A WIP I am new to Fl Studio and don't know where this is going, how'd I do so far?

Screw Physics I'm Pinkie Pie

first time you get to hear my voice *yay* but don't worry I have a lot in store for everypony. I just feel I need to practice with a few covers before I can release anything of my own just yet.

Pony Swag - Final Verse (cover)

this is my version of KOLT by Y@C (Yelling @ Cats enjoy everypony.)

Final Verse - KOLT - WIP

This is a little something personal, it pretty much illustrates how I feel everyday and every time I go back to hospital I can't help but relive those memories. This I just a Work in progress, I have a vision for a better final product.

Paying to live - WIP

Paying to live WIP unmastered

Finally!... took me long enough.

A link to the Lyrics to send your emotions spiraling... (https://docs.google.com/file/d/0B9IhG_xfMheQWERhbUZUbllPWTg/edit?usp=sharing)

So basically  this is to put perspective on my life and how I feel just as I begin to open my eyes every single day... Ready to take on the world right? Pffft what reality are you living in? 

This world can be so cruel to even the kindest most gentle of souls, who give everything and get nothing but heartache in return. My family did not deserve to bare witness to my suffering nor did I deserve to endure it. I go to work every day thinking, Why, Why did I get a second chance, Twice?! only to cave and almost die again for the umpteenth time in my life. Thinking that all the lies of being brought back for a reason are just that, lies. That's all they ever were. That to go through life with this curse, this burden thinking, should I have even wanted another Chance?...

To everyone that I hold dear in this world, you are what keep me strong, not in your actions but in the actions that I choose to take to keep you all happy, Knowing that I would be missed were I to go, and leave many people with broken hearts. That is the one thing that keeps me going.

Thank you, Thank you all so much...