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if i told you that i feel no love would it change the way that you treat me?
or tell me would you selfish lack of lust end up leading you to leave me,
i don't really care, well i think that I don't but I do, I just wanna spend time with you,
in my room, run your fingers through my hair while we fuck till the flowers bloom.

lets go to the moon, watch the stars all afternoon,
lets go to the moon, i'll go anywhere with you.

and baby I know you want me to concentrate,
on what you're saying, but I can't through the constant hate,
if you would just be nice I could contemplate,
but you're not all you wanna do is complicate.

manipulation on numerous occasions with no appreciation of all that I did,
I take medication to help my frustration and fix all the seeds that you plant in my head,
I hope that you make it and get past the fake shit cuz you were so real in the moment we met,
but I saw you changing with each conversation and trust me I hate that it came to an end.

I tried so hard but I failed,
you were like a mountain that I couldn't fuckin scale,
and ocean I can't sail,
with waves that knocked me down,
sometimes I kinda wish you were around.

It's a wound that I carry with a lesson,
a blessing in disguise I'm guessing,
you see the depression in my eyes and it's gonna be alright,
i'm still learning how to be an adolescent.

while I'm, falling deeper and deeper you told me you were a keeper,
but i heard nothing but "leave her", im getting weaker and weaker,
my angels turnin to demons, my demons tell me decieve her, 
but i dont listen to creatures, its just to bad that you do.

It's just too bad that you did, it's just to bad i wasnt there when you were hangin with him,
and now he's gone and so am I so who you hangin with then? 
I see you smilin but I know its for your IG friends.

manipulation on numerous occasions with no appreciation of all that I did,
I take medication to help my frustration and fix all the seeds that you plant in my head,
I hope that you don't make it it, cuz you were a fake bitch and never as real as the moment we met,
when I saw you changing, it broke me to pieces, but fuck me I hate that it came to an end.

An Ocean I Cant Sail

BUT I STILL (HIGHLIGHT REEL) FT MELDXN

Cash money, cash money, hella bands on me.
Bad druggy, bad druggy, now my head funny.
Lack something, lack something, who your man honey?
Can't stop me, can't stop me, throw it back on me.

Bitch I gotta pack up, black ops.
Care if I go back to get my package, clap 'em.
Semi automatic, no attachment, back up.
Many men get sent into the casket. (uhh)

Strap the mags to my bando.
Next to the Mac, this a pistol, not an Apple.
I'm a bad influence on your manners.
But these bitches only want me when I'm manic.

Double black in a brand new Mercedes.
Half a bottle down, twenty cops tryna chase me.
I got stuck, now I always daydream.
Everywhere I look I see a shadow of your face, and-
When I look then I shatter, babe-
You're my medicine, I never can explain how much you matter.
Ten drops of your magic.
Wish that I could always stay this manic.

Devil worship on my nine to five.
I ain't clocking out.
Another shot to keep the demons out.
Purify the crowd.
Cellar screaming, where my peace of mind?
Deep inside the ground.
Best friends with the reaper.
I can't let him down.

Take a toke from the pouch.
Swear that you'll be here, take an oath, take a vow.
Then I'll have no fear from the thoughts that I drown.
In my ocean of tears, lay the heart of my doubt.

Double black in a brand new Mercedes.
Half a bottle down, twenty cops tryna chase me.
I got stuck, now I always daydream.
Everywhere I look I see a shadow of your face, and-
When I look then I shatter, babe-
You're my medicine, I never can explain how much you matter.
Ten drops of your magic.
Wish that I could always stay this manic.

Ice presses, full fiend, but it goes hard.
Stairs step, cold feet, it's a long walk.
White sniff, nose bleed, miss it so much.
Mad head, no sleep, let me cool off.
(ay)

Been broke on the benzos, binbag.
Copy that, dope on the low got me big stacks.
Glock-19, undercoated way I grip that.
Hold up, where the police? Pockets loaded with a click-clack.

Double black in a brand new mercedes,
Half a bottle down, twenty cops tryna chase me.
Bad luck, you were hot and crazy.
When I felt your touch, always wanted you to save me.
But it don't matter.
At the end of the journey it only gets better.
It's the same old pattern.
In the end, yeah I guess it don't matter.

