Name: Broken but Thankful, Pt. 2 (feat. Shiloh Dynasty) by Rey-Infinite in .
Duration: 1 min 58 s
Description: I wrote this a while ago, so a lot has changed ever since, sorry for my inactivity on soundcloud, i had no way to record for a while, but I'm back now, and thank you for listening.

I am tired of feeling like this, this fucking draining of feelings, my mind gets flooded by negative thoughts with bad outcomes and is so much fucking stress and anxiety that makes me weak and afraid, I am just tired of being the way I am, I hate mys

lxst boy
[hook]
i said that im fine but i promised that i lied yeah
tryna make it right but it gets harder in the night yeah
stuck here writing songs in my room its rainy weather
my shadows my only friend now we're miserable together x2

[verse]
we're 2 different people i get that
but why didnt you tell me to step back
i was staying up waiting for a text back
and instead i got sad and i relapsed
yeah i tried and i tried, i fall down then i cry
pick myself up trip and fall then i die
you said its fine but really its not
you act clueless and watch as i rot
i check the time, its 4 or 5
then check my phone, cant see the light
i check my pulse, im half-alive
you picked my rose and watched it die
these castle walls aint fortified
i hear the lies and theyre not mine
cant feel nothing, my nerves are fried
spending every waking moment feeling dry

cavasoul
[verse]
i feel faint
lacking iron or protein
or maybe dying
been abandoned by my guide
cause i never see the signs
its over gimme one more time
you move on i fall behind
i always fake it don’t admit the fact
that i’m never feeling fine
i’m a mess most of the time
give my best i’m never right
i struggle with anxiety that makes me wanna die
no one listens
no one cares
really need to wash my hair
but i hardly leave my bed i’m miserable and losing air
suppressing my light make it snow in the summer
i wasted my time even thought that i loved her
i feel like i’m fading i’m losing my colour
i was losing my mind she was under another
another one that i can add to the list
i try to forget all the things that you did
when i think about him it be making me sick
you were wanting a high that i just couldn’t give
the time that you took from me never returned
when you give up your trust and it breaks then it burns
i’m tired i wish that the tables would turn
one day i’ll see you get what you deserve
i thought i could i save you but i was mistaken
concerned with the path you taking
you lied to my face now you can’t even face it
you leaving me here while i’m broken and shaking

miserable together w/ lxst boy (prod. boyfifty)

#d1ff3renc3 #blackmoon #hiphop #trap #club #rap #2025

Hard For It Feat. June B (Prod. Legion Beats)

V1
Its been like
3 months of no talking
Walking by myself
No more eyes to get lost In
Keep on looking back all the time 
Ill be honest
I hate being alone
at least I got my conscience
Since u left me here
locked up in my room
writing all these songs
Wake up evey morning 
and turn my computer on
Because how else do I deal 
With these thoughts of u and me
I was on the clouds
Now im spiralling into sea
I wrote a message for u
But I couldn’t send it
I regret it
Yuh
Im sorry I’m pathetic
Whats this caught a sickness
and won’t be getting better
The sun might be shining
But it feels like rainy weather


Pre chorus
I trynna keep it on the low
I trynna get u off my mind
I trynna keep my feelings inside
But its hard sometimes


Chorus
I thought with u it might work out
But I guess I was wrong again
Im not sure what it is with me
I’ve never been good with friends
I thought with u it might work out
But I guess I was wrong again
it doesnt matter who u are
Soon we’ll come to the end


V2
Its been about a year
Since we last spoke
Trynna stay clean but need more soap
letting out pain with these words I wrote
Dried up tears and a bit of soar throat
feelings that had were beginning to rot
Starts off good then it suddenly stops
Ya but ill leave it in the past
Now the futures all I got


Bridge
All of these girls, they got me picking sides
Falling in love is like my kryptonite
Don’t know what to do 
No I can’t decide 

Am I meant to be alone?

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i could never be loved (Prod. Seany OWE)

I wrote this a while ago, so a lot has changed ever since, sorry for my inactivity on soundcloud, i had no way to record for a while, but I'm back now, and thank you for listening.

