severance - noun

1.
the action of ending a connection or relationship.
"the severance and disestablishment of the Irish Church"
2.
division by cutting or slicing.

severance

something new, hope u like it. 

Lyrics (:

you showed me what i am
a faint memory
picture frames
to cherish you n me

i couldn't get enough
now look at you =/
standing right infront me
but i'm still asking "who?"

i'm at the height of it all
but i couldn't be any lower

and now it's stacking up
as tall as the biggest tower

and it can't all be your fault
but a good portion is
you twist the narrative
you're a contortionist

still question where i belong
god i'm so tired of it
i'm taking hit after hit
just to get through this shit
(x2)

contortionist

contortionist (keshav)

prod. michael harrison
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(lyrics)
i don't wanna talk in a while
she don't wanna talk, that's so vile
i'm so scared, all i can do is smile
she moves on, while the memories pile

oh, darling how did we end up like this?
please give me time to reminisce
how many wars till we fix this?
sickness

stop (let me think)
where did we go wrong?
like, it hasn't even been long- (intrusive)
-AND IM SICK OF APOLOGIZING
I SWEAR TO GOD
IT FEELS LIKE I'M THE ONLY ONE TRYING
(stop)

depleting
oooh, i'm losing all my feeling 
focus on my-

depleting
oooh, i'm losing all my feeling
focus on my breathing
i'm getting numb from bleeding
are you listening?

CUZ I DON'T KNOW WHERE THE FUCK IM GONNA GO
I LOST MY WORTH
WITHOUT THESE DRUGS IM SUCH A BORE (intrusive)
I'M SO SCARED ALL I CAN DO IS SMILE
SHE MOVES ON WHILE THE MEMORIES PILE

i don't wanna talk in a while
and she don't wanna talk, that's so vile
(x2)

𝙏𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙠 𝙞𝙨 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙫𝙞𝙡𝙮 𝙞𝙣𝙨𝙥𝙞𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙗𝙮 𝙝𝙚𝙮𝙡𝙤𝙜

smile

smile (michael harrison)

guitar by MelonMusik
https://www.instagram.com/melonmusik 
prod me =/
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lyrics:
swear that i got it all figured out
needed a sec to catch my breath
had my back, where are you now?
i'm getting close to giving out

my head is getting light
and my eyes are blacking out
every word you speak
just keeps on filling me w/ doubt
i dont wanna talk
cuz everytime i do we fight
i personally feel that it is
just a waste of time

IM LOST
MISPLACED MY HEART
NOW I'LL WAIT, DECAY
NOW WE'RE BOTH SHARING OUR DNA 
going back n forth, its just not okay
another day
 
i try to reach out to you
yet you pretend im not there
and in the end i think to myself
does anyone even care
why do good things always end
right as i lift my hair
i feel as if its just a trick
to make me sit and stare

a better me better evolve
im losing more friends 
and now i'm losing myself
im waiting for a new me to grow
i needa improve, isolate & learn

swear that i got it all figured out
needed a sec to catch my breath
had my back, where are you now?
i'm this close to giving out
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inspo : https://soundcloud.com/heylog/thanks

decay

produced by https://soundcloud.com/wlve ♡
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Lyrics:

think that i've had enough
it drags on too long
speak it through your chest now
you're pissing me off
i let it cut it deep,
watch it flow,
out of my system
she said that, "i never listen"

kissing my scars 
every action is potent
break it off
i'll be alone then
i don't see the use in all of this talking
it's getting us nowhere
soon, i'll just start walking

wrapped up in her arms
tears cloaking my shoulder
she gets away
only because i love her

i guess i fucked up
idk how im gonna fix it all
these cuts never fixed a damn thing at all
i maintain distance, just to protect my soul
she sends her spiders, hoping they'll witness a fall

i'm stressed from the scars, are you a threat?
don't put me thru smth that i'll regret
don't lie
don't lie
i'll know in some time
and i can't forgive what i cant forget
every word and every action on my neck
all lies
all lies
you'll know in some time

kissing my scars 
every action is potent
break it off
i'll be alone then
i don't see the use in all of this talking
it's getting us nowhere
soon, i'll just start walking

potent

potent (w/lve)

back
produced by me ._.
mastered by @dawsin
featuring @daywxtch
thank you both dawsin for mastering and daywatch for featuring <3
hope you enjoy 🤍
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Lyrics

{RiRi}
tell me how you lose control
tell me how do you what you do
tell me, tell me, do you know, 
all the hell that i've been thru?

oh no,
i guess i got no good friends
everybody just pretends
thats why i cut out off the outside
this week i cut again
last month i cut off friends
last year i tried to cut it all 
'n put my life to end
        (UGH)
OKAY OKAY OKAY
HAVE YOU EVER FUCKING PLAYED?
NO!
OKAY OKAY OKAY
THEN HOW 'BOUT WE FUCKIN' PLAY? 
hahahahahahaha
that was funny,
i was laughing
now its back to what im doing;
did you hear that?
js the wind
i dont know him,
i dont know him.

