produced by @0helper

made this song in like 2 days

lyrics:
how will i
kill myself, will i jump off of a roof?
i need answers before i think im coming through
im going
too fast, with this shit i've had enough
but if you really care about me then i wont give it up

woah-hoaaaa
woah-hoaaaa
what the fuck, im gonna die young
woah-hoaaaa
woah-hoaaaa
i really dont give a fuck anymore

woah-hoaaaa
woah-hoaaaa
what the fuck, im gonna die young
woah-hoaaaa
woah-hoaaaa
i really dont give a fuck anymore 

i wont take my time with it
but ill take whats mine, like a kid
oh look what you did
i cried like a bitch
how can you know whats best for me?

i need to get my head back on myself
if i dont do what i want, id rather go to hell
and if i go without writing i shouldnt write at all
and between both of us, i think im better off dead

woah-hoaaaa
woah-hoaaaa
what the fuck, im gonna die young
woah-hoaaaa
woah-hoaaaa
i really dont give a fuck anymore

woah-hoaaaa
woah-hoaaaa
what the fuck, im gonna die young
woah-hoaaaa
woah-hoaaaa
i really dont give a fuck anymore 

(oh-oh-oh-oh-woahhhh)
(once im out that door im gone)
(its not fucking fair)
(i get whatever i want)
(no its not fair at all)

SPOTIFY

im gone

Preesave <3 https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/tigerstar/been-that-boy 

Prod. tigerstar
co-written with @yazida-essia 
SHOUTS OUT TO CABBY @silentcxbin FOR DOING THE INTRO AND MASTER <3 Check him out NOWWWW...!!!

CREDS TO THE CLIQUE GIRLZ .... My ultimate idols that inspire everything i create
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yYJ284Hndzk

if there was a single day where we could just talk
i'd fade and i'd block anything thats not you
I’d cave when u walk in the room
I wonder if u listen, heart transparent
can u hear it?
u said u couldn’t 
so i'll turn it up just enough
like I wanted for us

you know i
kinda shoulda wish you woulda coulda maybe been that boy
you need to know i...
know you never yea you did you never been to be that boy...
but every little word was true 
i dont wanna waste a minute waiting for ur call back
here i am 5 hours later  and i'll respond so fast
after all thought i was certain thinking u were all that
and theres still a part of me that thinks that y could be that boy

so can i at least plead my case or do 
u just want me to be thrown away and you'll choose 
from all the girls lined up and i'll be another one
its such a  force of a wave to try to get through

im in a daze for u n
spending all day in a trance
when im just looking at u
no one can say that i cant
i gotta look for u
i gotta tell u too many things i said that i won’t get into

already came in like a wreck, like could it get any worse?
i always talk it down i hope that i dont get hurt 
found out all of the words that you had said and i…
kinda shoulda wish u woulda coulda maybe been that boy

NO U NEVER
YES U DID
U NEVER MEANT TO MEAN THAT
AND U SHOULDA 
WISH U WOULDA
COULDA MAYBE BEEN THAT

got my hopes up for it to mean nothin
if ur just gonna pretend all along 
that u could be that boy
wouldnt have let it
if ur never gonna get it
through ur head
i should forget it, for what?
( u'll never be that boy)

u couldn’t have been him at all
figured it out on my own
i should’ve known that he was never gonna be that boy
i cant help but say that it’s dumb
and so i’ll stay on my own
i should’ve known that he was never gonna be that boy

Been That Boy!

Song On Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/31XgdC9vEiMyDm4OUdD2Iv?si=e368819be10f4846

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Featuring @riensu
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Lyrics:
Meanty:
I want you to savor me
I don't think that is safe for me
It's not what I thought
I think we're going apart
But it's alright
I just wanted to dance with you
It's all that I wanted to say to you
But now you're too far
So start up the car

Yeah I just wanna dance with you
Is that alright?
Yeah I'm waiting for you to make a move
No I don't bite
You're all I like
Is the same with you?
Oh yeah I hope you do 
Have the same thought about us
I want all of your love

