if i hadn't followed you then you would have stayed 
back and forth there's no reason to play all these games
now im out of sorts and my body starts to decay 

i still feel your touch all on my skin
i cant believe that i let u in
processing dont know where to begin
my emotions get tangled again

@revivle
my emotions get tangled again
wondering what i couldve done instead
i havent taken my meds
cant control what im thinkin in my head 
desperately need a reason to stay
cus ik if i tried i couldnt get u to go away
takin what u wanted from me
all that shit u did was scummy ;c
u see right through me

@creepiess
my bodies decaying 
im falling apart
the root of my problems is u took my heart

@revivle
if gave u a reason would u let me stay
ik i cant keep on begging you to show me u changed

@creepiess
(u can feel the pain...)
i still feel your touch all on my skin
i cant believe that i let u in
processing dont know where to begin
my emotions get tangled again

@revivle
(....in my dih ahhhhh)
i still feel your touch all on my skin
i cant believe that i let u in
processing dont know where to begin
my emotions get tangled again






decay all over my body w/ creepies

do you even hear me
am i talking to a wall
wait for u to see me
im so tired of it all

give and take
i have so much patience
so out of place
but i hardly could explain it
more than a pretti face
thas why i get so crazy
i couldnt help but chase
face first into the pavement
did i ask for too much?

all this love shit isnt for me (all this loveee)
could find another guy but he would bore me (its not enough)
gave my attention to a phony (this is so dumb)
now u wonder why ur lonely.,.,.,

tossing around in my sleep (in my sleep)
passive aggression is so deep (PASSIVE!)
im begging down on my knees (on my knees)
give me a reason why i shouldnt leave

you say that im strong (that im strong)
but i dont think ill be here for long
i hoped i was wronggg.. (hoped i was wrong)
i wrote letters to you in every single song
every single song.

stab

my last letter to you

@revivle

stare at your silhouette
waiting for you
i need you here with me
staring at my phone
are you coming home tonight?
call me when i cant sleep
calling out your name
looking at the sky
its hurting, im yearning
my hands are shaking
i feel this aching in my chest 
you knew what was best
i hoped you were faking
my heart feels vacant
too early to rest
i wish god took me instead ( instead ) 
so now i talk to you in my sleep
hoping that you'll hear me
see you in my dreams
hoping that ill hear you again

@revivle @kiheir 

stare at your silhouette
waiting for you ( waiting for you )
i need you here with me 

@kiheir
pardon me oh, my anxiety peaks 
my anxiety is peaking oh 
i know that you're upset with me and 
i cant find the time 
to shape up in your eyes girl 
i isolate for too long 
you lay in my head like a song girl 
but if i tell you my reasons 
you'd probably think im bluffing 
and just say that im too far gone

silhouette w/ kiheir

lyrics,,

dont stop
i dont wanna hear you again
oh darling i know you tried your best
lately it feels like im over my head
i wanna be someone else

was it something i said
that changed your mind?
why? i gave you all my time
oh time
is such a lonely thing
listen

dont stop
i dont wanna hear you again
oh darling i know you tried your best
lately it feels like im over my head
i wanna be someone else

i wanna be someone else

time is such a lonely thing

prod @requiem-for-you

take my hand ill show you whats real
i cant explain exactly how i feel
but im over that youre helping me heal
so dont let me go

baby ur starting to take up all my time
you know i dont mind
always on my mind
oh baby
i cant handle change
do you feel the same? 
i cant get you off my mind
youre always on my mind

hold on to me tight like a sweater
you know that youll never find better
youre stuck with me i wrote you letters
dont let me go

take my hand ill show you whats real
i cant explain exactly how i feel
but im over that youre helping me heal
so dont let me go

baby ur starting to take up all my time
you know i dont mind
always on my mind
oh baby
i cant handle change
do you feel the same? 
i cant get you off my mind
youre always on my mind

you’re always on my mind ;3

@revivle 

baby ill put my clothes back on 
and ill wonder if 
it meant what it meant to me
to you
you know i have been feeling so lost
and ill reminisce 
about how we'd always see 
it through
hold me dont let me go

i know ive been holding this off

and you know ive been
talking to you in my songs

where did i go wrong?

youre hurting me with every word you say
baby look what we became
and i find it hard to forget your face 
it lingers in my brain

baby ill put my clothes back on 
and ill wonder if 
it meant what it meant to me
to you
you know i have been feeling so lost
and ill reminisce 
about how we'd always see 
it through
hold me dont let me go

i know ive been holding this off

and you know ive been
talking to you in my songs

where did i go wrong?

get dressed

prod @requiem-for-you


@revivle
oh, does knowing me more
lead to loving me less?
i must confess to you
all my regrets, do you
feel it too?

you read me like a book 
all these pages
oh baby i havent 
seen you in ages
im doing what i can

@revivle 
// @requiem-for-you

// hold my hand
 your hand in mine 

// do u understand
youre making me cry

// what u mean to me
its about time

// i feel its hard to see
i miss what was mine 

// nothin at all
what can i do? 