{daywatch}
jesus christ, you're difficult
you want me to side with wherever you stand, force me to fit that mold
like, baby, we are not a cult
i'm not cutting off my friends 'cus they're the reason i'm still here
and even if you don't like them it's my choice
so, don't even start
i'm so tired of these people tryna rip me off
say some kind shit to my face then turn it to a shard
sudden fire in my back, i couldn't see the signs
don't you ever fucking ask me why i'm on guard

{RiRi}
tell me how you lose control
tell me how do you what you do
tell me, tell me, do you know, 
all the hell that i've been thru?

they call it ego,
but im just matching your energy
honestly,
imma treat these people how they treating me,
honestly.
imma keep it real, fuck if it hurts me
honesty,
imma stay this way no matter where it's landing me
TAKE IT AWAY,
ALL OF THIS HURT;
AND ALL OF THIS PAIN
GIVE ME MY ESCAPE,
I CANT HANDLE THIS BRAIN
CIRCLES UNDER EYES,
DO I SEEM OKAY?
whats that over there? 
polluting the air,
just some broken bones beyond all repair
its rude to stare,
rip out their hair,
gasoline feels nice when sparked by a flare
yeah, life isnt fair,
they learnt their way,
growing up taught them some new ways to hate
they wanna be safe;
running away,
when it is them that they want to escape

​🇹​​🇦​​🇰​​🇪​ ​🇮​​🇹​ ​🇦​​🇼​​🇦​​🇾​,
​🇦​​🇱​​🇱​ ​🇴​​🇫​ ​🇹​​🇭​​🇮​​🇸​ ​🇭​​🇺​​🇷​​🇹​
​🇦​​🇳​​🇩​ ​🇦​​🇱​​🇱​ ​🇴​​🇫​ ​🇹​​🇭​​🇮​​🇸​ ​🇵​​🇦​​🇮​​🇳​
​🇬​​🇮​​🇻​​🇪​ ​🇲​​🇪​ ​🇲​​🇾​ ​🇪​​🇸​​🇨​​🇦​​🇵​​🇪​,
​🇮​ ​🇨​​🇦​​🇳​​🇹​ ​🇭​​🇦​​🇳​​🇩​​🇱​​🇪​ ​🇹​​🇭​​🇮​​🇸​-
​🇨​​🇮​​🇷​​🇨​​🇱​​🇪​​🇸​ ​🇺​​🇳​​🇩​​🇪​​🇷​ ​🇪​​🇾​​🇪​​🇸​,
​🇩​​🇴​ ​🇮​ ​🇸​​🇪​​🇪​​🇲​ ​🇴​​🇰​​🇦​​🇾​?
​🇸​​🇼​​🇪​​🇦​​🇷​ ​🇮​❜​🇱​​🇱​ ​🇰​​🇳​​🇴​​🇨​​🇰​ ​🇭​​🇮​​🇲​ ​🇮​​🇳​ ​🇹​​🇭​​🇪​ ​🇫​​🇦​​🇨​​🇪​ ​🇸​​🇦​​🇾​ ​🇮​ ​🇼​​🇴​​🇳​​🇹​
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...okay

ok ft. daywatch

okay ft. daywatch

watch the amv --> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MwjRlWl1frw
spotify --> https://open.spotify.com/track/4XwYoY96UGLs77Q9YIR0Z0?si=034111a6477e46a5
pic taken by a friend
produced by RiRi x_x
hope you enjoy 🤍
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Lyrics

darling, do you remember that night?
on halloween, day?
you got scared by a cat;
you looked human that way

but you're not human, you're exactly like a scar
thought i healed, but when i look i see the mark
there's one thing i dont understand
our kind, are so damn far apart

i hate you,
if we bleed its different shades
you were never one of us,
just a mistake
a plague we adopted in,
with grace 
just like cancer,
i cant get rid of you


darling, do you remember this night?
on halloween, day
oh, we were still young
getting ready to play
darling, with me you can cry
no matter the, day
i'll give you my time,
just dont throw it away


i thought i taught you how to stay away?
i'll bite it off, 'you hiss your toungue at me
you seem to think that the world is safe
you pitif-aheh-beautiful thing
i thought i taught you how to stay away?
i'll bite it off, 'you hiss your toungue at me
you seem to think that the world is safe
you beautiful thing

you say we're the same
but we not the same
your shoebox got shoes in it, im in pain
lost my wings to the flame,
stared at medusa, and her snakes
what a horrible fate
still deal with suicidal days
guess we'll find out today;
where my body up washed away


you beautiful thing
you tolerate me when im at the brink
you stop me when i overthink
thank you
darling, can even i, cry?
does it matter what, day?
i don't get scared by bats;
am i human in my way?

