Ricky bashley

hold on to someone you don’t wanna be
it’s the least i can do yeah i love you when speak to me (*sorry nate)

holding onto something that i wish i never was
now i’m smoking on the swedish fish i think i fell in love
with the hopelessness emotionless is all i have become
you spark the light inside my body all my body ever does 
you prolly thinking what the fuck you talking bout you wrong 
as you listening remembering and fucking to this song
put the past behind and load the gun reminds me that i’m done
i’m your beast boy you my raven we can float up to the sun

wash the windows as the black magic brews
casting spells up from my shoes i’m rocking nikes what it do
load the clip i aim it at myself cuz imma fucking lose
but i never ever wanna go there nah not while i’m with you

raven (prod. willow)

Move With Caution (prod. Caspian Rose)

lyrics:

she never listen think i’m wastin all my time
oh no!
i just bought another mother fuckin dime
go slow!
i’ma call it cheyenne bouta fuckin die
blood flowin
from my knife on the motherfuckin tile

sadness aint foreva
but happy doesn’t last (na) it changes like the weather
ima take some glass (ya) and send my ass to heaven
push it to the max, and od on the stretcher

(n od on tha stretcher)

sadness aint foreva
but happy doesn’t last (na) it changes like the weather
ima take some glass (ya) and send my ass to heaven
push it to the max, and od on the stretcher

u can put the blame on me
and the pain on me
that’s fine

u can put ya shame on me
gurl shame on me
4 lyin

u can put the blame on me
and the pain on me
while i’m dyin

honestly its shame on u
bitch shame on u
4 cryin

u can put the blame on me
and the pain on me
that’s fine

u can put ya shame on me
gurl shame on me
4 lyin

she never listen think i’m wastin all my time
oh no!
i just bought another mother fuckin dime
go slow!
i’ma call it cheyenne bouta fuckin die
blood flowin
from my knife on the motherfuckin tile

she never listen think i’m wastin all my time
oh no!
i just bought another mother fuckin dime
go slow!
i’ma call it cheyenne bouta fuckin die
blood flowin
from my knife on the motherfuckin tile

OH NO! (PROD. lL. lK.)

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Lil X

https://velvetqueen.bandcamp.com/track/insomnia-ft-omenxiii
ft. https://soundcloud.com/omenxiii
prod. https://soundcloud.com/oilcolor
prod. https://soundcloud.com/000garrett
fan art by https://www.instagram.com/hungry__boyz/

[lyrics]
♥velvet♥
I don’t wanna sleep cuz thats wen I can’t breathe
I aint givin up I’m on the brink of somethin
I could feel it in my skin this is who I’m supposed to be
This is all that I can be

I dont wanna sleep cuz thats wen I can’t breathe
Thats wen all these demons start comin after me
I’m trapped in a nightmare and I can’t get out
Someone wake me up so I could figure this out 

I dont wanna dream cuz they always get broke
I flex on the streets but I’m rly fuckin broke
I dont care about money I dont care about these hoes
Got a lot of frauds stay hittin up my phone
Stop hittin up my phone...

Stop clawin at my bones
See me doin good ya now they wanna call 
See me doin good they hopin that i fall

♥omen♥
Yeah I know how that goes,
They just hopin that I fall,
But I'm floatin like a ghost,
Sippin Rossi on the rocks

Drinkin water when I gotta, Otherwise I'm sippin wine,
I don't care about your friends because they ain't no friends of mine.

Remember that time when nobody fucked with me,
now everybody really tryna fuck with me,
Tryna get in the game when I got the key,
Still locked inside with my misery,

Company for the lonely,
Comin up with my own team,
I hate the world but I love you,
I hate myself but I need you.

I know I know how you feel when you can't see me.
I feel the same,

I feel the same.

