ALL TO MYSELF OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XZDbzC05gfk

Stream All To Myself:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6WHKH4skoR8GobszPhpqvn?si=eVoQ5BMHTISfQ4x9dUN0SA&dl_branch=1
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/all-to-myself-single/1584598356
YouTube: https://youtu.be/GoDK-2dLNOw

Lyrics: (Opening)
I wanna be enough, for her
for myself. for anybody but I'm not, I'm selfish.

(Intro) 15 seconds
I want you all to myself x4

(Hook)
I want you all to myself
I’m selfish
I want you all to myself
(I can’t help it x2)

(Verse)
Just wish it could be 
I know it’s 
(I know it’s wrong)
Exes in the past
We’re revolving around me
(Around me)
We were toxic for each other
Not denying it

(I’m not denying it)

I would smoke my spliff
And we would fight again
Too many times I wouldn’t send a text
(I couldn’t do it)
If I didn’t reach out then
We wouldn’t talk again
(We wouldn’t talk)

(Outro Hook)
I want you all to myself
I’m selfish
I want you all to myself
I can’t help it x2

I want you all to myself
I’m selfish
I want you all to myself
I can’t help it

(Outro)
I want you all to myself
I want you all to myself

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Behind The Lyrics: https://genius.com/Sufferplenty-all-to-myself-lyrics

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All To Myself

All To Myself (Prod. Cursed)[MV ON YT]

GO TO SLEEP OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AI_bWqErLf4

go to sleep (Prod. n0tmusic)[ON ALL PLATFORMS]
Beat: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TW3vYIo9uPk&t=0s

Stream go to sleep:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0xSNZtrgqobER728Ev8Qp6?si=ed682b4d8483492e
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/go-to-sleep/1530792371?i=1530792373
YouTube: https://youtu.be/3yKyus8y0Ao

Lyrics: (chorus)
i feel down x3
i don't know what to  do 
when you're not around
i don't really wanna talk 
right now, you're hot
you're cold; i never know, with you x2

(verse)
i close my eyes
i cannot sleep
insomnia and 
its at its peak
i would smoke a j
but it won't help me
all i do is jump 
from my sleep, awake
feel like i cannot breathe
one more nightmare and
i swear i'm gone
i would take these pills
but it just feels wrong
when i have a family 
and they care about me
what would they do if 
i close my eyelids 
and go to sleep for an eternity x2
all these drugs and they can't, help me.

Meaning Behind The Lyrics: https://genius.com/Sufferplenty-go-to-sleep-lyrics

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go to sleep

If I Were Featured On "Dying" by Lil Peep (Feat. Coldhart)(Prod. RICKY SCARZ)
Decided to hop on a TikTok trend so this is literally just for fun aha, if you fw it. It's up on YouTube too and I also made a behind the scenes video writing my lyrics and just hanging out. 
Stream On YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lyhHaRT-Mn4
Behind The Scenes Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zc6aYw9gnjY&t=1s

Beat Re-Produced By RICKY SCARZ: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fs3Y0_wYUUE
Original Lil Peep - Dying Feat. Coldhart: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5IhwJvvJ2VA

Lyrics: (Intro Sample)
When it comes to drugs
pill pushers and takers
we are a country virtually out of control

(Lil Peep Hook)
Dying. Baby, you're the one for me, that's fo' sho'
I just need your company, so ride slow
This ain't what you want from me, so cold
Girl, you're the only one for me, I know

(sufferplenty Verse)  
I thought you were the one for me
truthfully I don't even know what you see  
I don't want you to see me the same way I see myself
I'm bleeding cause I'm hurting myself
ain't nobody else, nobody wants to see me 
so I'll keep to myself...... I'll keep myself

(Lil Peep Verse/Hook)
Life gets hard sometimes, I know
So I be leaning, I be smoking my dope
I see your face everywhere that I go
It's the only thing that remind me of home
I just need your company, so ride slow
This ain't what you want from me, so cold
Girl, you're the only one for me, I know

(Cold Hart Verse)
Yeah she asking me, "What are we?"
I'm like, "What you mean?" (What you mean?)
I'm smoking gasoline with my team
GBC, they'll be there with me
I know I ain't shit but you a masterpiece
Kurt Cobain jeans, you my Courtney Love
Thraxxl Rose how I got the club going up
Taking bars for anxiety
Smoking kush is my therapy

(Outro Sample)
A lot of people have seen their friends die. 
I don't want anyone to see any of their friends die anymore.

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If I Were Featured On "Dying" by Lil Peep (Feat. Coldhart)(Prod. RICKY SCARZ)

Stream This House Is Not A Home:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3Wp8PayDCTl3WkYDQYZSbF?si=c936e45c80bb49bd
YouTube: www.youtube.com/watch?v=MCvakh6aLv4
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/this-house-is-not-a-home/1648098952?i=1648099233

Lyrics: (Intro) 
i lost control x3
i lost control again...

(Verse) 
My family can’t know
that I’m bleeding 
They do not know,
How badly I need it 
wanted to die
And yet I survived

Swallowed some pills
Tried to take my own life 
first It was easy; But it fucking hurt
Kidney damage
my dad coming in from work

I wanted to cry
Cause it looked like he did 
strongest man in my life
Upset cause his kid 
Tried to commit

My mom was in shock
Didn’t know what to do
It wasn’t your fault
I wanted to stop but
didn’t have the strength 
I was already gone
So I told myself: fuck it

I told myself fuck it

(Bridge) 
Didn’t know my life
Meant so much 
Until I almost lost it
Wasn’t thinking about 
all of my friends
My mom or my dad 
How it would effect
My big sis 

Stuck in my head
I just wanted out 
I was Halfway there
an IV in my arm.... 

(outro)
How the fuck am I back in my room?
How the fuck am I back in my room? X3
Back in my room
How the fuck am I back in my room?

(Overlapping Outro)
this house is not a home
its just a place i used to go
When I wanted to be alone x2
This house is not a home.

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Meaning Behind The Lyrics: https://genius.com/Sufferplenty-this-house-is-not-a-home-lyrics

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This House Is Not A Home (Prod. CapsCtrl)

Stream Defeated:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/61LyOgkWt9YITAeWWfGfOV?si=de47fa2067574bbd&nd=1
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iGA9Z2VDBII
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/defeated-single/1643693727

Lyrics: (chorus)
i wish i could help you out
i wish i could give you a hand
i wish i could pull you out
but i don't have control
everything about the house
everything at the hotel
i don't want to lose you
but it feels like i already have x2 

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Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/rxhff_/

Meaning Behind The Lyrics: https://genius.com/Sufferplenty-defeated-lyrics

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Defeated (Prod. sufferplenty x rxhff)

sufferplenty - Autopilot (Feat. Cxrter)(Prod. Nicolas Sales)
Stream Autopilot:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4WA1JUAkhNb3MsRsfHRwxp?si=607ebee9cc77410d
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YBvWtZwRv34&feature=youtu.be
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/autopilot-feat-cxrter/1807470285?i=1807470286

Lyrics: (chorus) 
it's been hard and 
it's only getting harder
so many obstacles 
no wonder why i'm falling, down
i keep falling, down x2

(verse) 
take me away from this hell 
that i have created
i'm totally faceless now
and i, can't keep telling myself
that i'll make it out
when i've been hanging on by a thread

it is so far from the truth
if you felt what i felt
you would be scared too
when your emotions 
don't feel like they belong to you
and you should be in control
but you're not in control
you're just running on autopilot
and your thoughts are so loud
you don't know what to do.