you beautiful thing

happy new year, thank you for a great year, take care of yourself.
This track was made for fun for BigIrrelevants NYE URLfest 
Ep coming out late january to early feb <3 <-- pc broke but its back, ep coming march ^^ so that was a fucking lie, oops
Reproduced/produced by RiRi c:
hope you enjoy 🤍
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Lyrics:

i hate
you hate
so we can hate together
lets just list a bunch of things we hate about each other
your name
your face
and everything that you say
but im not done there
its just too much for my airways


i'm not good at talking
but, im amazing at saying shit


i recognise that scent
something smells like lavender
use it to ward off evil but
i dont think it works on her

"new year, new me"
i think its all bullshit
if you wanna make a change
go right ahead and do it

time is so important to me
be sure not to waste it
and if you promise to your friends
remember how to keep it

some people will never have to
face repercussions
i get fed excuses
and the headaches cause concussion

they could lie a million times
and we'd be none the wiser
cuz everytime they get caught out
theres someone to victimise em

calling on all the friends i have
just take yourself seriously
dont let someone feed you
all their bullshit seriously

I HATE
YOU HATE
SO WE CAN HATE TOGETHER
BUT, I'M THE TYPE TO GRAB THE BIRD
AND PLUCK OUT EVERY FEATHER
I SPITE
YOU SPITE
BUT MY SPITE LASTS FOREVER
IM THE TYPE TO COME BACK IN 10 YEARS
MAKE YOU REMEMBER

spite

track 3/5
will be on plats when the ep is out
produced by RiRi =/
hope you enjoy 🤍
watch the amv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MWbrkd2wUIc
ep out in august
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Lyrics:

BLOODYING THE MUD,
ITS TOO LATE TO TALK
I DONT EVEN CARE 'BOUT THAT PETTY STUFF
THE WAY SHE LOOK AT ME,
SHE DEMONSTRATES HER LUST
BOY HOW AM I ALIVE IF YOU'RE SO FUCKING TOUGH?

knees dirty,
hands hurt,
I found all the motives
every little detail written down,
I got it noted
and even with all of the details,
its hard make judgement
the people in my corner,
I must change and make adjustments
theres no armistice
what kinda fucking arms are this?
say you wanna talk 'bout it
boy u got no arms in this
but im not really violent
im just dumb addicted to destruction,
a mental canopy of isolated malfunction

but I don't talk about it
cuz she does not fuck with it
lets not focus on this shit
we're busy

BLOODYING THE MUD,
ITS TOO LATE TO TALK
I DONT EVEN CARE 'BOUT THAT PETTY STUFF
THE WAY SHE LOOK AT ME,
SHE DEMONSTRATES HER LUST
BOY HOW AM I ALIVE IF YOU'RE SO FUCKING TOUGH?

𝘞𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘳𝘵, 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘺 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺.
𝘚𝘰𝘰𝘯,  𝘐 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘶𝘮𝘦𝘥. 
𝘉𝘺 "𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘮"

the more I feel like this
I tend to contemplate some bad things
I need time alone,
so I can gather my own thoughts and think
hmm, I don't understand
what it is i'll do today;
maybe I should go to bed n,
turtle up, n rot away

it's too much when its your own
put my trust in them, now I gotta go
burn the bridge, to save my soul
I gotta go

BLOODYING THE MUD,
ITS TOO LATE TO TALK
I DONT EVEN CARE 'BOUT THAT PETTY STUFF
THE WAY SHE LOOK AT ME,
SHE DEMONSTRATES HER LUST
BOY HOW AM I ALIVE IF YOU'RE SO FUCKING TOUGH?

bloodying the mud

this track was produced by https://soundcloud.com/stayclears
as always, tracks are uploaded early on soundcloud <3
this project will be on all plats hopefully next week, presave link soon
thank you so much for listening
enjoy ♡
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Lyrics:

ugh, 
it's been a while since I've released a song
and I've been trying every night
I swear I get it wrong
it's probably to do with the fact that i'm not good enough
it's hard to keep your mental up when you compare your stuff

