Verse

Are you living
Or barely alive
Tryna get by
Became living a lie
What became life
I'ma get through
This is something to Bounce
If not vibe to
I mean
Thoughts from a balcony
over the edge
All in the name
Of that butter and bread
Toast to the fact
That we made it
To make
But
You know we hustle and motivate
Pace it
And fuck who ain't rocking
Dawg
It's all patience
I promise you got it
My heart went back on my sleeve
To my pocket
Draining yourself
To love others is toxic
Yo
I just been distant
I needed some room
My Circle got smaller
I cut off a few
Located
on the dark side of the moon
Awaiting departure
Preparing my tomb
Running away
Been
My autography
Me and the repear
Like family
From everything that
I thought that I knew
At least I tried
But somehow I got consumed
Loosing myself
To love all that I've known
All that became
Might not need me involved
I'ma be gone
By the time that your listening
Just know whatever
We wrote we was living it
it was real
For the real that relate
Heaven I pray my arrival ain't late
Story of my life
I tore out a page
Faith is so crucial
But hard to maintain
I'm reading the signs
That I see everyday
Every loss
I'm learning from is a gain
Simple and plain
Anything different
Charge that to the game
We all that remains

W8

It goes ugh,

I need some time to reflect
I need some to collect
It's like my life is a wreck
Tell me what else your expect
Know that you got my respect

yea
one more time


I need some time to reflect
I need some to collect
It's like my life is a wreck
Tell me what else your expect
Know that you got my respect

yea

Thoughts From A Balcony (Prod by Jarjarbankx)

Lyrics 

Today I thought I found the meaning of life 
While inspired by how the skyline 
Be looking at night 
These swishers right by side 
Only help for the moment & 
Then it’s right back
Where I started while i'm
Crudent and croasting
Pardon
Cruising and coasting 
Both remedies 
For those checking on me 
Y’all messages 
Read remember me?
I couldn’t tell you bout the 
Fast pace switch up 
Or the two guns 
In my face during the stick up
Maybe cause the girl I thought I trusted 
Was who set the whole shit up
While the rest of y’all just
Pick apart 
What I’m slowly just now picking up
Another reason I should fall back instead 
Or focus on chasing franklins 
While we double the bread 
As far as who perpetrating 
Y’all should put that to bed 
Yet the pen sails 
To enlighten although 
Look where it lead 
The sewing 
Just ain’t the same
If my heart ain’t on the end &
We love to hate 
When it’s toxic 
But when both of them blend 
Shit
There you have it
The holiest of all recipes 
Known to blind the wokest 
While rearranging your memory 
A call casting 
For any in the vicinity 
That’s 
Known to hit a lick
Just to come up that's momentarily 
I swear they had to have warn you
be aware of me 
Either people hearing me 
Or people getting scared of me it's
Funny how they never seem to question 
How it came to be
That’s why 
I’m yelling fuck you 
At who comes up off one’s misery 
In the midst of formulating 
Y’all suggestions 
I’m right back where I started
With a lot less of me guessing 
For the lost souls
Crossroads intersection 
Where we scrambling 
For faith 
Every five or four seconds i mean
Based upon our history 
And nature of our kind 
Studies show 
From where I been 
I ain’t supposed to be alive 
Past 25 
With my mind as my weapon
How Ironic 
What a time to be alive 
My brethren 
Ima call this one here paradigm shift cause
I’m changing up my perspective 
On what really exist 
Who showing love I appreciate it
That I’ll admit but
One favor 
Do me no favors
That’s as real as it gets 

While ab souls doing better 
On the stereo 
I took it as a message 
Directing me where I’m supposed to go
Nowadays I’m blending the highs and lows 
Polar opposites is how I adjust 
I guess I’m on them both

Single

Paradigm Shift (Prod by JarjarBankx)

“All these hours accumulated me spending alone, The more the state of oblivion start to feeing like home”. ricky

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Time (Prod by JarjarBankx) ft. Snoh Aalegra

Feb 1st 2022 (Prod by JarjarBankx) ft. J. Cole

Born Tired (Prod by JarjarBankx)

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This Side Prod By Jarjarbankx

Thanksgiving Prod By Jarjarbankx

Slow Wind (feat Tymz) Prod By Jarjarbankx

Knowledge And Wisdom Prod By Jarjarbankx

Random Bliss Prod By Siren Keys

One Time (feat Cteveo Sinatra) Prod By Jarjarbankx

Living In The Moment Prod By Jarjarbankx

Hol On Prod By Amwa

Go Away Prod By Mufasa X Jase Money & Yung Vapors

Focus (feat Tymz) Prod By Jarjarbankx

Empathy Prod By Jase Money & Jarjarbankx

Dilla Plus Reverb (feat Tymz & Hadal) Prod By Jarjarbankx

Caged Bird (feat Cteveo Sinatra) Prod By Jarjarbankx

Braile Rogers (feat Braile Rhymestone) Prod By Jarjarbankx

Something for the streets until June gets here. 
kNightyme is otw.
Stay tuned.

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Recorded and mixed at Stereo Academy Studios.
A single to hold ya'll off until June 30th.
kNightymE otw. 
stay tuned...

BURY ME A G Ft Krishon Krown (Prod by Rickyrogers)

Recorded and mixed at Stereo Academy Studios.
Executive Producer TheyCallMeProp.

Produced by AMWA.
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kNightTyMe

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TAP3LOOP (Prod by AMWA)

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I wanted to do something for the people since I feel like I haven't in a very long time.
Either way peep it, share it, and lmk what you guys think.
(trans)form otw.
One Luv.

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