(bridge) 
and your thoughts are so loud
you don't know what to do.

(chorus)  
it's been hard and 
it's only getting harder
so many obstacles 
no wonder why i'm falling, down
i keep falling, down 

(Cxrter Verse)
i’ve been falling down by myself
and all this damn pressure keeps squeezing me to hell
listening to metronomes to take it off my mind
but cobwebs and vacancies are all that i can find
dissing on disfluencies, they’re telling me to kick rocks
write another song so i won’t get so pissed off
talk about a pilot, yeah it’s hard enough to sell
i’ve been in my head, yeah i’m sure that you can tell
(yeah i’m sure that you can tell)

Support Cxrter:
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Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/prod.cxrter/?hl=en
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/0TiybgkT4dzF5m199IYZdl
SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/prodcxrter

Support Nicolas Sales: 
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/deadnico
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Meaning Behind The Lyrics: https://genius.com/Sufferplenty-autopilot-lyrics

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Autopilot (Feat. Cxrter)(Prod. Nicolas Sales)

360 OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cuC-ZZg-p6A&list=PL9lGJ48rFsZU3JQoVOfxo6h3lIf9gFK6p&index=2

Stream 360:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/25BKUsZfNxicUmheqECujP?si=579bc0cf907b4cb1
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wFzs-W4ZyWo
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/360-single/1697094774

Lyrics: (Hook) 
I couldn’t find you on life360
Now my life finna do a 180
I’ve been wondering 
What’s wrong with me 
Tried tracking yo phone
But it didn’t show up
Now you’re out and about
And I don’t know where 
But it’s okay cause I know you don’t care 

I couldn’t find you on life360
I couldn’t find you on life360 x2

(Verse) 
So many fears live inside of my head
Scared that my life is going nowhere 
I hold on to her 
like my life don’t matter 
knife to a gunfight
Bullets just scatter 
What would we do 
If we were surrounded?
I’d probably freeze 
Cause my indecision 
Catching up to me 
And I don’t even feel 
like I know how to breathe or
how to take care of me

(Hook) 
I couldn’t find you on life360
Now my life finna do a 180
I’ve been wondering 
What’s wrong with me 
Tried tracking yo phone
But it didn’t show up
Now you’re out and about
And I don’t know where 
But it’s okay cause I know you don’t care 

I couldn’t find you on life360
I couldn’t find you on life360

(Outro)
360, 180, 360
i couldn't find you on life 360 baby

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Meaning Behind The Lyrics: https://genius.com/Sufferplenty-360-lyrics

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360 (Prod. CapsCtrl)[MV ON YT]

Stream Bad Decisions:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/23zUrMo1TcopdEMcC27kND?si=21bc6d1d6b724115
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CgqNT69CKow
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/bad-decisions/1705196345?i=1705196606

Lyrics: (Hook) 
you were never here
and you're never gonna be
try to make amends 
but it's way too late for me x2

(Verse) 
said its way too late for me
i'm too fucked up mentally
got my head under the covers
i'm just wrapped up in the sheets
i don't rlly wanna sleep 
but i cannot leave my bed
i be glued to my pillow
got insomnia and i'm jobless
so many fucking problems
i won't ever solve them 
sitting with my sorrow
while they praying on my downfall 
if i knew what i knew now
would've never made that call
try to live with no regrets
but make too many bad decisions 
so many bad decisions...
i make too many bad decisions
make so many bad decisions

(Hook) 
you were never here
and you're never gonna be
try to make amends 
but it's way too late for me x2

(Repeated Verse)
said its way too late for me
i'm too fucked up mentally
got my head under the covers
i'm just wrapped up in the sheets
i don't rlly wanna sleep 
but i cannot leave my bed
i be glued to my pillow
got insomnia and i'm jobless
so many fucking problems
i won't ever solve them 
sitting with my sorrow
while they praying on my downfall 
if i knew what i knew now
would've never made that call
try to live with no regrets
but make too many bad decisions 

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SLIT:
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Twins:
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SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/user-584079012

Meaning Behind The Lyrics: https://genius.com/Sufferplenty-bad-decisions-lyrics

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Bad Decisions (Prod. SLIT x Twins)

Stream i can't love myself:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6ACnEJtHxxASamkfSvia9S?si=0a5446f7f61c43be
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=niYvyKTL09U
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/i-cant-love-myself-feat-loverboi/1721340865?i=1721340869

Lyrics: (Loverboi Verse)
I’m just tryna love myself 
why can’t I love my self
just gotta do what’s 
good for my own health
nobody else is gonna 
pull my belt
you didn’t even give a 
fuck about how I had felt
took my heart and let it melt
yea you let it melt
now I know to put myself
on the highest shelf
try to do better than Roosevelt 
I don’t need you I got my own self to help

(sufferplenty Verse)
he's got his own self to help
but where the fuck were you 
when he needed your help
i was sitting here
feeling sad for myself
feeling sad for myself
is so fucking bad for my health
so fucking bad for my health

i don't know why i keep on keeping on 
so many people all around me, 
they don't care bout my thoughts
and if i was to talk about em
nobody would even know what to say to me
if i told them i think about it daily

disintegrating, deteriorating i've been hated
and now i'm now tourtued by satan
just a goon with a couple homies
tryna help me pull through, but when
i'm home alone i'm not the only one in the room 
(the only one in the room)

(Loverboi Outro)
I’m just trynna love myself 
why can’t I love my self
just gotta do what’s 
good for my own health
nobody else is gonna pull my belt
you didn’t even give a 
fuck about how I had felt

Support Loverboi:
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Meaning Behind The Lyrics: https://genius.com/Sufferplenty-i-cant-love-myself-lyrics

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i can't love myself

i can't love myself (Feat. Loverboi)(Prod. XET)

sense of decay Official Music Video:
https://youtu.be/b4qSGAPsPvw?si=MMnYD4kg4heN8Uvs

Stream sense of decay:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5PyCTaqtL3vkKwQK3syFCV?si=6b8c1e4f520e4a9a
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iMcZRMVIBmY
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/sense-of-decay/1731311206?i=1731311569

Lyrics: (intro)
running laps in my headspace
running laps and there's no way

(hook)
that i'm ever gonna be okay
that i'm ever gonna be okay
cause the blood stains, blood stains
and the blade stings when i feel nothing
and i feel like there's no way
that i'm ever gonna be okay
that i'm ever gonna be okay

(bridge) 
sense of decay in my headspace
sense of decay, my life means nothing 

(verse) 
landmines, all around me
vultures flying past me
i see dead people everywhere i look
mind over matter nothings ever gonna work
especially when i'm surrounded
why does everything act as a reminder?

