3-30am & Got this on rewind .... Wow xxxxx

depression

If we were to fall in love

Mislead ft. Powfu

sadeyes - tendency

[Pre-Chorus]
Mirror, mirror, on the wall
Find the ugly, in them all
Point them out and let them fall
Destroy their minds and show their flaws
I'm insecure, I need help
I can't find love, for myself
I pray to God, I'm deep in hell
Lord heal my scars, defeat this spell
Cover and hide it
Ashamed of my face
I hate my reflection
I see a mistake
There's too many voices
inside of my brain
I look like a monster
Don't care what you say

[Verse 1]
Deep inside, I really try to hide
But I can never run from myself
I see a monster when I look into the mirror
This cannot be good for my health
I feel like a slave, trapped in my hate
Praying to God, I can't find my escape
I don't wanna be me
Look in the mirror, and see all the ugly things I can't erase
I scare myself, I'm a ghost
I face my demons at home
I think I'm fat, yeah, I'm gross
No love, I deserve to be alone
I know that there's somebody feelin like me
Just know that your beautiful, beyond belief
The mirror is neutral, control your own leash
Cause you can't believe everything you ain't seen


[Chorus]
Cover and hide it
Ashamed of my face
I hate my reflection
I see a mistake
There's too many voices
inside of my brain
I look like a monster
Don't care what you say
Cover and hide it
Ashamed of my face
I hate my reflection
I see a mistake
There's too many voices
inside of my brain
I look like a monster
Don't care what you say

[Verse 2]
I could have all the fame in the world
But I'd still hate myself
I try to learn to love my body, but degrade myself
Waste myself
Sometimes I really wanna change myself
My face breaks out, and my hair's going bald
Man, I suck at school
I wanna hang myself, and erase myself
Dear God, I know that you created me
And I appologize for my thoughts
He made me for a reason, I need to believe it
Cause you showed me love within all of my faults
You paid up the cost, that's blood on the cross
You showed me direction whenever I'm lost
So why would I turn around from you
And treasure my demons
Whenever you gave me a cause?

[Pre-Chorus]
Mirror, mirror, on the wall
Find the ugly, in them all
Point them out and let them fall
Destroy their minds and show their flaws
I'm insecure, I need help
I can't find love, for myself
I pray to God, I'm deep in hell
Lord heal my scars, defeat this spell

[Chorus]
Cover and hide it
Ashamed of my face
I hate my reflection
I see a mistake
There's too many voices
inside of my brain
I look like a monster
Don't care what you say
Cover and hide it
Ashamed of my face
I hate my reflection
I see a mistake
There's too many voices
inside of my brain
I look like a monster
Don't care what you say

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mirror, mirror

@lovejsan - Nineteen (Prod. Tundra Beats)

@lovejsan - Lights Off (Prod By NextLane Beats x Layz)

@lovejsan - Love Hurts

Follow @rxseboy @powfu cause they're both insanely talented.

prod. by Thomas Reid

Lyrics:
Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Rxseboy:
I was out here for a minute on my lonely.
You were doing drugs in your room feeling broken.
Told me, you were having trouble staying focused.
Got with the wrong crowd, thought you could open up.

Backfired, you were eighteen.
Every memory turning into a daydream.
Zoning out.
What’s that about? you won’t tell me.
Lied to my face when you said you were healthy.

I never said ‘leave.’
I begged you to stay.
Every other day said you wanna go away.
Putting food on your plate.
Then it switched to a platter.
You looked in my eyes said it didn’t even matter.

Used to stay home, watch a movie on the couch.
Now you all alone wit a pill in your mouth.
Take a sip of the alc’ while you thinking of me.
Envisioning every single thing that we never could be.

Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Holding you
Holding you
Tighter
Hoping you stay
Holding you
Holding you
Tighter
Are you okay?

Rxseboy:
Stressed out, blaming everyone around you.
In the same boat, but I wouldn’t call it powfu.
Everyday, wanna make up, dunno how to.
Said you stopped drinking again, girl I’m proud too.

Get too high, I could bring you down.
On a trip, hit you back when I’m back in town.
We got two different lives.
two different vibes.
Doing drugs, I don’t, that’s two different highs.

Promised me I could hold you.
Look at your scars, think I’m here with the old you.
We were so young, living lavish with no rules.
Now I’m doing work while you still getting home schooled.

Disappointed in us and I can’t lie.
Disagreed when you said that we can’t try.
Know you said I’m a fool, girl am I?
Don’t forget that I’m here on standby.

