https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HEcSL7UjHMo

im not mysterious yet
open my coffin and share
i want you always
i want you always
i went through terrible things, sure
i have no memory of where
every time it makes me scared
every time it makes me scared

i walked alone in my head
repeating words that you said
you cant hate me anymore
you ever know that..

im gonna change i swear
kiss me like you care
cry into your shoulder while youre clinging to my hair
clearly, im seeing things
that arent there
that arent there

i walked alone in my head
repeating words that you said
you cant hate me anymore
you cant hate me

theres something wrong with me
im bringing it up ive been a lonely one
couldnt you tell?

they want your head and your heart
thats up to you
it's not an easy way out
it's hard to do

you bring me to tears yeah
underneath the stairs
take something so i can socialize and try to care

you cant hate me anymore
you cant hate me anymore
you cant hate me anymore
you cant hate me anymore

theres something wrong with me
im bringing it up ive been a lonely one
couldnt you tell?

they want your head and your heart
thats up to you
it's not an easy way out
it's hard to do

im gonna change i swear
kiss me like you care
cry into your shoulder while youre clinging to my hair
clearly, im seeing things
that arent there
that arent there

You Cant Hate Me Anymore

living in my own way
fearing not
i've been awake for all your mineral
i fell asleep
i walked into the road

you're right
i am no different
sometimes
cover me with it
you're right
isn't that all i ever wanted?
you're right
isn't all i ever wanted?

you fucked up everything you know
isn't that sad enough?
isn't that sad enough?
I want my bad dreams
I want my A.D.D.
I want to feel something again

you're right
i am no different
sometimes
cover me with it
you're right
isn't that all i ever wanted?
you're right
isn't all i ever wanted?

do you see
do you see me
because i always wonder why..
am i embarrassing?
hide me away and i'll
i'll never say a thing

Minerall

Derealization

Wet Blanket

art by rew
music by rew 
blaaah


**Plastic Lungs**
Hold your head up and don’t fall asleep
Because I don’t think my dreams are as kind as they
used to be
And I’ll be right where you left me
I cannot escape
I’m breathing under the water that you left for me
Tell me right now
Cause I’ve been wondering
How you’re living
In your catastrophe
I can’t stop moving when I talk
I know you’re wondering what’s wrong
I think it’s happening again
I think it’s happening but when
Did it ever occur
To you that its worse
Making sure you hurt
Killing all your self worth
For the sake of getting high
I don’t feel a thing
What’s in front of me
I know sometimes
Memories and nightmares feel the same
Tell me right now
Cause I’ve been wondering
How you’re living
In your catastrophe
I can’t stop moving when I talk
I know you’re wondering what’s wrong
I think it’s happening again
I think it’s happening but when
What made you decide to stay up late
I know that memories and nightmares sometimes feel the
same
What made you decide to disintegrate
I know that memories and nightmares sometimes feel the
same
I know that memories and nightmares sometimes feel the
same
Tell me right now
Cause I’ve been wondering
How you’re living
In your catastrophe
I can’t stop moving when I talk
I know you’re wondering what’s wrong
I think it’s happening again
I think it’s happening but when
I think it’s happening again
I think it’s happening again
I think it’s happening again
I know it’s happening but when

Plastic Lungs

Problem

Vanish (held)

Webfriends (ft PHF)

Tear myself down while I keep getting higher
Soon enough I'll come around and cry to you
You pour the water while I cut the wire
Where is the end of the line
I'm sure that it's not hard to find

I've never been here before, have you
Normally just stare at the floor and stretch the truth
Tear myself down while I keep getting higher
Circling the drain until I'm underground

You 
And me we have always
Been through the crawlspace
You
Let me in, have a heart
I'm a moth in the dark so

Be excited
And smile through the pain as if you like it
You would never leave
When I'm like this
Where is the end of the line
I'm sure that it's not hard to find

I've never been here before, have you
Normally just stare at the floor and stretch the truth
Tear myself down while I keep getting higher
And there is nothing to learn
I'm only making it worse

Don't let it get to my head
Don't let it get to my head
Don't know better
I wanna wish it all away
Don't let it get to my head
Don't let it get to my head
Don't know better
I wanna wish it all away

You 
And me we have always
Been through the crawlspace
You
Let me in, have a heart
I'm a moth in the dark 

Don't let it get to my head
Don't let it get to my head
Don't know better
I wanna wish it all away
Don't let it get to my head
Don't let it get to my head
Don't know better
I wanna wish it all away

You calmed me down this time
Don't know better
I wanna wish it all away
You calmed me down this time
Don't know better
I wanna wish it all away

You 
And me we have always
Been through the crawlspace

crawlspace (demo)

BLINK

I’m fucked up and I’m faithless why
Does it feel amazing
I took too much I’m getting high
Hope it doesn’t change me