Insomnia ft. OmenXIII (prod. Garrett & Oilcolor)

MISS U SPENCE <3
FT https://soundcloud.com/barrenwaste
PROD @GREAF
mixed by @prohibeo

gizmo

Shitt, I still miss my fam and my friends but I swear that most of all I miss my bro lil spence, whip tha Acura out Tha pad smokin Newport cigarettes, I still think think about those times, little stress it was the best, but,

Now I gotta grow up, but I'm still wastin my money on green stuff ta roll up, you can eat my dick, if, ya don't know us, and I still ain't shit but I ain't gunna slow up now


Codiene, high - c, back woods fulla terps, Im without a place to be,

Feels like I'm living in a deam, but I'm missin the feelin of when I had you next to me girl

Naw wait, fuck every stupid bitch that twisted ripped my life ta shits,

that's a pain that Ill never forget,

I'm great, I could lie until I'm rich, if you granted me wish, I wouldn't take that shit cuz

I never fucked with my life, and there aiint a single thing, that could make it all right,

Everyday I'm up all night, with the music in my head, it's the only thing I like,

It's so hard to love me you don't wanna look at me I'm fuckin ugly

Fuck me let me disintegrate,

deep into the soil and deteriorate

barren

before i say a word
please listen close this time
i said this all before 
but Ive really lost my mind
i know you're always worried
my fingers looks so blurry
crossing over to a new world
i love the way you look so lovely 
my self worth is so ugly
i am absolutely nothing

contradicting thoughts
read back on the screen
makes no sense to me
its all a dream
i can’t be thinking these
dreadful thoughts about
you and me

I’m living in a void now
just testing all my patience 
with no one to try and say shit
its just a statement
that I’m making
please no mistaking

deteriorating ft barren (prod. GREAF)

SHE THINK I LOVE HER, I DON'T

better off dead (demo snippet)

bloody red (demo)

angeL dUST...♡™ (demo)

Produced by: @fish_narc
Mix/mastered: @lilnarnia 

Pop another perc and I'm crazy about you 
I don't think I'm living if I'm living without you 
Pop another pec and I'm crazy about you 

Pop another perc and I'm crazy about you 
I don't think I'm living if I'm living without you 
Pop another pec and I'm crazy about you 

We're so young 
Its so dumb 
Im anxious and wholesome 
Sober when you look me in the eye

Young love
That drunk love
I'm yelling 
My heart out 
I love it 
When you're hanging by my side 

Hanging by my side 
Looking in your eyes
Don't be scared of what 
We create in time 
Cause I know 
I still like it when were far apart
And you're the only fucking person 
That can break my heart 

Break my heart 
Baby don't you break my heart
Baby don't you break my heart
Baby don't you break 

We're so young 
Its so dumb 
Im anxious and wholesome 
Sober when you look me in the eye

Young love
That drunk love
I'm yelling 
My heart out 
I love it 
When you're hanging by my side 

Break my heart 
Baby don't you break my heart
Baby don't you break my heart
Baby don't you break 

Pop another perc and I'm crazy about you 
I don't think I'm living if I'm living without you 
Pop another pec and I'm crazy about you 

Pop another perc and I'm crazy about you 
I don't think I'm living if I'm living without you 
Pop another pec and I'm crazy about you 

Pop another perc and I'm crazy about you 
I don't think I'm living if I'm living without you 
Pop another pec and I'm crazy about you 

Pop another perc and I'm crazy about you 
I don't think I'm living if I'm living without you 
Pop another pec and I'm crazy about you

Drunk Hearts and Sober Smiles (Prod. Fish Narc)

HIGHWAY 2 HEAVEN ft Joey V (prod. by $UPRA)

HIGHWAY 2 HELL

Prod: @splashgvng
Mix/Mastered: @lilnarnia


Lyrics:

(2x) 
Stories of the things that we use to do 
Im feeling nervous while I'm chilling in the backroom
Im feeling nervous when I think I really had you 
Im feeling nervous cuz this song aint even bout you 

I burst like rain in the storm 
Hurricane season you just can't ignore  
These people are begging for more
Exceeding what I am 
Cuz my breathing is a chore

Follow your fiction and trails
Singing your stories and telling the tales
Breaking my head in a cell
If you didn't me then why couldn't you have left

Remind what I have kept 
You got me on my knees 
OH PLEASE!
I reminisce on your scent 
Im not anything you need 
GO LEAVE!

