demos thx

ThxSoMch - shutup (Snippet)

ThxSoMch - Dont Matter No (extended Snippet )

prod. branwen x gaxillic

i've barely tried at all
you only care when i'm the only way out
i think i'd do it all again
think i'm better off dead
guess we'll just see how it all plays out

i've been stuck inside
inside this broken shelf
n i'm just tryna hide 
from myself
n i don't rlly mind
the detriment to my health
broken teeth to grind
i'm fuckin up what's left 
i've been stuck inside
inside this broken shelf
n i'm just tryna hide 
from myself
n i don't rlly mind
the detriment to my health
broken teeth to grind
i'm fuckin up what's left

maybe next time
we'll rewind 
to the life we thought we had
baby don't cry
you'll be fine
there's comfort to be had
i'll move along, sing my songs
but fuck i need you bad
i'm staying strong, i lost a bond
i miss you just a tad

i've been stuck inside
inside this broken shelf
n i'm just tryna hide 
from myself
n i don't rlly mind
the detriment to my health
broken teeth to grind
i'm fuckin up what's left
i've been stuck inside
inside this broken shelf
n i'm just tryna hide 
from myself
n i don't rlly mind
the detriment to my health
broken teeth to grind
i'm fuckin up what's left

broken shelf

lyrics:
sleepy hallow walking 
these squares they got me coughing 
bury me in fire 
shut the door to keep me locked in 
i woke up out in SCV
ubered in an SUV
and i can’t recall anything 
the past 2 weeks been 
off and-
she tell me i’m mess 
girl know it 
crystals round my neck 
catch the light this shit be glowing
shawty wanna text
but she too afraid to show it 
tarot on my desk 
with some and an empty bottle

think that shit was just moscato
feel like august, feeling hollow 
i don’t really to like call 
dont got too much time to borrow 
baby now i’m catching flights
leave u in the dead night 
i can’t really tell what’s right 
foggy roads don’t see the light 

and i just miss the clovers cemetary
thoughts are gotten really scary 
maybe all i want is i want is just to go there 
haunted hills in ojai
reached out while you drove by 
maybe i could reach you if you moved a little slower

I've run outta options 
Im inhaling toxins 
Hydrogen cyanide 
It's really got me coughing 
Where the fuck I been at? 
I been in the dirt bitch 
Im just sick and tired 
Of feeling so damn worthless 
I met you in oblivion 
Was off my medicine 
You are a demon 
You're not at all heaven sent 
Hell bent on ending it 
Razor blades n prescriptions 
So Suicidal It feels like an addiction

sleepyhollow w/ UV6X7 (tiedforsilver x sorrow bringer)

ThxSoMch - JUST A MAN. (Snippet)

can't stay broke ft. counter & dreamworld tony (prod. metlast x nihil)

ThxSoMch - blenderrrr (Snippet)

ThxSoMch - S.D.M  (Snippet)

prod by me
ft. @evergardens
Lyrics:
(oh you never cared)

Get out of my life
I don't wanna see you no more
Tear apart my body, leaving me with sores
Tired of hearing that you're bored
Save your shit for the next, cause I'm not gonna take it
You must be delusional for wanting to take him
But when you text, you don't want to leave me vacant

Now, when you leave are you just gonna call his line?
And, thanks for wasting my time
I never thought you would lead me down
Oh, I'm such a let down
Oh, but that wont bring me down
I'm gonna get that frown off your face
Because that look's corrupting my life
Way that you view me sometimes :(

Tearing all these pictures, I don't want to see them no more
Oh, and i'll leave you at the back-door
Cause I don't wanna see you no more
So i'll leave this place that we call home

What makes you think that i'd give a fuck about you?
Never did you wrong, but I know you cant relate too
Just comes to show, how you're degrading
And now you're just (fading)

As I run between the lines
And no more are we intertwined
I'm glad i'll never see your eyes
Cause you were nothing why'd I try?
I'll never go where you are
even if that meant i'd die

running away from this
leave it in the ditch
all u ever did
lie to me again
u spewing shit to the ground
thats all thats coming out ur mouth
time spent alone
stings a little more now

its fine i think i need to calm down
lose my mind no i cant shut it down
near the end ill make it somehowwwwwwwww

vacant ft evergarden

This is a culmination of songs I've made over the past few months. Many talented artists and producers are featured on here. I loved making this whole project and genuinely am so proud of this. I hope everyone enjoys this project!!