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Broken but Thankful, Pt. 2 (feat. Shiloh Dynasty)

You Are Not Charles Bukowski

instagram: @cavasoul
artwork instagram: @organict3a

lyrics:

i don’t wanna go to sleep and waste my time to be awake/ only time i feel of use is when i’m with you in the day/ cherish every single moment before you ever go away/ i know you gotta go but i just wish that you could stay/ yeah you’re all i ever think about even when you’re with me/ you have made my dreams come true like the place called disney/ we could get away i don’t think anyone would miss me/ live in isolation on an island tell me you’ll come with me/ from blue moods to blue skies you change up the weather/ i’ve never ever heard someone tell me to do better/ you just look so good when you’re drowning in my sweater/ all the fun we have is lighthearted like a feather/ every single day i look back on it smiling/ you could call us hoarders all these memories we piling/ watch romantic comedies both of us are bawling/ it’s like i can’t stay on my feet cause i just keep on falling/



last night i had a nightmare/ where i woke up and you weren’t there/ feel like i’m going crazy/ i just need to see you baby/



yeah last night i had a nightmare/ you said you had to go/ you left me in the dust/ except i’m laying on my floor/ i asked myself what i did to make you wanna leave/ i got a text from you saying that you didn’t love me/ anymore/ heartbroken and i don’t know what to do/ all the time and effort that i put into you/ is all wasted and the skies are no longer blue/ i feel anxious i can’t be here i think i need to move/ so i pack up all my things and i put them in the trunk/ trying to forget that i recently got dumped/ now i’m speeding on the highway and the rain is pouring down/ i was feeling scared cause i had to leave my town/ it just felt so real and i just hoped it wouldn’t last/ i’m bracing for impact and the car was coming fast/ life flashed before my eyes you were the last thing i’d see/ but then i woke up and you were there right beside me/

last night i had a nightmare (prod. slowet)

Reminiscing

Produced by @citrusgastank

Mix & mastered by @berler

Artwork by ig @mymindblcknwht

brighter days (prod. citrusgastank)

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Song by Thomas Reid and Powfu
prod. by Thomas Reid

Lyrics:
Thomas Reid:
If I could
Then I would
Hide in your blue eyes
Hide in your blue eyes
If I could
Then I would
Hide in your blue eyes
Hide in your blue eyes

Drove you home last night
You’re on my mind
I hope you think of me sometimes
Cause you’re all I ever think of, dear
I’m sober for today
Life melts away
Inside your eyes I wanna stay
Forever
Learning how our hearts work, dear

If I could
Then I would
Hide in your blue eyes
Hide in your blue eyes
If I could
Then I would
Hide in your blue eyes
Hide in your blue eyes

Powfu:
Hide in your blue eyes
I just wanna hide with you
I just wanna jump in your blue eyes
I don't wanna fight with you
Every single time I see you
My heart is beating up fast
Even so close you're flawless
Wish I had more time
With you so I keep stallin'
Eyes like yours are the ones I dream of
Ocean blue
Inside this cold dark room

Thomas Reid:
If I could
Then I would
Hide in your blue eyes
Hide in your blue eyes
If I could
Then I would
Hide in your blue eyes
Hide in your blue eyes

Hide in Your Blue Eyes

Thomas Reid & Powfu - Hide In Your Blue Eyes

lyrics: 
(hook)
i’m trying to hide 
the feelings inside
cuz big boys don’t cry
it cuts like a knife
it digs in my side
but big boys don’t cry
don’t look in my eyes
don’t ask if I’m fine
i don’t wanna lie
i’m tired of life
but say i’m alright
cuz big boys don’t cry 
(big boys don’t cry at all) 
 
(verse 1)
i've been sitting in my room
just chilling my dude
i don’t care about much
that’s a lie, i just try to act tough
deep inside i’m really big wuss
i’ve going through a lot but it don’t show
smile big, so my parents really don’t know
like a fridge cuz my heart stay so cold
they say to be a man
you gotta be strong
walk around with ya fist closed  
I’m a big boy now be aware of it
to be honest man 
i think need a therapist
to be honest man
i think i’m really scared of this
they say i gotta be tough 
i ain’t sharing it  
playing 21 savage really ain’t me
i just wanna be a man 
so they feel me
stack my pride so high to the ceiling 
sadly, this bottled up pain
just might kill me 
(pain just might kill me)

(hook)
i’m trying to hide 
the feelings inside
cuz big boys don’t cry
it cuts like a knife
it digs in my side
but big boys don’t cry
don’t look in my eyes
don’t ask if im fine
i don’t wanna lie
i’m tired of life
but say i’m alright
cuz big boys don’t cry 
(big boys don’t cry at all) 
 
