BITEKI COLLECTIVE PT. 7

fuck my life i wanna die

best of me 2

go follow @t_shan and @tothegood they are both gems i promise

Hook: 
SuiSai off the psilocybin in the night lights~
Like I been steady shmokin fill the night sky~
Thinkin bout my life I swear I fucked up for the last time~
Chased em all away had no one left I'll stay inside
Lies that I tell myself
Just to get me by
Nother day nother fuckin try
Never get it right
Foresight lookin far ahead always made me blind
Ye i don't know why, I can't be satisfied
With myself~

T Shan: 
Tear stained gun
Gotta keep dreamin
left foot right
dead inside

Death march, keep on
Red dawn,  bleed blood
Things aren't the same
We are the brave

Heart shaped tear drops
Void like sig freud
Dark like shadows
Destroyed shattered

Bridge: 
 Hear me out now (theres voices in my head)
its been too long (they keep on speaking to me)
Scream those words that (i ignore them instead) 
fill your head loud (but the words are weeping through me)

SuiSai off the psilocybin in the night lights~
Like I been steady shmokin fill the night sky~
Thinkin bout my life I swear I fucked up for the last time~
Chased em all away had no one left I'll stay inside
Lies that I tell myself
Just to get me by
Nother day nother fuckin try
Never get it right
Foresight lookin far ahead always made me blind
Ye i don't know why, I can't be satisfied
With myself~

psilocybin ~ w/ t shan [p. tothegood]

"things need change yeah i swear"

written, produced, mixed, masterd by TRECHOR BOY
cover art by TRECHOR BOY
guitar riff courtesy of MARC GARCIA 
vocals: @sushisai, @trechorboy


Lyrics: 

[SUISAI]

cause i cant fight
those subtleties and little things
take over me

you'll never see me again !

like please just slow down
bad heart beat skipping when i breathe
every night somehow
things need change ye i swear
like look around at what ive become now
like holy fuck what a let-down
constant bombarding to the walls
tear this place to the ground

(X2)

[TRECHOR BOY]

watch out 
for when i pull up, limousine
sippin white sprite, cola, no codeine

another day pass bash my head through plate glass 
now im bleedin from my fuckin- 
i cant feel anything below my neck & 
you stand still and watch it take me out

[SUISAI]

like when did we decide 
feelings compromised
every little thing
that you said to me
i thought we'd be
better off this time
wish we never tried
lie to myself
bottle up to the brim
overflowing
right out that top
CAUSE I CANT HOLD BACK
NO SENTENCE CAN EXPLAIN
STAY QUIET
TRACK BACK TO BEFORE ALL OF THIS
HAPPENED CAUSE WHAT WAS THE POINT

like please just slow down
bad heart beat skipping when i breathe
every night somehow
things need change ye i swear
like look around at what ive become now
like holy fuck what a let-down
constant bombarding to the walls
tear this place to the ground

BAD HEART

spotify

BAD HEART w/ suisai

do you see the lights now
i could really feel how
baby im doomed 
said she want it back
i took the love she had
and buried it too
i feel the pain in my head 
letters unread
you promised i'd come back to
i lost the one that i love
light it all up
throw it out with my old brown shoes

i hide behind the false news
(supply the lies, no i cant deny)
we run and run from the truth 
(the tide is high, no ones getting by)

we wait forever 
our chances are never
i wanted to know if you're rid of your temper

i still hear you 
i want nothing
to do with you
i know you

it's been a hard life
i can tell it's calling 
the end of mine
i will miss you all
don't start crying 
or feeling sorry 
i feel a kiss as i
begin to fall

everyday you fall and get back up 
it doesnt really matter if you have bad luck so run with what you got and you just might see me there
everytime you lie you get so high from
all the bad energy inside that mind so 
run with what you got and you just might pull your hair

do you see the lights now
i could really feel how
baby im doomed 
said she want it back
i took the love she had
and buried it too
i feel the pain in my head 
letters unread
you promised i'd come back to
i lost the one that i love
light it all up
throw it out with my old brown shoes

i know you (prod. blade901)

can u see the bags under my eyes
carrying the tears i never cried
i can see the cuts on ur thighs
they mark the kisses from the last guy
can u see through ur own lies
or are u deaf to ur own cries
you made the dead in me come alive
you left, now im haunted by my ghosts at night

why you wearing a fake smile with ur friends
if u always run away, ur pain will never end
u can say im wrong, when im not, and im geekin
we both know the truth, n it got me thinkin
if i died tomorrow would u regret what u did
or would you be content with how you ended it
i hope it was the truth and nothing fucking less
if i die tomorrow i hope theres nothing left unsaid 

can u see the bags under my eyes
carrying the tears i never cried
i can see the cuts on ur thighs
they mark the kisses from the last guy
can u see through ur own lies
or are u deaf to ur own cries
you made the dead in me come alive
you left, now im haunted by my ghosts at night