Support 66dying: https://linktr.ee/66dying

Meaning Behind The Lyrics: https://genius.com/Sufferplenty-sense-of-decay-lyrics

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sense of decay (Prod. 66dying)[MV ON YT]

Stream Pretty Girl:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/03YDH8epDdHSFm1oza3Hvv?si=bbb658322792418b
YouTube: https://youtu.be/5rnapcD9EWU
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/pretty-girl-feat-yung-van/1753007456?i=1753007457

Lyrics: (Opening Hook)
She’s a pretty girl 
She’s a pretty girl

She’s a pretty girl
Tangled in my sheets
Makes me come alive when we meet
At the park after dark
I love the way she looks at me x2

(Verse)
I love the way she looks at me
Skin tight jeans on Halloween
That was the night I asked you out
You said yes I couldn’t believe it
3 weeks later you left me screaming
Why did you do that?
I mean how could you do that?
You didn’t even give me a reason

Tell me how did I ruin this?
How did I ruin this?
Give me a reason
Tell me how I ruined that

(Hook)
She’s a pretty girl
Tangled in my sheets
Makes me come alive when we meet
At the park after dark
I love the way she looks at me x2

(Yung Van Verse) 
I hate coming home when you're not here
I fill the silence with my tears
I let my thoughts become my friend
Until you come back home again
I’m making marks across the floor
Pacing around, more and more
Until you come back home again
My thoughts become my only friend

Support Yung Van: https://solo.to/yungvan

Support CapsCtrl: 
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Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/caps.ctrl/
SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/user-597676997

Vocals Mixed By Nicolas Sales:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/deadnico
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/33D93tU7fXP3fBpKjgRJz7?si=mY8g1vTZT3C4aX-RxoDnRw&nd=1&dlsi=96d75981929b4ee8
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Meaning Behind The Lyrics: https://genius.com/Sufferplenty-pretty-girl-lyrics?bagon=1

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Pretty Girl (Feat. Yung Van)(Prod. CapsCtrl)

official music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UyBy6ofJd2I&list=PL9lGJ48rFsZU3JQoVOfxo6h3lIf9gFK6p&index=1

sufferplenty - Talk To Me (Prod. KNKR x xeneye)
Stream Talk To Me:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5odtE2VdHL3bi4ZBzgiiuY?si=815535fc90f74c65
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yp91Y3R6LFo
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/talk-to-me-single/1766482310

Lyrics: (intro) 
talk talk talk
why won't you talk to me?

(hook) 
talk talk talk 
why won't you talk to me?
if this was 2018
you would walk with me
but you won't talk talk talk
why won't you talk to me?
i've been here for you
but you're not here for me, girl x2

(verse)
running away is all i ever do
but i'm tryna get through and talk it out with you
you're ignoring my texts 
you ignore my advances
i'm tryna get through but you just love the attention
my friends told me i should stay away from you
maybe you'll come to your senses

but you're fucking around 
with these other dudes

i have nothing to give 
and you have nothing to gain
i fucking hate, how
you make me feel this way

(hook) 
talk talk talk 
why won't you talk to me?
if this was 2018
you would walk with me
but you won't talk talk talk
why won't you talk to me?
i've been here for you
but you're not here for me, girl x2

(outro)
i don't know what to do
no one loves her like i do

Support KNKR: 
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCzIoTtFE9BhFjzh8fJxe2cQ
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/knkrxx/
SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/beatsbyknkr

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Vocals Mixed By Nicolas Sales:
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Talk To Me (Prod. KNKR x xeneye)[MV ON YT]

OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TLsfaEQMJDQ

Stream Past That:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5QV7S8iSS35xviMZfIov5a?si=3418c1e661464d2f
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3jnl7G9Id9w
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/past-that/1766692240?i=1766692241

Lyrics: (Hook) 
i don’t wanna do this anymore
but i have to
they just wanna use me 
check the score 
i see past that x2

(Verse) 
all these women got me wanting more
i surpassed that 
had a dream 
i woke up on the floor 
took a acid tab and
now i want some more 
opened up my third eye 
when these thoughts
lethal company 

your wave length 
trying to connect to mine 
when i saw them fishnets
knew i had to make you mine
i just wanna be a winner
but i’m losing all the time 
i’m 'gon be a rich man
like a star imma shine

(Hook)
i don’t wanna do this anymore
but i have to
they just wanna use me 
check the score 
i see past that x4   

(Bridge)
they just wanna use me 
check the score 
i see past that
i don’t wanna do this anymore
but i have to
they just wanna use me 
check the score 
i see past that      

(2nd Verse)
everything i do, i do for you
i'm not good at showing love
but i'm good at showing up
i don't wanna fight with you
i wanna talk to you
i wanna make love like they do in the movies
x games baby
do or die maybe.. 

(outro Hook)  
i don’t wanna do this anymore
but i have to
they just wanna use me 
check the score 
i see past that 
i don’t wanna do this anymore
but i have to

Support sorrow bringer: 
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Twitter: https://twitter.com/sorrow_bringer

Vocals Mixed By Nicolas Sales:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/deadnico
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/33D93tU7fXP3fBpKjgRJz7?si=mY8g1vTZT3C4aX-RxoDnRw&nd=1&dlsi=96d75981929b4ee8
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Meaning Behind The Lyrics: https://genius.com/Sufferplenty-past-that-lyrics

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we're all suffering, you're not alone.

Past That (Prod. sorrow bringer)[MV ON YT]

Stream drugs in my system:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1gUEJ6s5QDc7kyhGThhLpt?si=7771460641fa4c5a
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Ek5ravuVg8
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/drugs-in-my-system/1773652493?i=1773652494

Lyrics: (hook) 
run away from my problems
can't run from my pain 
guess i could just down a bottle
alcohol in my veins x4 

(verse) 
can't trust anyone 
it always ends the same 
i try to be nice
it gets thrown back in my face
cut a bitch off 
if she acting like a nuisance 
cause drama in my life 
and i'll skrt off in the distance 
won't look back, i don't have time for that
if you wanna work with me 
better get your money right 
cause i don't work for free
yeah, you got that right 
everywhere i look 
someone wants something from me 
people from my past
they weren't rooting for me
now that i'm doing "well" 
they wanna be friends with me
but i know how you move
and i move differently
we are not the same 
we don't move at the same speed
i want this more than anything
(more anything x2)

(bridge) 1:22
said i want this more than anything
(more anything x2)

i want this more than anything
(more anything x2)

i want this more than anything
gonna make my dreams my reality

(hook) 
run away from my problems
can't run from my pain 
guess i could just down a bottle
alcohol in my veins x4

(outro verse) 
alcohol in my veins
these drugs all up in my system
when you hit me up 
i can tell that you don't mean it
when i hit you up
you can tell i care way too much
when i lost your love
i knew that i fucked up 

Support Nicolas Sales: 
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/deadnico
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Meaning Behind The Lyrics: https://genius.com/Sufferplenty-drugs-in-my-system-lyrics?bagon=1

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we're all suffering, you're not alone.

drugs in my system (Prod. Nicolas Sales)

Stream BLACKOUT:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5QrV3KlzV9M6uU2xZ9HiuQ?si=e5a2ef1e6fe84eef
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ee6gUk25Nx0
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/blackout/1779896077?i=1779896085

Lyrics: (verse) 
at home my head hurts
crave your touch but you're nowhere
no sound and it's dark out
come home, turn the light out
pristine in your nightgown
2 seconds later no clothes on 
turn around girl
let me make you whole now

(hook)
blackout
blackout
blackout
every time you're near
girl i might blackout
love you so much that my hearts gone now
lives inside these walls
yeah it calls it home now
head still hurts when i call your name now

(bridge)
throbbing pain on the sides of my temple
shooting pain straight to my heart
straight to my heart
push turns to shove and we fall apart
push turns to shove and we fall apart

(hook) 
blackout
blackout
blackout
every time you're near
girl i might blackout
love you so much that my hearts gone now
lives inside these walls
yeah it calls it home now 

Support CapsCtrl: 
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Vocals Mixed By Nicolas Sales:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/deadnico
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/33D93tU7fXP3fBpKjgRJz7?si=mY8g1vTZT3C4aX-RxoDnRw&nd=1&dlsi=96d75981929b4ee8
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Meaning Behind The Lyrics: https://genius.com/Sufferplenty-blackout-lyrics

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we're all suffering, you're not alone.

