E ♭
I don't know who you think you are to me
E ♭
I don't know what it is you're trying to be
E ♭
But I heard you've been saying my name
E ♭
Even though you found another babe
A ♭
Finally see that you're a piece of shit
A ♭
And I'm glad to say I'm over it
E ♭
So you can listen to me now
E ♭
I've got three words, I'll say them loud
B ♭, A ♭
Go to hell, 'cause I don't wish you well
E ♭
Yeah, I said go to hell, I don't wish you well

(Verse 1)
Why do I hate being sober?
I start to think.
Feelin’ lucky, four leaf clover,
So pour a drink
And pack a bowl and do a line.
But what am I celebrating?
Fucked up all the time,
Jaded and elevated.
So where is my mind now?
What’s my identity?
Thought I was playing ‘round,
But is this insecurity?
Is this my priority?
Who even knows.
I think that’s just how it goes.

(Pre-chorus)
Convinced myself it was all for fun,
Didn't know I was a loaded gun.
I’m always high just like the ceiling
But I think I’m just avoiding feeling.

(Chorus)
Think I’m losing my mind this time
This time, I’m losing my mind, that’s right
Said I think I’m losing my mind this time
This time, I’m losing my mind

(Verse 2)
I think the party is over, I’m at the brink
But I wanna be so turnt I can’t feel a thing.
Where’s the after party? Let’s get this started.
I don’t give a fuck if my behavior’s alarmin’.
“I wasn’t always like this” I say to a stranger.
Got my heart broken so I act like a player.
Now I can’t grow up,
Rally after I throw up,
Go home, smoke myself to sleep,
Act like it’s a glow-up.

(Pre-chorus)
Told myself it was all for fun,
Now I’m just a smoking gun.
I’m always high just like the ceiling
And I know I’m just avoiding feeling.

(Chorus)

(Verse 3)
How did I get here?
I used to know myself.
The person who I was is dead,
Now I’m someone else.
I morphed into the girl
They wanted me to be,
But is this what I want?
Am I happy?
The truth is catching up,
I’m burning out fast,
I tried to do it all
And it kicked my ass.
It’s time to figure out
What I am all about,
So pour one out for the old me,
I’m turning down.

(Chorus x2)

(Outro)

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