(verse 2)
i think i’m growing up way too fast
age 10 and i wear a fake mask
i’m afraid that my life might crash
cuz if you ain’t first 
then your just last
when I’m grown
imma be like them
even walk, try to talk, be a jock like them
maybe then 
i will actually finally fit in  
bottle up everything, and when i’m all out of my luck  
kill myself like them 

(hook)
i’m trying to hide 
the feelings inside
cuz big boys don’t cry
it cuts like a knife
it digs in my side
but big boys don’t cry
don’t look in my eyes
don’t ask if im fine
i don’t wanna lie
i’m tired of life
but say i’m alright
cuz big boys don’t cry 
(big boys don’t cry at all) 

(bridge)
big boys don’t cry at all
yeah
big boys don’t cry at all
yeah 
big boys don’t cry at all
yeah 
big boys don’t cry at all

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big boys don't cry (prod. con)

i hope so..

produced by con
sample: cold illumination

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@rxseboy x @coldillumination - i trust u. (prod. con)

prod @eric-godlow

lyrics:

yeah she cries allot, and honestly its pretty hard
it feels like evertime we talk we end up further apart
and, i don't know where to start, 
it feels like everytime i talk to you i'm breaking your heart

it's so bizarre, its so crazy, 
i never thought that anyone would ever date me

she said stop, stop toolin with my head
you promised me you'd never leave, that's what you had said, 
now i'm all alone, you got me cryin in our bed, 
most of all i miss my parents, i miss my friends

i hate the way i'm feelin and its only gettin worse
i got you screamin out "stop", while i scream it fucking hurts
words can do some damage, didn't know that they would scar
still i love you more than anything i hate when were apart

yeah she cries allot, and honestly its pretty hard
it feels like evertime we talk we end up further apart
and, i don't know where to start, 
it feels like everytime i talk to you i'm breaking your heart

it's so bizarre, its so crazy, 
i never thought that anyone would ever date me

no, i don't wanna yell but baby girl you're all i have
i need you hearin what i say and if you need i'll run it back
i know that life can feel dull when you're lonely as fuck
its like you're trippin over everything you're stuck in the mud

its so absurd huh, the way i'm writin in the verse
i got some flow you never heard before, there's pain in every word
and i ain't never been the type to be like "nothing ever works"
but if i am its cause i lost you that's some shit that i deserve

i can be your home (prod. eric godlow)

<3

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Special thanks to my brother Jonno backing guitar, and letting me use his rad studio.



I Feel So Lonely ft. Alfie Templeman

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Artwork / Recorded / Mixed by @illfaith



[Lyrics]
I feel so unoriginal
The side effects are almost invisible
This song might leave me close to critical
The aftermath of a life lived cynical

I know I know I've heard it all before
And when you leave please shut the door
Last thing I need is another love more
Cause you know when it rains it tends to pour

I left my umbrella right beside your bed
We drank too much; the words ring in my head
Wonder what life's like if I'm dead
Maybe I should have kept on my meds

It's hard to believe everything you've said
Harder for you to trust me instead
If all else fails and your love has fled
I'll kiss the photographs you left on read

Everytime I let it go
You come around with that hello
Swear this time won't let it show
But if I know you know; we know

We'll end up back in bed to throw
Away the pain; at night we glow
Like fireflies in bitter snow
Tomorrow wishing we had went slow

Wake up don't know what to do
You're gone but I already knew
Check my phone "I'm missing you"
I can't believe I miss you too

The alcohol had me a- skew
Can't forget what we went through
Girl, you don't wanna be my glue
Too far broken afraid it's true

Do you hate me the way I hate myself?
I can never seem to do what's good for my health
A million riches, but you're my only wealth
Broken frames left of us on top the highest shelf

I feel so unoriginal
The side effects are almost invisible
This song might leave me close to critical
The aftermath of a life lived cynical

I know I know I've heard it all before
And when you leave please shut the door
Last thing I need is another love more
Cause you know when it rains it tends to pour

I left my umbrella right beside your bed
We drank too much; the words ring in my head
Wonder what life's like if I'm dead
Maybe I should have kept with you instead

Unoriginal (prod. Tennis Player)

Feel So Blue (feat. Powfu & Beowulf)

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Snøw & Skinny Atlas - Feel So Blue (feat. Powfu, Jomie & Beowulf)

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The universe has a beginning, but no end. — Infinite. Stars, too, have their own beginnings, but their own power results in their destruction. — Finite.

hey ghost. hope you're doing well, love to you

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