BLACKOUT (Prod. CapsCtrl)

Stream too busy dying:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0rSoC6NdlX1d5SI7jpVV0O?si=62501fdc2387422c
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=phWbLhtjPK0
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/too-busy-dying/1779896077?i=1779896083

Lyrics: (Verse)  
Too busy dying
I can’t go outside
Wanna play in the snow
But the ice is melting
Running out of life
Before it begins
We Clock in and clock out
What’s the meaning of life? 
Spend my precious time working
These jobs that I hate 
Scrapping pennies and dimes 
I’m just tryna get by 
don’t wanna survive 
And I don’t wanna live 
it’s been getting costly 
Physically exhausting 

Fuck these CEO’s
Fuck the 1% 
I think it’s bout time 
that we eat the rich 

(Sample) 
Amanda Palmer: what does that mean? 
Sophie Strand: what does that mean? Well we’re forced fed this Hollywood narrative or this capitalist narrative about “becoming a good worker again” which is you get sick, you take the right pill and then you get back to work and for many of us. That never happens. And yet our stories, our narrative, the memoirs, the talk shows tell us that we have to have our recovery, our victory story so we feel like a failure when we are terminal or incurable so what happens when you never return to the kingdom of the well and do we really want to be well?

(Verse) 
Do I wanna be well?
Well I don’t know 
Had a panic attack
Thinking bout a future
That might not exist
Meanwhile government 
Wants us to have kids

In a perfect world 
I’d be at home with you
Instead I’m at work 
Daydream about you
Need to craft a new normal
This isn’t okay 
Boston tea party in modern day

(outro) 
Just play back this song
I relate to your pain 
Revolt.

Support lil nightshift:
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCb4KSyiaqbe_4UTYHZZEXOg
SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/prodlilnightshift

Sample Speech: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qBAqdPRm6HA
shout out amanda palmer and sophie strand

Vocals Mixed By Nicolas Sales:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/deadnico
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/33D93tU7fXP3fBpKjgRJz7?si=mY8g1vTZT3C4aX-RxoDnRw&nd=1&dlsi=96d75981929b4ee8
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@NicolasSales

Meaning Behind The Lyrics: https://genius.com/Sufferplenty-too-busy-dying-lyrics

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we're all suffering, you're not alone.

too busy dying (Prod. lil nightshift)

Stream steve cutts (revolt):
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/77iLtUBncuHzGPrIBSwnbW?si=c914ad36b3a34d5d
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cEHdBgXKYSs
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/steve-cutts-revolt/1779896077?i=1779896082

Lyrics: (Hook) 
push me and imma push you back x4

(verse) 
see it in my eyes
it lives in my head
you can't see it
but it's there
pitch black like death
tower over me
While I hang my head
Think you get it but you don’t
You can’t understand
the struggle
Of the average man
Got the money and the cars
to mask the thoughts in your head
We can’t all be guaranteed
The same protection
No equality
Capitalistic hell

The poor stay poor
While the rich want more
Got so much on your plate
Can’t get enough to eat
Cannibalism sounds okay to me…
Eat the rich
The 1%
Go figure but you knew right there
Can’t go run and hide
Behind your money forever
forced to face the facts
It just goes over your head
It just goes over your head

*beat break*

(hook)
Push me and imma push you back x8

(Bridge) 
No more lies
And no more pain
No more fear
They should know their place x4

(2nd verse) 
Power in the people
Look at what’s at stake
Won’t see me coward down 
To this fucked up system
Reverting progress and
Going back in time
Supposed to move forward
Happiness declines 
Will there even be a planet
When I’m 29?
Won’t support a country
Focused on the wrong things
Keep pushing back
Until they know their place
Power in the people
Look at what’s at stake

(outro)
It can’t be this way forever
Revolt.

Support Nicolas Sales:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/deadnico
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YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@NicolasSales

Meaning Behind The Lyrics: https://genius.com/Sufferplenty-steve-cutts-revolt-lyrics

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we're all suffering, you're not alone.

steve cutts (revolt)(Prod. Nicolas Sales)

Stream out of options:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7FxsIv24gamC2Hz2HMnqh2?si=bae3317e700c4883
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hH1yb8twqJ8
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/out-of-options-feat-nicolas-sales/1779896077?i=1779896080

Lyrics: (hook) 
tears fall down my face
i'm afraid of everything
do you have what it takes?
i thought i did but i'm mistaken

(verse) 
i'm a mistake 
and i'm only joking 
myself 
are you open?
will you open your soul?
and take what's left of mine

It’s been a long time
You don’t know who I am 
When you were thriving 
I was too busy dying
Dnd, I’ve been shell shocked 
Mistreated by these earthlings
None of this is real
They just made it up
And we’re expected to just suck it up 
These systems in place
Are killing me, It’s killing us 
(it's killing us)

(joe biden sample)
there is some movement
and i don't wanna-
i don't wanna
let me change my words
there's some movement
there's been a response- from
a uh, there's been a response

(hook) 
tears fall down my face
i'm afraid of everything
do you have what it takes?
i thought i did but i'm mistaken x2

(nicolas sales verse) 
Look Inside and tell me what you see there,
Where do you come from and do you know that?
You take out a loan for your life when you enter
Pay it back, gotta pay it back…

What is it that you really care about?
What is it that you really love? (that you really love)
Tell me all about it when the time comes,
Fight for it while you still can…

Support Nicolas Sales:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/deadnico
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YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@NicolasSales

Meaning Behind The Lyrics: https://genius.com/Sufferplenty-out-of-options-lyrics

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we're all suffering, you're not alone.

out of options (Feat & Prod. Nicolas Sales)

Stream whisper:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3Cb2YacP4lBcX2ciT3m63N?si=812c82f51d8741ca
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iWyMSwa-c2U
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/whisper/1779896077?i=1779896078

Lyrics: (verse) 
about a million things
that i couldn't say myself

a lot of promises 
that were meant to be broken
if you followed through
i wouldn't be so hopeless
incomplete
i'm incomplete this week
can't seem to shake 
the feelings off me
they come in waves
and i speak softly
can't vouch myself
stuck in zero gravity
just please, listen to me

(bridge) 
i'm not doing well x4
not doing well

(verse)
they say they understand but they can't relate
i'm a shell of myself and you're so lame
everybody got problems 

they say everybody got problems
can't handle mine
got a shitty ass grip 
on this brain of mine
need to factory reset
this brain of mine

(outro) 
can you tell?
i'm not doing well

Support Nicolas Sales:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/deadnico
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Meaning Behind The Lyrics: https://genius.com/Sufferplenty-whisper-lyrics

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we're all suffering, you're not alone.

whisper (Prod. Nicolas Sales)

Stream BATTLEVEST:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1x3YKWshDDiKHMNnqfJw2c?si=6d627a5efa2b4172
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z0bnYoJrTOA&feature=youtu.be
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/song/battlevest/1559159145

Lyrics: (chorus)
Tired of not being who i wanna
Tired of not knowing who i wanna be
She saying she a friend of me
But she became my enemy
Tired of not being who i wanna
Tired of not knowing who i want to be
If things would've gone my way
I never would've spoken to you in the first place

I hate that i still want you in my life

(verse)
I wanna commit to being obscene
Wish you were seeing me differently than the way that you are
We're growing apart; we're drifting away
Two different people in two different states
I wanna go down; i wanna get laid
Tired of sleeping all day
I'm pushing my family away
Shit has been different since you went away
I ain't been the same
I'm shooting my shot then i'm turning away
I'm moving forward then i'm moving back
I'm scared to move on cause the way that you left

(verse continued)
Looking for myself in someone else
Chasing death; i'm not scared of it
I don't want life, but i have it

Too many thoughts to manage
They say they get it but they really don't
Nobody really understands
They just think they do
To relate to you
Suicidal and hopeless
So alone, so flawed
So far fallen down the rabbit hole
Nobody there to catch my fall
Just looked in the mirror to see imperfections
Shattering glass is not helping
You can't fix what's not broke
Just give up, i'm a lost cause
Reaching out for a will to live
Only to find i have no purpose for being here
I just live for others who constantly hurt me

(chorus)
Tired of not being who i wanna
Tired of not knowing who i wanna
She saying she a friend of me
But she became my enemy
Tired of not being who i wanna
Tired of not knowing who i want to be
If things would've gone my way
I never would've spoken to you in the first way
I hate that i still want you in my life

Support The Producer:
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCOw43b9IyUoedNhFyZ6GYPg
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/pankajpawarog/

Meaning Behind The Lyrics: https://genius.com/Sufferplenty-battlevest-lyrics

for features and any other inquires email
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we're all suffering, you're not alone.