(4X) 
Mother and mercy and I 
Live like its heaven 
And sleep when I die

(2x) 
Stories of the things that we use to do 
Im feeling nervous while I'm chilling in the backroom
Im feeling nervous when I think I really had you 
Im feeling nervous cuz this song aint even bout you

Mother Mercy (Prod. Splashgvng)

And we struggle just to get through it all
Put my back to the wall, I can't fall.
Put my back to the wall, I can't fall.

Sometimes life keeps getting rough,
and we struggle to keep pickin it up.
Don't care if you like what the fuck I've become.
Don't care if you like what the fuck I've become.

I got lots of anger in my mind.
I can't let it go unless I try.
Shawty I don't like to see you cry,
You can let me go if you just try.

Audi A3 when I drive,
Butterfly blade be the knife.
I've been feeling distant my whole life.
When I don't wanna talk I wanna die.
  
DIE! DIE! DIE! DIE! DIE!
Why do we live just to die?
Why do we laugh just to cry?
Why do the days end with nights?

Die, Die, Die, Die, Die, Die.

Sometimes life starts getting hard
And we struggle just to get through it all
Put my back to the wall, I can't fall.
Put my back to the wall, I can't fall.

Sometimes life keeps getting rough,
and we struggle to keep pickin it up.
Don't care if you like what the fuck I've become.
Don't care if you like what the fuck I've become. 

Money comin in that's daily,
I am just a fraction of matter, what does that make me?
I can't let the pain erase me.
Backing up my data, the ana just cannot phase me.

I can't wait for nothing, got too much on the line.
Feels like inside, I can feel it when a part of me dies.
Sometimes it all comes back together and I'm living a lie,
Because when I don't wanna talk I wanna die.

DIE! DIE! DIE! DIE! DIE!
Why do we live just to die?
Why do we laugh just to cry?
Why do the days end with nights?

Sometimes life starts getting hard
And we struggle just to get through it all
Put my back to the wall, I can't fall.
Put my back to the wall, I can't fall.

Sometimes life keeps getting rough,
and we struggle to keep pickin it up.
Don't care if you like what the fuck I've become.
Don't care if you like what the fuck I've become. 

Die, Die, Die, Die, Die, Die.

DIE! DIE! DIE! (Prod. Charlie Shuffler)

Fate by Saphir 


Produced by:
https://soundcloud.com/jvbeats666

Putting fate in your pocket
I’m singing to grace why the fuck don’t you stop it
Now look at your face what the hell is a promise
I’m losing my faith but I bet that you love it don’t you 
Shooting blanks at the crosses 
And using the space that you once loved and started 
Trying to re-paint the world that you parted
Not looking to blame but I wish that you saw it, would you?

I cross borders and streams to swim
You dug me in hold with all your sins
So if I wanna drown then I could
And if you want to leave then you should be 
Don’t call me when you drop
Down 
Begging for pleasure when you twist the word it’s so loud 
Fighting the heat when the dirt is talking your mouth
I am
The sea you’re the anchor of this whole town baby
Stare at these lights
Cuz I really want the answer
And I really want to know if everything is how it should be
Cuz I really want the answer
Singing like a sinner
But I’m acting like a pastor
Friends are pressed upon you 
And I’m crying from your laughter 
Rider of the storm
Oh how we’re chasing riding after love 

Putting fate in your pocket
I’m singing to grace why the fuck don’t you stop it
Now look at your face what the hell is a promise
I’m losing my faith but I bet that you love it don’t you 
Shooting blanks at the crosses 
And using the space that you once loved and started 
Trying to re-paint the world that you parted
Not looking to blame but I wish that you saw it, would you?

HIGHWAY 2 HEAVEN ft Joey V (prod. by $UPRA)

RICKY BASHLEY

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