"stay there, stay here"
let me fucking stay clear
your wants,
my life,
it's times like these I can't decide

i'm scared of the me
that's scared of me
i'm barely hovering 'bove death
the poison I put in my veins
the only way I get some rest

listen, listen,
it's way too much for me these days
my system, system, 
watches as the drugs decay
piston, piston,
ignorant to vision
last day these wrists glisten
the red before I've risen

getting too hot like, sauna 
girl lost her sight like, Ana
she hit me up after 2 years
just for me to say, au revoir

adieu salope tu es morte pour moi
you can keep on calling back
I promise it wont go far

hell of a time
for you to slither 'round inside this grass
cutting the ties
don't really care whether the suit lasts
busy cutting up the past
before I carve a future
barely holding on together,
mended by a suture

ugh
been stabbed by bitter blades
bitter me, gon' burn away
engulf his flame
a bitter fate
n we can burn up all them sorries 
and trash them away
kinda like you did to me
when you found out we're not the same

listen, listen,
I've been pushing on like a
piston, piston,
this venom is invasive to my
system, systems,
failing like I can't behave
struggling to stay awake,
it's amazing that I've risen

listen, listen,
i've figured you out
give me your
give me your
ear just for now

you are, you are,
someone I don't wanna be
put me in a different body,
good looks aren't enough for me
my mind, my mind,
don't reflect what mirrors see
I don't care about a rhyme
this shit just don't feel right to me

au revoir

this track was produced by https://soundcloud.com/ririrealme
as always, tracks are uploaded early on soundcloud <3
this project will be on all plats hopefully next week, presave link soon
thank you so much for listening
enjoy ♡
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Lyrics:

your face, 
which one will I get today?
heads or tails am I lucky?
from my luck, I try escape
but all these crows are mauling me

pay it no mind
I be minding my time
you be calling my phone
I be cutting the line
she be doing whatever 
to take all the time
she know how to fuck
both the body and mind

yeah I know 
I do it all the time
my wardrobe tuff,
n I don't even try
this hoodie hang
cuz I rock oversized
you could never fit
not enough x's to try

God, you're so stupid
oh God, you're annoying
I told you no 50 times
God, you're so boring
this a message to you
and you know who you are
quit stalking my page,
'fore I take things too far

your face, 
which one will I get today?
heads or tails am I lucky?
from my luck, I try escape
but all these crows are mauling me
which one will I get today?
heads or tails am I lucky?
from my luck, I try esca-

ꜰᴀᴄᴇ ᴛʜɪꜱ, 
ʏᴏᴜ ɢᴏɴ'  ᴇɴᴅ ᴜᴘ ɴᴇᴇᴅɪɴɢ ᴀ ꜰᴀᴄᴇʟɪꜰᴛ
ꜰᴀᴄᴇꜱ
ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴀʟʟ ʟᴏᴏᴋ ᴅᴜᴍʙ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴇʏ ɪɴ ꜱᴛᴀꜱɪꜱ
ᴄᴜᴛ ᴛʜɪꜱ
ᴄᴏᴘʏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ
ᴀʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏ ɪꜱ ᴘᴀꜱᴛᴇ ꜱʜɪᴛ
ʏᴏᴜ ᴏɴʟʏ ɢᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ᴏʟᴅᴇʀ
ᴄ'ᴍᴏɴ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ᴜᴘ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴀᴄᴇ ꜱɪꜱ

heads & tails

this track was produced by https://soundcloud.com/ririrealme & https://soundcloud.com/v4nity
thank you to https://soundcloud.com/stayclears & https://soundcloud.com/dawsin for featuring
as always, tracks are uploaded early on soundcloud <3
this project will be on all plats hopefully next week, presave link soon
thank you to stay and dawsin for featuring
and thank you so much for listening to the project this far, some songs that didn't make it will be coupled with future releases and i'll be trying to be consistent monthly from now on <3
enjoy ♡
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Lyrics: 

( RiRi )
ok he run away
running out of things to say
run your mouth I run this fade
i'm quite known to fight my way
reshape his face

I shape his fate
blade on me I keep a plate
dinner time keep me awake
I turn 'em to deceased state
if they turn fake

one last time it cuts deep
swear it won't unravel me,
settling a rivalry
who am I if not me?
fighting with my own belief
whether or not I set him free

hm, tryna pave a way I put him in the pavement,
throw the body out n watch it hit the sediment,
mail some roses to his family for hell of it,
i'm not one to send a text I like my statements

( stay! )

yeah, ok 
hop in that bitch with a stick and go cray
said he want beef with the gang get filleted
bitch barely know me she calling me bae
yeah, yeah, yeah, ok. 
cant save a hoe no I dont wear a cape
ARP on me I dont fuck w drake
choppa gon mow down the grass fuck a snake
hop in that bih wit a- 
how you call that your bitch when i been w her?
that shit sound like a glitch when the semi dump
keep a binary trigger the minimum
If i press on that button it switch
we push up we gon show you a bitch
he from north but we leaving em swiss
In my pockets is green like some tris
In my pockets is green like some

( Dawsin )

one more time we sneak around
i bet she'll find out
so we'll keep it hush
eyes peeled on the ground
darling
i shiv'd him on the beach
(I KILLED A MAN)
where i found out you two usually meet
bae dont worry what i did
I JUST GAVE WHAT WAS DESERVED PLUS INTEREST

for the hell of it

safety
i need not say, for i act.
sc messed up my banner n im not fixing it

RiRi

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