BATTLEVEST (Prod. hatemnc)

Stream The Not So Lively:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4RJdw7BLWdfm3FjK7f0SjW?si=fd45143968ab4d57
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z0bnYoJrTOA&feature=youtu.be
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/song/the-not-so-lively-feat-mikail/1559159144

Lyrics: (hook)
I just wanna live my life, enjoy everyday
Tryna live it right, aye
But i don't wanna live my life
If i give everything i got and
Got nothin left to show for it
I'm just wasting away, sitting
On the couch tryna make it go away, hey hey

(Mikail.'s verse)
Make it go away
Make it go away
Every other day
Every other day

I don't wanna waste my decisions
Ignorance is bliss i'm just living
Oh I don't give a damn who you are or what you do
Staying in my lane cause i don't have shit to Proof
I really gotta stop doing nothing
Procrastinate everyday I gotta start hustling
I don't wanna waste no time cause i know that its worth too much
Worth too much
I don't wanna look in your eyes cause I know that its hurts too much
Hurts too much

I just wanna live my life
I don't wanna waste no time

(hook)
I just wanna live my life, enjoy everyday
Tryna live it right, aye
But i don't wanna live my life
If i give everything i got and
Got nothin left to show for it
I'm just wasting away, sitting
On the couch tryna make it go away, hey hey

Support Mikail:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/mikaildot/
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCOKi2vddSG35gcjE_YrEpYg
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/6VjKfBOhrQVUeSN3uGwIE2?si=Cv6pM-A8RMKmP0hKBZk6Ig&nd=1
SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/mikaildot

Support The Producer:
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCfQ8DuthGrBAQ3AplbxU0bw
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/yungholgi/

Meaning Behind The Lyrics: https://genius.com/Sufferplenty-the-not-so-lively-lyrics
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we're all suffering, you're not alone.

The Not So Lively (Feat. Mikail.)(Prod. 22beats)

OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IfDlxkEYrqI&list=PL9lGJ48rFsZU3JQoVOfxo6h3lIf9gFK6p&index=18

Stream Frowny Face:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/73TM5NIpRncGVulEuUPNgL?si=7ee7c7d69fde45c2
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z0bnYoJrTOA&feature=youtu.be
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/song/frowny-face/1559158952

Lyrics: (hook)
Frown on my face
This frown on my face
Permanent frown
Glued to my face
Will it go away?
I can't find my place
Who will erase me?

Who will erase me?

I don't wanna do this anymore
But i do it cause i have to
Do it cause i have to

I don't wanna get too drunk to apologize when you deserve an apology

I don't wanna get too drunk to apologize when you deserve an apology from me

Said i don't wanna get too drunk to apologize when you deserve an apology

I don't wanna waste my time
No, i don't wanna waste my time
My time, no
I don't wanna waste your time, your TIME no i don't wanna waste your time

(bridge)
She text me then she call me young frowny face
Yes I've got a frown glued to my face
Didn't think you noticed me
But yeah i got a frown glued to my face

(hook)
Permanent frown
Glued to my face
Will it go away?
I can't find my place
Who will erase me?

Who will erase me?

I've got a frown glued to my face

Support The Producer:
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCZf2LbwR4yUGygJjbWbCbyw
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/an.gelvs/

Meaning Behind The Lyrics: https://genius.com/Sufferplenty-frowny-face-lyrics

for features and any other inquires email
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we're all suffering, you're not alone.

Frowny Face (Prod. Angelus)[MV ON YT]

Stream BLACKOUT - Live:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1ibcKreqJnjnenRRMHsGqP?si=22e4f41fbe4d4c2d
YouTube: https://youtu.be/spiJupmKeas
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/song/blackout-live/1821647565

Lyrics: (verse) 
at home my head hurts
crave your touch but you're nowhere
no sound and it's dark out
come home, turn the light out
pristine in your nightgown
2 seconds later no clothes on 
turn around girl
let me make you whole now

(hook)
blackout
blackout
blackout
every time you're near
girl i might blackout
love you so much that my hearts gone now
lives inside these walls
yeah it calls it home now
head still hurts when i call your name now

(bridge)
throbbing pain on the sides of my temple
shooting pain straight to my heart
straight to my heart
push turns to shove and we fall apart
push turns to shove and we fall apart

(hook) 
blackout
blackout
blackout
every time you're near
girl i might blackout
love you so much that my hearts gone now
lives inside these walls
yeah it calls it home now 

Support CapsCtrl: 
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Live Version Vocals Mixed By Cxrter:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/prod.cxrter/?hl=en
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@prod.cxrter
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/0TiybgkT4dzF5m199IYZdl
SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/prodcxrter

Studio Vocals Mixed By Nicolas Sales:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/deadnico
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/33D93tU7fXP3fBpKjgRJz7?si=mY8g1vTZT3C4aX-RxoDnRw&nd=1&dlsi=96d75981929b4ee8
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@NicolasSales

Meaning Behind The Lyrics: https://genius.com/Sufferplenty-blackout-lyrics

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we're all suffering, you're not alone.

BLACKOUT - Live (Prod. CapsCtrl)

Stream i'm in pain (agony) - Live:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/28i0u6E4bayvhKy2dKUTvR?si=453570ff3ad14df3
YouTube: https://youtu.be/RcM_oZ_e0D4
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/song/im-in-pain-agony-live/1821647564

Lyrics: (Chorus) 
i just wanna feel your pain
i already feel mine
so it’s not much to take 
i would rather feel it for you
than have you sit with it

i just wanna feel your pain
i already feel mine
so it’s not much to take 
i would rather feel it for you
than have you sit with it x2

(Bridge) 
In the same way I sit with mine x4

(Verse)
everyday I wake up 
do the same old shit
everyday I wake up
with a new obsession

a new thing to love 
a new thing to hate
something to compare 
to make myself feel worthless
and I don’t think 
that I deserve this
but life isn’t fair 
and It won’t ever be
i just wish they’d take care of me 
so that I don’t have to 
cause It’s too much
even on a good day 
fatigue physically 
and a voice in my head
gets the best of me
realistically, no recovery 
someone tell me why
this happens to me? 

(Outro Chorus) 
i just wanna feel your pain
i already feel mine
so it’s not much to take 
i would rather feel it for you
than have you sit with it

i just wanna feel your pain
i already feel mine
so it’s not much to take 
i would rather feel it for you
than have you sit with it 

i just wanna feel your pain
i already feel mine
so it’s not much to take 
i would rather feel it for you
than have you sit with it 

(Outro)
i just wanna feel your pain
i already feel mine
so it’s not much to take 
i, i'm in pain.

