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Still waiting for the day when it makes sense
Been having visions of the world where it all ends
Tried to make it known, 
tried to tell my friends
Where to go when you die
well that depends

I’m in the deep end
Tryna make amends
Tired of the trends
I’m underwater 
And I’m coming up 
I got the bends
They can’t understand
Wrote a whole paragraph
Never hit send

They always hating I don’t listen to that nonsense
You’re looking at the world through the wrong lens
Surrounded by some people they some fake friends
You’re worth so much more 
Life is priceless

I’m in the deep end
Tryna make amends
Tired of the trends
I’m underwater 
And I’m coming up 
I got the bends
They can’t understand,
Wrote a whole paragraph
Never hit send

Never hit send
When does this end
Love from every angle got me bending like a square

Overflow the pot
Let it spill away
Inspire with the thought
I radiate the way
Treat it like a game
I level with the pain
I let the mana drain
Arcane up in my veins

Cast a spell
Unlocking all the fucking chains
Hundred fold
But I'm pushing through decay
Swimming up a hill
Fighting with the waves
Crashing down
I create away the day

Create away the day
Thriving from the pain
Living in the grey
Evolving everyday
Create away the day
Thriving from the pain
Living in the grey
Evolving everyday

Create away the day
Thriving from the pain
Living in the grey
Evolving everyday
Create away the day
Thriving from the pain
Living in the grey
Evolving everyday

Still waiting for the day when it makes sense
Been having visions of the world where it all ends
Tried to make it known, 
tried to tell my friends
Where to go when you die
well that depends

I’m in the deep end
Tryna make amends
Tired of the trends
I’m underwater 
And I’m coming up 
I got the bends
They can’t understand
Wrote a whole paragraph
Never hit send

The Bends

⸸ MUSIC VIDEO ⸸

$LOTHBOI x Nicolas Sales - The Bends

AMERICANPORNO&CANNABISADDICT - V9 Last Recording Of Vox, Mixing Vox Cleaner - LESS SAUSAGE?

⚬ RAZEGOD ✝︎ AMERICAN PORNOGRAPHY & CANNABIS ADDICTION (PROD. RAZEGOD)

LYRICS:

With eyes wide shut did you expect much
A kid 16 stolen car burnt clutch
30 of the limit, yeah losing traction to the sludge
My car goes up the boundary yeah that's the first time that I lost touch

In my brain or something it's still a stain on my name
Try to reach out to someone but all that's left pain
Are we truly on our own in this life
You bring a kid out who can't walk and put his neck to the scythe and you

Ask how he's doing, does he have a job yet
You’re always locked in your room, yeah are you upset
It's not like you would even understand if I explained
A father's expression is numb when you just bring shame
 
I had a conversation with the devil in the undertow
No matter how hard you work you will still someone that you loathe
Yeah I know I will be always someone that I just hate
At least I can admit so I put up with the weight

I'm just a burden, just a burden
Everything’s too much I’m still hurting
Im uncertain, im uncertain
If I stay can I still say im alive

It’s disturbing, it’s disturbing
Every time I leave it’s not working
I'm just lurking, I’m just lurking
I'm sick of always living a lie

A life tied to the noose yeah always bad news
Do I stay do I go, yeah I never can choose
Making friends with the pills it's the same
See another psych who has to see a paper note to know my name

Give too much empathy, you'll be tread on
If I'm not careful I'll end up gone
Can't stand up for myself when I tell them I just need a break
Keep on pushing on my mental state I'll end up in a shallow grave

And I’ll sink, sink into somewhere I don't know
See my life down here and I'll say please go
I don't want to know about something that I will never be
There's a heavy weight on my chest and I think I've met defeat, alone

Feel the hate peel the skin, just a heretic within
Or at least your god would say
What's the problem yeah what's wrong thought I made this one strong
Chuck him down to the side, see what's messed up inside

I'm just a burden, just a burden
Everything’s too much I’m still hurting
Im uncertain, im uncertain
If I stay can I still say im alive

It’s disturbing, it’s disturbing
Every time I leave it’s not working
I'm just lurking, I’m just lurking
I'm sick of always living a lie

All I Bring Is Shame

Blank face staring back thru the mirror
Wish I knew where to find another picture
Cold frost lurks through the other window
Damn, I'll never understand how to end up

Try to crash memories but they're all gone
Try to live through the pain but im so lost
Say I cant come back, but ive come up?
What ya say, what ya say, what ya say now?

TAKE MY SOUL
TAKE MY ALL,
TAKE MY ALL, NOW
TIME TO FALL
NOTHER GHOST
IN MY OWN HOUSE

BROKEN MENTAL, IN THE ZONE
IN MY SAFE SPACE -
TRANSFORM, CODE NEVER LEFT ME
NOTHA TASTE FROM THE ORG TRYNA PLACE ME
TIME I GET A FORWARD ON MY OWN PACE

STAY ALONE, ALL THE TIME
DOES IT HELP ME?
FORGOT WHATS ITS LIKE
TO FEEL AGAIN.
TO FEEL AGAIN.
UGH, EY

Blank face staring back thru the mirror
Wish I knew where to find another picture
Cold frost lurks through the other window
Damn, I'll never understand how to end up

Try to crash memories but they're all gone
Try to live through the pain but im so lost
Say I cant come back, but ive come up?
What ya say, what ya say, what ya say now?

I've dug through my pockets, and come up empty...

IDLEGLANCE

I've dug through my pockets, and come up empty... [prod. purc]

WAITING...

STREAM

WAITING…

Running

arguments test demo prod greyskies

lyrics: hating myself never gon eat 
feeling like shit counting my calories
now im hiding and hoping that all of this bullshit will disappear all in a week 
keep to myself never gon speak 
feeling like shit cuz i feel like im weak
i hate to talk about it so if takes my motherfucking life 
don’t surprised it was me 
never involved with the scene 
i’m too scared to even go out and meet new people 
cuz ill feel like they will hate me 
apologizing every second just for being me
my visions too blurry 
i’m such in a hurry to end this whole day
i want to go to sleep
i’m getting too worried about my own health 
but im saying “oh well” cuz in the end it’s only just me


she told me i need to get some fucking help 
i would rather deal with this 
then jeopardize my health 
with random pills that are prescribed to me 
i really wish i believed in therapy 

i just wish you’ve known 
how far ill fucking go 
even i if i need to travel 
for some motherfucking smoke
once i start to fucking choke 
on the smoke in my lungs 
i love to feel out of it 
i love to feel fucked

hatin' myself (prod. lord135)

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did you ever want me, did i play the fool?
its only been a week, you moan for another dude
shes gone away, but i'm on my way to the hell i belong
say it in vein, i hate your god, cut your name in my bones
its all the same, give me it here bitch, i'll take what i want
ice on your veins don't mean shit when you got no one else to show off

i don't wanna love no more, no one else
they cause more pain, then the impression of lust
flitter sat me down, he said that i need some help
the only thing i'm reaching out for is the belt

fool (PROD. metlast)

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