@riensu:
ill close the space between our love ill be all u need<3
I'm not afraid of us
(woah, oh)
Movin side to side
I cant look away from your eyes
woah, oh, oh, oh

Meanty:
Oh yeah I miss you I just wanna go and give you my heart
@riensu:
I wanna see u but the distance is just way too far
Meanty:
All of these issues I don't wanna go back from the start
@riensu:
Wanna go back to ur heart

Meanty:
I want you to savor me
I don't think that is safe for me
It's not what I thought
I think we're going apart
But it's alright
I just wanted to dance with you
It's all that I wanted to say to you
But now you're too far
So start up the car

Yeah I just wanna dance with you
Is that alright?
Yeah I'm waiting for you to make a move
No I don't bite
You're all I like
Is the same with you?
Oh yeah I hope you do 
Have the same thought about us
I want all of your love

Dance with you

Dance with u

spotify

Dance with u w/ riensu (prod. sai)

@jayya1k

(killnord)
you look so bad i’m into you 
i wish you felt the same i do 
don’t need that much, i’ll wait for you
i can’t escape the way you move
it’s not about me, it’s all about you
can’t reach your heart, is it bullet proof?
i fucking hate you yes i do
i just can’t stand the way you 
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad but you don’t even care
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad but you don’t even care

(jayya)
you know i hate when you lie to me
but i can’t overlook it girl you know that’s the pride in me
it’s been this way for weeks so it comes no surprise to me 
i shut myself off once again and deal with it privately 
i hate the way you always get what u want 
always put up a front 
i’m so tired of all the fighting can we just make up
i’m so tired of all the fighting i think we need to break up 
it’s been way too long

(killnord)
i swear you look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad but you don’t even care
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad you look so bad yuh
look so bad but you don’t even care

so bad feat. jayya (okayjml)

prod. xvn

sadchill amv: youtube.com/watch?v=8rp9l4zyNX4

@zephyrcove

lyrics

@1toge

Baby come on and use your words 
Cause our communication is lacking
How could have we let this happen
Oh la la la uh bby are you in denial
I swear its gon take awhile
So whats the need for these ties

Oh baby im over the edge
I cant feel so low over the edge
Cause i dont wanna feel no more
I dont wanna feel no more
If i come give you my attention
I expect you to catch me if i fall

@riensu

It's such a shame that things never changed
And now we're falling down
I tried to put into words but I can't explain
How I'm feelin now

I've had enough
Can't do anything right
But I don't wanna be alone
Maybe it's what I deserve
I dont know what you heard
Know I always put you first

And now you put your heart in a vault
You're puttin up all your walls
All your feelings dissolved
Can you still hear me
Terrified
Of what happens tonight

@1toge

It's such a shame that things never changed
And now we're falling down
I tried to put into words but I can't explain
How I'm feelin now

oh what a shame w/ riensu

@traxee

*You know i wanna be ur MAIN

Rawr

valentines day W/ TRAXEE !!!!!!!

mixed @oroahh & me 
Written @oroahh & me
Produced @Jonah_bru
All Plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/maxrrss/pieces-feat-oroah

Lyrics:
(me)
I don't wanna talk to u, girl 
I need a moment
U dictate every way that I feel
Words are so potent
What I wanna say to you, girl
I could give you the world 
But you tore me to pieces 
For no decent reason

(me)
Oh my god
I don't wanna talk bout it 
Everything I did just by your side
I don't wanna think bout it
Everytime, i do feelings i die
Just too hard for you to really try
Give a lil bit of love
Give a lil bit of -ooh