Powfu:
Yeah, I’m on standby
If you wanna talk you can pass by
Used to visit me at work all the damn time
When you leaving me “on seen” I’m a sad guy

Quit this shit I’ll hate myself if I lose you
Pass the torch before the flames consume you
Tryna figure out a way, running out of options
(I’m trying to help you!)
Just stop this please
Before it’s too late
You don’t think I’m serious I’ll tat it on my face
You don’t need drugs, be addicted to my love
Your friends never cared but I’m here to keep in touch

My parents still together and they met in the 70’s
Me don’t gotta split be the couple of century
Yuh feels like a movie but I’m still in love
When we offset
I’ve been thinking of you more even though we talk less

Sink in the sand
Always turn away when I offer you my hand
I see that you’re hurting
Don’t deserve it
Sitting in the dark, open up your curtains

I don’t wanna see you die
I don’t wanna be that guy that sits on the side
One step at a time
We’ll take you one step at a time

Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Are You Okay?

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Thomas Reid & Rxseboy - Are You Okay? (feat. Powfu)

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Special thanks to my brother Jonno backing guitar, and letting me use his rad studio.



I Feel So Lonely ft. Alfie Templeman

motive

https://soundcloud.com/motive-68752246

art

https://www.manrepeller.com/2019/01/i-woke-up-covered-in-cheese-dust-a-week-of-indulging-my-vices.html

vices (prod. motive [plague beats])

Let this be your escape.

Mix and Mastered by @kammichaelmusic

Sin (Prod. Llouis)

@sadboyprolific
@le_play

lyrics:

SadBoyProlific:

i hate when im left on my own again
im just a broken kid hoping for someone to hold em quick
lost in emotions and potions this 
is me reaching and you cant even notice it 
you took my heart and then froze it quick
locked up the door and my chest and regret that i opened it 
vision is slow and cant focus i feel like my head is exploding 
shits getting old and my time is approaching 
this is a mindset i think that my minds fuckin broken 
just look at the way that im coping 
ounce nothing less what im smoking
this is the life that ive chosen 
and ive had regrets every step of the way 
puffed up my chest as i left through the flame 
left you for dead and in my head im insane
dead for a red as i bled out in pain

Le Play:
what do you want from me 
this is just honesty cuz honestly ill fall asleep
before it gets hard to breathe 
ill constantly just fall to piece 
you know its hard for me but still you pry so modernly
this is a tragedy or more just like a comedy
keep playing the victim i know all of the lies your tryna sell
im stuck in this room thats full of these mirros all i got is myself
you know i live for the pain 
you know im stuck in the rain 
i do it again and again and again 
and everythings broken and always in vein

boots (Le play X SadBoyProlific)

Bad Luck Ft. TybVlone (Prod. Con)

OUT NOW ON SPOTIFY AND APPLE MUSIC
</3 cover taken by @deslynnkardal on instagram

i hope we stay together even when we fall apart
when you tell me that you hate me its like a knife right through my heart
i dont know where i should start
maybe with apologies and pretty please dont leave
i see your back so much more commonly
im missing all our memories 
like road trips and conversations bout our future family
we could have lived so happily
but now im all alone
lost my purpose to survive
staring at the ceiling i dont even feel alive
anymore
i knew it would be hard but never did i want to lose you
i knew we had our stuggles but i never meant to use you
i understand im reckless, im selfish, and im sorry
i implanted in your heart a seed of pain and babe im sorry
never can i get the point across enough im sorry
as you move on with your life i pray to god you know im sorry

i told you i would change and baby girl i tried
but it never was enough to stop the darkness thats inside
i just wanted to be loved
and thats exactly what i got
when i had to give it back was like im running in one spot
tired of the yelling we are breaking i cant take it
i thought that i was good enough i guess i was mistaken
i wish you all the best because
thats what you deserve
ill learn from my mistakes, ill sit back and ill observe
now that youre not in my life i feel worthless
im hurting but you dont, no you dont deserve this
im all alone in my bed i feel worthless
im hurting and i do, yeah i do deserve this

i dont know if i can survive but
i know i dont want to die yeah
im all alone when i cry yeah
now that
youre not
in my
life

im sorry (feat. prodmac) (prod. slowet)

I'm a mess and I make music

my fault (interlude) [feat. Rxseboy]

Weight On My Shoulders

@beginningofoblivion

The universe has a beginning, but no end. — Infinite. Stars, too, have their own beginnings, but their own power results in their destruction. — Finite.

hey ghost. hope you're doing well, love to you

Sin (Prod. Llouis)

Rey-Infinite

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