i cannot compete for bitches man you’re just the saddest bunch
i got them sitting in their bedroom they’re feeling mad as fuck

i used to be so embarrassing
nowadays i don’t say shit
everybody hates everyone but they’re too afraid to say it

i’m just not better than anybody 
i get distracted by pretty bodies 
maybe if i had just taken my time i wouldn’t be trapped in this melancholy 

i watched my friends become enemies
i guess they just weren’t feeling me
look through the rubble of everything
i guess that shit wasn’t meant for me

i love every leaf that grows after me
look down the branch they still mad at me
they think that my grass is greener it didn’t come naturally
they think that my fruit is sweet but they’re never taking a bite of me

dammit i’m living what i wrote 
god dammit i’m living what i wrote

seems i made my heart to mince meat
i just miss the feel when you kiss me
cry in front of my friends in the backseat
i’m so tired it’s not that hard to see

i’ll never know when it’s my turn
search for the feeling that i yearn
won’t be a stone i leave unturned
light all the bridges i’ll let them burn

not sure if it’s fine to still cry about things that i thought i was over with
and you aren’t mine i still wish i could call you and get this pain over with
cause every time that i see you on my phone don’t know if you’re missing me
one thing’s for certain the one thing that matters is you’re not forgetting me

cause i told you that i love you first
nowadays i’ve been feeling the worst
i’m sorry the thought of you doesn’t hurt
just missing the feeling you would return
salt in the wound guess i’ll let it burn
i need my penance there’s more to learn

i’ll never know when it’s my turn

i’m one with the birds again
i’m one with the woods again
i know it’s better off that,
that i did it myself again

penance

happy birthday lil wet wet <3

written and performed by bedhead, lil wet wet, vito, & eunhae
mixed and mastered by bedhead & lil wet wet
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the batcave 3/16/22

birthday cypher w/ lil wet wet, vito, & eunhae (+ homecomingqueen)

vocals @fantasycamp @silvverbell
prod @taylor @sshinju

fantasy camp & silvverbell - by myself (taylor morgan, shinju)

(@siemspark x @sn.aywhat x @darkoivx)

Sometimes I go and I wake up and wonder is all of this worth it
Cuz I wake up and wish I was dead
But then I

Snap back right into reality
Where are you stay fucking mad at me
And you tell me that I’m just a friend
Life is just a catastrophe
I wish that I could live happily
Then I remember that the pain won’t end

Snap back right into reality
Where are you stay fucking mad at me
And you tell me that I’m just a friend
Life is just a catastrophe
I wish that I could live happily
Then I remember that the pain won’t end

So now I’m thinking everyday would be better if I was in the ground
Cuz every day it’s been getting harder since you’re not around
And I’m wishing I could tell you how I’m feeling can you hear me out
Know I could give you everything and I can hold it down
You’re playing with my heart like a puppet master
Ever since you left I’ve been a disaster
I fill my brain with lead cause now nothing matters to me
You broke my heart and you’re not even sorry


Snap back right into reality
Where are you stay fucking mad at me
And you tell me that I’m just a friend
Life is just a catastrophe
I wish that I could live happily
Then I remember that the pain won’t end

Snap back right into reality
Where are you stay fucking mad at me
And you tell me that I’m just a friend
Life is just a catastrophe
I wish that I could live happily
Then I remember that the pain won’t end

all plats

reality [siemspark x sn.aywhat x darkoivx]

prod with @chromerax

woke up in my element, im all alone
this t shirt worth a skeleton, like 200 bones
puttin on my talisman and then write a poem
i got 9s all on my bracelet, cold as the pole
i got 9 around my waist bitch (takahiro)
roll up 9 grams n i face it, smokin that indo
ive been on the web spinnin, i feel like indra
imma eat the sun fully, i feel like simba
i got cash on my body burn that shit i need a grail bro
full moon shinin on my jewelry standin 10 toes
i dont howl i spit bars, trappin demons in my cellphone
turn into a beast, but im beautiful, smell w my hell nose
lil lines lil flies on my fruit, but im a bug too
just tryna eat
me n chromerax on the beat, ricky chromehearts on my feet
nah im playin these just geos
i smell like nasomatto bitch u smell like BO
go with the flow my motto i feel like the rio
off that lemon tek, woke up out this dream i feel like neo
bitch u fake asf, i cant fuck with u just my reals bros
shorty with me ,wonder what she wants
im not even tryna fuck like honestly i just need love
junya watanabe on me n my bros we fly like doves
motherfuckers switch up on me, its my fault for showin luv

Me N Chromerax On The Beat

lonely as the days go by,
do u feel ur portrayed right?
do u feel whats right was wrong?
can u bring the dead 2 life?

prod me

the fix

rivers

life goes on [prod. shinju]

side by side (feat. MXB)

prod uhoh and guccig0th
lyrics:

i feel so weak i think i’m done i wanna wanna fall apart
cant even speak i feel so dumb i’m gonna shut my mouth
i won’t make it out 
don’t wanna let you down
stuck underneath a frozen lake 
i think i’m gonna drown

it’s getting harder to breathe when i’m around you 
it’s coming apart at the seams we’ve sown through 
it’s easy loving don’t have to tell me nothing
and if you want it you better go and get it

don’t make a sound 
(i could never really hear you)
we’ll figure this out
(wrote a letter hope you get it)
the rains falling down 
(i’m drowning in the water)
as your tears hit the ground
(better not forget it)

i hear the thunder 
i see the tunnel
ahead
i lost the feeling
pick up the pieces 
you left
i couldn’t reach you
i went to see you instead
i tried to tell you 
i don’t know how to confess

it must be something that i did it wasn’t what i said
i’ll burn it down until it’s ash until there’s nothing left 
i feel defeated 
i think it’s meaningless 
it’s been deleted 
and now there’s nothing left 

don’t make a sound 
(i could never really hear you)
we’ll figure this out
(wrote a letter hope you get it)
the rains falling down 
(i’m drowning in the water)
as your tears hit the ground
(better not forget it)

i’ve been waiting my whole life just wasting away 
i’m sick of chasing these feelings so i can feel okay

rivers

ridgely2k

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