Mercedes - [Prod. Frozeine Beats]

Take a moment to be lost.
Take a moment to be lost.
Then find it.
(x2)

Big wrist bitch, fuck whoever talk.
Big pipe, big rocks.
Cop house, no apartment.
12 hours on the clock- turn to 24.
Mob ties, big boss, make profit.

Grab the thing I let it spark, from the car. 
Same shit, make a bitch get gone.
Take a risk, get bought.
Switch clips in the cartridge.
I don't ever miss, red eyes.
Let it hit - take flight - big hawk.

I don't have a good side, I'm just being honest.
I let you know, first-hand. It's no problem.
Now what you want, want me? 
First class ticket to my heart- 
Get real bitch, you don't have the body.

Circumvent the cert- certainly I'm in a curse.
Get worse, every word that I slur like a zombie.
Nerve, nervousness, nerve gas in, 
If you make me hurt, in a sense- 
I just learn from the warnings.

Where you think I was when the worth of the world was falling?
Not here with, I was born, then the net worth rocketed.
Story of the cursed child, blessed by the wealth that he pocketed.

Great visions, fuck whoever got.
I'm a cynic to a liberal snowflakes plot.
Make the road way harder and darker than it was.
I'm in no way part of the problem, I prolly got-

More days, taken in a trip, than taken off the job.
Years pass, stay rich. 
Any bitch has yet to take it off me.
Too ahead, online constantly.
Big bread, baked in the bonfire.
Satan made a bargain.

It was short sighted, but it gave me options.
Cloud nine, every day.
Up from the bottom.
Name came from the prophecy.
Middle of the flames, I inhale all the toxin.

(Take a moment to be lost...)

Lost N Found (intro) - [Prod. YUNGBRATZ]

Lyrics 

Verse 1

I been bumping Kobi Dee
To get these kids to listen 

But they don't care what i been saying
They don't see my vision 
 
I see a brighter future know that they can feel my mission 

And i can sit here preachin' 
Hopin' it'll make a difference 
the fuck I'm saying they know that I'm gonna take my shot

I gotta practice what i preach 
So hear me when i rock 

I'm totin' guns
Droppin' bodies
And wearing masks

I'm hitting licks
Moving quick and I'm getting cash

And we all know that ain't the way to get the money right 
Better make a smart move
Keep your family by your side
They don't wanna see you dead 
By the age of 25
We all wanna see you live 
Not to crash and burn alive

Keep on focusing 
Regulating from all emotion
Your body breaks 
Arms and legs are decomposin'
I'm barely floating
I feel my body been caught by ocean 

I know its hard to see the bigger picture when your mad 
And even when the times are worse
You been to hell and back 

All n all 
I hear you putting yourself first 
Talkin' death I'm done writing about a hearse 

Big dreams 
Whippin' round in a brand new Merc

I'm fallin' out from these rap heads who saying worse 

I don't care about the message
they keep on spreading dirt

For all my people I'm tellin' you man this ain't that lethal
I'm going out wit a bang 
There ain't gone be a sequel 

Verse 2


I push myself to get my dreams 
You know thats my decision

Nobody tellin' me that i cant do it 
Fuck the system 

And if they sayin' any different 
Go and spread da wisdom 

You need to study harder
Man I'm talkin' bout revision 

These streets ain't meant for you 
Coming out of a small town 

Who the fuck you think you are man
You ain't duckin' rounds

I see the probable causes for all of your mistakes 

You never learn from the lessons they keep you in your state of mind

And you wonder why you never growin' 

You homies left the hometown 
Now you sitting here knowin' no one

They branching out for themselves cause they been done wit dis place 

There ain't a way you can tell them my brother its too late 

Now i been thinkin' am i better off without them 
If I'm dead in the ground
Or drinking water out the fountain 

Preparing for the future makin' sure I'm getting out more
Start to make a livin' watch the cash come through the back door 

Its legitimate whatcha sayin'
you feeling it
The cash on the side 
Never counts up to where you spending it 

We foolish with intent and we workin' so we pay rent for the roof that's over our head and the foods that's under our breath 

We Let them eat 
Cookin' up a storm
You been starving for a week

Gotta do the right thing 
Take a min to think 
Pause and reflect 
Talk about times that i would regret 

Family alive but they upset 
Friends do the same gotta watch who is next i can see who is trying

But at least i been trying

An Ocean I Cant Sail

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