[. samsara .]
⦃68\\91bpm | Gminor⦄
everything done by me :)[with thx2 drama trial <333]

✦ inspired_by ✧
(re)percussion - drama trial
movies for guys - Jane Remover
words_frm the dying - sewerperson

. .『lyrics』. .
and you know where to find me
sitting by my lonely
staring into starlight
looking for her

and you know where to find me
sitting in desperation
staring into starlight
fantasising about her

[מִחָדָשׁ]
i want her to grip my tits and fuck me until my neck snaps
until my visions jet black
i needa get that
i want to leave this earth with her and never get back
dissipate into the sky
die to feel alive

[מִחָדָשׁ]
[looking for her]
[חזור]
[die to feel alive]
[מִחָדָשׁ]
[חזור]

[מִחָדָשׁ]
¿if i leave, what will it mean?
never here, never been
just a voice in peoples heads
just a ghost in peoples dreams
just a part of everyone who isnt me
ive never seen outside my iris
¿so what difference will there be?

[מִחָדָשׁ]
[¿what difference will there be?]
[חזור]
(i'll be here if you need anything)
(i'll be here)

---

dirt dress; 6 below
wooden cardigan; 6 below
earthly sheath; 6 below
let it eat me; await my rebirth

and you know where to find me
laying dead on your living room floor
with my blood soaking into your carpet
and my brains all over your decor

and you know where to find me
laying dead on your living room floor
looking for her
looking for her

[मौत]

---

physical death, earthly escapist
finally a time where my life isnt wasted
shattered mind, scattered crying faces
didnt care about mine so i fucking erased it

off to see my beloved
such a steep climb, i love it
treat me just like your puppet

fuck me till i feel nothing
[nothingisreal]
[nothingisreal]

---

¿will they remember me?
¿as the girl who couldnt fall;
as the girl who couldn't bleed?
¿will they remember me? [ნახვამდის]
¿as someone i could never be?

its a long way home
i dont have the time
to rewrite my past
it was a long time coming
but i hope they remember me
as doing my best

and you know where to find me [կորցրել]
as i ascend [ასვლა]
as i leave your world [მე არ ვბრუნდები]
as i enter בָּטֵל [ეთერი]

i hope they remember me [הֱיה שלום]
as doing my best
[all i think about is you]
[¿რატომ არ მიყვარხარ?]

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wecouldvebeen

Midwxst - I Dont Think You Get It (Prod. Elxnce & Carbine)

zeroone

Pastel w/ Dramatrial & Stoney

spotify: https://spotify.link/v2WMAkVqMDb

produced by @user-673436795-467245437

i can't take it
feel so vacant
wish that we could go back to the times that we made it
better between me and you
this shit came out of the blue
i just don't know what to do
confessing my love to you
i aint really never had no plan nah
feel like i'm sinking in the sand 
and it's getting hard to stand up
made me feel like everything i'm doing doesn't matter
you knew what was at stake, all my ambitions just fade away
tell me that you love me but i feel like you're just hating me
think i'm getting paranoid think everybody fake to me
why don't you just tell me what you really want to say to me
i don't think that this shit's true
tell me what you want to do
didn't think none this shit through
distance now between me and you
yeah you knew what was at stake now all my ambitions have fade away

yeah this shit was a mistake now all my ambitions have fade away
yeah my ambitions have fade away, my ambitions have fade away, my ambitions have fade away

every single night you know i'm steady thinking of you 
took you to a star i could have took you to the moon 
anything you wanted baby you know it's for you 
i really don't think that you've been thinking all this through 
acting like you want me then you acting like we're through 
acting like you hate me after everything we do 
acting so oblivious like you ain't got a clue 
why you always acting like i know this isn't you 
thought it wasn't you, now i got a different view
now you told me what to do, now we're finished now we're through
vision blurry and it's skewed, started thinking you were cute
didn't think that it would end with all this misery from you

ambtn (fnnbr)

originally created for All Nighter Vol. 8 by FORM / entirely self-produced, written, & performed by meeee
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/34yENsJEHJ1lQfXX013Hrx?si=f7744226819b420d
stems: https://stemmy.versary.town/a/micahcallari/soulless/
LYRICS
-
Can’t stop the laughing fit
It’s just so damn funny
How you thought that you were gathering
When all you’d done is spend all your money

You’re soulless
You’re soulless
How can people stand behind you

Depressingly desperate to sign with a label
‘Cause you only listen to the top hundred
Obsessed with eras, genres, and the periodic table
You’re scientifically planted and funded

You’re soulless
You’re soulless
But why do the fuck do I still love you

And I know it’s all for the better (You’re not in it for the art, you’re not in it for the art)
To give us a little more space than before (You’re not in it for the art, you’re not in it for the art)
And it would’ve been for the best if we had simply never met (You’re not in it for the art, you’re not in it for the art)
Now they’re gonna find my heart on the floor (You’re not in it for the art)

