OG dropped Mar. 16, 2023
feat. https://soundcloud.com/xo_alone
prod. by https://soundcloud.com/kayomi123123

chemicals

youre my healing
in my soul you remain
holding on to your light
anti psychs in the night

in the night falling now
i was lost all night
beauty turns to despair
i was lost and i cant pretend

youre my last hope that remains
ive given up life this will all end
hold your hand in mine
rest your eyes as im falling

shadows cast now
im yours all out
consume darkness~
falling down to the waters

heavy rain will embrace me
in the night in psychosis
heavy rain in the water
on and on / on and on and on

on and on yours forever
all the love that can not die
witness this as im falling
im so numb i cant feel pain

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antipsychs

“Shattered Reflections” is an album built from broken memories, late-night thoughts, and the pieces of yourself you’re still trying to understand. Every track feels like looking into a cracked mirror — seeing your past, your pain, and the versions of you that never fully healed.

This project dives into heartbreak, trauma, self-doubt, and the battle between who you were and who you’re becoming. With haunting melodies and brutally honest lyrics, the album captures the feeling of trying to put yourself back together while still bleeding from the breaks.

It’s raw, vulnerable, and real — a soundtrack for anyone who’s ever felt like their soul was made of shattered glass.

#shatteredreflections #album #dark #emotional #raw #heartbreak #pain #real #depressing #mentalhealth

Dead Inside My Dreams

SIREN IN MY BLOOD

[lyrics]

i know i fucked up, im fucked up
i hurt you and i dont ask for forgiveness,
but sierra, let me prove to you and myself that i can change, im not expecting to go back, but i want to try and show you that i can be more then the person i was

burn the bridge i dont wanna see you pay
know i fucked up baby i will change
sorry i just caused you so much fucking pain
wish i never made your heart fucking ache

yeah
i know im fucked up
i fucked our trust up
yeah
i know im fucked up
wish i could show you love

know i cant right my wrongs anymore
but still i wanna prove to you that i can fly
i know change doesnt come over night
imma change my ways just to keep you in my life

miss our 3 am talks on the phone
miss the way you use to talk in that tone
wish i wasnt so fucked up
miss the way you use to show me love

tell me do you also miss the calls
all the time we spent i cant evolve
ive tried just to move on
but i cant im so fucked up

(im so fucked up)

burn the bridge i dont wanna see you pay
know i fucked up baby i will change
sorry i just caused you so much fucking pain
wish i never made your heart fucking ache

yeah
i know im fucked up
i fucked our trust up
yeah
i know im fucked up
wish i could show you love

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