started this in like 2019 
"disso" short for dissociation which I mentally have suffered from

disso. // interlude

They’re_There

142 BPM | FL Studio / Soundtrap | August 2019

Lavendar_South

track I uploaded a while ago, decided to make it public. 
produced/mixed/mastered by ya boy

ReachHiGHER!

beat, vocals, cover art + mixing by me

lyrics -

[chorus]
rapping like it's all I got cause it is
used to have a job, but the pay was rough so I quit
used to have a girl, but I was to much to commit to
started writing songs cause it's just so hard to forget her
feel so empty, feel so cold, say "I just need to rest"
only way I know I'm here is I can see my breath
feeling like my mistakes will always repeat again
cut me open like a Tauntaun if you need a bed

[verse]
my heart is broken, still used to leaving my arms open
and sharing feelings that are normally closed off,
now I'm hopin' that my art has spoken for all the hopeless,
cause y'all should know that our lives can all get charred and smokin'/
you either Phoenix or you Icarus,
man, fuck being a hero, just mind your business
I wasn't born a cynic with distorted visions,
I've just come to realize tryna make friends is a poor decision

[chorus]

[verse 2]
(Sample: Big Pun - Twinz)
187 on an undercover
1, 1, 187 on an undercover
187 on an undercover
1, 1, 187 on an undercover

[chorus]

Taun Taun

145 BPM | FL Studio
reupload of "apprentice" much better mixed

OnYaMiND!

(intro)
make a release for every mood i get
so i still get paid when i lose my shit

(verse)
i - i've seen it, it keeps repeatin'
imprinted just like it's cement
plus my heart so heavy, feel it in my feet when it's beatin'
i'm leanin and heavin, in the bathroom trying to breathe while i'm grievin
'cause even a heathen will see envy and greed being evil
i'm scared, annoyed, and cannot find a way to share my voice
i'm very paranoid and i just left a fucking chair destroyed
a careful boy, but when i'm put in the wrong hands
i gotta sin, 'cause if i don't, then i have lost all plans
not armed to the teeth, i'll put my arm to your teeth
i'm all for the peace until you move the target to me
you talkin to me, but never startin it? (huh?)
you ain't startling me or stopping me from honest beliefs
i drop unexpectedly, like bird shit, that's how i vent,
write 'til its how i imagined, got a couple hours spent,
plus the whole beat and the mixin, flip to the sheet and i'm spittin'
a whole sixteen that i've written, admit i'm a beast and i'm gifted!
seen too much shit, to believe that egos do exist,
i just take the beat and do some flips, my soul releases
when i move my lips.. (my soul releases when i move my lips)
make a release for every mood i get
so i still get paid when i lose my sh**

(outro, sample)
whoa there friend, you might need to slow down
whoa there friend, you might need to slow down

beat, vocals, + mixing by me

lyrics -

[verse]
no matter what my ethnics are, the question's what the ethics are
when I step harder on stage than anybody they said was hard,
shit, and that was just to set the bar
just to get 'em hooked on the rest of my repertoire
I got the best of flow, I'm indie, I'm buzzin', I'm ballin' out
the industry is dead, I stay with the ones that I trust around
when snakes race with rats, me and my homies go underground
because we can get more cheese than a label's even broke down
so fuck that lactose intolerant rap, 
cash cow bullshit lying when they talk 'bout the bag,
nah where the honesty at? where the quality at?
this the underground thunder sound engulfing the wack

[outro]
(Sample: Nas - NY State of Mind)
Never sleep, cause sleep is the cousin of death
Never sleep, cause sleep is the cousin of death
Never sleep, cause sleep is the cousin of death
Never sleep, cause sleep is the cousin of death

Richie Lynx