Poser

Silent Way

there’s 3 more takes of this song and they were all fire.. this was my fav.. adventures is the next one I’ll drop.

TO BE CONTINUED..

drop me off at her house like dead weight
been a minute since i felt my heart rate
feels sweet but it’s obvious it’s fake
my aspartame
“let’s think this through,” yeah i think a lot
but living complacent’s harder than i thought
idk when it’s time to stop
talking

and i think i wanna start over

count it up like 1 2
only do it cause i have to
if i only do what i want to
why am i sat here looking right past you?
i go hide in the bathroom
text a couple friends all ab you
if you didn’t know then you’re bout to
why i’m sat looking right pastttttt

drop me off at her house like dead weight
been a minute since you raised my heart rate
i act sweet but it’s obvious it’s fake
i’m aspartame
we’ll talk this through, watch me think too much
i’ll keep overthinking til it feels like love
and if it gets too loud and you’ve had enough
shut me up, shut me up

shut me up, shut me up
shut me up, shut me up

let’s pretend we don’t know how it really is
cause what it would change might be irrelevant 
you say you gave it up for a chance
but i know you better than that
(what kind of future doesn’t run from the past)
“we can run together” but that’s no way to live
you said you gotta take what you can get
but baby, i know you could get better

shut me up

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tried writing songs from the heart, 
my brain tears me apart
keep singing straight through the dark 
hit a wall
no ounce of vodka would start 
what i used to call a spark
i feel it dwindle, it's dark
where's my heart?

lost in vastness
swear i thought i could pass this 
losing touch from the masses 
it's true 
write a draft, ain't enough 
toss in the trash, can't give up 
fight till my last breath, with you 
i swear it keeps preying on me 
i know it's easy to see that 
i'm cut at the seams, it's getting hard to breathe 
i'm grinding my teeth
the papers dripping with ink
i fall down to my knees
i'd  give in, spare me please 

feels like i'm sinking in doubt 
from what i'm writing about
i feel small, my heads getting clouded 
hit a brick wall, but i won't allow it 
the same old is burning me out 
my heads in a creative drought 
i might just need a catalyst 
because my writings in paralysis 

it's been ten years, and i've been trying to say it different 
can't shift gears, and i've been trying to be consistent 
i'm right here, you can tell by my disposition 
but i still write, then i cross lines, cause it's repetition 
a ghostly apparition, im missing the recognition,
i'm not being pessimistic, im tired of being persistent 
i know that i'd be remissed if i packed it all up and quit 
but i won't let the feeling win, this the strongest I've ever been 

i swear it hurts me to write 
i know it's easy to spite but
i'm cut at the sides, it's getting hard to try
i cant sleep at night 
the papers staring inside 
i fall down, guess it's time 
i just can't make up my mind

feels like i'm sinking in doubt 
from what i'm writing about
i feel small, my heads getting clouded 
hit a brick wall, but i won't allow it 
the same old is burning me out 
my heads in a creative drought
i might just need a catalyst 
because my writings in paralysis

paralysis

Ghost of US

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Hollywood

prod by: @yagirlbunny

lyrics:

i don't even know who i really am
am i you or just a man?
i don't even feel safe in my own skin
i know some day i'll die cause

i'm all by myself
nobody answers my calls
damn, i think i need help
but i don't care about y'all
i'm worried about my health
it won't matter when i'm gone
never cared 'bout how i felt
rot in my room 'til the dawn

i do this shit cause i wanna
smoking on my marajuana
i know it's hard to remember
i left us back in the summer
i hold you higher than others
disregard all my intentions
i'm feeling perfect like @breckenford
unfortunate, but unspoken

is this what you thought it'd be?
fall in my arms, feel safe in my company
i'll hold your heart, i won't drop a thing
from the start, see the stars
see everything

i'm all by myself
nobody answers my calls
damn, i think i need help
but i don't care about y'all
i'm worried about my health
it won't matter when i'm gone
never cared 'bout how i felt
rot in my room 'til the dawn

i do this shit cause i wanna
smoking on my marajuana
i know it's hard to remember
i left us back in the summer
i hold you higher than others
disregard all my intentions
i'm feeling perfect like @breckenford
unfortunate, but unspoken

in skin

Sun comes up on a cotton field road,
Barefoot girl where the wildflowers grow.
Straw hat, blue jeans, hair in curls,
She’s a little bit of country, a whole lot of world.
Got a rust-covered truck and a heart so free,
Knows every love song, sings 'em sweet to me.
She don’t need glitter or fancy swirls,
Just a sunset sky and a barefoot twirl.
A woman without freckles is like a night without stars,
Like a sky without the moon, like a song without a heart.
Every little dot’s got a story to tell,
Like kisses from the sun that she wears - so well.
Summer tan lines and a strawberry grin,
Spining in the creek as the world melts in.
She’s got dirt on her hands and light in her eyes,
And those freckles shine like fireflies.
Ain’t tryin’ to change her, wouldn’t even dare,
She’s perfect just the way she is, wild and rare.
Like a midnight sky scattered with light,
Those freckles make her shine so bright.
A woman without freckles is like a night without stars,
Like a sky without the moon, like a song without a heart.
Every little dot’s got a story to tell,
Like kisses from the sun that she wears so well.
So here’s to my girl with a sun-kissed face,
Every little freckle in its perfect place.
They light up the world, no matter where they are,
‘Cause a woman without freckles is like a night without stars.


A Woman Without Freckles Is Like A Night Without Stars

~2300~

Chorus: 
Something isn't right at a phone booth now I'm riding down I-95 and I tried to tell you. That I'm not coming back alive, You'll never get here in time.

This is how it's always been. I've been down and never begged. Now you seem less like all my friends don't say it cause I was afraid of this.

Verse:
come on show me why. Self-destructive all my tendencies and is that how you'll remember me? When my tender love sang you to sleep. Feeling above the world when I'm with you I never doubt those days I still miss you. Sat and we count the rain through your window, same one that I would always come in through.

Tired of thinking that you're better off without me. You stayed away for so long. My skeleton all my bones still long for you to come home.

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