(grayskies)

Another mistake
I'm walking on dangerous grounds
The shit you do to him when I'm not around
How could I trust you again It happened so many times
I wanna be with you but I want you to
Hold my hand and tell me the truth
It's been a couple of months but I'm still waiting on you
To come back to me

(oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh)

I'm drowning In a puddle of my own blood
I do this to myself every fucking time
I always fall down when I start to climb
Again why did you have to do It so many times
I'm drowning In a puddle of my own blood
I do this to myself every fucking time
I always fall down when I start to climb
Again why did you have to do It so many times

The problem wasn't you It was me
I just couldn't forget my past
I remember the day when you overdosed
I was right there next to you
But even though I wanted you with me
Oh I fucked everything up for the second time
I guess I'm too obsessed with you

(oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh)

I'm drowning In a puddle of my own blood
I do this to myself every fucking time
I always fall down when I start to climb
Again why did you have to do It so many times
I'm drowning In a puddle of my own blood
I do this to myself every fucking time
I always fall down when I start to climb
Again why did you have to do It so many times

drowning in my blood

produced , written , and performed by Solio

I tried to talk but I can’t do it
I want you bad you’re fucking stupid 
I gave you hints but you were clueless 
You’ll play with my confidence until I fucking loose it
And now I'm trapped inside these walls 
Wish you could tell from right and wrong 
I’m such a hopeless romantic 
You took away my infection but you can have it

Its just so hopeless we could have been together
Don’t want you later I just want you forever 
But you’re just getting the best of me, I didn’t want you crying upset with me
And it’s to late i've been fighting my dreams
And I be fighting my thoughts, And I be ducking you’re screams 
The next time will be different
I really hope it will be different
Cuz you want me in your control
And i've been stuck here getting old
You make me sad I lost control
And now I'm sitting all alone
It’s just the same now, It’s just a waste now
And I'm so sick of being here I want to leave town
I didn’t like them anyways their just a pain to me
And now with them it’s just a pain to speak.

infection

dont fret my dear

nauseous ft wheresjordan/ien

Ur Body

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/05H7DFe2YnGGrIokYRhAnG?si=8_dJSMLYQ8qMqEzGoBV5dQ
art by visualsbykura
prod: grayskies

lyrics: 
Hold me close
I need you right here by my side
I just can't seem to get this right
That's how it goes
I try so hard but I always find a way to sabotage

So won't you tell me what I did wrong
Spent so long tryna find out where I belong
Fucked up from the way you string me along
I'm so fuckin sick and tired of the love songs

I don't want your love, but I need it
Thinking about my past gonna leave me steady grieving
I cared so much, don't give a fuck if you believe me
I've never been smart, so it's not hard to deceive me

and I know it's all my fault
now I'm on my own

I hate you
You say you want me dead, I don't blame you
I don't get why this is what it came to
I don't remember one time that you came through

So save your words
It'll be a long time till we mature
My brain is fogged, my visions blurred
I guess I got what I deserved

I can't stand to be alone
Like why won't you pickup your phone
You break me down, and leave me broke
Yeah, all the pain that you invoke

Did I even love you in the first place
How can I wish someone the best in the worst way
I miss putting my arms around your waist
I hate seeing your face on the worst days

and I know it's all my fault
now I'm on my own

Hold me close
I need you right here by my side
I just can't seem to get this right
That's how it goes
I try so hard but I always find a way to sabotage
(so won't you)
Hold me close
I need you right here by my side
I just can't seem to get this right
That's how it goes
I try so hard but I always find a way to sabotage

dissonance

ThxSoMch - this one you won’t forget (Snippet)

ThxSoMch - darrrrrling (Snippet)

ThxSoMch - tried to kill me but you didn't get far (Snippet)

ThxSoMch - i need you (Snippet)

@jades714 @ssnoah

noah's verse was supposed to be longer but he decided to moan for a good 4 bars

lyrics:

[jades]

I don’t know what you want from me but
I don’t think I got what you need
So you can fuck off and let me be
I don’t do this for you so don’t expect to be pleased by me
x2

I see your texts and a few missed calls
It makes me want to put my fucking head through the wall
I shut my phone and ignore them all
I’m in my room losing my head in the dark

[noah.wav]

baby i don’t care at all like why you hit me up
i don’t wanna talk it out lately i’ve been feeling stuck
don’t wanna do this anymore
i don’t know what you want from me
cause girl i gave you all of me

[jades]

I don’t know what you want from me but
I don’t think I got what you need
So you can fuck off and let me be
I don’t do this for you so don’t expect to be pleased by me
x2

jades x kayudo - let me be (prod. tennis player)

snippets account for riovaz, and more
no thxsomch content lately because he sick or sum

Ur Body

riosomch

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