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prod by thms. + @prodbykori
written by thms. + @notdiscxrdia
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thms.:

Yeah just hold me
I don’t see why this can't be 
A whole thing

But that's okay
I'll stay right now
Cause im falling

And i need you see Atlas upon me
Yeah it's all on me

Yeah I don’t know why im so cold
These days I can barely do what I'm told
And that's why I reap what I sow
Oh I know

discxrdia:

what do you mean
i've been screaming 
looking at the screen
i don't know how to deal with you
i hate the things that you make me do

i don't know 
how can i know?
where to go
how to act when i'm with you
and i'm falling over again

baby i'm still trapped inside your eyes
and when i looked at you i couldn't realize
that i was in love for the first time

break me babe i'll jump from a cliff
 i don't wanna be the one who brings mischief
please release all the chains that you put me

thms.:

Yeah I don’t know why im so cold
These days I can barely do what I'm told
And that's why I reap what I sow
Oh I know

Oh I don't understand why you hate me
Just last night im calling you baby
There's very little for me to believe
I need your word just to set me free

The search party ends at twilight
And there's nothing I can do 
To make this feel alright

Searching memories for the right time
To put all my faith in the limelight

That changing stare
Can't make you feel 
What isn't there
//So how can I be free

This lifelong care
It's all I got left
But this isn't fair

Yeah I don’t know why im so cold
These days I can barely do what I'm told
And that's why I reap what I sow
Oh I know

summer (feat. discxrdia)

First single of the year! Out on all platforms on July 14th!
Pre-save! https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/atheonix/miss-u

MISS U

all samples from https://payhip.com/b/pObPQ

understand (netsounds demo)

(p. nick axel kauffman)

I can't talk about it
To anyone I know
I can’t take care of me
So I take care of you
I hate the way I act
I'm always on attack
And still hate where I'm at
I still hate that—

It's not the way it was, not the way it was
And there’s nothing you can do about it
It's not the way it was, not the way it was
And there’s nothing you can do about it

I don’t know where I am
I don't know where to lay my head
I misplaced you again
I love to waste the time I spend
I keep flipping the switch
I don’t know where I'm supposed to live
I paid to learn in bed
And now I'm losing all my sense

I hate every place I go
Can't go home
Got diagnosed
Miss being alone
But I hated being alone
Whenever I wanna go back
I get there and wanna leave again
I see problems in everything
You just hate it everywhere

It's not the way it was, not the way it was
And there’s nothing you can do about it
It's not the way it was, not the way it was
And there’s nothing you can do about it

I don’t know where I am
I don't know where to lay my head
I misplaced you again
I love to waste the time I spend
I keep flipping the switch
I don’t know where I'm supposed to live
I paid to learn in bed
And now I'm losing all my sense

You are never as young as you want to be
Always looking for something that isn’t there
Can’t leave it behind
Although I know how hard you have tried
You know you won’t ever find

I don’t know where I am
I don't know where to lay my head
I misplaced you again
I love to waste the time I spend
I keep flipping the switch
I don’t know where I'm supposed to live
I paid to learn in bed
And now I'm losing all my sense

i can't go back home

- Choke u till u feel da painnn

- thanks again to twik for sending me a bunch of beats

FilterFreak (twikipedia)

not enough 2 (sxthsns, me)

beat is a remake of @sketchywav song (GO LISTEN TO IT) big thanks 4 letting me post this sketchy

https://soundcloud.com/sketchywav/lets-go-somewhere

lyrics

shoutout soda thts my brother
40 melt him like he butter
dolce and gabbana only sign u see me under
always got it on me bullets flying get 2 cover
i js want a pint of tris its purple 4 the summer

all these drugs up in my backpack
seen ur stats i lapped that
nothing left 2 laugh at
name 1 thing im bad at
TOLD U u cant back that
all that talkin not gone help u bring ur dad back
n im posted in the lobby
rko him feel like @sanriorose
12g hit him where his body
apply pressure he get bodied
when u see me had u running
playin like u on me
skipped my way up 2 the top
yall could nvrr stop me

shoutout soda thts my brother
40 melt him like he butter
dolce and gabbana only sign u see me under
always got it on me bullets flying get 2 cover
i js want a pint of tris its purple 4 the summer

nvr liked u in the first place
pussy u been dead weight
cut ur fkin yappin
that shit leave me with a headache
think i sip a lil too much i-
i cnt even stand straight
catch me running fade??? 
u wont see me in the first place
n i hate u in the worst way
even on my worst day
nvr stooping 2 ur level
tainted u been dirty
i use the same flow again and again
and it still sound better than that shit u making with ur friends aye

u so ass u so ass woa
i made a song yea

this the last shit ima make for a min
if i come back and some of yall still ass ima be mad as fuck

conclusion prod me and sketchywav

and when everything moves, can i catch up
up (x7)
and when i finally breakthrough, will i be stuck
stuck (x7)
and i'm so scared and confused cause it-
and when i finally hear news, i don't matter
(it's a recurring dream, where you call me, and i don't pick up and i'm the one in front this time x 2)
confused, confused, confused, confused, confused
confused, confused, confused, confused, confused,
head hurts, head hurts, head hurts, head hurts,
no
i'm so-, i'm so-, i'm so-, i'm so-,
no
love you, love, love, love you, love, love,
not news, not news, not news, not
stuck

disappointment + everything else you're scared of*

(167.775)
produced by me, vocals by me
i kind of like this version more just a filler song To Be honest

lyrics:
and when you see me hanging from that tree, there's no saving me now
(not like you wanted to)
"until next time," they told me, i said "never, not now"
(so who you trying to save, can't feel it anymore, -nymore, anymore, -nymore)

(not like you wanted to)
(more, -nymore, anymore, -nymore)
(so who you trying to save, can't feel it anymore, -nymore, anymore, -nymore)

i broke into pieces, don't know what your needing
i just want you by me but we're not succeeding
i stare at that picture, that canvas is bleeding
the time that you wasted, those words were misleading

and now i try to move on, but everything just reminds me of you
can't listen to that song, cause every word just reminds me of you

and when i'm gone you'll try to forget the times we spent, i cherished that
i say how i feel, you don't care about it, wait for the day you say it back
find someone new, is that what's next? "it's for the best," you say and laugh
and even after everything, i've gave it time, i'm still attached

(so who you trying to save, can't feel it anymore, -nymore, anymore, -nymore)
still attached
(so who you trying to save, can't feel it anymore, -nymore, anymore, -nymore)

leave me now, when i'm feeling best, i don't get it at all
(was it something i did wrong?)
didn't think much of it, til i realized, that's the end of that call
(was it something i did wrong?)

and when i'm gone you'll try to forget the times we spent, i cherished that
i say how i feel, you don't care about it, wait for the day you say it back
find someone new, is that what's next? "it's for the best," you say and laugh
and even after everything, i've gave it time, i'm still attached

(so who you trying to save, can't feel it anymore, -nymore, anymore, -nymore)
(not like you wanted to)
still attached
(so who you trying to save, can't feel it anymore, -nymore, anymore, -nymore)
(not like you wanted to)
still attached

attached (stripped-down version)

@heyzeph
@skrena
@netparasite
prod netp zeph

bodies ft zephyr skrena

EVERY OPP SHOT
EVERY GANG DEAD
@rhekdensalt

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