Want You feat. Vails

👑 prod. @03reiko 👑
shout out my legendary bestie
mix/master by me
____

lyrics:

taken by your currents
drifting away
small moments i replay
don't know what i could say

'cause the air gets so heavy
i can't speak or i speak too much
i'm nervous and sweaty
your eyes are deadly
d-deadly

like indirectly,
i'm just tryna be friendly
(maybe more if you asked me)
your voice, so calm and steady
it's deadly

always try and see if you're looking at me
kinda want you to, kinda don't, i have no clue
wanna talk to you, but i'm shy too
i'm dying here, i don't know what to do

smiled at me just a little bit
if i fall all over myself, you are the cause of it
i can't stay balanced when i know that you're near
i lose my grounding when i hear your voice in my ears

'cause the air gets so heavy
i can't speak or i speak too much
i'm nervous and sweaty
your eyes are deadly
d-deadly

like indirectly,
i'm just tryna be friendly
(maybe more if you asked me)
your voice, so calm and steady
it's deadly

lately when i try to sleep
i replay our smallest moments
catch myself drifting away
i'm taken away by your currents

'cause the air gets so heavy
i can't speak or i speak too much
i'm nervous and sweaty
your eyes are deadly
d-deadly

like indirectly,
i'm just tryna be friendly
(maybe more if you asked me)
your voice, so calm and steady
it's deadly

what are these feelings taking over me?
when i stand near you, my god it's so damn hard to breathe

♡crushcrushcrush♡ (prod. 03reiko)

(prod. by neverforever.)

[shine]
I can't call
You’re gone
Can’t stay strong
I’m flawed

What went wrong,
This song
Hurts my cause 

Since you left me in the dirt I’m all alone
I can’t fucking get off of my phone
Way too many sins,
Need to atone

I’ll just run away 
Until I’m home

I don’t wanna stay for a fight,
I’ve been too proud
Asking if you love me back,
Silence is too loud

Scared that you’ll be on the attack,
Blend in with the crowd
If you ever hit me back,
I’ll block you with a frown

[Daywatch]
I told you “I’m fine” 
For the 30th time
But everybody’s wondering
When I'm coming out of my
Room

I say “It's just comfortable” but
I hate being vulnerable, and
You keep prodding me
You won’t get answers from me

Why are you talking bad about me
Aren't we supposed to be family?
Aren't you supposed to be proud of me?

I’m tired of these motherfuckers
Acting like my friends
Sliding with a motherfucking pussy, 
You don't even know him
He makes my life hell,
Shit talking me to your face
Real man, knock his ass down
Should've knock his ass down

Don't call me after, 
I won't pick up
(Fuck)
I’m a real friend so I'll pick up

There’s only one difference between us
You’re an asshole
And I’m a dumb fuck

[nightmares.]
Dumb fuck
Gotta pick up
Pack up all of my clothes

I’m leaving, leaving home
Wonder where I’ll go

Too much, yeah it's too much
Stress is overflowing,
Hope I get by a
Car crossing the street

Tired, dying
All alone

Where do I go?
Too stressed out
Tears are flowing

Say goodbye
I'm not turning,
Back on that road
Turn the last page

turn back (ft. shine & daywatch)

stuck out  my brain (prod.Eskimos x 1cedoutpeak)

prod. me

@heavyballs

kill myself tomorrow 
no more pride to swallow
I don't wanna die
but loss of love got me in a vice 

falling
falling down
and im falling
falling down
falling
falling down
falling down to get back to you

mercy on my soul
drag me out this hole 
please tell me your goal
heart has turned to coal

Falling (Now on Spotify)

NONSTOP

snippets account for riovaz, and more
no thxsomch content lately because he sick or sum

ThxSoMch - JUST A MAN. (Snippet)

riosomch

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