I passed out again
Are you well
Are you breathing
Came close to death once or twice
It didn’t faze me

Since I can’t feel oblivion
You don’t need to cry anymore
I’ll take the drug toss and turn
Against the floor

How do you live with yourself when I’m haunted
Take me to your room I swear I want it
Your nails dig into my back like a razor
You bend your body around like a savior

Now I don’t care about the little things I
Wasn’t designed to be here
I’m not saying sorry so
You don’t need to cry anymore
I’ll take the drug toss and turn
Forevermore

How do you live with yourself when I’m haunted
Take me to your room I swear I want it
Your nails dig into my back like a razor
You bend your body around like a savior

There’s no one that I believe
Am I anything like that
Can’t take me anywhere
I’ll dissociate and leave

Watch me stare out the window
I feel scary
I don’t know what you want
But I have nothing left to give

How do you live with yourself when I’m haunted
Take me to your room I swear I want it
Your nails dig into my back like a razor
You bend your body around like a savior

like a razor

COVER OF SEND THE PAIN BELOW (CHEVELLE) BY REW

send the pain below (CHEVELLE COVER)

ifitmakesuhappy (sheryl crow cover)

There you are

I had the strangest dream that
You lost your memories
And I don't believe it
Come a little bit closer
Not just hands on my shoulders
Don't think I can get over
That you're fading away

Maybe I'm overreacting
Yeah
Just like I always do
But there you are
I found you

There you are

Why can't you stay here
Not disappear
I miss the way we talked
And you'd never show fear
Now I am scared
You won't remember me
I'm scared
Now of everything
I'll tear
At the skin that bleeds
And no one's gonna change my mind

Maybe I'm overreacting
Yeah
Feels like I'm losing you
Please tell me it's not true
I'm terrified of this feeling
That
There's nothing I can do
But there you are
I found you

And I'm scared
You won't remember me
I'm scared
Of everything

There you are

I'm always overreacting
Yeah
Just like I always do
I'll hyperfocus on you
I'm terrified of a feeling
Yeah
I'm giving up too soon
Feels like I'm losing you

There you are
There you are
There you are
I knew you wouldn't get far

there you are

my guy(demooo)

hurt

:/

lyrics
______

i cant make it go away
but i'm becoming my own best friend
do u know, do u know
do u know
what keeps u up at night
do u know do u know
what tears u up inside

i'll text everyone i know
just to erase what i had said
again
do you know, do u know, do u know
what keeps me up at night
do u know do u know
what eats me up inside

what tears u up inside?

DELETEME

belt

instagram - rewmusic_

love u

lyrics
--------
ten whole years
nihilistic 
they say meaning comes from what u care about
i guess its lost on me

im just a little
tired of my life
talk to me
tell me i am fine

suddenly its late
i realize what ive done
staring at my hands
worshipping myself
now is time to hate
myself to little pieces 
fuck do i care
another night i'll spend
wallowing alone
its all come down

yung and writhing

Found Doubt

meds

Somethings

Under

Bed-----

holding on to fractions of belief 
made i numb so i don't have to sleep

how are you feeling?
at this time of day i know the meaning
im so relatable

i found things were different when u came
is it all but now i cannot rearrange 

how are u feeling?
at this time of day i know the meaning
underneath my walls and in the ceiling 
holding onto things you wouldnt believe 
im so relatable

g h o s t i n g

lyrics

is that all that you want me to be
my hands digging into my knees
its no wonder why suicide
is another way, to kill your dignity and smile

isn't it unwound
suddenly found love
hiding in the dark
hold open the front door
it's not so different
it's not so different now
it's not my life
you cut that wedding cake up

is that all that you want me to be
my hands digging into my knees

i think i've been too withdrawn
but maybe you're the only one
no wonder why
your open eyes
are another way
to kill your dignity and smile

isn't it unwound
suddenly found love
hiding in the dark
hold open the front door
it's not so different
it's not so different now
it's not my life
you cut that wedding cake up

is that all that you want me to be
my hands digging into my knees
credits

go ahead outlanderr

If It's Never Right

https://soundcloud.com/perfect-hair-forever

Buttercup (ft PHF)

from my new album Rewm. idk if i'll keep this up or not :(
older song that i redid 
lyrics:

I cant keep my
self awake
i remember
when my soul would shake

grind teeth in time to
all the different moods that swing
i cant make my body change

swollen carpet
taking shape
i remember
when my soul would shake

they cant see whats under them
maybe im indifferent
drugs are creeping through my skin
every waking moment

and i cant be like them
oh dear god i want to
can you comprehend 
who appreciates you

grind teeth in time to 
all the different moods that swing
i cant make my body change

i cant be like them
oh dear god i want to

Rew

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