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u made the dead in me come alive (prod. HXRXKILLER)

[produced by yago beats]
[mixed and mastered by convolk]

lyrics: 

If i died tomorrow
Would you cry for me 
would you hide the sorrow
Dont you lie to me

Trapped inside the car
Watch me idly
As the world lives
But it died for me

If i died tomorrow
Would you cry for me 
would you lay your head down
Dont you lie to me

Never been the man
That i strive to be
As the world lives
But it died for me

you cure me when
im near the end
my medicine x2

When i was a kid i was broke
Never had hope
Thinking of sink, never float

Thinking how thick of a rope i would need to keep my feet from touching the floor 

Bitch now i know
River card made me a boat
Done without selling a soul
you love me more than I know
And i love you more than i show 
Heart made of gold

Wait 

nanana x2
ooh

If i died tomorrow
Would you cry for me 
would you hide the sorrow
Dont you lie to me

Trapped inside the car
Watch me idly
As the world lives
But it died for me

If i died tomorrow
Would you cry for me 
would you lay your head down
Dont you lie to me

Never been the man
That i strive to be
As the world lives
But it died for me

everything hurts when she love me its the worst
when she love me its the worst 
x2

you cure me when
im near the end
my medicine x2

medicine

Featuring Nate Flud
https://www.instagram.com/nate_flud/

Breaking the noise
Like a waterfall it cascades out
Every dream, every empty doubt
I got the message when the
Plane touched down, dropped my mouth
Shaking the void
My apology could never run out
Took for granted all the quiet I found
I'll take a crack and turn the earth around
Stand my ground

I'll see you in the trenches
Or I won't see you at all
The cold truth is noone's gonna
Break our fall
And when the end hits
It won't matter at all
We're gonna laugh with our backs
Against the wall
We're gonna laugh with our backs
Against the wall
We're gonna laugh with our backs
Against the wall
And when the end hits
It won't matter at all
We're gonna laugh with our backs
Against the wall

[Nate Flud]
I felt
A rush from an empty room
Through my soul, I felt yours too
Some wounds will always feel brand new
Cut me down, I’ll spread my wings
They’re bruised, But I swear that I’m staying
True to the person that you knew, that you knew

I'll see you in the trenches
Or I won't see you at all
The cold truth is noone's gonna
Break our fall
And when the end hits
It won't matter at all
We're gonna laugh with our backs
Against the wall
We're gonna laugh with our backs
Against the wall
We're gonna laugh with our backs
Against the wall
And when the end hits
It won't matter at all
We're gonna laugh with our backs
Against the wall

Try to blow me over
Try to push me around
I got two feet rooted in the ground
And I get a little bit
Closer every time I go down
To the light
I'm gonna figure it out
I can be a shoulder
You can lean as you need
In the face of a catastrophe
And if they're gonna
Run us all over, give me
Someone to bleed for
That's the only reason to be

I'll see you in the trenches
Or I won't see you at all
The cold truth is noone's gonna
Break our fall
And when the end hits
It won't matter at all
We're gonna laugh with our backs
Against the wall
We're gonna laugh with our backs
Against the wall
We're gonna laugh with our backs
Against the wall
And when the end hits
It won't matter at all
We're gonna laugh with our backs
Against the wall

The Trenches (ft. Nate Flud)

Lyrics: https://genius.com/Ryster-enemies-lyrics

Connect with Ryster:
instagram.com/ryster
twitter.com/whoisryster

Produced By Yung Divide & YB Jadu
instagram.com/yungdivide
instagram.com/ybjadu

STREAM EVERYWHERE!

