Till We Die

A Fuck Up

Dont Mind Me

Good Bye (outro)

Carlos Ríos - Los Que Han Nacido De Nuevo Tienen Una Conciencia Limpia - 20 de octubre 2021

https://soundcloud.com/gautamkarnik - violin
unearth noise - prepared guitar, cello, drums, electronics, composition.

Time Weaving (w/Gautam Karnik)

“I Promised  is a raw, haunting spoken-word piece that captures the quiet agony of MY survival and the fragile power of human connection. It’s not just a song it’s a confession, a journal entry, a lifeline. Told through stark imagery and unflinching honesty, it chronicles the journey from suicidal despair to reluctant endurance, stitched together by the voices and names of those who offered grace in the darkest hours. Mental Health & Survival: The lyrics confront depression, suicidal ideation, and the daily struggle to stay alive with brutal clarity.

Isolation vs. Connection: i live in emotional exile, yet is tethered to life by the promises made to others friends, strangers, lifelines.

Memory & Time: 2024 is a year of near-death; 2025 is a year of quiet survival. The contrast between past vitality and present stillness is deeply felt.

Unseen Strength: The piece redefines strength—not as loud resilience, but as the quiet act of staying, of breathing, of whispering “I promised.”

Mental Health & Survival: The lyrics confront depression, suicidal ideation, and the daily struggle to stay alive with brutal clarity.

Unseen Strength: The piece redefines strength—not as loud resilience, but as the quiet act of staying, of breathing, of whispering “I promised.”

Tone & Style
Poetic Realism: The writing is lyrical but grounded, with metaphors that feel lived-in (“kettle boiling for ghosts,” “a ghost with a heartbeat”).

Bleak but Beautiful: It doesn’t shy away from pain, but it finds grace in the smallest gestures—a stranger’s grip, a voice note, a name.

Minimalist & Intimate: No chorus, no hook—just a stream of consciousness that feels like a late-night voice memo you weren’t meant to hear but needed to.





I Promised.mp3

Prod. Slitterbeatz x Varkis
Composer & Lyricist: Anthony Drain Jr.

I'm Not Really Sad (Prod. Slitterbeatz x Varkis)

LIKE THE DEVIL feat. ORANGE J

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Dont Mind Me

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