// ur so blind in the fog
what am i to you? 

//u r nothing to me
ill always run

//u make me feel incomplete
to you :(

//stuck in a dream 
babyyy

@revivle @requiem-for-you
u make me feel like im nothing
baby jus tell me that i could be something
but its so hard for me to watch u fade away
but i cant wait for the day

x2

something to you w/ requiem for you

@revivle
ive got this feeling
that youre awake
at the same 
time as me

this is making my face hurt
im only loving u harder :(
id only wish u were smarter 
just so you could seee

what u mean to me
swear its meant to be 
its getting hard to breathe

just say you love me first
cus i would never hurt u baby
and i was at my worst!!!
but i think only u could save me 

ive got this feeling
that youre awake
at the same 
time as me

this is making my face hurt
im only loving u harder :(
id only wish u were smarter 
just so you could seee

what u mean to me
swear its meant to be 
its getting hard to breathe

i gave it all i had 
but u became a lesson to me
n i dont understand 
how u can act like u hardly knew me
u knew me

my face hurts

i look out my window
in hopes to see flowers
if you knew this
on dandelions
i made my wish
i had to do it
i just need a kiss

love is so terrifying
you’ll never hear me crying
i’ll wish on my dandelions
im neverrrrrr better on my own :p
i wanna grow old with you
a love so true 

ride on every shooting star
hope that it can take me far 
to get
close 2 u

i look out my window
in hopes to see flowers
if you knew this
on dandelions
i made my wish
i had to do it
i just need a kiss

love is so terrifying
you’ll never hear me crying
i’ll wish on my dandelions
im neverrrrrrrrrr better on my own 
i wanna grow old with you
a love so true 
a love so true

dandelions

prod me
ngl i recorded this in one take 

@revivle 
do you wonder how ive been? 
if you want we can go back
to the place our eyes locked inn
maybe we'll hold hands again

i talk less since ive lost you
but when i talk its about you
my friends say just forget about it
but how can i forget about him

i cant pick up broken pieces 
love is still a game for two
tell me what i am to you

if i asked for honesty 
would you tell me that you miss me
or would that be too risky,
ru scared?

ru scared ru scared ru scared ru scared

ru scared?

prod @requiem-for-you

@revivle
(ru sorry for yourself?
we have nothing 2 lose
im hoping that youll hear me
that im the one you choose)

we're moving way too fast
i cant catch my breath
oh, i knew how this would end
we just can't be friends

and i rather b alone
than not be with you
cus im holding on 2 sumthing
im not tryna lose 

feel the wind in my hair 
we stand 
i see u staring back at me 
but u wont even talk to me 
talk to me ru there? 

ru sorry for yourself?
we have nothing to lose
im hoping that youll hear me
that im the one you choose 

we're moving way too fast
i cant catch my breath
oh, i knew how this would end
we just can't be friends

and i rather b alone
than not be with you
cus im holding on 2 sumthing
im not tryna lose

it all falls down

i bite my tongue but you bite yours too

prod @weirdogalore 
mastered by @ilovedebbie

lyrics;
@revivle
i taste blood
everytime u walk away
all i want is for things to stay the same
took a break and now ur back again
but i dont want us to just be friends
yeah i dont want us to just be 

its getting fatal 
oh, cant spit it out
blood blood blood blood
took a break n now ur back again
but i dont want us to just be- 

my makeup 
its dripping down my face
i taste blood
in your mouth it tastes the same 
we make love 
bite my tongue its in the way 
tadadadadaaa
bite my tongue 

all the blood it washed away
i ran out of things to say
bit my tongue its black and blue
i did all of this for youuuuuu
i did all of this for youuuuuu

its getting fatal 
oh, cant spit it out
cant spit it out
cant spit it out
i did all of this for youuuuuu
cant spit it out
bite my tongue

revivle

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