4am ~ spring22

@vampiremutual


lyrics:
I be feelin sick, feelin sick 2 my arteries
Bein sick all the time is my personality  
Imma fail it (yeah) at all cost 
You know that I tried and I tried but its all lost 
Monotone my voice (yeah) she hate me (yeah) she hate it
I be tryna hide I can’t escape it 
Constant (yeah) reminders that I’m dumb and I hate it 
How you gonna remind me but you know I’m the plaintiff 
Constant suffering and the pain and I’m all lost 
I need a therapist (yeah) at all cost
I hate myself so much that I’m all lost
Gaining all the confidence at once and then It’s all gone  
I post it on my spam (yeah) I post it twice 
Hoping that the person that I want come and reply 
Reaching hand, reaching for a hug? Oh I asked twice…
Calling you in the morning ranting all the way til night 
I wanna rant to you so bad but I know it’s long 
I be crying 2 myself but I know It’s false 
Do you know how it feels to pity (yeah) yourself ?
Do you know how it feels to wanna kill yourself?

so much 2 gain if ur suffering (sydney)

3 w @pyu
5 w @177p
7 w @pwon
9 w @slacker0000

december2022

if i keep trying im sure one day itll all just work out
look up at the sky, dont see the sun its only gray clouds
i kno what words to say but i just cant speak them all aloud
i fell down
take a hit so i can try to rebound

so i can try to rebound, i put the spliff to my mouth
im passing out on the couch
im floating while on the ground
i try my best to tread the water but i think i might drown
im hell bound
reach up for the sky but i just go down

lot on my mind, write the scribbles in my notebook
they just theories on a page, like a textbook
thoughts in my brain weigh me down like a shotput
leave my ideas to age until theyre fossils

in the stu, making beats out the cookbook
making mels, ship them out thru the outlook
in the mall, rippin pages out the checkbook
punch in the pin to my card like a right hook

walkin alone, 4am
my chain jinglin in the wind
i say im okay, just pretend, cant get my heart broke again
can we continue as friends?
thought i was better than him
is this bouta be my end
startin to notice a trend

notebook (rexiroh)

Art by / @bug2sick

It’s all a roll of the Dice 🎲, it could go any way,
My brudda hold tight to his vice, to feel a certain way,
And there aint no room for advice, so please get out my face,
Crack a smile at what I became,
With miri on a highway,
Fuck your way do it my way,
E swerve tha whip but the fuel on F,
Better get right b4 u get left,
I want a plain Jane audemar Piguet,
Audio built into my head,

Cant face the heat you a runner, runner,
Sum of my niggas sum savages they sum cuttas,
I don’t really wanna cut you off, or cut ties,
So many ways to get Fly,
If bro make a play then we alright,
Gas the only way I get high,
I put my all in this shit they can’t say I don’t try,
Dying of thirst let me dry, dry… dry,
All of your shit ain’t cutting,
Time again, time again,
Walk wit a (blick)
Right at his fit, damn
Money large wallet can’t fit, damn,
Switching sides, yea,
And you still lie, yea 
And bitch and whine, yea
We break inside, yea,
Stickman keeps sticks on me,
Don’t wanna be you wanna be me,
I’m living life like my last,
We keep that shit in the back,
Like an egg yo bitch get cracked,
Sometimes it’s hard to interact,
Like it’s Jimmy Neutron we blast,
It’s all a roll of the dice 🎲… it could go anyway

Dice (prod djh x Cutspace)

@violetxx9
@tekea

lyrics

i couldnt love u like u needed me to
u know i needed u too
my heart breaking true
i walk thru the club
the lights they gon drown me
ik that im sorry
but still u gon doubt me
and when i was drowning
nobody would help me
im searching for something
no, this shit not healthy

nobody sees how far i came but u
but i cant talk to u
u fucking broke my heart
now u can tell the truth
look what i did to u
look what it did to us
my life is miserable

1 minute yea
gimme 1 minute yea
gimme 1 minute yea
now my heart is bleedin yea
now im so fkn dead
now u cant put me down
kno that i gave u chances
kno that i told u now
no i cant go rn
now thats my heart, my sound
break up, my heart break down

screams dont make a sound
now im breaking down
yea u brought me down
now we cant come back
pick up my heart, where it's at
break up my heart, im innocent
im not hurtin on ya
no i cant, no i cant watch u walk
know u let me down
n im all by myself
thats how my heart felt
make me love u

Love You Again (violet tekea)

despite all my rage (d0llywood1)

@blxty @friendly @spphire @visagex

https://open.spotify.com/track/1JaOg2lSQAKts59fz60Z31?si=c1d36c51140046df

Intentional ft  blxty [Prod Friendly, Sapphire, Visage]

some songs from last year
lots from this year

just started throwing stuff off my c drive in this
throwaways & snippets enjoy lmao <3

1. cut deep produced by me
2. in my zone #StudyGroup7 produced by 1sadboii
3. thought 
4. next up produced by me
5. loathe produced by db
6. sundown ft osquinn produced by me & snorkatje
7. new jeans produced by emotionals
8. been awhile (2022)
9. kickoff produced by zee
10. fashoo produced by votekk ssh1be
11. intent produced by snorkatje

notebook (rexiroh)

rexiroh

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