Support CapsCtrl: 
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Live Version Vocals Mixed By Cxrter:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/prod.cxrter/?hl=en
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@prod.cxrter
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/0TiybgkT4dzF5m199IYZdl
SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/prodcxrter

Studio Vocals Mixed By Nicolas Sales:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/deadnico
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/33D93tU7fXP3fBpKjgRJz7?si=mY8g1vTZT3C4aX-RxoDnRw&nd=1&dlsi=96d75981929b4ee8
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@NicolasSales
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/deadnico
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/33D93tU7fXP3fBpKjgRJz7?si=mY8g1vTZT3C4aX-RxoDnRw&nd=1&dlsi=96d75981929b4ee8
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@NicolasSales

Artwork Taken By whokilledjoan:
https://www.instagram.com/whokilledjoan/

Meaning Behind The Lyrics: https://genius.com/Sufferplenty-im-in-pain-agony-lyrics

for features and any other inquires email
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we're all suffering, you're not alone.

i'm in pain (agony) - Live (Prod. CapsCtrl)

Stream too busy dying - Live:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3SUPeUPVgPOSOjrtOO5lWc?si=821d0c56123b4acd
YouTube: https://youtu.be/63C356FtPZg
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/song/too-busy-dying-live/1821647563

Lyrics: (Verse)  
Too busy dying
I can’t go outside
Wanna play in the snow
But the ice is melting
Running out of life
Before it begins
We Clock in and clock out
What’s the meaning of life? 
Spend my precious time working
These jobs that I hate 
Scrapping pennies and dimes 
I’m just tryna get by 
don’t wanna survive 
And I don’t wanna live 
it’s been getting costly 
Physically exhausting 

Fuck these CEO’s
Fuck the 1% 
I think it’s bout time 
that we eat the rich 

(Sample) 
Amanda Palmer: what does that mean? 
Sophie Strand: what does that mean? Well we’re forced fed this Hollywood narrative or this capitalist narrative about “becoming a good worker again” which is you get sick, you take the right pill and then you get back to work and for many of us. That never happens. And yet our stories, our narrative, the memoirs, the talk shows tell us that we have to have our recovery, our victory story so we feel like a failure when we are terminal or incurable so what happens when you never return to the kingdom of the well and do we really want to be well?

(Verse) 
Do I wanna be well?
Well I don’t know 
Had a panic attack
Thinking bout a future
That might not exist
Meanwhile government 
Wants us to have kids

In a perfect world 
I’d be at home with you
Instead I’m at work 
Daydream about you
Need to craft a new normal
This isn’t okay 
Boston tea party in modern day

(outro) 
Just play back this song
I relate to your pain 
Revolt.

Support lil nightshift:
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Sample Speech: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qBAqdPRm6HA
shout out amanda palmer and sophie strand

Live Version Vocals Mixed By Cxrter:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/prod.cxrter/?hl=en
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@prod.cxrter
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/0TiybgkT4dzF5m199IYZdl
SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/prodcxrter

Studio Vocals Mixed By Nicolas Sales:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/deadnico
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/33D93tU7fXP3fBpKjgRJz7?si=mY8g1vTZT3C4aX-RxoDnRw&nd=1&dlsi=96d75981929b4ee8
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@NicolasSales
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/deadnico
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/33D93tU7fXP3fBpKjgRJz7?si=mY8g1vTZT3C4aX-RxoDnRw&nd=1&dlsi=96d75981929b4ee8
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@NicolasSales

Meaning Behind The Lyrics: https://genius.com/Sufferplenty-too-busy-dying-lyrics

for features and any other inquires email
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we're all suffering, you're not alone.

too busy dying - Live (Prod. lil nightshift)

Stream steve cutts (revolt) - Live:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7r8jOfz5WDN1bbKksBbTId?si=a9db083d7b9a4f0d
YouTube: https://youtu.be/CzxTJf-iDZ4
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/song/steve-cutts-revolt-live/1821647562

Lyrics: (Hook) 
push me and imma push you back x4

(verse) 
see it in my eyes
it lives in my head
you can't see it
but it's there
pitch black like death
tower over me
While I hang my head
Think you get it but you don’t
You can’t understand
the struggle
Of the average man
Got the money and the cars
to mask the thoughts in your head
We can’t all be guaranteed
The same protection
No equality
Capitalistic hell

The poor stay poor
While the rich want more
Got so much on your plate
Can’t get enough to eat
Cannibalism sounds okay to me…
Eat the rich
The 1%
Go figure but you knew right there
Can’t go run and hide
Behind your money forever
forced to face the facts
It just goes over your head
It just goes over your head

*beat break*

(hook)
Push me and imma push you back x8

(Bridge) 
No more lies
And no more pain
No more fear
They should know their place x4

(2nd verse) 
Power in the people
Look at what’s at stake
Won’t see me coward down 
To this fucked up system
Reverting progress and
Going back in time
Supposed to move forward
Happiness declines 
Will there even be a planet
When I’m 29?
Won’t support a country
Focused on the wrong things
Keep pushing back
Until they know their place
Power in the people
Look at what’s at stake

(outro)
It can’t be this way forever
Revolt.

Live Version Vocals Mixed By Cxrter:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/prod.cxrter/?hl=en
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@prod.cxrter
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/0TiybgkT4dzF5m199IYZdl
SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/prodcxrter

Studio Vocals Mixed By Nicolas Sales:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/deadnico
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/33D93tU7fXP3fBpKjgRJz7?si=mY8g1vTZT3C4aX-RxoDnRw&nd=1&dlsi=96d75981929b4ee8
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@NicolasSales
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/deadnico
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/33D93tU7fXP3fBpKjgRJz7?si=mY8g1vTZT3C4aX-RxoDnRw&nd=1&dlsi=96d75981929b4ee8
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@NicolasSales

Meaning Behind The Lyrics: https://genius.com/Sufferplenty-steve-cutts-revolt-lyrics

for features and any other inquires email
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we're all suffering, you're not alone.

steve cutts (revolt) - (Prod. Nicolas Sales)

OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TLsfaEQMJDQ

Stream Past That - Live:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3u4Fus3s6TX1IYsJl27oHq?si=2dd50aad6f2d44e2
YouTube: https://youtu.be/LSkEXF0XLGQ
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/song/past-that-live/1821647560

Lyrics: (Hook) 
i don’t wanna do this anymore
but i have to
they just wanna use me 
check the score 
i see past that x2

(Verse) 
all these women got me wanting more
i surpassed that 
had a dream 
i woke up on the floor 
took a acid tab and
now i want some more 
opened up my third eye 
when these thoughts
lethal company 

your wave length 
trying to connect to mine 
when i saw them fishnets
knew i had to make you mine
i just wanna be a winner
but i’m losing all the time 
i’m 'gon be a rich man
like a star imma shine

(Hook)
i don’t wanna do this anymore
but i have to
they just wanna use me 
check the score 
i see past that x4   

(Bridge)
they just wanna use me 
check the score 
i see past that
i don’t wanna do this anymore
but i have to
they just wanna use me 
check the score 
i see past that      

(2nd Verse)
everything i do, i do for you
i'm not good at showing love
but i'm good at showing up
i don't wanna fight with you
i wanna talk to you
i wanna make love like they do in the movies
x games baby
do or die maybe.. 

