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15 September ... time with our father

This fell out of my piano, I hope someone likes it 😁

6 September 2023 09:11:28 the grace from our lord

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Dont you leave me running 2 take.m4a

ETERNAL LIGHT

I cry ....

MAKE BELIEVE

YOU WIN AGAIN.wav

I’m just a recovering alcoholic, I was very very lucky after 19 times in prison trying desperately to stop, prison gave me the time to dry out ,, but on my last time inside I’d run out of ideas , and on the 20th of September 2014 I was completely broken mind heart and soul , I got off my bunk and fell to my knees , and prayed for over an  hour ,the hardest i ever had , I cryed out and begged our lord (as I understood him) to help me, and the very next day , I knew something inside had changed but didn’t exactly what ... but I’d been blessed,It was like god went through me that’s the best way I can explaine it..he’d listened and whilst not￼ exactly sure but shortly later still in Bedford nick  a lady called sue who worked In hmp Bedford, in there chaplaincy￼ somehow noticed and explained that indeed god was enlightening me, I was being blessed... i was  feeling amazing inside ,  and the door through to the abyss￼￼ had ever so slightly been opened, and I could gaze through at what was behind, ￼ it was truly Beautiful and￼from that day on the mental obsession that comes with alcoholism completely vanished , god had indeed listened to me and heeled my fractured mind body and soul , today I’m no angel but I had been cured of the Horrendous and cunning disease called alcoholism...￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼￼

Please believe me I’m in no way an evangelist (but I probably ought to be)  let me say this , tonight … please talk to god … as you would me …. Talk softly and openly, honestly , tell god exactly how you are feeling,  what’s hurting you and causing you pain in life …. Be respectful and close your prayer with amen, I promise he is always listening, your his child,  and he desperately wants a relationship with you…. I promise you this …. If you do pray , he will listen and perhaps not in your time frame, he will indeed answer you….if this wasn’t the case , then go on , please prove me wrong, what have you got to lose ? Just remember the prayer that you spoke and wait , I know 100 percent something will happen that Will truly change .... 
Many thanks guys and girls for listening.. 
Much love, stay safe and remember there is always hope .. 😁 x 
Roo x￼￼

Richard Antony Martin

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