(roah)
This feeling
It's leaving
I don't know how to stop
Can you feel it 
You do not need it
Baby, could you stop
We aint really have to hold it down
We just have to really focus now 
Speak up before goes, going south
oh don't shut your mouth
told you, and I told her
I got big chips on my shoulder
And they keep growing as im older
Keep showing as I hold you tight
I don't really wanna speak tonight
I just really want you out my sight
I don't think that we could do this right
I don't wanna talk girl just decide

pieces w/ roah (jonah.bru)

so i wake up not knowin wat to do
so i wake up not knowing who to chose
and i cant make up my mind
im sippen henny and wine
im lettin it fuckin shine
im gettin lost in time
why, do i even try
i never, never met to lie
dont ask permission or forgiveness when i fuck up
(no no no no)
optimistic my intuition tells me to leave so i 
sorry baby i dont wanna live a lie
jus give me my sweaters their mine
lost all hope ill never be right
ill be fine, ill be

doin all the blow and heroin, till the my end begins
cant feel my face, cant feel my face
ive been doin so good, tryin to replace my sins
cant feel face, i cant feel my
seein in the distance wit no issue
crying to myself that i know i miss you
fight this life to find wats mine no i
pray to god to find whats right at night
just wanna see you fall down
idgaf if you dont care anymore
i live my life in shambles
i like u sorry to ramble
on (x2)
my brain is to gone

so i wake up not knowin wat to do
so i wake up not knowing who to chose
and i cant make up my mind
im sippen henny and wine
im lettin it fuckin shine
im gettin lost in time
why, do i even try
i never, never met to lie
dont ask permission or forgiveness when i fuck up
(no no no no)
optimistic my intuition tells me to leave so i 
sorry baby i dont wanna live a lie
jus give me my sweaters their mine
lost all hope ill never be right
ill be fine, ill be

wakeup

PROD @saiwai

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/2STm4tGHWq0tqvbuhqBNzo?si=q86Xs-hrR_-_woNFBFvKHQ

lyrics 

Ill do almost anything 
for u to say how u feel bout me
Tellin me that im the one
But im sure ive heard eveything 
Gotta stop my heart or smt
When u leave ill feel like nthn 
when its all up to u
U promise ull come thru
So tell me and ill think about it
Ill find my way around it
So tell me and ill think about it
Ill find my way around it 
So tell me and ill think about it 
ill find my way around it
When its all up to u
U promise ull come thru

@scrufff
you gon' play that card, play that card
you could prolly see the fainted heart, fainted heart
wanna laugh at me but ain't it hard, ain't it hard
go right back
its the reoccurrence in my head
I need reassurance in my dread
hop out with a 45
muhfucka I'm here if you gon cry
one soft tear, in your eye
don't come near, my side
wanna drive to the crib with a flat tire
got a knife in his ribs it wont backfire
mf took my heart with a flat iron
3 drinks to my side been a bad night

Ill do almost anything 
for u to say how u feel bout me
Tellin me that im the one
But im sure ive heard eveything 
Gotta stop my heart or smt
When u leave ill feel like nthn 
when its all up to u
U promise ull come thru
Cmon boy u decide
Idc what u choose tonight
When its all up to u
And what u wanna do
Boy ill go for the ride
Gotta stop my heart or smt
When u leave ill feel like nthn
When its all up to u
U promise ull come thru

you gon' play that card, play that card
you could prolly see the fainted heart, fainted heart
wanna laugh at me but ain't it hard, ain't it hard
when its all up to u
u promise ull come thru

up to u + scruff (sai)

written: me
mixed: me
produced @Jarvas123 | @fortuneswan | me
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/maxrrss/falling

Lyrics:
(verse)
we keep on playing this game just going back and forth
you said u wanted the change, so what you stoppin' for
i gave you everything, and you still wanting more
maybe im going insane, but im still falling for it

I saw your name w another
tell me why I should bother
you keep me under the water
can't hold my breath any longer

(chorus)
i keep falling for it
stuck in ways so foreign
im the one who noticed
kept me down, unfocused

(verse)
I don't wanna fuckin choose
Know ill mess it up
Tell me when you're coming through
It's never adding up
Running out of love
You don't wanna try
Not enough
I don't wanna fight
You can't pick a side
Fucked it up

(chorus)
i keep falling for it
stuck in ways so foreign
im the one who noticed
kept me down, unfocused

(bridge thingy idek)
Waste of my time I know that something aint right
Keep fuckin putting me down cause I keep trying to try

(chorus)
I keep falling for it
stuck in ways so foreign
im the one who noticed
kept me down, unfocused

up to u + scruff (sai)

ri4h

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