Lifeless
Timeless
My guess
Fight this

Fame and glamor, nerdy ass manners
Suck up your gut and look refined for your managers
Pallettable, perfect, and pretty for the fancams
You see something huge in your future, but I can’t
Fuck with the vision, greet you with derision
Make nuclear fission to what could’ve been
You subscribe to a religion of billboard commissions
Before the time comes for you to finally atone for your sins

You’re soulless
You’re soulless
You’re soulless

And I know it’s all for the better (You’re not in it for the art, you’re not in it for the art)
To give us a little more space than before (You’re not in it for the art, you’re not in it for the art)
And it would’ve been for the best if we had simply never met (You’re not in it for the art, you’re not in it for the art)
Now they’re gonna find my heart on the floor (You’re not in it for the art)

Lifeless (Lifeless)
Timeless (Timeless)
My guess (My guess)
Fight this (Fight this)

soulless

prod. me 

lyrics:
do you even recall my name - my name
do you even feel the breath of air you speak
was it really worth all the pain - the pain
did you ever know me? break my brain
hold my hand
but all i can see is the shadow beside you and
it calls for me
we can't go back yet you still stand at the edge of the world
parlay with your life until
the light behind us starts to fall
eventide holds on to you
it won't let go until we're done here
bequeath all you own
it won't stay your home
hold close to let go
become echos
the world you once had
watch it fade to black
you're still all I have but I can't grab you
recollect my thoughts from all your shattered words
splinter in my brain all I say just hurts
take a picture before you forget it all
it takes pain to heal again

gash apon my skin
let the shadows inside
of where i live where I still feel safe
hole in my feelings
can you feel it there?
it's all your fault now
I can't feel can you
it still hurts me too
does it hurt you
do you love me do you feel pain 

was I nothing

you told me to not forget
I'll stand watch as the world ends
everything you said was wrong
but you knew that all along
"you love me, do you trust me?"
do you love do you trust do you feel me here
everyone just hurts sometimes but
I think pain can still break a heart
scales sway as you play with my love
feel it's beat go out and in and
do you even care anymore
cause you have no place in this world
did you
did you 
did you feel did you

spotify

the world ends with you

prod and vocals by me

track .01/.03 (soundcloud exclusive)

lyrics:
i built everything for you
i built
i built all of this for you
i can tell every moments way shorter than the last
i can tell you everything when i get the chance

you know me better than anyone else
and i dont trust myself
around myself
oh my god, im in hell
ill never make it out
just keep your head down and
dont make a move
just keep the window closed so
i wont fall through
i dont know what to do
by myself im still looking for views
keep me alive with tubes
only way youll remember what i do

mmm, theres nothing left

vorticist

produced by @sxthsns

lyrics:

ok I gave me no challenge
still sippin on chalice
of
extent of my talent
greater than young me imagined

like ooh ooh ooh

raised on madness
"zip it fore we smoke ya pack like its fanny"

ooh ooh

bent warm plastic
bad mold all i ever was god damn it

yeah

the crew of my crude imagination
got me unaware
got me simply scared
of my future and what it brought

on another hand
could say i was content
talking to tinker bell
speaking to peter pan
bout my life lived with fraught

how should a child grow?
guess ill never know
it dont ring no bells
when a nigga tells
me
"you was posed to live it loud"

among the many cells
that made me who i am
had me clutching for a way out
out of this hell

ooh ooh ooh
all the cannonballs
yall cut me off from

ooh ooh ooh
recess sitting still
tears drying out

like ooh ooh
watching from a distance

ooh ooh
i dont want be me no more

how can i be more like you
how can i be more like

i need some closure to my life
i want some lead and some powder
inside cortex thats the motto
all that i got at the moment
amounts and equals to nada
i need a good role model
that i can confide on

oh oh oh
you put me down
im on the ground
you took my crown

goin through withdrawals so i went and queued deposits
of faith towards everyone that wronged me with few options
saw so far ahead of my future aint need new optics
called myself my name yearning for a way to feel sovereign
my essence meant bla bla bla to them so i let it burn
seas of ceasing to exist washed over me i learned
to not give a single shit about nun nun nun nun nun nun
kwanza said it
if kwanza said it then its earned
earned
earned

ooh ooh ooh
all the cannonballs
yall cut me off from

ooh ooh
recess sitting still
tears drying out

like ooh ooh
watching from a distance

ooh ooh
i dont want be me no more

how can i be more like you
how can i be more like

ooh ooh ooh
all the cannonballs
yall cut me off from

ooh ooh
recess sitting still
tears drying out

like ooh ooh
watching from a distance

ooh ooh
i dont want be me no more

how can i be more like you
how can i be more like

inched closer and said something dumb like
"what yall talking bout?"
question fell on deaf ears..
first time that i felt devout
to body art with sharp shears,
pain inscribed below my palms
touch my wrists its braille for:
"a friend is all I ever want"

zeroone

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