Enemies [Prod. Yung Divide & YB Jadu]

[produced by dj khaled's son]
[mixed and mastered by neek and convolk]

lyrics:

i swear to god that it's all in the making
i swear to god imma fall if i fake it 
i swear to god in my mind gotta trace it 
i swear to god, swear to god
i swear to god rather die than disgrace it 
i swear to god imma try not to chase it 
i swear to god if i try imma make it 
i swear to god, swear to god

stuck here
in the same place
everyone fake 
they all wanna save face
my heart chokes
intimate notes 
everyone wrote
when i lost my way

you don't know what i been through 
i don't show what happened to 
me back when i wasn't cool
me back when i was a fool

feel like i'm kanye back in 06
feeling like what i say, people notice 
colder than an ice age cracking both fists
colder than an ice age heart is frozen 
x2

i swear to god that it's all in the making
i swear to god imma fall if i fake it 
i swear to god in my mind gotta trace it 
i swear to god, swear to god
i swear to god rather die than disgrace it 
i swear to god imma try not to chase it 
i swear to god if i try imma make it 
i swear to god, swear to god

swear to god

[produced by nicasso beats]
[mixed and mastered by neek and convolk]

black sheep

lyrics:

I knew she would break my heart
I knew she would but I let it happen I'm hopeless in many ways
guess it probably wouldn't of worked out anyways
sick of holding back tears on the better days
all these people thru my window start to look the same
all this damage on my brain act like its novocaine
who am I when playing god I shoulda known my place
22 its the after party
breath slow baby girl
we still try to keep composure in this broken world
I watch rain roll off my roof on to the flooded grounds
I could always hold myself when I need calming down

tell me if I take too long
I just wanna turn you on
turn you on

tell me if I take too long
I just wanna turn you on
turn you on
rip thru the phone books she grip by my heart
plenty left me broken but the way you do it
turn me on
why's this summer so long

turn u on (nevrfall)

prod. Morin x Miracle

Lyrics:
[hook]
Got a gun to my head
Keep my eyes close
Take a breath
Last time they will see me alive
People crying at your funeral but just because
Everybody care about you just the day you die 
x2

[verse]
Till the day you die
You will be alone
With the hug of the drugs
Making you feel loved
Making you feel something
But you know that's nothing
Cause those feelings have no meaning
Bottle up the screams in a heartache
Nobody helps they only care about their own sake
You're a prey in a world of vultures
Feeling hopeless and seeing no future

[hook]
Got a gun to my head
Keep my eyes close
Take a breath
Last time they will see me alive
People crying at your funeral but just because
Everybody care about you just the day you die 
x2

MUSIC VIDEO

Last Day [prod. Morin x Miracle]

the sunken city debacle

lyrics:

I give everything, it never comes back to me
why am I so nice to ppl who rlly dont mean shit to me 
why do I keep thinkin so much I rlly need some company 
I rlly need u next to me

they say wake up but I dont wanna go
I jus wanna lay in bed until I grow old
I dont rlly wanna show 
do u rlly wanna know what i know 
cause I know its hard.

u discard
everything so hard 
u act like i dont exist but u got my heart


wasted potential
20 mil but im still broke
I hate how life goes 
I hate this cycle

wasted potential

wasted potential [prod. blade901 x 5head]

remghost: https://soundcloud.com/remghost
jolst: https://soundcloud.com/jolst

lyrics:
i know u like it how i'm messed up
sit back and listen to how my head's fucked
and you're fine without me, didn't mean much
but i keep on dreaming of your touch

i made a bag today 
a lot of these nights spent alone, awake
thinking about what my friends would say
if they knew how i'm bouta go away
i thought of u today
sleeping alone doesn't feel the same
and i just don't know how much i can take 
the old me is gone, have myself to blame

i know u like it how i'm messed up
sit back and listen to how my head's fucked
and you're fine without me, didn't mean much
but i keep on dreaming of your touch

i never saw love in your eyes
so i don't know why when u left it surprised me 
it must've been hard to disguise 
the way that u didn't like what's inside of me

i know u like it how i'm messed up
sit back and listen to how my head's fucked
and you're fine without me, didn't mean much
but i keep on dreaming of your touch

messed up (prod. remghost & jolst)

salem: @salemavenue
scape: @scapexgoat

lyrics:
i feel alright
i think
lately i've been moving forward
but i've been pushed right to the brink
and i don't wanna feel so sick
when i think of how things could've been

and febuary was pretty fucked up
re-evaluated how i see love
and god i know i never meant much
but i wish that you would just say something
fuck
i hate hearing nothing

this is really all there is for me
a swimming pool of irony
i'm the embodiment of misery
and i would kill to have some company

i'm too scared to get close to people
cause i'm terrified that they'll leave me
and i'm getting better at ignoring calls
and sleeping in when they need me
and i've been skipping meals for some chemicals
my life is one bleak spectacle
eventually i'll be a memory
i could die today, it's kinda comforting

i feel alright i think
i feel alright i think

this is really all there is for me
a swimming pool of irony
i'm the embodiment of misery
and i would kill to have some company

i feel alright i think
i feel alright i think
i feel alright i think
i feel alright i think

wasted potential [prod. blade901 x 5head]

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