(outro Hook)  
i don’t wanna do this anymore
but i have to
they just wanna use me 
check the score 
i see past that 
i don’t wanna do this anymore
but i have to

Support sorrow bringer: 
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Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/sorrow_bringer/
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Twitter: https://twitter.com/sorrow_bringer

Live Version Vocals Mixed By Cxrter:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/prod.cxrter/?hl=en
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@prod.cxrter
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/0TiybgkT4dzF5m199IYZdl
SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/prodcxrter

Studio Vocals Mixed By Nicolas Sales:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/deadnico
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/33D93tU7fXP3fBpKjgRJz7?si=mY8g1vTZT3C4aX-RxoDnRw&nd=1&dlsi=96d75981929b4ee8
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@NicolasSales
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/deadnico
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/33D93tU7fXP3fBpKjgRJz7?si=mY8g1vTZT3C4aX-RxoDnRw&nd=1&dlsi=96d75981929b4ee8
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@NicolasSales

Meaning Behind The Lyrics: https://genius.com/Sufferplenty-past-that-lyrics

for features and any other inquires email
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we're all suffering, you're not alone.

Past That - Live (Prod. sorrow bringer)

Stream out of options - Live:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/692AwqJmPFr05balLWuF5T?si=2f5f0f40119a4edf
YouTube: https://youtu.be/zgEDnwgsdyQ
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/song/out-of-options-feat-nicolas-sales-live/1821647559

Lyrics: (hook) 
tears fall down my face
i'm afraid of everything
do you have what it takes?
i thought i did but i'm mistaken

(verse) 
i'm a mistake 
and i'm only joking 
myself 
are you open?
will you open your soul?
and take what's left of mine

It’s been a long time
You don’t know who I am 
When you were thriving 
I was too busy dying
Dnd, I’ve been shell shocked 
Mistreated by these earthlings
None of this is real
They just made it up
And we’re expected to just suck it up 
These systems in place
Are killing me, It’s killing us 
(it's killing us)

(joe biden sample)
there is some movement
and i don't wanna-
i don't wanna
let me change my words
there's some movement
there's been a response- from
a uh, there's been a response

(hook) 
tears fall down my face
i'm afraid of everything
do you have what it takes?
i thought i did but i'm mistaken x2

(nicolas sales verse) 
Look Inside and tell me what you see there,
Where do you come from and do you know that?
You take out a loan for your life when you enter
Pay it back, gotta pay it back…

What is it that you really care about?
What is it that you really love? (that you really love)
Tell me all about it when the time comes,
Fight for it while you still can…

Live Version Vocals Mixed By Cxrter:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/prod.cxrter/?hl=en
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@prod.cxrter
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/0TiybgkT4dzF5m199IYZdl
SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/prodcxrter

Studio Vocals Mixed By Nicolas Sales:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/deadnico
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/33D93tU7fXP3fBpKjgRJz7?si=mY8g1vTZT3C4aX-RxoDnRw&nd=1&dlsi=96d75981929b4ee8
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@NicolasSales
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/deadnico
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/33D93tU7fXP3fBpKjgRJz7?si=mY8g1vTZT3C4aX-RxoDnRw&nd=1&dlsi=96d75981929b4ee8
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@NicolasSales

Meaning Behind The Lyrics: https://genius.com/Sufferplenty-out-of-options-lyrics

for features and any other inquires email
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we're all suffering, you're not alone.

out of options - Live (Feat & Prod. Nicolas Sales)

Stream drugs in my system - Live:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1Yck7BC18x1o8HAfoIshMz?si=b962903817d2408d
YouTube: https://youtu.be/-KEKyrzIa0A
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/song/drugs-in-my-system-live/1821647558

Lyrics: (hook) 
run away from my problems
can't run from my pain 
guess i could just down a bottle
alcohol in my veins x4 

(verse) 
can't trust anyone 
it always ends the same 
i try to be nice
it gets thrown back in my face
cut a bitch off 
if she acting like a nuisance 
cause drama in my life 
and i'll skrt off in the distance 
won't look back, i don't have time for that
if you wanna work with me 
better get your money right 
cause i don't work for free
yeah, you got that right 
everywhere i look 
someone wants something from me 
people from my past
they weren't rooting for me
now that i'm doing "well" 
they wanna be friends with me
but i know how you move
and i move differently
we are not the same 
we don't move at the same speed
i want this more than anything
(more anything x2)

(bridge) 1:22
said i want this more than anything
(more anything x2)

i want this more than anything
(more anything x2)

i want this more than anything
gonna make my dreams my reality

(hook) 
run away from my problems
can't run from my pain 
guess i could just down a bottle
alcohol in my veins x4

(outro verse) 
alcohol in my veins
these drugs all up in my system
when you hit me up 
i can tell that you don't mean it
when i hit you up
you can tell i care way too much
when i lost your love
i knew that i fucked up 

Live Version Vocals Mixed By Cxrter:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/prod.cxrter/?hl=en
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@prod.cxrter
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/0TiybgkT4dzF5m199IYZdl
SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/prodcxrter

Studio Vocals Mixed By Nicolas Sales:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/deadnico
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/33D93tU7fXP3fBpKjgRJz7?si=mY8g1vTZT3C4aX-RxoDnRw&nd=1&dlsi=96d75981929b4ee8
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@NicolasSales
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/deadnico
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/33D93tU7fXP3fBpKjgRJz7?si=mY8g1vTZT3C4aX-RxoDnRw&nd=1&dlsi=96d75981929b4ee8
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@NicolasSales

Meaning Behind The Lyrics: https://genius.com/Sufferplenty-drugs-in-my-system-lyrics?bagon=1

for features and any other inquires email
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we're all suffering, you're not alone.

drugs in my system - Live (Prod. Nicolas Sales)

Stream whisper - Live:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/66JO8WL2vB8zjlBiYMXkJs?si=ae2f160232eb45a3
YouTube: https://youtu.be/GBRhHBY7Ws4
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/song/whisper-live/1821647557

Lyrics: (verse) 
about a million things
that i couldn't say myself

a lot of promises 
that were meant to be broken
if you followed through
i wouldn't be so hopeless
incomplete
i'm incomplete this week
can't seem to shake 
the feelings off me
they come in waves
and i speak softly
can't vouch myself
stuck in zero gravity
just please, listen to me

(bridge) 
i'm not doing well x4
not doing well

(verse)
they say they understand but they can't relate
i'm a shell of myself and you're so lame
everybody got problems 

they say everybody got problems
can't handle mine
got a shitty ass grip 
on this brain of mine
need to factory reset
this brain of mine

(outro) 
can you tell?
i'm not doing well

Live Version Vocals Mixed By Cxrter:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/prod.cxrter/?hl=en
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@prod.cxrter
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/0TiybgkT4dzF5m199IYZdl
SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/prodcxrter

Studio Vocals Mixed By Nicolas Sales:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/deadnico
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/33D93tU7fXP3fBpKjgRJz7?si=mY8g1vTZT3C4aX-RxoDnRw&nd=1&dlsi=96d75981929b4ee8
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@NicolasSales
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/deadnico
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/33D93tU7fXP3fBpKjgRJz7?si=mY8g1vTZT3C4aX-RxoDnRw&nd=1&dlsi=96d75981929b4ee8
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@NicolasSales

Meaning Behind The Lyrics: https://genius.com/Sufferplenty-whisper-lyrics

for features and any other inquires email
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we're all suffering, you're not alone.

whisper - Live (Prod. Nicolas Sales)

along side losing the original files for this album, there were a ton of older songs of mine that were once released but dissapeared and i don't know what happened to them. one of those songs was called Overdose. Though this song is not a full remaster/recreation of that, a lot of the lyrics including the hook is what i remember of it. it was one of my favorites.
sufferplenty - Retreat (Prod. Blade901 x Ayoblake)
Stream Retreat:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4UC1pQwHtuuVfjSiGpnajH?si=0ad2940d47944afe
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xmgrRWeHP2w&t=653s
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/retreat/1618386058?i=1618386658

Lyrics: (Hook)
Sober, i'm sober
Was never over but now i'm sober

(hook)
Sober, sober, sober
Feeling no emotions
Sober, sober, sober
Strength is the devotion
Sober, sober, sober
Fuck it i'm overdosing
Sober, sober, sober
Drowning in my emotion

(verse 1)
I'm just a flaw, nah I’m a bomb, yeah
I came to tell the truth
Instead i lashed out at you
Meant to stop myself
Failed now it’s in the past
Present and still not ready to tell the truth
Honestly my mind is the worst
Lately been avoiding my bedroom
Its a straight up a reminder
Of all the hell I’ve been through
Open flames burning skin
That smell it's trapped in the air
It ain’t real but I believe it to be
So I guess now the question is to be or not to be?

