Why isnt this on apple music !? I love his music sm 

Reminds me of my old house when I was a kid 

i love her so fucking much and i cant have her anymore

been listening to this for 2 years now 🖤

you did à good job on that one, that song is à achievement

OH!hello - Savana Sabertooth

Growing Up (original)

your heart

i'm sleeping in my bed alone, which is okay. it's fine for now. and i'm hurting when i pull the covers off my body when it's three in the morning and the sun coming up is the only thing on my mind. the way i press my ear against your chest when we're sitting in the back of your parents van, it's all i feel that i have. numb when i step on the balcony late at night to appreciate the stars that remind me of your eyes and the scars on your face. numb when i lay my head down on my pillow. missing you is the only thing i think i'm good at, and feeling the imprints your lips leave on my body is the only thing i feel when i'm sitting in the shower holding my own hand, knowing this is all just practice for when i die. on the inside i am me. small, shy, me. on the inside i am catching your mood before you can steal it from me, i am planting the flowers that will cover up the scars i am too afraid to let disappear. my past is a window in my room. the window i will never close because being freezing cold is better than suffocating from the heat that drips down my skin when i lie on the sticky floors of my present. on the inside i am drowning in alcohol, shrinking, striking a match, and setting myself on fire. on the inside i am cracking my ribs open. i am starting from scratch. we laid in the grass in the middle of the park and when i couldn't find the little dipper in the sky you kissed my neck and showed me all the constellations you had hiding behind your teeth. i am not concerned with my past or the way it haunts me when i look in the mirror before i leave my comfort zone and i am not ashamed of my past when i think of other people i decided to dedicate portions of the sky to. when i think of the friends i lost to the crushing weight of reality on my chest. and i am not frightened by the past when i look into your eyes because you hold my hand and when i hear your heart beat through your chest, i know that this is just practice for when i die. 

thru yr chest//hanna a

i wrote this at four in the morning when the tears were still fresh

our house was blue

not old enough

Radiator Hospital - Fireworks (Reprise)

are we lovers 
or are we best friends 
or what do you want to be 
when you kiss me
when you hold me
is it a plutonic thing 
when you say that I'm your world 
and when i say you're my favorite girl
can't you see that you're hurting me
do you love me baby
i just want you to know 
that i do love you so
and I'm fine with whatever 
if you're happy
and i know this is dumb
I'm just having so much fun
being with you 
kissing you
are we lovers 
or are we best friends
or what do you want to be 
when you kiss me 
when you hold me 
is it a plutonic thing 
when you say that I'm your world 
and i say that you're my favorite girl
can't you see that you're hurting me 
do you love me baby
i just want you to know
i do love you so
and I'm fine with whatever 
if you're happy
and i know this is dumb
but I'm having so much fun
being with you
kissing you
i just have one last question to ask you

written by: gus dokus 
produced by: miranda robinson

fairly fucking obvious

lying sleepless at 5am
knowing it'll be a while before i see you again 
may the sun wake you gently as it puts me to sleep
and while i'm anxiously waiting i hope you have sweet dreams

but don't waste your time on us
since i will be gone in a month
and i hope its true that you'll think of me too
but my bones, under weight, will be crushed

when i wake up tomorrow i'll be in my bed
i'll avoid conversation of what's lying ahead
may my heart still be beating and my blood still be red
and may a hundred years pass before i am dead

but i won't call you anytime soon
as i'm busy here packing my room
and i know i'll be fine with the passing of time
but i'll always think fondly of you

Distance Makes The Heart Grow Somber

Fondly

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"transparency," my latest release is out next month. here's a demo i've been working on since last summer.

"skin"
i woke up with a lump in my throat
visions of you and the way that you spoke
it's 7am and it doesnt make sense
and i'm trying to forget before i fall in

with brown paper skin i fold to the touch
takes a gentle smile and i crumble to dust
but you'll never see what's underneath
no i won't let you in i won't let you see

if i could shed my skin and start anew
maybe i'd be better for you
a false scheme in a drunken dream
wish you'd say those same words when i'm not asleep

well i'm tired of dreaming of being who i can't be
cause i'll never be her but she'll never be me
but if you saw me the way that i wanted to be seen
i wouldn't be here wishing that it wasnt a dream

if i could shed my skin and start anew
maybe i'd be better for you
a false scheme in a drunken dream
wish you'd say those same words when i'm not asleep

"recover" 

from my mind i wonder
if i'll ever recover

i'm always holding out
i know that you'll let me down

i try to convince you
i try to convince me too

i wish i could be you
that way i wouldn't feel too

i walk by myself in 
the same place that we met

and there is not another
i wish i could recover


feb 12 2020 ver

not old enough

richard orofino

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