lyrics -

i apologize if i don’t seem like i’m here
been high for like a year
seeing everything unclear

laugh in my face when i tell u how i feel
you don’t have to think it’s real
please just give me time to heal

decisions all up to my brain 
who i’m gonna be today 
everlasting type of change
but it always ends with pain
life is like a mystery
but i don’t really want to see
i’d rather die, honestly 
i don’t want you to follow me

i can’t eat
i can’t sleep
this life feels sickening
i don’t dream
entities 
live in me
they’re whispering
fucked up things
baby please
tell me that you’re listening 
everything 
i believed
lost life right in front of me

i apologize if i don’t seem like i’m here
been high for like a year
seeing everything unclear
laugh in my face when i tell you how i feel
you don’t have to think it’s real
please just give me time to heal
( give me time to heal )

anhedonia

this track was produced by: @prodby2k6
featuring a true friend @emofruits
mixed/ mastered by @whatafuckingbitch
art by: Diet Percs IG: @dietpercs

lyrics:

150:
Damn I need your luv 
I need it right now 
I remember days 
with the lights out 
X2

Crashing on ur ceiling 
Thru the window 
Crawling up my arms 
Like a widow 
Cover up my scars 
With a tattoo 
Ur daddy doesn’t like me 
Said I’m bad news 

Whats the point anymore 
I nearly had you 
only take these fucking drugs 
Cuz I have to 
And the perkies don’t work 
I don’t feel nothin 
Whats the point of even living 
When I’m dying 
Mama started crying 
Y’all don’t even understand 
What my life is 
Ive been through it so much 
but i hide it 
I don’t like what in the mirror
And I fight it 
Yea I fight it

Damn I need your luv 
I need it right now 
I remember days 
with the lights out 
X4

fruits:
Baby im a bum 
she don't want my love
killin my liver
while i kill whats im in my cup
she dont like me now 
but she will when im up
lights out
when the drinks out
im dying to get numb
im dying to get numb
i need ur luv 
and its hurtin real bad
i pop one 
i pop two
these drugs got me sad
i might just black out
i might just go back
i might just go back
yea , i might just go back

150:
Damn I need your luv 
I need it right now 
I remember days 
with the lights out

lights out w/ emo fruits

BACKSEAT - SHMAXWELL X LIL CECE (PROD. METLAST X 5HEAD)

emo fruits, dozy, & jaseeeen - evil pimpkin (RXHFF)

i can't even be upset, you're right

lyrics:

Staring out the window 
of the car ride 
look at me 
Promise it’ll be alright 
X2

It’s okay 
Don’t be tortured 
By the thoughts in your brain 
gave you the world 
Thinkin that would change 
A goddamn thing 
A goddamn thing 

Blank siholluettes 
Bullet in my chest 
That look in your eyes 
Tell me your
 on the edge of 
Massive regret 
All the calls coming like 
Where did she go and 
How had she left 

Staring out the window 
of the car ride 
look at me 
Promise it’ll be alright 
X4 

Everything you love 
Just turned to dust 
Everything that happened 
Is some real bad [luck]
X2

Staring out the window 
of the car ride 
look at me 
Promise it’ll be alright 
X3

CAR RIDE [PROD. METLAST & SPLASHGVNG]

Tethered in separation
Newfound desperation
Thru me, thru the moon
It’s in my imagination 
In a perfect situation 
With me, is you

You cut right thru me
With rusty spoons
You make me blue, baby
You cut right thru

(You cut right thru
You cut right thru, oh yes you do
You cut right thru, you cut right thru)

Smothered by medication
Newfound inspiration
Thru me, thru you
It’s all an amalgamation
With a big stipulation
For me, from you

You cut right thru me
With rusty spoons
You make me blue, baby
You cut right thru
You cut right thru me
With rusty spoons
You make me blue, baby
You cut right thru

(You cut right thru
You cut right thru, oh yes you do
You cut right thru, you cut right thru)

cut right thru

breaking </3
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.
.

I want you
To show me a little love 
I don't wanna feel this numb
I don't wanna feel this dumb
I don't trust you 
Maybe I don't want to
It's been only me and you
She like the pain
Well I do too

Tell me do you cry when I'm not around
Yeah girl I doubt it
Maybe it's not love 
But I'll tell the world I found it 
Yeah I mix the pain with the wine 
It keep me grounded 
You only get excited when it's crashin down 
I'm bounded 
To the type of love leave me chemically imbalanced 
Drinkin every night till it's nothin in my chalice
Wake up in a wonderland 
The world treat me like Alice
She love the smell of roses 
She can leave them on my casket

And I cry when I think about it 
Do you cry when you dream about it
She needs the world in the palm of her hands 
She needs the world in the palm of her hands 

Tell me do you cry when I'm not around
Yeah girl I doubt it
Maybe it's not love 
But I'll tell the world I found it 
Yeah I mix the pain with the wine 
It keep me grounded 
You only get excited when it's crashin down 
I'm bounded 
To the type of love leave me chemically imbalanced 
Drinkin every night till it's nothin in my chalice
Wake up in a wonderland 
The world treat me like Alice
She love the smell of roses 
She can leave them on my casket

And I cry when I think about it 
Do you cry when you dream about it
She needs the world in the palm of her hands 
She needs the world in the palm of her hands 

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<3

emo fruits aka i like this song duuuuddeeeee

BREAKING (prod. carmspace x splashgvng)

lyrics:

i didn’t love you like i said i did
i hated all the dumb shit that you did
and if you saw me now you’d laugh a bit
let’s sugarcoat it and say i always did x2


i like the way you yelled at me
you always ruined my melodies
i warned you before you fell for me
but you said you really wanted me

i broke ur heart
and you broke my code
i hid my pain
and i let it go
do you think about me
anymore 
like i was the best 
that you’ve ever known

anhedonia

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