(hook)
Sober, sober, sober
Feeling no emotions
Sober, sober, sober
Fuck it i'm overdosing
Sober, sober, sober
Strength is the devotion
Sober, sober, sober
Drowning in my emotion
Sober, sober, sober
Emotional roller coaster

(verse 2)
Its like i done burned and CRASHED
Nothing can help me get through the day
I keep thinking its just death all around me
Lively faces but their eyes hide pain
From ages of devastation
I burnt myself on the ash drinking from a flask
Cause the pain is now A reminder
Of how it even started
I'm losing my mind, I’m losing my high
No one even notices my countless attempts
To Isolate myself from this and disconnect again
The walls aren't talking again
But its cool cause i'm a loner again

(hook)
Sober, sober, sober
Feeling no emotions
Sober sober sober
Fuck it I’m overdosing
Sober sober sober
Emotional roller coaster
Sober sober sober
Having no devotion

Support The Producer:
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Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/_blade901/?hl=en
SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/blade_901
Twitter: https://twitter.com/blade901

Meaning Behind The Lyrics: https://genius.com/Sufferplenty-retreat-lyrics

for features and any other inquires email
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we're all suffering, you're not alone.

Retreat (Prod Blade901 x Ayoblake)

Stream Alone:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6MRG6mB88sSvaMRjVnvvKN
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z0bnYoJrTOA&t=447s
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/alone-feat-spud-single/1512778722

Lyrics: (sufferplenty Hook)
Sitting in darkness alone
There’s nobody here
No one hits my phone
Battling thoughts in my head
I fucked up again
The girl that I love told me
I should just quit x2

(sufferplenty Verse)
Pacing and pacing and pacing again...
I don’t wanna face the decisions I’ve made
I’m misunderstood
Can’t find my way out of this slump
I just wanna sleep
I don’t wanna wake up
I don’t wanna dream
I hate what I see when
I look in the mirror
Stare for too long
You wouldn’t believe it
I’m always so sad
Behind closed doors
This is a crisis
You choose not to see it
Told my therapist to diagnose me cause I don’t know what’s wrong

(sufferplenty Bridge)
I’m

(sufferplenty Hook)
Sitting in darkness alone
There’s nobody here
No one hits my phone
Battling thoughts in my head
I fucked up again
The girl that I love told me
I should just quit x2

(Spud's Verse)
I fucked up again I can't make a friend
I think I'll keep struggling until the end
I fucking regret the first time we met
I feel like I live my life with too much debt x2
I live my life with too much debt
Never gonna forget all of the time we spent together
When we drinking that wine and and you make me feel fine
(feel fine)
I don't wanna weep
I don't wanna sleep
I'll hide in the corner until we next meet
I'll make you a friend and then we remend
We'll keep on discovering until the end
Well keep on discovering until the end
Until we make a other friend
I fucked up again I can't make a friend
I think I'll keep struggling until the end
I fucking regret the first time we met
I feel like I live my life with too much debt x2

(Spud outro hook)
Sitting in darkness alone there's nobody here no one hits my phone Battling thoughts in my head I fucked up again x2

Support The Producer:
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Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/caps.ctrl/
SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/user-597676997

Support Spud:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/lilspudxlp/
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/5groNmJ2p3CJlD9bEJ4RY5
SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/lilspudxlp

Meaning Behind The Lyrics: https://genius.com/Sufferplenty-alone-lyrics

for features and any other inquires email
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we're all suffering, you're not alone.

Alone (Feat. Spud)(Prod. CapsCtrl)

OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=95ot4SE9ws0

Stream Dead Love:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3TvuIPxTjRhtWjOiDiQv7L?si=38ee4d126d094a79
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z0bnYoJrTOA&t=447s
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/dead-love/1559158950?i=1559159139

Lyrics: (intro hook)
Don't care about my own existence
See my life flash, sirens in the distance
Keep on moving don't look back
What's in the past is in the past

(hook)
I don't care about my own existence
See my life flash, sirens in the distance
Keep on moving don't look back
What's in the past is in the past, yeah
I don't care about my own existence
See my life flash, sirens in the distance
Keep on moving don't look back
What's in the past is in the past

(verse)
Lonely nights
Where i laid awake
Pray the lord my soul to take
I don't believe in that but pray anyway
Don't want the devil to take me away
Demons in my thoughts that can't be erased
They won't budge not even a little bit
Your bullshit, yeah i'm done with it
You left me here with a broken heart
I thought you were real, guess i thought wrong
One more thing to push me away
The jokes on you i don't wanna stay
I might end it all tonight
Hands are shaking gripping at the knife
I won't relapse, i'll put up a fight
I hate myself and hate these thoughts inside head
Everybody knows that i'm better off dead

(hook)
I don't care about my own existence
See my life flash, sirens in the distance
Keep on moving don't look back
What's in the past is in the past
I don't care about my own existence
See my life flash, sirens in the distance
Keep on moving don't look back
What's in the past is in the past, yeah yeah

(outro hook)
I don't care i don't care, no i don't care at all

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OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=95ot4SE9ws0

Stream Jealousy:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/77KjmTztuP3ifYC50Rt0zb?si=8653f33ece6e4718
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z0bnYoJrTOA&t=447s
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Lyrics: (Chorus)
I really take my life
I really wanna die tonight
I really wanna see the other-side
But i don't wanna go and leave
My loved ones behind, no
I don't wanna know what its like
To commit, suicide
No matter how much i wanna die
I'm not brave enough to take my life
And even if i was i don't want you to lose ur only friend
I wanna die slow, i wanna die slow, ly, tonight

(verse)
Would you come to help, if i cried for help?
Feels no one is here; feels like nobody cares
All i have is myself and that fucking sucks
Cause i hate what i see when i look in the mirror
I'm trying to change, yeah i'm trying to feel better
All this negativity is building up the pressure
I'm putting up walls trying to protect myself
And its all caving in so i don't know what to do
Isolation; solitude; nothing left to lose
I used to have you, now i don't even have myself
I'm stuck in a spiral, i'm trapped in a loop

Tryna break the cycle, but its hard to conclude
If this is the end i don't think i have a future
No i don't think i have a future
At least not one with you

(Chorus)
I really take my life
I really wanna die tonight
I really wanna see the other-side
But i don't wanna go and leave
My loved ones behind, no
I don't wanna know what its like
To commit, suicide
No matter how much i wanna die
I'm not brave enough to take my life
And even if i was i don't want you to lose ur only friend
I wanna die slow, i wanna die slow, ly, tonight

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